chapter 27
Thanks to her mother’s cooperation, who was the cause of the trauma, Chaeyeon’s psychological counseling was making rapid progress.
“My daughter, forget everything your mother once said. You can be honest with the person you love. Even if you show your heart as it is, that person won’t abandon you.”
Soo-yeon hugged her sobbing daughter warmly, and continued to tell the exact opposite of her childhood brainwashing.
In order for Chaeyeon to overcome her trauma as quickly as possible, Suyeon did not spare any positive words to Chaeyeon wherever she was.
It was the same for Dong-hoon, who found out about Chae-yeon’s trauma.
“Chaeyeon-ah, love is important to give and receive. Just like a father and mother are getting closer. If our daughter can be honest with herself, she will be able to get along well with her boyfriend.”
Chaeyeon often overlapped her father’s love close to Sihyun’s dedication. Maybe that’s why I trusted Dong-hoon’s words, who had a similar tendency to Si-hyeon, and tried to act according to his words.
‘I have to change. Only then will I be able to date again with Si-hyun.’
Such a strong will of Chaeyeon. unsparing support from parents. And professional psychotherapy. The result of having everything.
Chaeyeon was able to overcome the trauma in a relatively short period of 2 months.
At the time when the hope of exchanging love and getting closer was greater than the fear of being abandoned by Shi-hyeon.
‘I miss Sihyun.’
Chaeyeon mustered up the courage to visit Sihyeon’s house.
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The result of meeting Si-hyeon and confessing. Chaeyeon realized that her trauma had completely disappeared.
‘Finally, I finally got over it!’
Knowing that she overcame the trauma, endless affection for Si-hyeon rose from Chaeyeon’s heart. Love, which had been suppressed during the dating period, began to run rampant late.
“I’m finally able to talk. I like you. I like you, Sihyun-ah!”
“What kind of bullshit.. Do you think I’ll be shaken when I say things like that now?”
“I’m sorry for the late confession. But I can tell you anything from now on.”
once. twice.
Chaeyeon took a deep breath and slipped her left hand through the gap in the door. Then, gently caressing Si-hyun’s cheeks, he said.
“I like you, Sihyun-ah.”
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Not long after, the front door opened, and Chaeyeon, who wanted to express her affection somehow…
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As if possessed by something, he took Shihyeon’s lips. kiss after a long time. It was the first time Chaeyeon had done it, so a thrilling sense of accomplishment was spreading in her heart.
‘This feeling, it’s been a long time…’
Chaeyeon looked at Sihyun’s trembling eyes with affectionate eyes. I would never have dreamed that I would do something like this. Chaeyeon thought that Shihyeon was happy, and tried to put her tongue in.
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“What is this! Are you crazy!?”
Shihyeon wiped her lips with her sleeve and pushed Chaeyeon hard. Chaeyeon, pushed back, looked at him with empty eyes, and Sihyun looked at him with the young eyes of the enemy.
“It’s really different. I don’t know what kind of wind was blowing during vacation, but whatever you do, I don’t want to date you again.”
“Sihyun-ah..”
Chaeyeon grabbed her chest. It was natural to be rejected. That’s because he’s inflicted immeasurable wounds on Shi-hyeon.
While Chaeyeon suffered from guilt, Sihyeon opened up about her anger.
“If you’re going to be nice to me, I’ll do it right from the start. What’s the point of clinging to it now? It’s just that one of the slave cubs you’ve been chasing every day disappears, so you’re just upset? That’s why you hold onto it like this?”
“It’s not like that!”
“No, it’s not. Otherwise, I should have nodded my head when I asked if I liked you. When I said I’ll treat you with just one apology for your fucking shit, I should have said a word of sorry!”
Shihyeon’s voice full of hate. Chaeyeon, who lost her strength in her legs, knelt down on her knees. Then he rubbed his hands and said in a weeping voice.
“I’m really sorry back then.. I wanted to tell you that I like you too, but I couldn’t speak because of childhood trauma..”
“trauma?”
When the unexpected words came out of Chaeyeon’s mouth, Shihyeon opened her eyes wide and listened.
Chaeyeon nodded her head and started telling Sihyun about her past.
What was your family environment like when you were young, and what kind of life did you lead as a result?
I realized the trauma while dating Si-hyeon, and because of that, I couldn’t express my affection.
And I was afraid of losing it to Yerin, so I deliberately took a coercive attitude.
After hearing all this, Shihyeon froze in place with her mouth wide open. He looked down at his ex-girlfriend, who was kneeling on the floor, crying in disbelief.
