Chapter 40
Chapter 39 Greedy wild
Song Qingshi had never seen An Long like this before, and he was a little overwhelmed. After he obediently removed all the toxins, he became a baby teddy bear for half an hour. He didn’t dare to speak or move, and finally he was barely caught. Let it go.
Opteron didn’t hurt much, he was just exhausted from excessive physical exertion. He asked the kitchen to prepare a lot of raw eggs for Opteron to make food, and then told Anlong not to drink alcohol or medicinal liquor.
When he returned to Fuling Palace, it was already midnight.
The body that has just recovered is tired, and the heart is also tired.
Yue Wuhuan sat on the steps of Fuling Palace and waited for him. Seeing his appearance, he was stunned and didn’t say anything.
“Are you waiting for me?” Song Qingshi was a little happy to see him, but his whole body was smeared with Anlong’s mud. The cleaning spell couldn’t get rid of the smell of the swamp. He just wanted to take a bath.
Yue Wuhuan took a new single for him and sent it to the bathroom door.
Song Qingshi was soaking in the warm hot springs, thinking about An Long’s words and deeds today, feeling a little confused.
An Long doesn’t like himself, right?
Song Qingshi quickly gave up this absurd guess. Although he is not good at getting along with friends, he has never seen pigs running and eaten pork. His sister in another world is a goddess-level Bai Fumi, and the suitor can discharge a few streets. Everyone changed their tricks to please her, and some even tried to save the country to please him, sent him various test papers and books, and begged him to speak nicely.
How can there be such a chaotic and irritating pursuit method like An Long?
This is obviously the damaging model that everyone talks about?
The brothers and sisters in the school are also more troublesome than this. They hooked their shoulders, hugged each other, cursed each other, gave bad nicknames, drank together, took a bath together, and heard that they would laugh at each other… at all. It prevents them from finding a girlfriend, and they are different in front of their girlfriends, one is more clever and sensible than the other.
More than five hundred years ago, every time he was kidnapped by An Long to go out to play, An Long would be the first to find a beautiful woman, and then whistled to attract the attention of the beautiful woman, and asked him to come and watch and teach him how to molest. He was not interested in these things, and refused many times. An Long still did such stupid things tirelessly. What is pure, gentle, hot and enchanting; what is petite and cute, and what is noble; what is exotic, classical and elegant; what is everyone’s lady, the pearl of the dust …
Thanks to Anlong, he has seen more beautiful women than ever before.
No one doesn’t like beautiful things.
Song Qingshi didn’t reject the appreciation of beautiful things, but he had to look at it with respect and treat each other with courtesy. He didn’t want to be a beautiful apprentice at all! I don’t even want to be treated as accomplices by the beautiful women because of Anlong’s bastard.
This incident will always rank first in the shame of his life.
He couldn’t get rid of his hatred when he beat An Long’s dog head into a pig head.
An Long still didn’t know how to repent, and asked cheerfully: “You don’t like women. Is it possible that you like men?”
Song Qingshi was dumbfounded by his question, and he pondered over it for a long time. However, he was obsessed with practice and research. He had no desires, never understood the taste of his heart, and never thought about his own orientation. Where did he know the answer to this question? He tried to draw the outline of his favorite in his mind, but only saw a blank space.
He pondered for a long while, and found that he was swayed by An Long again. He was a person who was going to cultivate ruthless Taoism. What did he think of this kind of thing?
An Long perseveringly asked: “What kind of man do you like? Our Xilin man is very good to the Taoist couple. Don’t look fierce on the outside. In fact, I am very afraid of the inside. Let the east never go west, and let the washboard never dare. Kneel down on the nail board… Do you want to think about it? I’ll find a good one for you and keep it obedient.”
His expression is so mean, he seems to want to see a joke.
Song Qingshi didn’t like this topic very much, and he felt being tricked again. He didn’t want to care about this silly dog who likes to joke around. He ran back to Yaowangguguan and read many celestial books in the study, until An Long swore never again with the ancestors. Doing such a stupid thing, without mentioning this topic, he reluctantly forgives.
An Long knew that he was wrong, and behaved for a long time.
