MHA being a hero is very hard but I'm still standing.

"So, my new world will be a world of a cartoon," said a white man holding a hand on his chin. 

no face, no carves, nothing clear to call a human rather than the general body shape like a human prototype dull.

"No, an anime, there's different, stupid!" a man with his white lab coat and his static head, or at least that is how I see him, barking.

"Believe me there's no difference" The white man knew there was a massive difference but it's good to play with this man from time to time.

"Away from the shit, let me tell you something" The air around the static head changed in a second "This is a different storyline and different possibilities and all that because of us and you" his voice returned to normal, it was the same voice the white man heard in the first meeting: the cold robotic voice. 

"Ok, I'm going to forget, or I will have a tutorial." 

"You will forget and now enjoy living as a child with no worries as long as you can." 

My sight got black as the void and the static covered my head consequently my memories were stored in my deep brain and soul. 

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"Oh, help I'm afraid" a green-haired woman hiding under a blanket. 

a small grain-haired kid like the woman with some freckle on his cheeks got in with his hand to the sky wearing the blue and red suit of his favorite hero "Don't worry Mom why because I'm here" trying to say it correctly and cool as he could.

he ran to his mother and gave her a very big hug "Thank you my little hero for saving me" She took his too in a very big hug. 

She carried him to the table and set him down on the chair and both started eating. 

"My little hero, do you know what's tomorrow?" she asked in a delighted tone. 

"My day to confirm my quirk" He wanted to jump off the chair, but he held himself. 

"Yes, it's. so now after cleaning your teeth, go to sleep, tomorrow will be very very heroic!"

he obeyed with a very big smile from ear to ear tomorrow would be his day. 

"For sure he has a quirk! I don't know why the device can't read so it might not be awakening yet, I think you will just need to wait" The doctor was perplexed the little bone of his leg wasn't there and yet he didn't tell now awake any quirk. 

We left the hospital with some sadness 'How a hero can't bring happiness to the people around him' The little kid had the thoughts to light up the air "Mom."

he looked into his mother's eyes and put on the biggest grin and the happiest one "Don't worry my quirk is too powerful for my current body to possess so it waits until I get older."

She looked into his eyes, his eyes were full of hope and determination, with some relief washed over her she took him in her arms "Yes your quirk will be very powerful, do you know why?"

"Because I'm the strong son of my mom who will be the next All Might and will protect my mother and have a beautiful wife like you"

She kissed his cheek, and they continued their way home happy.

Skipping some years of his life now he's 14 and fucked up all wrapped in clothes like a mummy.

Standing on the school roof watching the best sunset he had watched in his life giving a little smile "Is it for your memories or because of the smile that kid put on his face, I don't know but who cares!."

he sighed and kept the smile that broke down as the tears filled his eyes and the rain in them started to pour "I miss you, Mom, I miss you very much, you no longer visit me in my dreams, can I just see you again just for a second, please? I beg you just one more visit."

That sunset when the sun was warm and looked very cheerful when looking on it wouldn't hurt when the sun said goodbye and good night when the sadness gathered around and the dark started to fall and when the moon rose, everything was perfect for him for a long time that was the first time to feel the happiness and the little feeling of the last worm wind hugging him and leaving after like what his mom used to do when he came from the school every day. 

he let all his tears spook for him, he just watched in silence, all he wanted in that moment was silence and the world obeyed his pray for the first time just as he wanted for the first time "Thanks but don't get used to it, I'm not forgiving the times when you let us down" he mumbled to himself as if talking to the world. 

he wiped his tears and took the ladder to the ground floor and then out of the school. 

Heading home alone and lonely as always, he took a different road, he was hungry and fortunately, they didn't steal his money this time and get enough after some punches. 

"Midoriya stop, Midoriya" he looked at the voice that called him to see a familiar face he had just seen nearly an hour ago. 

She stopped searching for air "I looked for you the whole day."

he looked into her with his working eye, an ordinary beautiful girl with brown hair "No need for any thanking, I told you I'm used to getting hit and for you sick try to avoid me or they will chase you more and maybe you will be their next target."

She ran to him held his hand and started dragging him "You are coming with me now; my father has a healing quirk." she replied strictly.

he pulled his hand "I told you they would chase you if they saw you around me so, please leave me alone."

