Chapter 203
Chapter 198: Past life twists and turns
“It’s just that reality is often not as easy as imagined.” Doudou’s voice was faint, “Wenqingjian can only hold back the misfortune for a while, but it can’t hold back the whole life.”
Gu Peijiu looked at the illusion.
It was a cold night.
After all, the puppet leader in white has not survived the disaster. With the “word spirit” of Xia Wushuang’s body, Xia Wushuang broke away from the magic circle of Qingqing Sword.
“Do you think you can stop me?”
The girl with blood pupils was holding a long sword and smiling evilly. She walked to Gu Peijiu, who was shallow, half-squinted, her chin was raised by the hilt, and her voice was mad, “Kneel me obediently!”
Gu Peijiu’s pupils shrank, and the next moment, his knees fell like a huge boulder, kneeling towards Xia Wushuang uncontrollably!
“Interesting, so funny, hahahaha—” Xia Wushuang laughed wildly, and she narrowed her eyes: “You can kneel here–hahaha, or… can you accompany me to kill people?”
Gu Peijiu raised his eyes and looked at her.
The dark eyes have no stars and no moon, just like a deep snowy night, but with shocking power!
In the next moment, Wenqingjian lit up!
Xia Wushuang threw away the sword abruptly, took three steps back, “tsk”, “…it’s really tricky.”
Wenqingjian made a circle in mid-air, and then landed on the snow.
The divine light went out.
Gu Peijiu lowered her head slightly, and forcibly used the power of the soul, making her a little wilted.
“Hey…but you need a handy weapon to kill after all, don’t you?” Xia Wushuang smiled, went to pick up the sword, glanced at Gu Peijiu, squinted and smiled, “This sword is stained with blood… Definitely, it will be very beautiful.”
She held a sword in one hand and a bamboo scabbard in the other. She licked the word “Agreement” engraved on the scabbard, and then turned and left after being extremely provocative.
Gu Peijiu knelt on the cold snow, looking at the direction she was leaving.
…Not far from the foot of Lingxi Mountain, there is a small village.
… Definitely, must stop her! !
She absolutely, absolutely can’t—
Gu Peijiu worked hard to break free from the shackles of the speech spirit, but the puppet master’s ‘speaking spirit” is absolute for the puppet, unless—
Someone came on foot in the snow.
She raised her eyes, it was Su Chan.
The girl in red clasped her hands, her face was a little pale, as if struggling, hesitating.
“Have you seen her?” Gu Peijiu was straight to the point.
“…” Su Chuang said: “I saw it.”
“Why don’t you stop her?!” Gu Peijiu asked: “You know her—”
“Why should I stop her?” Su Cang was disgusted with what she was taking for granted, and asked her, “…that’s what she wants to do, why should I stop her?”
Gu Peijiu said, “That’s not her!!”
“…I can’t tell the difference.” Su Chuang said: “Even if it’s a curse, as long as she wants to do something, I…”
“That’s not what she wants to do.” Gu Peijiu stared at her, saying word by word, “That, no.”
Su Chan was irritated by Gu Peijiu’s determined attitude: “You know her well?! Why are you here as if you know everything–”
“I don’t understand her.” Gu Peijiu said: “But I will not misunderstand her.”
Su Cangqi laughed, and she mocked: “Then you do it! Anyway, I won’t do it! Isn’t it just killing a few ants, so what if they are all killed?! Even if they are all killed, she will always be her! and–”
“You are a piece of wood that can’t do anything!”
She paused, then whispered again: “You know what, I followed her down the mountain—the way she kills is really beautiful—”
“The screams of the villagers… her clothes were stained with blood… the flowers of the other side…”
Gu Peijiu said angrily: “You shut up!!”
next moment!
The dark night sky shines with great light, the wind and snow are mad, the evergreen trees are crumbling, the violent wind and snow rolls in, the white puppet’s forehead is instantly lit up with mysterious symbols, and the dark eyes also lit up with abnormal blue stars!
Su Chan’s pupils shrank, “What are you going to do!”
“I am a ruthless guest.” The white puppet murmured, “What you love is what you want.”
“You want to lift the puppet curse?! Are you going to betray her?!” Su Chuang asked in surprise.
Xia Wushuang had already handed over all control of the puppet to Gu Peijiu. Once Gu Peijiu turned back, it would not be an exaggeration to say that Xia Wushuang was a lamb to be slaughtered on the board!
