chapter 29
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Before Shihyeon and Yerin met.
When Chaeyeon arrived at her bedroom, she was lying on the bed like a doll with a broken thread.
“Sihyun-ah..”
Her throat was half hoarse, probably because she had cried aloud earlier. As a result, a slightly cracked voice leaks out with pain.
“I made a mistake.. I will live my life reflecting and making atonement, so please come back to me.”
There was no one by her side, but her reflection continued. That time when he repeatedly pounded his chest with his fist and regretted the atrocities he had done in the past.
Woong-
The smartphone in my pocket vibrated strongly.
“Shihyun…?”
Chaeyeon quickly turned on her phone. And when I checked the notification…
[Kim Si-hyun’s profile picture has been changed.]
A phrase with only bad memories floating around. What on earth did you replace the blank photo with? Chaeyeon inadvertently stopped the finger she was trying to press.
“I don’t want to see you…”
It was clear that he wasn’t in the picture. If there is a high possibility, it might be a picture of Yerin, who is currently dating Shihyeon.
Chaeyeon knew she would be hurt the moment she pressed this, but lost in curiosity, she closed her eyes and pressed the notification button.
“……..”
I woke up hoping that it would be a cute animal picture, but the reality was cruel.
All of Shihyeon’s profile picture and background picture are filled with Yerin, and the status message shows the date they dated.
“ha ha ha..”
Chaeyeon let out a dry laugh and dropped her phone.
How long will this heart be torn apart? Thinking that Shihyeon and Yerin will flirt in the future, I am afraid to even go to school.
‘It hurts so much…’
It is too late to return to the old relationship. Si-hyeon already had a new girlfriend, and there was no room for her to intervene.
The pure smile that was directed at him, the kind consideration, the trustworthiness, etc… all of them belonged to another woman.
“……..”
Chaeyeon’s eyes gradually became cloudy and lost their vitality. It was hard for her to accept the reality, and she hated to think about anything.
I just want to fall into the unconscious, while my mind is slowly emptying.
“ah..”
Suddenly, the box Shi-hyeon gave me came into my sight. Precious items containing memories of the days of lovers. Among them, Chaeyeon took out the sky blue album.
Sara-
How much have you looked into? Even the sky blue album that Shihyeon had was full of fingerprints just like Chaeyeon had. It was wrinkled and tattered like rags here and there.
“Sihyun-ah..”
When I saw this album, I realized how great Sihyun’s love was. At the same time, a sense of guilt creeps in. As much as he liked himself, the damage towards Chaeyeon only increased.
“How can I pay you back for all this?”
The sin of trampling on his pure love.
A crime that came out coercively to control.
The sins that deceived him may not be repaid even if he spends his whole life as a slave.
‘Sihyun wants me to disappear from my side…’
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But she is a selfish woman. No matter how despised and hurt, Chaeyeon wanted to be by Sihyeon’s side.
“I love you.. Sihyun-ah..”
When I hugged the album, my heart felt a little warm. I think there are traces of love here, so I want to hug you over and over again.
At that time, tears were bursting again at the warmth of his love, and he tried to ponder the sense of shame.
ding dong
Someone visited Chaeyeon’s house.
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The person who came to Chaeyeon’s house was none other than Sohee. Standing with her complexion white and tired, she was choked when she saw Chaeyeon’s full of tears.
“Chae, Chae Yeon-ah…”
As soon as Shihyeon found out that she was dating Yerin, Sohee was worried about Chaeyeon, who would have been hurt, and ran to her right away. In fact, Chaeyeon’s ignorance wasn’t a big deal.
From bloodshot red eyes to messy hair.
Sohee, who was tired of seeing that, slowly lowered her head. And I kept my mouth shut. Because he knew that whatever he said now would be offensive to Chaeyeon.
“……..”
Chaeyeon looked at Sohee with a blank look. Her mental state was close to the limit, and she even thought to blame Sohee for everything and feel comfortable.
However, knowing that Sohee did her best for the reunion, she did not blame her friend.
“come in.”
“yes..”
Chaeyeon brought Sohee into her house and boiled water with a coffee pot. While the coffee mix was being poured into the paper cups, the two were as quiet as rats.
And when the silence lasted close to 5 minutes.
“I’m sorry. I’m really sorry..”
Sohee started to cry. As she sat on the sofa and wiped her tears, she continued speaking in a hoarse voice.