Later, he successfully formed a baby and cultivated the ruthless Tao.
Ruthless Tao does not actually affect life and friendship, it just cuts off passions, concentrates on seeking Tao, and no longer worry about love. After Song Qingshi had cultivated the ruthless Tao, he had never suffered from the troubles of the heart demon. There were no bottlenecks in the road, and the progress was rapid. Obviously, the original choice was correct. This is the Taoism that suits him best.
An Long lost his temper like crazy, cursed a lot of bad words, slammed the door and left.
Song Qingshi was angry about this for a long time.
When his anger subsided, he was a little worried. He asked Ye Lin to inquire about the news, but said that An Long was outside with flowers and grass, and his life was very happy. After the two finally reconcile and become pen pals, he also provokes the fairy girl Xiu. We came to the gate of Yaowanggu to make trouble, and added chaos to his research, and he was so angry that he wanted to hit someone. He was a straight, heartless bastard!
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Song Qingshi got up in the hot spring, he felt that he was thinking too much!
How could An Long give up the enchanting beauty and like a man like him? Isn’t he a beauty like Yue Wuhuan, is he mentally ill?
80% of them were severely injured by the foundation-building monks, hurting their self-esteem, and I am embarrassed to say, so be sad.
Comparing heart to heart, if he loses the exam to a younger brother, he will feel sad and want to cry.
Be gentle with him during this time, don’t burn him casually, let him calm down, and find a way to solve the problem of bone drunkenness.
Song Qingshi straightened out the logic in his mind, got up from the hot spring, put on his single clothes and walked out of the bathroom, ready to go back to the bedroom to rest.
Yue Wuhuan had been waiting outside the door for a long time, he looked for a long while, and suddenly stretched out his hand and wiped two unfaded tooth marks on Song Qingshi’s neck, embarrassed: “The mark is very easy to leave on the Lord’s body and cannot be wiped off. I’m afraid I will be laughed at if I go out…”
“I’ll go back and apply it with medicine. It should be eliminated tomorrow.” Song Qingshi swears depressedly, “The guy who belongs to the dog, every time he loses his temper, he will definitely not be allowed to bite indiscriminately in the future.”
Yue Wuhuan asked, “An Xianzun likes to bite?”
“Yes, it’s nothing,” Song Qingshi couldn’t help but vomit. “You haven’t seen him biting off an enemy’s neck frantically…”
Yue Wu Huan smiled and responded softly, helping him to walk slowly back to the bedroom, controlling the blood king vine to take out the plaster to remove the bruises, and gently smearing a thick layer on the tooth print until the white plaster. The mark was completely covered before he stopped, and then he massaged his inflexible hands and feet carefully.
He had already taken off his golden mask, and his beautiful phoenix eyes were concealed with dark luster under the luminous beads. The corners of his mouth were tightly pressed. After hesitating for a long time, he lowered his head and slowly said, “I’m in the poisonous fog array. It’s wrong to use bone drunk in it; I knew An Xianzun was poisoned, but I didn’t say it. It was wrong; it irritated An Xianzun and made the Lord annoyed, and it was even more wrong…”
Song Qingshi immediately denied: “It’s not your fault.”
Although the fight between the two was caused by a misunderstanding, the battle of the fairy world is a life and death. How can there be any reason to admit mistakes for this kind of thing? And under Anlong’s violent attack, how can Yue Wuhuan retreat unscathed? Only after waking up, he saw that Yue Wuhuan was safe and sound, so he didn’t think much about it.
Thinking of this, he had an epiphany, and hurriedly probed Yue Wuhuan’s body with his spiritual thoughts. As a result, he found a lot of old wounds that were not fully recovered and traces of healing, especially the place where he got into the leg, winding along the meridian. The traces that snaked toward the heart were obviously the work of An Long’s Heart-Biting Gu.
Heartbiting Gu is small in size, moves fast, can’t see its trajectory, and has no time to use anesthetics.
At the moment of Zhonggu, you need to act decisively, cut open the body with your own hands, turn over the meridians little by little, and find it out. If you hesitate for a while, or if you have bad luck, letting the Heart Eater Gu crawl to your heart is a more painful way to die.