“Anti-water? No…” Gu Peijiu said, “I want… to protect her.”
As soon as the voice fell, the mysterious symbol on the forehead of the white puppet shattered instantly!
Ling Ling is invalid!
Gu Peijiu’s eyes flashed brightly, and the shadow disappeared in the next moment!
Su wrapped around in place, clenching his fists tightly.
Blizzard.
In the village, the cries of children resounded across the sky, and people fled in a hurry. Xia Wushuang was carrying a **** sword, and her blood pupils glowed with excitement. However, in the next instant, her pupils shrank slightly, and the sword in her hand suddenly moved backward!
“boom–”
Snow splashed, feverish waves swept around, houses collapsed, and people screamed!
“Ghost—”
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-”
“Someone slaughtered the village—”
In the violent wind and waves, Xia Wushuang’s black hair curled up wildly, her blood pupils widened, and she looked at the puppet who was blocking the Qinqing Sword with one hand, “…Didn’t I actually trap you?”
Gu Peijiu looked indifferently and said, “You, stop.”
Xia Wushuang smiled, and Long Sword slashed fiercely: “What are you doing! Just die.”
This sentence has the power of words.
“Qiang——”
Gu Peijiu caught the sword without changing his face, with a faint voice, “…you should go back.”
Xia Wushuang’s pupils shrank slightly.
……The speech spirit has failed?
She was a little at a loss, and didn’t quite understand why Yan Ling, who was 100% effective on this tricky watchdog, suddenly lost all its effects.
At the moment she was confused, the back of her neck hurt, her eyes went dark, and she instantly lost all consciousness.
Gu Peijiu picked up the person who was about to pounce on the ground with one hand, took the sword on the ground, and while the people were still in panic, a few teleported and disappeared.
The phantom disappeared.
Gu Peijiu looked at Doudou.
“After…” Doudou’s voice, “Su Chan said I will regret it.”
“But I don’t think it matters.” Doudou said softly, “I love this person, because I love her, so I want to protect this person, protect her own world, and protect everything she wants to protect.”
“……Only in this way.”
“I just feel like I found myself…”
“I can feel free.”
Gu Peijiu asked: “After breaking free of the puppet curse, didn’t she find it?”
“I didn’t find it.” Doudou said, “After I awakened my consciousness in Yundu, Xia Wushuang had never used words to me.”
Yan Ling could make the puppet’s words obey, but after the puppet awakened and had feelings, Xia Wushuang never used this to her again.
She is true. She regards Gu Peijiu as a “companion”. Even if she occasionally complains about “I really am a puppet…” she doesn’t understand her heart, but she regards her as a “partner” from the bottom of her heart.
“…Occasionally she doesn’t want me to follow, she just talks about it.” Doudou said, “Yanling is the most direct thing to test the puppet and the puppet master, maybe… there are feelings.”
“The puppet will long for the absolute trust of the puppet master.” Doudou said, “it will forever, forever long for this.”
Even if betrayed, even if the fetters are broken, even if reincarnation, even if ever changing.
As long as she is still her Gu Peijiu.
She would hope that the person trusted her.
Gu Peijiu was slightly startled when he heard the words.
She remembered in a daze, not long after seeing Xia Wuyin…
She inexplicably hoped that this person could believe her.
“…So that’s it.” Gu Peijiu said for a long time.
The words are divided into two ends.
After being rescued by Gu Peijiu, Xia Wushuang felt something was wrong, but he was confused by Gu Peijiu.
Out of absolute trust in Gu Peijiu, Xia Wushuang, who did not like to use words, found nothing unusual.
It’s just that Su Chan is a bit strange these days.
She would stare at her in the corner with a strange look. Before, when she saw Xia Wushuang, she must have run over without saying a word and pulled her sleeve to let her take her to play, but now, she didn’t say a word.
Xia Wushuang felt a little confused.
“What’s up with her?”
After Su Chan avoided her for the Nth time, Xia Wushuang asked Gu Peijiu strangely.
Gu Peijiu paused, with a faint voice, “Maybe there is something I can’t figure out.”
Xia Wushuang found it interesting, “This Lingxi Peak bird doesn’t shit, what can she encounter that she can’t think of?”
Gu Peijiu glanced at her without changing her face: “Who knows, maybe it’s a demon.”
“…”
Xia Wushuang felt that it was impossible to keep doing this.