“If I hadn’t gone on a blind date, this wouldn’t have happened.. It’s all because of me. I’m really sorry Chaeyeon..!”
Chaeyeon poured water into the paper cup without answering. And after putting it on a tray, he approached Sohee and said,
“It’s also my fault for not rejecting the blind date. So don’t blame yourself too much.”
“But..!”
Chaeyeon put the tray down on the floor and gently wiped Sohee’s back. Because it was enough for me to blame myself. He hated seeing his old friend suffer.
“Chaeyeon-ah…”
At Chaeyeon’s gentle touch, Sohee was moved beyond words. Afterwards, she comforted Sohee, who started crying in her arms, and patted Chaeyeon on the back.
And after a while, Sohee, whose body trembling had subsided, sniffled her nose and asked.
“Is the treatment well over..?”
Thanks to Chaeyeon speaking on the phone, Sohee knew the trauma. The same goes for receiving psychotherapy during vacations.
Chaeyeon nodded her head in response to Sohee’s question.
“If it was a trauma, I overcame it well.. That’s why I’m on my way to confessing to Si-hyeon, but I was kicked hard.”
Chaeyeon’s complexion darkened rapidly. For some reason, it feels like there are landmines everywhere Sohee steps on. Sohee hurriedly covered her sullen mouth.
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Meanwhile, Chaeyeon continued speaking in a bitter voice.
“Sihyeon changed the program, probably because she nailed her so that she wouldn’t come any more… Now that it’s over with me, it means don’t even dream about it…”
“Chae Yeon-ah…”
While Sohee looked at her with sad eyes, Chaeyeon clenched her fists and said.
“Still, I don’t want to give up. I’m too obsessed with Sihyun to give up now…”
Does that mean that he wants to get Shihyeon back from Yerin? Rather than cheering for Chaeyeon, Sohee was more worried.
There would have been a possibility if the two of them had started dating, but since Shihyeon and Yerin, who still got along well, thought that there was little chance of them breaking up.
If you fail to get it back, you will only be hurt more, and even if you succeed, Chaeyeon will be branded as a troublemaker for stealing your partner’s lover.
Either way, it was clear that it would be poison for Chaeyeon.
“ha..”
Taking a shallow sigh, Sohee pondered whether to cheer for this or not. Perhaps giving up here would be the right choice when looking into the distant future.
‘But I’m the one who caused Chaeyeon to break up.
Fearing that she would be cut off if she said that, Sohee decided to support Chaeyeon’s love even though she knew it was the wrong choice.
Even if Chaeyeon fails and is discouraged, she comforts her and decides to be with her even if bad rumors circulate about her success.
‘Chaeyeon-ah, no matter what happens, I will be by your side..’
That’s when So-hee, who values friendship, decides to take full responsibility for what she has done.
Woong-
Chaeyeon and Sohee’s cell phones vibrated at the same time.
‘Maybe this..’
What a familiar situation. Sohee, who was sweating in a cold sweat, checked her cell phone hoping for a notification from the chat room with her…
“……”
Seeing Shi-hyeon’s name mixed in the notification, I took a deep breath. When I hurriedly went in, I saw a lot of pictures of Yerin and I took them together.
‘You mustn’t let Chaeyeon see this!’
Feeling a headache in a bad situation for a while, Sohee tried to stop Chaeyeon from looking at her phone.
“Uhhh..”
After checking, Chaeyeon was crying while looking at her smartphone. Whenever she scrolled down, Sihyeon and Yerin’s affectionate actions were reflected in her sight, and Chaeyeon, unable to see it, turned off the power with trembling hands.
“Chae, are you okay, Chaeyeon?”
At Sohee’s worried question, Chaeyeon gently shook her head.
“..Sorry, I’ll go to my room first and rest.”
After throwing the smartphone on the sofa, Chaeyeon took a weak step into the room.
Then he locked the door and hugged the sky blue album tightly.
“Where are the pictures you took with me, and you only post pictures like that..”
The traces of being with Sihyun seemed to disappear, so I became more attached to the album I was holding.
“I was wrong… So stop it.”
Every time I close my eyes, I keep thinking of Si-hyeon and Ye-rin’s romantic image, which is painful. Chaeyeon messed up her tidy hair again..
Sara-
In order to cover up the memories I saw earlier, I recalled the memories with the photos in the album.