MHA being a hero is very hard but I'm still standing.

my heart stopped; I stopped it from working. 

I pushed its muscles to be always open, with no beating, there wouldn't be any pressure. 

It was a matter of a second and I was dead, but I knew what was going to kill me wasn't that. 

The sight became darker, and my mind slowed down, my ears stopped working, and all were down. 

My hand didn't fall, it wasn't the time, first I had to kill the black shit and then everything would be worthless.

The blood suddenly started to run, it started to rush in my veins, it worked normally and that wasn't what I wanted. 

As my blood pressure affects my quirk and the more blood pressure is the more powerful my quirk becomes, I invented this move or thought about it. 

I had less than a second before my body broke down, so I was going to use it. 

I started to push the blood in my veins, it started to turn into a flood. 

The pressure was getting higher until the point the magic began. 

My veins swelled all around like being covered with snakes, my color was exchanged into red, the white of my eyes disappeared, and a pure crimson took its place wrapping my shining emeralds, my skin started to eject blood, and every two cells lacking blood, my inner body was full of blood causing severe internal bleeding like a red balloon or I might say I was a blood bag. 

The pain attacked all my nerves, I wanted to scream, to shout, to die, to let go, but the smile I saw him putting on that day pushed me, it pushed me to reply with a smile. 

Once my mouth was open the blood fell, and all my capillaries exploded, I wouldn't make it, I already lay in my grave, and now I was covering myself with dirt.

BUT! Did that stop me from smiling?

NEVER! It couldn't and it won't 

I showed the most maniac, devilish, psychopathic smile my face could create. 

"GALAXY CENTER" 

The pull was transported from my palm to a meter in front of me. 

The nomu flew to it like a broken kite trapped in a tornado. 

The whole area of 30m was pulled. 

The rocks and the wrecks started to float, and the ground was shattered into pieces, following the rocks as well as the boulders around started to fly. 

Like how the galaxy's arms spin around the center, they started to spin around the nomu 

I used every drip of my focus to avoid Aizawa, Asui, and Mineta, and I managed to do it. 

When the center exerts more pulling force than what the Centrifuges can handle, the galaxy will start to collapse and the center will start to eat it, showing the best forms of greed and gluten. 

The furious planets crashed into the nomu and tore his body apart.

they wrapped him but they weren't satisfied neither me. 

they started to crash each other only to reach nomu, they started to shrink and shrink. 

between the cracks, the blood dropped but it wasn't satisfying yet I wanted more. 

I continued squeezing, I heard the sounds of the bones and the meat 'Hope long life for the great musician.' I thought making fun of my absolute death. 

I didn't see that because of all the things between but if he died, I would be more than satisfied. 

My powers ran out. 

It was a second, the longest second in my life, due to the high pressure that forced my brain to use its maximum capacity, I saw that second as an hour, I remembered every moment and carved it into my mind with gold and blood.

The enormous rock thing in front of me was my best work. 

I started to die I knew I should have lost consciousness, but I was still awake. 

My red-green eyes blinked in disbelief, when everything was getting darker a hand pierced my stomach. 

A black as the coal color hand pierced me and the same smile I saw, what was represented to me as my worst I saw it again. 

The same smile

The same smile 

THE SAME SMILE 

T H E S A M E S M I L E 

The same as that day, I saw him smiling and making his way out of the coffin of solid rocks. 

Like a balloon full of water when you put a nail in it, it explodes and spry the water all over the place that was me. 

Aizawa was 10m away from me and at the same time, he felt the warmth of iron red liquid that he knew very well. 

"DEKU" I heard the screams of 3 two of them I knew them and the third was someone unexpected. 

A blinding explosion blew the head of the nomu away and the ice wrapped his hand that pierced me before the explosion breaking it into pieces and the kind arms that caught me before falling to the ground.

"God no no no no no no no no no no no" She put me on the ground and started to make first aid but what first aid could heal the internal bleeding and how she would close my wounds, I lost in my state more than two liters of blood, and I stayed conscious and aware of everything happened around me, that in itself was a miracle! 

She cut part of her costume and started to close my open stomach but how? It was an open window; I could feel the cold of the wind going through it. 

I aimed for Aizawa with my right hand and then with my left hand, I aimed for Asui and Mineta "I..am….al...re..dy…de…ad" 

She cried "Don't say that everything is gonna be ok, I will save you, we will save you, just keep with me okay, stay with us okay, just don't leave and everything will be alright. " 

'Don't be very sad, I'm meeting Mom I wish that I saved more people or anything or at least ki…' drawing in my thoughts and the cold that wrapped my inner before my outer.

The strike of that last word my mind was going to say, was that the unwillingness of death? when you feel that you had too much to let go that easily to death, what was it?

It was REGRET. 

that word struck me with all the memories that I wanted to forget but now I wanted to remember I had a purpose 'I'm not done yet, I can't, and I won't until I KILL HIM'

The view changed I was flying in a white space of nothing. 

"Don't worry Izuku Midoriya" a foggy head dressing his white coat. 

He was a stranger that I hadn't seen in my life but at the same time, he was too familiar. 

Too familiar like I had seen him for thousands, no millions or billions of years but at the same time I couldn't remember that I had seen him before in my life.

"9.6.6 you in your world are cursed, as the main hero of your world you will see the pain and the sad and the misery on the faces of everyone you once loved, as well as the disgust, hatred, and lack of value on everyone else all that aiming for you as the center of all the change, the world can't take any changes that easily so the world raised the difficulty level, the heroes that you played their rules once were cursed with the same and this time isn't an exception, you will test the pain wherever you go so let me give you something that you will remember, if you can't sacrifice what you have and possess, what you want will be the sacrifice" 

My eyes blinked then what I saw was something I wouldn't ever ask to see again. 

My mom ran with me between her arms and those weird villains running after us. 

Taking the wrong turn can pull everything to the ground. 

One wrong turn and everything that you built will burn. 

One wrong turn was all it needed, and when the world saw it, the world would never show mercy. 

 My mom took the WRONG TURN.