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The weather was sunny, with blue waves and blue sky. Shen Nuo looked at the busy traffic outside the window. The lively streets were full of fireworks, and everything seemed like a dream.
The pain in her waist has disappeared, but the scar will always remain, as if it has been reminding her that this failed past is the path she chose.
People always have to pay the price for their willfulness. She had been willful, and everything should get back on track.
"Hello madam, this area is a wealthy area and we can't get in by taxi, do you think?"
Shen Nuo came to his senses: "I can just get off here, thank you."
"okay."
Shen Nuo held an umbrella and walked slowly on the clean and bright street, and soon arrived at the door.
"Mrs. Qin, why are you walking back by yourself? Come on, let me help you carry your things."
"No, thank you. I can do it by myself. You can go ahead and do your work."
The guard also knew her temperament. If she said she didn't need it, she didn't need it. He didn't bother her anymore and had to respond: "Hey, call me if you need it."
"Ah."
When the doorman's colleague saw that everyone had left, he was still staring at his back and couldn't help but push him: "What are you doing? Is that someone you can get close to?"
Zize Mansion is a famous aristocratic area in the imperial capital. The people living there are either rich or noble, and the Qin family is the leader among them.
The guard rolled his eyes at him: "You're the one who got close."
But there was no explanation.
No one knew that that person who was supposed to be aloof had stooped down and helped this insignificant person.
He will always be remembered.
Zhang Ma was cleaning the table when she saw Shen Nuo coming in. She was suddenly surprised.
"Young madam, you are finally back. Where have you been these days? I haven't seen anyone. Come here, come here. Give me your things and I will put them away for you."
Shen Nuo did not refuse and smiled: "Thank you, Mom Zhang."
"Hey, why are you being polite to me? Are you hungry? What do you want to eat? I'll cook for you."
Looking at Zhang Ma's kind and kind face, Shen Nuo felt warm in his heart and his eyes were a little bitter: "It's not that you don't know, I won't pick on you."
"How can anyone not be picky?" Zhang's mother didn't know about her kidney donation, but looking at her thin little face, she felt very distressed: "You have lost weight, just wait, I will make food for you. "
"Okay," Shen Nuo smiled: "Then I want to drink corn ribs soup."
This is Zhang's favorite soup.
Zhang Ma didn’t think too much: “Hey, let’s do it, let’s do it.”
After Zhang Ma left, Shen Nuo glanced at the familiar yet unfamiliar hall, and the smile on his face slowly fell.
She was stunned for a long time, and finally stood up in silence and went upstairs.
When the door opens, the bedroom is as furnished as ever, but one can never go back.
She silently opened her suitcase and packed her things.
After putting away all the clothes, shoes, jewelry, etc., I realized that I only had so many things in this house.
Many of the clothes in the dressing room were seasonal clothes that Qin Siyu had asked people to buy over the years, but what he didn't know was that many of them were actually made by her own hands.
The clothes I designed were eventually bought by my husband for him to wear. No matter how I thought about it, it was heartbreaking and uncomfortable.
However, everything has passed...
Shen Nuo raised his head, and the moisture in his slightly red eyes finally returned to his eyes.
Taking a deep breath, she closed the door to the dressing room.
The only photo of the two of them placed on the bedside table was the one she begged him for a long time before he agreed to take it.
She took it off and stared at it for a long time. Finally, the scissors fell, split into two, and then into four, completely shattered into pieces, as if their three-year marriage and her ten-year love had vanished together.
"Young Madam, the meal is ready for you..."
Before she finished speaking, when she saw the things she had packed and the cut-up photos, her eyes widened and she was a little frightened: "Young Madam, you..."
Shen Nuo calmed down, stood up, and smiled: "Mama Zhang, I'll go down right now, let's eat together."
"No, Madam, are you going on a business trip or going somewhere? Why..." Zhang Ma was a little incoherent.
Shen Nuo's expression was extremely calm, and he looked at her with a smile. When she calmed down, she spoke softly: "Mother Zhang, I want a divorce."
"Divorced...?"
Even though she had expected it, Zhang Ma still couldn't believe it: "Why?"
"We should have divorced a long time ago," Shen Nuo said, "I forced it."
Zhang Ma suddenly understood, and her eyes turned red: "It's okay to leave, it's okay to leave."
Ma Zhang has been taking care of her since she married into the Qin family, and she also knows what her marriage has been like over the years.
I am afraid that only Zhang Ma can understand the pain in her heart best.
"Let's go down and eat."
"Okay, okay, let's eat."
Here, have your last meal.
At the dinner table, Zhang's mother kept picking up food for Shen Nuo, nagging her, because she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to take care of herself.
Shen Nuo had been listening quietly, smiling and nodding.
At the end of the meal, there was a sound at the door. The two turned around and saw Qin Siyu walking in with Zhou Yi.
Seeing Shen Nuo, Qin Siyu stopped in his steps and looked stunned.
Shen Nuo looked at him and was a little stunned. He didn't expect to see him at home in broad daylight one day.
The atmosphere was a little weird, but Shen Nuo finally came to his senses first and smiled slightly: "You're back."
Qin Siyu pursed his lips without looking away: "Yeah."
"have you eaten?"
"not yet."
"Want something to eat?"
"it is good."
The two of them went back and forth as if nothing had happened.
But they all know that everything is different.
Zhang Ma put away her bowls and chopsticks, then quickly made a new meal and served it.
"You eat first. After you finish, I have something to talk to you about."
As Shen Nuo said that, she stood up and wanted to leave the restaurant, but when she passed by him, her wrist was suddenly held.
She stopped and looked sideways at him.
Qin Siyu didn't look at her, but looked back at Zhou Yi.
Zhou Yi understood this and retreated, taking Zhang Ma away with him.
Qin Siyu then looked at her: "Want to eat with me again?"
"I'm full." Shen Nuo's face was calm, his eyes fell on his held wrist, and he motioned for him to let go.
He didn't let go, but held it tighter: "Just stay with me."
Knowing that he always spoke his mind, Shen Nuo was silent for a long time and finally said: "Okay."
The expression on Qin Siyu's face was slightly relaxed, and he led her to sit on the dining table.
Neither of them moved for a moment.
After a long time, Qin Siyu said: "Are you feeling better?"
"Well," Shen Nuo looked at him: "You haven't eaten yet? Let's eat first. After eating, I have something to tell you."
Knowing what she wanted to say, Qin Siyu lowered his eyes slightly: "Okay."
Time passed bit by bit, and Shen Nuo never knew that Qin Siyu could eat so slowly and that his appetite could be so large.