Chapter 22: shower of desire
Rowoons approached his car ,he found Felix already asleep in the passenger seat.
Rowoons eyes soften as he gazed at Felix's peaceful face.
Felix eyes were a deep shade of blue, fringed with thick Lashes that cast a shadow on his cheeks,his nose was small and slightly upturned, giving him a perpetually youthfull appearance,his lips were full and pink,curled into a gentle smile even in sleep.
Rowoons heart race as he gazed at Felix.
He reached out a hand and gently brush a strand of hair out of Felix's face,his touch light and tender.
Rowoons couldn't help but wonder why his heart was beating so fast , towards the little shit and calling him cute,he shook his head chuckling to himself,as he started the car and drove deep into the night, the neon light of seoul's cityscape bluming together outside the windows.
As he drove , Rowoon thought drifted back to Felix ,and he found himself smiling at the memory of the younger man's sleeping face.
Finally they arrived at the hotel, and Rowoon carried Felix to the room, dropping him into the soft mattress.felix didn't stir , exhausted from the day's event.
Rowoons watched him for a moment his eyes tracing the lines of Felix face,then he turned and head into the bathroom, turning on the shower and letting the hot water wash over him.
As he stood under the spray, Rowoon thought drifted back to Felix, and he found himself wondering what it would be like to have Felix sleep besides him every night.
Rowoon's mind lingered om Felix's lips, imagining how soft and plumb they would feel against his own. He pictured the gentle curve of Felix's mouth, the slight pout of his lower lips.
As he stood under the shower , Rowoon's finger involuntarily rose to his own lips, tracing the shape of Felix mouth , he felt a shiver run down his spine as he imagined the sensation of Felix's lips brushing against his own.
Rowoon's mind couldn't help but wonder to the thought of keeping Felix safe,of protecting him from harm, He felt a surge of possessiveness ,a desire to keep Felix all to himself.
Rowoons shook his head , chastising himself for having such thought,How could he have such feelings towards Felix ,the little shit who had been nothing but a thorn to his side?
As he turned off the shower and wrapped himself in a towel, Rowoon couldn't deny the emotions swirling inside him, He felt a pang of frustration,not wanting to accept those newfound feelings.
Rowoon's eyes scanned his reflection in the mirror , his chiseled features and piercings gaze a testament to his touch exterior,but beneath the surface, he felt a toxic mix of emotions brewing, trying to clear his mind from those thoughts.
No,no,no" Rowoon muttered to himself, his eyes narrowing" you can't think like that ,he is a danger to Felix, and Felix is a weakness to him".
Rowoons gaze dropped,his thoughts spiraling out of control. He knew he had to keep Felix safe ,but not just from external threats,but from himself
Rowoons was a danger to Felix, and he knew it.