So I found a sunny day, and summoned Su Chuan.
“What have you been up to these days?”
She asked her with a smile.
Su Chan looked at Gu Peijiu, who was silent behind her, and pursed her lips.
“Why don’t you talk?” Xia Wushuang also knew that they were not in good time. Seeing her watching Gu Peijiu, he looked back at her.
Gu Peijiu’s face was expressionless.
Su Chan suddenly said: “…I have been thinking about one thing these days.”
Xia Wushuang turned his head back to look at Su Chan.
Su Chan said: “I… Since the Lower Realm, I have always had a demon.”
She stared at Xia Wushuang, “In the beginning…I didn’t care about it, but later it got worse and worse. It became so serious that it would be uneasy if I didn’t care, it would be difficult to sleep day and night, and I would think about it.
“It’s like getting sick.”
Xia Wushuang said: “Ah? Is that serious? No, this is a disease. Are you okay? Would you like me to find a psychologist for you… No, or show you a doctor who understands?”
“…As long as I figure it out, it’s fine.” Su Zan looked at her with a confused voice, “but I can’t figure out what to do now.”
——I can’t figure out what you are like.
“Can’t figure it out…” Xia Wushuang scratched his head, then subconsciously looked at Gu Peijiu behind.
Gu Peijiu looked at her innocently.
Su Chan’s eyes faded slightly, and he turned around and left without saying anything.
“Hey—” Xia Wushuang turned his head and wanted to stay, but didn’t know what to say, Su Cang said as he walked: “I want to stay alone for a while.”
…Xingba.
When someone left, Gu Peijiu said, “I should wait for her to figure it out.”
“…” Xia Wushuang looked out with his chin in both hands, “how do you say it.”
“I’m not afraid that she can’t figure it out, I’m just afraid that she… has figured it out, and wants to get it crooked.”
Gu Peijiu was puzzled.
“Achan is a fallen god, and her character is inherently paranoid.” Xia Wushuang said, “Although she is walking forward well, once she goes the wrong way…no one can pull it back.”
Gu Peijiu was silent.
Xia Wushuang just closed her mouth and heard the footsteps. Su Chanzhan came back and asked her a question: “What do you want?”
Xia Wushuang was stunned, and after the stunned he was a little bit dumbfounded, “Are you going to really become a **** and fulfill my wish?”
Su Chan looked at her.
Xia Wushuang thought for a while, and said cunningly: “I won’t tell you.”
Su Chan frowned.
“If you want to know, you can go to the stone cliff and blow the wind for a while.” Xia Wushuang said, “Um…I know you are not in the mood to eat, right? Then I will go there and tell you when I’m in a good mood after eating. .”
Su Chan didn’t speak, and turned away.
Xia Wushuang regretfully said to Gu Peijiu, “Look, she really doesn’t eat anymore.”
Gu Peijiu: “…”
The wind is cold on the cliff.
But it’s broad.
Su Chan sat on the rocky cliff and looked at his hand.
She remembered the scenes she had seen before.
The blood-stained girl in white smiles wildly and wickedly, her blood pupils are cold, her sword is like a knife in her hand, death and disaster are in her waving.
…Foul.
After pinching his fingers, the king of Chu would break through a small country and he would be able to unify the mainland.
And this shouldn’t happen.
The person who unified the mainland at the beginning should not be the princess of Chu, but a person named Ye from a long, long time later.
But everything has happened, and what caused all of this was Xia Wushuang, who had changed his fate against the king of Chu.
Therefore, Tiandao imposed all punishments and sins on her alone.
Her existence is destined to set off an endless **** storm for Chu State.
It means that success is also Xiao He and Xiao He is defeated.
And as a dead god, she has a way to save her…
Su Chan lowered his head, and his white palms lit up with white light.
A bead slowly floated from her palm, half as white as ice and snow, half as dark as night, the two intertwined in the middle, dissolving a delicate blood.
Darkness represents disaster, and snow white represents blessing and light.
And the blood in the middle is her feelings.
This is her soul.
Jing Lingzhu.
The soul of the gods has the power to suppress the evil spirits, otherwise the soul of the gods that Gu Peijiu put on the sword of love would not suppress the evil.
When the power of blessing fills this bead, it can wash away all curses and disasters in this world, including the curse of heaven.
But again, this also means…
“Isn’t it nice here?”