This is also one of Anlong’s cruelest gu worms. It seems to have hope of life, but very few monks can survive.
The more Wuhuan refused to say anything.
Song Qingshi almost exploded with anger. He wanted to tear the Alaska. He just stood up and remembered the more cruel bone drunk on An Long’s body. His mind became clear again. He sat down again, took two deep breaths, calmed his angry mood, and tried to be rational. Think about the problem.
Bone Drunkenness and Heart-Eater Gu, neither is something that can be forgiven, so they are regarded as dead enemies.
The two had a misunderstanding in order to save him, and attacked each other, causing the current situation…
Song Qingshi did a round and found that the culprit was himself, with a guilty conscience.
He looked at the more unhappy and thought about An Long. He had never faced such a complicated situation before. He felt more painful than when he was struck by lightning. He wished that these two things would fall on him.
The little angel’s well-behaved and sensible appearance made him want to be partial.
But, no…
If he forcibly protects his shortcomings, An Long will be even more furious and will never give up. If this happens, the master of the Wangu Sect is killed, it is a face-to-face dispute between the sects and can no longer be measured by right or wrong. The more unhappy it will be more unfavorable, don’t do this as a last resort. It would be better to find a way to calm An Long’s anger and let him give up the investigation and keep the matter secret. Then isolate the two and use time to dilute everything…
But what about the little angel’s grievance?
Yue Wuhuan saw his troubles, and softly comforted him: “Lord Lord, don’t worry, Wuhuan will ask An Xianzun for sin and end the matter.”
Song Qingshi immediately refused: “No! You are right, you don’t need to ask for guilt!”
He knows how ruthless An Long is against people who are not pleasing to the eye, and he can’t let the little angel suffer this grievance.
Yue Wuhuan lowered his head, lifted his slightly curly hair away from his ears, dropped his phoenix eyes, gently kissed the palm of his left hand, and said piously: “Your troubles are my fault.”
Song Qingshi felt like her palms were touched by feathers, itchy, and her ears were a little hot for some reason. Fortunately, her long hair drooped and covered it. He retracted his hand anxiously, his heart slapped slightly, and insisted: “You’re right.”
The more Wu Wu laughed: “You can admit your mistakes if you don’t have a mistake. I’m used to this kind of thing.”
When he was at Jinfeng Villa, he had to admit his mistakes no matter what he did, even if he was forcibly possessed, he had to kneel down to admit his mistakes and be punished.
Now he can’t tell what is good and evil, what is right and wrong, strong is right, weak is wrong, living is right, dead is wrong, in order to achieve the goal, no means can not be used. .
He can kill anyone, and he can confess his mistakes to anyone.
He couldn’t feel any difference between the two…
Everyone said that his mental state was abnormal and that he was a lunatic.
He killed everyone who knew he was a lunatic in Yaowanggu but couldn’t control his mouth.
Hush, hide it, how bad is it to be discovered by the Lord?
He can lock the desires in his heart, the devil, and the crazy thoughts in his mind. Naturally, he can endure the dirty wolf, hide his murderous intent into the darkness with a smile, pretend to be harmless, and wait for the right opportunity. . He wants too many things, so he can’t be anxious, slowly weaving the net, slowly laying out, and never show his true colors before the prey completely falls into the trap.
When he looked at Song Qing with a smile, his eyes were full of tenderness…
“Wuhuan,” Song Qingshi was so moved by the look, he thought for a long time before he said, “You don’t need to do these things for me, I am your master, although…my master is not very competent, He doesn’t know anything except medical skills and research, and he didn’t do any decent things. He left you irresponsibly for ten years and caused you a lot of suffering.”
Yue Wuhuan immediately interrupted: “No, this is you who blocked the catastrophe for me…”
Song Qingshi knew that his mouth was stupid, and he was afraid that he would not be able to say anything, so he stretched out his hand and blocked his mouth, stubbornly said: “It is the master’s responsibility to protect the apprentice! It’s because I didn’t anticipate the crisis of building a foundation for you. He didn’t make all-out preparations, didn’t see the strength of the catastrophe, and Yuan Ying didn’t adjust it well, so he panicked and shot, which led to serious injuries and coma.”