"I thought you would say that Midoriya but this time you are coming with me, you saved my sister first and me next and you saved me a lot of times by taking the hits so you will come and let my father heal you" She again took his hand and pulled him harder. 

he couldn't resist his body was too weak to resist and if he resisted, she might get hurt, so he was dragged to her house. 

"Now get in my father is waiting." she pushed him in.

"at least wait so I can take off my shoes" She stopped pushing and stood on the door closing the exit. 

he took off his shoes "You know I won't run with my state" she gave him that look 'really like the last time'. 

"Oh, you are here good the dinner is just done come here and eat" the soft motherly voice came from inside. 

"Mom, Midoriya is here" she shouts. 

"Oh, he is here too. Good, come son" Some steps approached, and the fatherly voice of Mr. Kanata

She dragged him to the dining room where her father, mother, and little sister were sitting for dinner.

Mr. Kanata just took a look at him and stood "Stand still this might be painful with such a statement you have Son."

A green vine grew from his hand and linked with him and then that vein started to multiply very fast and wrapped him like a cocoon. 

he felt something like roots went deep and got into his body and then the feeling of something flowing in his body struck. 

that thing started to burn inside him, and it felt painful as fuck, but he got through worth, so he didn't either make a noise or tremble, for unknown reasons he enjoyed the feeling of the pain since it was followed by a relief moment and a feeling of wellness.

After a while, the burning feeling faded rapidly, and the vines started to die.

he felt the comfort and the relief and also the best thing was the pain had faded away, like some years backwardly, a body with no pain no bursts, no blue and purple, no cuts, no blood, no wounds, you name it! 

he bowed "Thank you very much, I think I can't pay back such a favor." 

"What are you talking about you saved my little daughter from kidnapping and the big one from bullying a lot she says and says, what can't you pay back for? no, you paid enough and I'm the one that can't pay back son." his tone was full of emotions, his fatherly voice and his hand on my shoulders, it was new for him that feeling of someone was appreciating him, a feeling that he carved for his whole life. 

"Now as we have finished your treatment, I want you to sit and have a meal with us, son," he added.

"Yes, Midoriya" Akari the girl that brought him here. 

"But-" he was cut off by Mrs. Kanata "No but the food is getting cold" with her motherly voice and strict tone.

"Yes, big brother it's getting cold" The little one on the table waited without putting the food in her mouth just for him. 

"Thank you very much" he set down, took his chopsticks, and started eating as all started eating.

he untied the clothes from his face so he could eat and there was no longer a need for them. 

All give him a small look and try hard not to keep looking at his face. 

his face had been full of scars the big, and small ones, cuts, burns, bursts, and swellings but now most of them were gone leaving the deepest one on the center of his forehead, the one that took the upper half of his right ear, and the vertical cut on the end of his mouth. 

"Big brother! did you color your hair?" the little one asked with her eyes on him. 

"No, my hair is losing its color so you will see that the center of it is the only place that is still green," I said and then finished my plats. 

'What have you been through to lose its color?!' they had one thought playing at the end of their minds.

it's a common belief that the hair starts losing its color in two conditions, first when you get old, and secondly when you face a terrifying thing in your life and not once but many times.

he stood "Thanks for the meal, it was delicious."

"No worries son, come whenever you need anything, ok?"

"I will, thanks for the offer" he went to the door, put on his shoes, and got out. 

Having a few steps, he found a hand pulling his hand and putting a box in it "Take this with you, it's some of the dinner, you can worm it any time and eat it."

After she gave him the box, she ran home, he put it in his yellow backpack. 

he reached his home where he had once lived with his mom, he entered it and then went for the shower after that heading to his room to get some clothes, did his homework, opened the internet, and went for some searching and writing down in his hero notebook.

he took a tour of the dark, miserable home and for the first time, he turned on the lights.

no one knows who had the hands of a kid living alone in a house with no guardian for 10 years, but he loved that he lived alone in his home. 

he remembered what he got through today when he put his body on the bed.

A little kid crying in the hands of someone who hides his face in a clone mask with his blade pinkie "Stop crying or I will kill you for sure."

The little kid couldn't stop crying but she held her voice a little 

The man started running in an isolated alleyway. 

Midoriya was heading to school after taking his morning greeting from Katsuki to just hear the voice of someone crying. 

'This is an unknown alleyway, oh fuck!' When his brain had run and the conclusion that it was a kidnapping, he ran heading to the voice. 

he got his broken phone not waiting for the other side to talk "It's an emergency, I think there is a kidnapping." 

