chapter 19
Having a date like that was fun and a little bit disappointing.
I went to the last visit to move my brother’s belongings in advance, who was not yet discharged from the military. Weekends spent drawing and chatting with Yeonhoo in free time.
“Are you okay with your boyfriend?”
“Yeah, very.”
“Isn’t that right..”
As soon as I went to visit and met him, he gave a light answer to my brother who asked me such a question with a shaky face.
I started dating Yeon-hoo before returning, so I had already talked about it, and since the fortress was able to chat in the military, I also sent her a few pictures of me with Yeon-hoo.
The two got along really well.
There were times when I got annoyed by my brother talking nonsense to Yeon-hoo, but I still wanted to see the two of them laughing and talking again.
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Like me, no.
Because he was an older brother who thanked Yeonhoo a lot more than I did.
‘Do you not have a laptop after opening? Maybe you need one? When you wait for rehabilitation or when you have time to come to visit, do your homework.’
‘Is your brother going to buy you?’
‘Actually, I already bought it.’
What I learned after the accident was not only the love of Yeonhoo, but also the warmth of my family.
Immediately after the accident, from waking up in the morning to receiving treatment and surgery, eating, going to the bathroom, and going to sleep.
There was not a single moment that was not painful, and my brother watched the whole process from his side and always had a face that looked like he was about to cry.
It was after watching how he tried to cheer me up with a bright face every time Yeonhoo came.
At some point, I was rather worried about Yeonhoo.
‘Hey, Heena Lee.’
‘yes?’
‘Yeonhoo, I was crying a little earlier. in the bathroom.’
‘……..The eyes were red.’
‘Rehabilitation, it will be difficult, but let’s do our best.’
‘..yes. That’s right.’
If there was an opportunity, I wanted to let the two of them meet again.
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Like my father, my brother seems to be a little shy about Yeon-hoo now because he is ‘my boyfriend’, but I think it will be different if we talk about it.
Rather than being certain of something, I felt that way.
‘ah! Heesung-hyung, honestly, do you know that this is like an idiot?!”
‘No, do you want to ask Hee-na Lee? Will she even admit this?’
‘Walk for 50,000 won bread!!’
The voice of the two of us laughing and talking
Because it was still vivid in my ears.
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That evening, I heard a story like the blue sky. The news that it would be difficult to meet like this during the week to help a friend.
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My heart sank the moment I heard it.
At the same time, I was surprised once more in my own heart.
There were times when I felt empty even not being able to talk for a while, but I didn’t mean to break up, and the fact that it would be difficult to see them for only a few days. I never imagined that my heart would hurt so much.
I wanted to help him and be with him, but I was told that it was difficult because my friend was having a hard time.
Jung Yoon-Sung. It was a name I knew.
I had visited the hospital with Yeonhoo, and I had met him once before. I’m sure you covered your face a lot.
I didn’t want to force myself to go. Because it might annoy me.
I wanted to stand there like a folding screen and be nearby, but that also meant nothing if it got in the way.
“Can I get paid for not seeing you next week?”
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My heart hurts, but I didn’t want to tease. I wanted to quickly overwrite this heart with something.
Create happy moments.
-side
Approach him, step up and kiss him briefly on the cheek.
In fact, this kiss was not the same as the price, but was supposed to be done by the time we parted today.
Because I didn’t think that my patience was that great just to be patient with my growing heart.
I ran away from him and headed home.
Know.
In such a situation, it was a good time to help a friend, and moreover, I knew that I would be able to take priority over my current relationship.
I understood it with my head, and my mind was relieved a little with the previous skinship.
But I was also greedy.
Rather than the kind heart that wants to help a friend while grumbling
than a relationship with a close friend.
above all else
If I were to be a priority after opening.
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Monday.
There was no intention of spending time just chatting. I thought that watching from a distance would be fine.
to let u know that i been through a lot then i been going non stop with this practice for nothing
Naturally, I asked about the location of the store, and if I stayed for too long, it would be physically hard for me, and I could see people around me strangely, so I went around 8 o’clock.
Fortunately, the entrance to the store was made of transparent glass so that customers could check the seats from the outside.
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My eyesight was good, so I took a seat between the street lamp and the alley a little far from the entrance and looked inside carefully.
Yeon-hoo, wearing an orange apron, is diligently cleaning the table, caught my eye right away.
At that moment, laughter came out.
It doesn’t fit, it fits. It was so cute to see her in such an outfit.
If we get to live together in the future, I thought it would be nice if Yeon-hoo would cook while wearing an apron like that. Of course, I usually want to do everything, but at least once.
Even if it was simple, it didn’t matter if it was cup noodles.
will be very happy
just by watching it.
Tuesday
He looked busy again today. I could see Yeon-hoo sitting blankly with his weight on both hands on the table, not clearing the table because he was tired.