Yue Wuhuan was stunned by him, and his lips touched the slightly hot palm, with a secret faint joy.
Seeing him shut up honestly, Song Qingshi smiled satisfied: “Wuhuan, let me solve this matter.”
It is time for him to climb out of the ivory tower and learn how to deal with complicated interpersonal relationships.
The more Wuhuan looked at him for a while, and said dumbly: “Okay.”
He put down the Qingsi tent for Song Qingshi, extinguished the luminous beads, put on the mask again, got up and left.
In the dark tabernacle, a shy voice came from the quilt:
“Wuhuan, don’t be afraid, I… will do everything to protect you…”
He knows that it is difficult to get Yue Wuhuan to get rid of the shackles of the past, but he will do it a little bit harder.
He has no top-notch intelligence, no superb EQ, and communication is a bit clumsy…
However, no matter how difficult the problem is, he will never give up. No matter how many times he fails, he still has to find the correct answer.
Yue Wuhuan looked at the figure in the tabernacle, accompanied by day and night, changing the dressing and cleaning, the lines of every part of this body, the touch of every inch of skin, have already been engraved in his mind, and there is no need to witness it with his own eyes. , I can also imagine how attractive the person in the account is now. He used his lock to suppress the crazily burning desire in his body, but his voice was extremely soft and calm: “I know.”
The long red vine slowly stretched into the tabernacle, gently wrapped around the white feet, like a rope that could be easily loosened.
“Good night, let it accompany you. You are inconvenient now. When you need to summon me, you can just talk.” Yue Wuhuan couldn’t help but indulge his greed for a while. This is his most precious stone. It is pure and flawless. Watching firmly, guarding, no one can take it from his arms.
The author has something to say:
Because the role is more controversial, so let’s say a few words.
First of all, don’t just say that the author doesn’t understand the role of Wuhuan. His psychological problems are very complicated, such as hypermemia, smartness and sensitivity, pride, perfectionism, strong desire for control, serious cleanliness, etc., causing a variety of serious mental illnesses (also His charm), as long as I understand that the control is slightly biased, the unhappiness presented is not what you see and like.
The psychological trauma of ordinary people can be redeemed directly with love sweet pets.
It is not possible to have no joy. I have already given you the answer in the chapter of fantasy. Now that sweet pets will only make him more painful when he is awake. The love given by Qingshi will only make him feel inferior, and he will be trapped in the cage of Medicine King Valley. Here, pretending to be cured, carefully playing the role of happiness that everyone wants to see. (Patients with mental illness hide all symptoms, which means refusal to treat.)
The title of the first volume is First Encounter, which is just a preliminary treatment for him, giving him a reason to stop suing himself.
The title of the second volume is madness. It is necessary to expand everyone’s psychological problems to the largest extent. The hidden problems are singled out and all detonated.
Only when the sea of blood and corpse mountain is opened and Wuhuan’s crazy hatred is completely released, the mentality changes, and the real road to redemption can begin. (Wuhuan in that period was super liked by all the friends who had watched the spoiler outline, and the plot would gradually become sweeter)
The psychological problems of the Qing Dynasty will also be gradually revealed in the second volume.
An Long is an important ignition source. His feelings are by no means simply trying to make some Shurachang fanatic designs. I don’t like to make meaningless settings. Every step is to think about how to take the next few steps. ( However, I write slowly) (Although the unrequited love is miserable, there is no possibility of multiple angles in the story) (An Long’s final ending is still good, don’t worry too much.)
In all psychotherapy, the doctor is only an aid, and ultimately it is necessary for the patient to seek treatment by himself and stand up by himself.
So the story has to go to the end to solve all the problems.
If you really mind, you can choose to abandon the article, or wait until the end of the story to see the final answer.
PS: When I decided to write this story that runs counter to the mainstream, I was prepared to go to the heart of the earth and not regret it. I would not compromise for business, nor would I change the outline just because anyone disliked it.