“Why didn’t you tell me. If you had been honest with me, I would have tried to help somehow…”
“You didn’t know that I had a mental illness, so I was so afraid that you might want to break up with me.”
The fact that there was such a background in Chaeyeon’s attitude until now.. The fact that it was hard to accept, Sihyeon felt dizzy and nauseous.
Chaeyeon, who had been kneeling in the meantime, said while holding Sihyeon’s leg.
“Si, Sihyeon-ah. I’m all better now.. As much as I’ve been mean until now, I’ll live my life paying back. I’ll do everything you tell me, so please date me..”
Where did it go wrong? In Si-hyeon’s head, the moments of dating Chae-yeon passed like a lantern, and her harsh attitude came to her heartbreakingly.
‘But no matter what the circumstances, I can’t do it as much as a reunion…’
It is regrettable that Chaeyeon had a sad past. If he hadn’t dated Yerin, he might have accepted Chaeyeon’s request for a reunion.
However, for him now, he already had someone to take responsibility for.
“Sihyun-ah..?”
Si-hyeon stepped back, and Chae-yeon’s hand, which was holding her leg, was released. When Chaeyeon looked up with her wet eyes, Shihyeon said in a calm voice.
“I’m sorry, but it seems difficult to date again.”
“Uh, why…?”
“Because I’m already dating Yerin.”
Han Yerin. Did she, who was her mate, start dating Shi-hyeon?
Chaeyeon covered her mouth with her hand with a feeling of choking.
“Hey, that’s a lie…”
“It’s not a lie. It’s already been 74 days since we’ve been dating, and Yerin and I…”
“Lies. Lies. Lies!!”
Chaeyeon shook her head while covering her ears like a child trying to hear only what she wanted to hear. Then, after a while, he asked with a voice mixed with laughter with his hazy eyes.
“Sihyun, are you all joking…? Are you just kidding me like that to get rid of me?”
“under…”
Seeing Chaeyeon constantly trying to escape from reality, Sihyeon let out a deep sigh. Then he took out his smartphone and pointed the screen to Chaeyeon.
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The wallpaper that appears when you press the power button. It was originally kissing Chaeyeon at sunset.
“……..”
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Now, it has changed into the form of Yerin with the background of the beach. A picture of them kissing under the bright moonlight.
“What is this.. I hate this..!”
“It’s hard to believe, but it’s all true. So just accept it.”
Shihyeon, who decided that there would be no difference even if there were more, took a heavy step towards the house. Then, Chaeyeon hurriedly grabbed her leg.
“Si, Sihyun-ah, I was really wrong. I’ll do better than Yerin. So please don’t go..”
Sihyeon bit her lower lip at Chaeyeon’s mournful plea.
“It’s already too late. Besides, dating Yerin is much more enjoyable and happier than dating you again.”
Shihyeon, who shook her hand, moved again. Chaeyeon’s body slowly crumbles.
As the distance from Shihyeon increased, despair began to settle in her heart.
“Don’t go. Please, please.”
The only sound that came back was the hinge of the front door opening. Shihyeon opened the door to the fullest and went inside without looking back.
“Ugh…! Ha ha… ha ha..”
Chaeyeon let out a rough breath as her chest tightened. My vision was blurry, my head was dizzy, and I wanted to collapse right away.
‘Don’t leave me..’
Chaeyeon looked at the front door with faint eyes. But the door is still unmoving.
That’s when Chaeyeon, who was desperate again, bowed her head.
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The hinge sounded again. As if finding a ray of hope, Chaeyeon quickly raises her head.
“Sihyun-ah, did you come back?”
After opening the door, Si-hyeon returned with a medium-sized box in her hand. He slowly approached Chaeyeon’s side and gently brushed her messy hair.
“Im Chaeyeon, thank you so far. Although it didn’t end well, I loved you a lot.”
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Sihyeon kissed Chaeyeon’s forehead as a final goodbye. Then, after putting a medium-sized box in front of Chaeyeon, she slowly left.
“……..”
Sihyeon disappeared, and Chaeyeon opened the box with trembling hands.
There is a sky blue album with photos of each other, and a dolphin-shaped key chain. The wallet and various gifts I gave you on your birthday. It was full of memories of the days of lovers.
“Ahh..!”
Knowing that Si-hyeon had cleared her mind and relationship with her, Chae-yeon cried constantly. Si-hyeon, who was listening to this from the front door…
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I sat down on the shoe rack and engraved the ex-girlfriend’s great cry to the end.