The girl’s voice rang.
Su Chuang’s pupils shrank slightly, and the Jing Lingzhu in her hand flashed away. She looked at the undulating mountains in the distance. The heavy snow a few days ago dyed the peaks of these mountains with white snow, in the sun. It reflects some dazzling gentle light, very beautiful.
“……not bad.”
She didn’t look back, just said.
“Have you been in a better mood?” Xia Wushuang found a clean place to sit down and handed over something, “Here.”
The scent of sweet-scented osmanthus cake wafted from Xia Ge’s palm, and Su Chan was slightly startled, looking at Xia Wushuang’s fingertips stained with osmanthus cake crumbs, his heart moved slightly.
She took the sweet-scented osmanthus cake and took a bite silently.
“It’s said that gods don’t eat or drink.” Xia Wushuang crossed his legs, “It seems that the legends are all fake.”
Seeing that there was no Gu Peijiu behind Xia Wushuang, Su Chan felt a lot more relaxed in his heart.
However, after a short while, she remembered Gu Peijiu’s words.
——I don’t know her, but I will not misunderstand her.
It is precisely this sentence that pierced her heart like a thorn.
Trouble sleeping and eating.
In retrospect, to what Xia Ge said, she retorted: “I am…”
She paused and swallowed the “half-god” behind her back.
In fact, he is not a demigod anymore.
When she was punished and tortured by Heaven, the human half had already fallen into a demon.
She didn’t realize it at first, and even thought she was still demigod.
But when she found out, whether it was a war or Xia Wushuang’s murder–
She has no mercy for human beings.
There is not the slightest sympathy that one half deserves.
“What are you?” Xia Wushuang swallowed his sweet-scented osmanthus cake before speaking, smiling, “The nasty little blessing god?”
Su Chan was a little depressed: “…No.”
“Haha.” To Su Chan’s answer, Xia Wushuang smiled indifferently, “I haven’t experienced this stuff like a heart demon, and I don’t know what it is, but…I guess I will be in a bad mood anyway.”
She put her eyes far away and looked at the overlapping mountains in the distance, “But it’s okay. I’m in a bad mood. Sitting here and being quiet for a while will make it much better.”
“… Whether it is missing, like, or whatever.”
“After a long time, I will let it go slowly.”
Su Cang stared at her and asked, “What if you can’t let go of anything?”
“Ha, aren’t you talking about Inner Demon? Why are you talking about things you can’t let go of again? You can test me.” Xia Wushuang smiled, “But I think, there is nothing in this world that can’t let go. ”
“If you can’t let it go, it must be that the time is not long enough.”
Su Cang said to himself: “…time, not long enough?”
“If you think about it, you must have had a lot of things that you couldn’t let go of before—you must have! Individuals will have them! Think about it? Oh sorry I forgot that you are not a human… Oh no, oh anyway, think about it. what.”
Su Chan just thought.
Although she is not a human being, there are things that she can’t let go of.
When I was young.
She didn’t understand the disgusting look of other gods, but she just hoped that God Father and Mother could take a look at herself.
Later, when she grew up a little bit, some mortals began to believe in herself. She hoped that she could do her job well so that everyone would not be disappointed…
…
It’s all obsession.
But slowly, things that once seemed to be very important, things that seemed to be guarded in the bottom of my heart, seem to be incapable of letting go, as reality rolls over and time flows, they slowly become overwhelmed. Dust has become a dispensable thing in life.
…Slowly, let go.
Xia Wushuang said, “Yes?”
Su Chan nodded slightly out of reach.
“Then do you still care now?”
Su Chan shook his head.
Time is far away, and there is no point in investigating the regrets and wrongs at that time.
“Look, the things that I felt could not let go of at that time, after a long time, there will be nothing.” Xia Wushuang said.
When she said that, her own thoughts were also aroused.
She remembered that when she was a child, she liked the Barbie doll of the neighbor’s girl, but at that time her family was very poor and couldn’t afford it. So the little Barbie as a child became the white moonlight she couldn’t let go of. No more.
But when you grow up and have money to buy a truck of Barbie dolls, you can still buy a car and lose a car.
She suddenly felt boring.
There is a time that cannot be put down. When the best time has passed, the things that cannot be put down will naturally be put down slowly.
Regardless of the demons or not.
Time is the best killer.
Su Chan looked at the sweet-scented osmanthus cake in his hand.