Although I was worried, he looked great even after that. It warmed my heart to think that even after marrying me later, he would work so hard for me and for us.
If you come home tired after a long day of work, I will do my best to comfort you.
Wednesday
I saw Yeonhoo talking with some college students smiling. It felt more like explaining the menu rather than chatting.
It didn’t happen once or twice in three days, though. One of them is a pretty pretty girl of the same type as me.
I didn’t quite like it.
thursday
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Late this evening, while watching Yeon-hoo, I ran into Yeon-hoo’s friend who came out behind me. remains vaguely in memory.
Seeing him stammering a little, it was also a secret memory. It was like that when we first met.
I was taken aback for a while by the sudden encounter, but I asked Yeon-hoo not to tell me. Then he made a strange face and went back saying he knew.
If you look at Yeonhoo, it seems that there are about 500 people who are registered on Talk and actually keep in touch, but I secretly remember that there was hardly any contact with my high school classmates.
However, his friend who goes in front of me was someone who had a good relationship with Yeon-hoo before we broke up, so I hope we can have a good relationship with him this time as well.
But I heard a little bit of competition.
as soon as possible
I wish I was more important to him than that friend. Even if I do this kind of request, until the last minute, I value my time with you more and worry about it.
friday
This time, it was caught by Yeon-hoo. I’m sure that’s what the friend said. You said you’d keep it a secret…
I felt the joy of meeting in person after 5 days and talking to him in person, as well as being embarrassed because he unexpectedly appeared behind me, and I made an excuse to him in a hurry.
“Only today?”
“…Sorry. Actually, I’ve been here every day.”
I couldn’t even lie in front of him.
Fortunately, he wasn’t tired of my actions, but it seemed that he had to be a little more careful in the future.
And in any case, my heart fluttered to see each other face-to-face and talk again.
“I was only thinking of you while I was working.”
“I really did my best while thinking of you.”
“The last time we saw you…ah.”
Whispering pleasant words to me, he blushes slightly instead of talking about the cheek kiss I gave him.
A feeling of happiness rose.
“I’ll do anything you want.”
yes, anything. Anything.
If you make a wish to me with a smile, I want to do it with a happy heart too.
“Would you like to come over to my house tomorrow?”
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The next day, I invited him to my house. while my parents were away for a while.
Of course, you’ll be back soon, but Yeonhoo and I wanted to get to know each other from now on, so let’s spend some time and meet each other.
From the day we started dating until now, there hasn’t been a day where I haven’t talked about Yeonhoo every day. He showed me a lot of pictures I took.
Thanks to this, there was no one in my family who didn’t know Yeonhoo’s face.
“Crazy, Heena Lee. Why are you so pretty?”
As soon as I met him at the stop, I ran to him and hugged him tightly. He felt his warm body temperature and savored the praise he gave him.
I knew he liked these comfy outfits as much as the outfits that gave him a lot of energy for a date.
Before that, even when I first saw him, he was arguing that he couldn’t hate a man.
Although we don’t have much time, we took him home to enjoy the now that we can be all alone.
I hold his hand, and sometimes I wash it with soap and water myself. He brings up the word cohabitation and secretly engraves on him the things that will happen someday.
I was also proud of the photos I decorated.
In particular, looking at the photos, Yeon-hoo was secretly greedy, so I told him where he did it.
As an excuse, I hugged him to take a new picture right away. As I sat on his lap and hugged his neck, the smell of his flesh reached my nose.
I didn’t plan on doing this as soon as I got home.
Since our whole bodies are in contact with each other like this, a faint desire has engulfed my heart.
I want to leave my body odor all over his body.
I wanted his body odor to remain all over my body.
Even after the photo was taken, I couldn’t get off his lap. Their breaths were touching each other at a close distance, and a subtle desire was felt in Yeon-hoo’s eyes.
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My arms grew stronger, and I also responded to Yeon-hoo, who grabbed me a little stronger.
I hope he stays less than 10 centimeters to his lips, a few minutes. Barely, really, barely caught on.
If you kiss me now, I’ll never stop.
It seemed like he was going to crave him all day.
until you cross the line.
“Sorry, am I heavy?”
Saying that, he came down from his lap.
In fact, I just wanted to do it no matter what the background was.
At the same time, I thought not now.
Contradictory mind made me dizzy.
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After that, Yeon-hoo wanted it, so I took out my old album and looked at it. In terms of time, it was only two or three years ago, but to me it feels quite a long time ago.
I thought I was laughing like this. I saw myself smiling a little more unadorned and brightly than I am now.
got a little embarrassed
When I was in middle school, I felt myself stripped of that happy-looking face.
There was also a longing for the memories, and he liked it, so I put up with it, but it seemed that he couldn’t show the photos of elementary school students.
