Chapter 7 It’s time to give up
Qin Siyu paused his hand and said, "I will pick you up for dinner at noon."
Before Shen Nuo could say anything, Qin Siyu said, "Nuo'er, be good and don't be angry with me, okay?"
Shen Nuo was silent for a long time, then raised her eyes, staring at him with water-like eyes, as if she wanted to see through him, but in the end, she could see nothing except the cold and indifferent black.
It was clear that the two of them had just turned upside down one moment, but the next second, she still couldn't find her shadow in his eyes.
Shen Nuo reached out and described the man's handsome features in detail, and said in a soft voice, "Ayu, do you like me?"
Qin Siyu frowned slightly, looked down at her, and asked without answering, "What's wrong with you?"
Shen Nuo chased after an answer: "Do you like me?"
Qin Siyu's eyebrows were light and his thin lips pursed lightly: "Nuo'er, you are my wife."
Shen Nuo's hand paused, and bitterness spread in his heart.
She took back her hand and smiled softly: "I know."
She was his wife, so she couldn't expect much beyond that.
After three years, she thought she could have a place in his heart, but she never thought that he, who was cold and cold, had already given his heart to others and could not tolerate intrusion by others.
The big boy who appeared in front of her ten years ago saved her life, but also trapped her life.
At this moment, she realized so clearly that he was not her Prince Charming, he was just a spectator in her life, standing quietly and watching her struggle in this relationship, indifferent and ruthless. Like a stranger.
It was ridiculous, it was obviously the fact before her, everyone could see it clearly, but she was the only one who had been deceiving herself and others for three years.
What happens when a person is extremely tired?
Shen Ruoxi lowered her eyelashes to cover up the moisture and desperate helplessness inside. Qin Siyu didn't see or notice, so he never thought that she had asked him for help countless times during this relationship. However, Each time it was just another stab into her heart with his own hands.
So in the end, she held her broken heart and left his world alone. She no longer had any extravagant hopes or desires. She wandered in the worldly feelings and never stepped into it again.
Qin Siyu noticed something strange about Shen Nuo, and just as he was about to say something, the special ringtone of his cell phone suddenly rang.
Qin Siyu's cold eyes paused for a moment, choked back his words, and picked up the phone.
"what's up?"
"Si Yu, the matching results are out. The matching degree between Shen Nuo and Xue'er is 90%. The match is perfect."
Qin Siyu held the phone slightly tightly: "I understand."
"..."
There was a lot more said there, and Qin Siyu finally said "hmm": "It's up to you."
Then hung up the phone.
Shen Nuo looked at him quietly: "You should be happy now, right?"
He was happy that his Xueer was finally saved.
Qin Siyu said nothing and looked at Shen Nuo with her deep black eyes. Her expression was very calm, so calm that it made him feel inexplicably flustered.
"Don't think too much," he stroked her delicate face and said softly, "I won't let you go to the operating table until it's absolutely necessary. You believe me, eh?"
Shen Nuo turned her face sideways and avoided his intimacy for the first time.
Qin Siyu's hands froze in mid-air, feeling a little empty in his heart.
Shen Nuo looked at him with a sarcastic smile: "Ayu, is there always only one Qin Xue in your heart?"
This was the second time she mentioned Qin Xue in front of him. The first time was one month after the marriage. She was jealous and spoke his true feelings. However, he was indifferent to her for two months. In the end, she surrendered and begged. He and the two reconciled.
From then on, she understood that Qin Xue was his bottom line and could not be touched.
Sure enough, it was the same after three years. When Qin Xue's name was mentioned, his face suddenly turned cold and the temperature in his eyes suddenly dropped.
"Shen Nuo!" He retracted his hand and said in a cold voice: "Don't make trouble for me unreasonably!"
"Am I making trouble unreasonably?" Shen laughed out loud: "Qin Siyu, Qin Siyu, your Xue'er is a treasure, am I, Shen Nuo, just a piece of grass?"
"Why do you think that I will give up part of my body to save someone who has nothing to do with me? Just because that woman is your sweetheart?"
But Qin Siyu, even though I, Shen Nuo, am nothing to you, I was once a treasure in the hands of others.
Why...are you willing to do this to me, just because you don't have love?
Qin Siyu's eyes were sharp, a hint of sinisterness flashed across his eyes, and he sounded a warning.
"Shen Nuo!"
He squinted his eyes, his handsome face broke through the haze, and looked at her coldly.
Shen Nuo stopped laughing. She didn't cry, she just felt very tired.
After ten years of love, she spent seven years in secret love, and three years of marriage consumed all her passion.
"Qin Siyu," Shen Nuo lowered his head, his voice as humble as dust: "I really love you, but..."
But I really can't hold on anymore.
Qin Siyu's eyes moved slightly, the haze on Jun's face disappeared, and he suddenly looked at her.
After a moment, he sighed softly and hugged her: "Nuo'er, don't make trouble with me, don't make me angry, we can live a good life as before."
just like before……
Shen Nuo smiled in his arms, and the crystal tears fell from her eyes, dripping into the river of love that filled her heart, and disappeared.
It will never be the same, never again.
For three years, she watched helplessly as you stayed with other women and doted on them like jewels.
In three years, she exchanged her full love for your endless abandonment.
For three years, she and Zhang's mother spent night after night with lightning and thunder, and there was never a trace of him.
three years...
In three years, too many things have happened. A sincere heart can be exchanged for true love, but she can never exchange for true love with him.
Speaking of giving up, maybe it really only takes a moment.
"Ok?"
Qin Siyu didn't hear her last words and asked doubtfully.
"nothing."
Shen Nuo chuckled lightly and withdrew from his arms, not letting him see the tears on her face. She walked straight to the bathroom, and the door was closed, blocking everything.
Qin Siyu lowered his head and looked at his empty arms. Suddenly his eyes focused on a small drop of water on his chest.
He suddenly raised his eyes and looked at the bathroom door, his eyes a little shocked.
Did she just... cry?
But why?
Qin Siyu was a little confused.
Sometimes, love is like this. The loved one is always confident because they are indulged and pampered by love, so they don't know that the countless moments they don't take seriously are their hell.
Some people say that people who are indulged by love are always willful and hurt people all over without knowing it. Therefore, when the one who gives is exhausted and reaches the end, the love is about to end, and it will be useless to restore it.
However, Qin Siyu didn't understand that the love he showed so much would eventually disappear one day.