"Ok, sir what's your location." the other side responded quickly as she put a serious look and started to type down everything he would say.

"It's the street of XXXX the alleyway near the Tolred bar."

"Heading there, sir don't worry."

he hung up and continued running and suddenly the sound of crying stopped. 

The gears of his head went crazy like a train out of control "shit" they hurt the victim or knock it down or they might have shut their mouth.

he ran like an idiot to the last place he heard the cry had come from and to his luck, he started to hear some conversation.

"Man, I think she will be very valuable to him did you see her quirk" an ugly-faced man carrying a child upside down, and the kid looked dead. 

"Maybe some millions or better he would give us a new quirk" another ugly-faced one. 

Midoriya took out his phone turned it mute and took some photos first and then started to record what they were saying. 

he put the phone on his uniform t-shirt packet and let it record. 

he took a step with his hands in his bucket and the second one of them saw him "Don't come closer" he shouted like a woman that a guy had opened the toilet with her inside. 

"Let the girl first and I won't kill you" he talked in very slow words and a heavy tone with rough letters. 

his look, the blood that was covering his bandage and clothes all the time, and the scent of burnt meat were the ingredients for being like a villain. 

Both didn't talk for a while and when one of them finally opened his mouth "You think you can scare us wit-"

"The last one said that is now WATCHING FROM APOVE" Midoriya's broken voice was doing its work very well. 

Both got shut but then and why with damn god they started to get smarter "If you were able to do a thing you would do, good luck next time in choosing who to trick."

The first one shot a small blade out of his pinkie and that blade pierced through his arm, however, it didn't feel that painful. 

Midoriya took it out "If you want to do some damage you should" he put it in his hand in front of the two with no hesitation "You should spin it when in the flesh this way is more painful."

he spun the blade in his hand and as they saw him tearing apart his flesh with no noises, no trembling, no shit, they felt a chill in their spine. 

he pulled it out and then looked at them through the hole in his hand crashing his teeth from the pain, yet it was still not enough for him to react strongly "Want to try it."

he took a step ahead, so they took back after that he took a slow, second step and they took another one back. 

"Leave the kid and run or you won't find any legs to RUN FROM ME" They let the kid down and started running. 

After their steps sound disappeared, he took out a vast piece of clothes, and then started to wrap his hand well, he took out an alcohol bottle and poured it on the clothes. 

once the alcohol touched his skin he started to scream and his hand started shaking wanting to run from the pain, he held it with what others call willpower but he called survival sense. 

he screamed and screamed and no know heard his screaming in pain as usual he had to deal with it himself. 

after the bottle was empty, he ran to look at the kid.

After checking if she was fine or not searching for anything that might be very urgent, fortunately, she was all fine just out of consciousness. 

he carried her between his arms and started walking to get out of this place.

She was moving and he saw that she was waking up, so he put it on the ground and waited for her to fully wake up. 

When she woke up and saw him sitting in front of her looking like a real villain, she started crying. 

"Wait wait everything is okay, don't worry the bad people got away" he tried to calm her, but all was worthless as he was bad-looking. 

he was close to her so as his mother used to do with him most of the time, he took her in a hug and started murmuring "It's okay, it's okay, everything is fine, there's no more bad guys, everything is okay, hash."

 She kept crying for a while but after she had stopped, the police and the heroes arrived, and for God's sick without the video that I had recorded they would bring me behind bars. 

Before the police and the heroes arrive "Good now?" I asked softly.

"Yes," she said in a low voice. 

"Did you get hurt in any place?"

"No, but I feel some pain in my neck."

"don't worry it will be fine, what's your name little one?"

"Manami katana" that name wasn't very strange to him. 

"Do you have a sister named Akari?"

She cheered "Yes I have, do you know her" Her tone became louder and cheerful.

"Yes, she's a classmate."

"Wow, I didn't know that my sister's classmate would be that scary." 

I laughed "Do you know why I'm scary?"

She put a curious look on her face and waited for some time "No, why?"

"To make the villains run from me and whenever they saw me got afraid, too afraid to do their crimes."

"So, you want to be a hero." she looked at me with eyes full of stars.

I sighed and my tone got weak "Yes I want, I have wanted all the time but I'm just a fog trying to jump to the moon."

She looked very confused "Why you must have a very scary quirk as well."

I looked into her eyes and saw her innocence "No, I'm quirkless."