However, when Yeon-hoo starts writing a swarm.
It was a little difficult.
Because I wanted to hear you no matter what my heart is. So, flirting with an aegyo that didn’t suit him, I sent him out into the living room.
Because this was the biggest reason I invited Yeonhoo today.
On a date at home, I wanted to kiss him for the first time while watching a movie with a good atmosphere.
I couldn’t stand anything more than kissing in bed, so I pulled out because I thought I’d do it, but I was able to restrain myself now.
Before that, our second kiss felt like this.
Yeonhui liked it very much.
So, while sticking to Yeon-hoo, he persevered and persevered until a good scene came out. I pretend to be watching a movie, spit out words that I don’t even want, and react to the content.
Of course, I gave a bit of punishment to Yeon-hoo for honestly answering the question whether the actress was pretty. Thinking only of kissing him in my head.
Soon, the long-awaited scene appeared.
I immediately turned my head to the back side, and waited for him to look at me.
And when his gaze reached me, I closed my eyes.
I feel my heart beating with anticipation,
The time he wanted him to come.
─Tiriling
I heard the sound of the front door.
They were a loving family, but now they are resentful.
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I couldn’t help feeling sorry for the missed opportunity, but nevertheless, I felt relieved when I saw Yeon-hoo smoothly getting closer to her parents.
I’m sure there will always be a chance to kiss. ’cause we’re still young
As I put the past behind me and sat quietly and watched, I could see my father, who was a little nauseous at first, started to speak more and more.
The manner in which his father had been fond of Yeon-hoo before was the first foundation.
Although it is still young compared to that time, I thought that these basic aspects would not be much different.
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My mother doesn’t know why, but she was very happy and liked with Yeonhoo from the first time I met her before and now.
Was it just that she was glad that her daughter had brought her boyfriend?
It was probably good
If you congratulate me on meeting Yeonhoo.
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After the conversation with the parents is over, on the way home.
After printing the photos, Yeon-hoo even bought a frame and talked while heading to the bus stop.
“Uh, we’re completely laissez-faire and have a simple personality, so neither mom nor dad treat me that kindly at all.”
Also, after the opening, there were talks about my parents, but I was a little puzzled by the expression quite different from what I remember.
Even looking at my messed up body.
Also for me who made me waste my time afterwards.
Because there were people who worried about how hard it was and whether it was hard.
I thought maybe there were people who were a little clumsy in expressing themselves to their family.
I hope to see you more often this time and say hello.
With that thought in mind, looking at the pictures I took earlier, I smiled and walked around to arrive at the bus stop.
Feeling the loneliness that was already filling up, I suggested to Yeon-hoo that we would study together from next week.
In fact, it was something I had been thinking about from the beginning, but what I studied in high school on my own was fuzzy, so I was studying alone and regaining my senses.
It’s been a while since I graduated, and the time I spent in rehabilitation was long.
Fortunately, it seemed that it would be enough to teach someone without much problem whether the brain remembered it or not. My grades after the year were not good.
For other memorization subjects, I will have to keep working hard as well as after opening.
And, of course, Yeon-hoo, who knew that he would smile and say yes.
“I’m happy and thankful to study together, but why don’t we take a look at it except for about three days a week?”
When I said these words, my heart felt like it was going to break.
Did I do something wrong?
Wouldn’t that be too annoying?
His mind went blank with such worries, but I was able to feel a little relieved at his answer. I just wanted to spend some time with my friends.
It was fortunate.
Fortunately, my mind was complicated.
In the end, just being with me is not enough. I got jealous. To those friends you don’t even know.
At the same time, I thought for a moment that I could do something called smuggling using this as an excuse, but I quickly gave up on my mind.
The only experience I had in love was Yeonhui, and I never had any flirting at that time, and I don’t want to do it now.
I knew it might be good for a little bit in the long run, but it was impossible for me.
He couldn’t say anything distasteful to Yeon-hoo, as if he was measuring the distance. So I smiled and replied that I would.
Yes, because friends are important.
As I answered and made up my mind, I calmed the greed that was burning my heart.
How can I make Yeonhoo look at me more?
What can I say to make you more happy?
What can I do to put all of that aside and make me a priority?
Watching Yeon-hoo get on the bus, he was gently stroking my lips without realizing it. If we do a little more skinship, if we show more things to each other
If that happens, will Yeon-hoo like me more?
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My desire to do just about anything and my desire to start everything romantically, just like Yeon-hu wanted at that time, mixed.
To act vaguely with that contradictory mind.
Wouldn’t it be better to put more importance on my greed?
The things I want, I’m sure I’ll like after opening.
If I showed my heart to him more than now. Slowly and surely so as not to feel burdened,
If I show you my love
He stroked my lips once more in those muddy thoughts.
ah-
I should have kissed you too.