“…Different.” She heard her own voice, “this is different.”
“I think…this, I probably can’t let go of anything.”
Xia Wushuang: “…then get some sleep.”
Su Cang said: “Tossing and turning can’t sleep.”
Xia Wushuang: “The way you sleep is different, I will teach you it, think like this—you think, you can fulfill your wish in your dream when you sleep, and then think like this before going to bed—no matter what I want, Santa Claus after waking up in one sleep… No, when you wake up, you can have whatever you want.”
Xia Wushuang silently swallowed the phrase “Santa Claus can send it to me”.
Su Chan: “…”
Su Chan lowered his eyelashes, “It would be great if this is the case.”
“I will.” Xia Wushuang talked for a long time, and finally returned to the topic, “…I’m all here, what is your demon?”
“I… a long time ago there was a person who couldn’t let go.” Su Chan paused, looking into the distance, “Then…”
Thinking of the blood-stained sword of the blood pupil girl.
Su Chan lowered his eyelashes.
She did not do what she was supposed to do.
“…I feel very upset.”
Su Chan said this without beginning and ending, and Xia Wushuang could hear it, but she understood that Su Chan did not want to say more, and did not force her to say, “…Is there a demon in this way?”
“Save her, I’m sorry for myself.” Su Cang murmured, “But if I don’t save her, I’m sorry for my heart.”
Oh, this is still a story about whether a hero wants to save the United States.
Xia Wushuang: “…But is the price different?”
Su Chan said: “There is a difference.”
She looked at the mountains, “Because I…I’m fine now.”
She is neither a **** who wants to bless the common people, nor a curse full of hatred, she is like a person, but not a person.
Because there is this person by his side.
She wanted to… always, always be by her side like this.
“Then how did you choose?” Xia Wushuang asked.
Su Cang didn’t clearly say what the difference was in this choice, so Xia Wushuang asked directly.
“Guess what.” Su Chan smiled.
“Hmm…” Xia Wushuang thought for a while, and said, “I think you will save her… You will choose the former, um, for sure.”
Su Chan said: “You are wrong.”
“I chose the latter.”
Xia Wushuang helped his forehead: “…Can you stop dismantling the platform.”
Su Chan smiled, “Why do you think I would choose the former?”
Xia Wushuang sneered: “Intuition, haha, it doesn’t seem to be very accurate.”
Su Chan suddenly said: “…what do you want?”
Xia Wushuang was taken aback.
“You said I came here and you will tell me what you want.” Su Chan paused and changed his words, “Or, I can’t let it go.”
Xia Wushuang didn’t speak, and first finished the sweet-scented osmanthus cake slowly.
Then pretended to say affectionately: “Of course I can’t let go of the common people.”
Su Chan: “…”
Xia Wushuang: “You still ask me what I want, I can’t pretend it anymore.”
You are not acting.
Su Chan thought.
But he still asked kindly: “What do you want?”
Xia Wushuang said: “…I wanted to be with someone before, but after a long time, I didn’t want to.”
Su Chan knew who she was talking about.
“Because you let it go…so, there is nothing you want.” Xia Wushuang said, “but it’s a little weird to do nothing, only to create some value for yourself.”
She stood up and patted her hands on the crumbs of sweet-scented osmanthus cake, “You ask me what I can’t put down is worthless.”
“…”
She stretched out her hand to Su Chan.
The breeze blows.
Su Chan was slightly startled, and reached out his hand, Xia Wushuang pulled her up and said, “The important thing is you.”
——The important thing is your own thoughts.
She pointed to the lofty mountains, as if pointing to a novel world that had never been explored.
She looked at it and said with emotion: “Look, how high is this mountain, how beautiful this water is, how big is this continent.”
“The world is so big, why do you look so narrowly? Do you have to die and live for one person?”
Warm in your hands.
Su Cang looked at her blankly.
Xia Wushuang looked back, with a clear voice, “Heart demon, sooner or later, I will let go.”
“Trust me, one day, you won’t be trapped by the demons.”
“At that time, the sea will be wide and the fish will leap, and the sky will be high and the birds will fly!”
Su Cang stared at her blankly. At that moment, the world was blank, and she seemed to have only this person in her eyes.
She laughed and cursed, with a high expression, and a few words can make people full of sunshine.
And Xia Wushuang would never know.
that moment.
She became her, real, unstoppable demon.