Chapter 73
Chapter 73
Ordinary people always say that they think day by day and dream at night.
Even if Shi Qingqiu didn’t think about it, it might be that she had seen Qi Yue too many times during this period, and from time to time she recalled the past because of Qi Yue. When she fell asleep this night, she went back to the one that reminded her to this day. Eighteen years old who will be painful.
At that time, she had established a relationship with Qi Yue for a while, and the classmates and their respective roommates were used to being inseparable from each other. Generally, as long as neither party has classes, either Shi Qingqiu is in Qi Yue’s dormitory, or Qi Yue goes to Shi Qingqiu’s dormitory.
Especially in late autumn, the weather is already cold. In addition to eating supper, they like to buy a lot of snacks after shopping together, and then nest in the dormitory with a computer to watch movies. Or if two people read the same novel together, the relationship seems to be getting closer and closer.
Until later, she obviously felt that Qi Yue was not so attached to her, and made it clearer. It should be that she was not so enthusiastic when she took the initiative to look for her. She once recalled that there was a difference between Qi Yue at that time and Qi Yue when she first entered school, just like the noon sun and the afterglow of the setting sun.
She said to herself that because they had such a good relationship, it was inevitable that they would not maintain their original enthusiasm for a long time. Like now, no matter how you get along, this is the best life state.
One night, when they returned to the bottom of the dormitory, the two slowly walked up from the first floor holding hands. There are no other students in the corridor, only the knocking of barrels and basins in the dormitory on each floor close to the corridor.
The closer Qi Yue got to the floor of their dormitory, the slower Qi Yue walked, and finally even tightened Shi Qingqiu’s arm.
Seeing no one around, Shi Qingqiu pulled her to a halt, touched her head lightly, and laughed in a low voice: “Xiaoyue, you seem to be in a bad mood tonight. You haven’t looked for me for several days. I just stick to me. Why, have you missed me too much these days?”
Qi Yue sniffed and smiled, “Yeah, there are too many classes these days, and I have to help my classmates. I don’t have time to miss you. I finally saw you today, can I stick to you?”
Shi Qingqiu smiled gently, and while there was no one in the corridor, he gently pressed a kiss on Qi Yue’s forehead, “This way, can you be satisfied? Go back and sleep well. I’ve been so busy these few days, and I have a good rest. Let’s make another appointment.”
For Shi Qingqiu, who is kind and kind, Qi Yue is the hotter sun. She is enthusiastic, cheerful, pleasing and at the same time people can’t help but to accommodate her to care for her.
Qi Yue shook his head when he heard the words, biting his lips and holding Shi Qingqiu’s hand, unwilling to let go, and his voice was a little hoarse, “No, Qingqiu, let’s stay a while, you hug me…”
Shi Qingqiu thought she was acting like a baby, and he laughed and hugged her into his arms, his tone was always soft: “What’s the matter? I have been glued for so long tonight, haven’t I been glued enough? If I really miss me, I can see you tomorrow. , Now go back and rest early.”
Qi Yue is very obedient to the usual coaxing, and will honestly make friends with Shi Qingqiu for a while, bid farewell and return to the dormitory. Only on that day, Qi Yue was particularly reluctant to give up.
Qi Yue rubbed his chin against Shi Qingqiu’s shoulder and asked in a whisper, “Qingqiu, how do you like me?”
Shi Qingqiu thought for a while and said, “I don’t know how to say it, but I hope that after graduation, I can have you by my side. You will witness every decision in the future.”
She chuckled in Shi Qingqiu’s ear, “Me too.”
Shi Qingqiu laughed silently, Qi Yue hugged her waist tightly, and then, in a low voice, a little inaudible: “Qingqiu, I have something to do at home. I have to go back for a few days. Pay more attention to your body.”
Shi Qingqiu replied with concern: “No problem, you can handle the family affairs with peace of mind, give me information when you are free, and I will wait for you to come back.”
That day, they hugged each other in the corridor for a long, long time. After a long time, Qingqiu thought that Qi Yue had accumulated longing for several days, so he needed to talk like this.
At that moment, she didn’t know that she had been unilaterally cut off by Qi Yue from this relationship. She smiled and sent Qi Yue back to the dormitory, even saying goodnight to each other as every day before.
It wasn’t until more and more rumors reached her ears that people on the trails of the school were looking at her with sympathy and regret, she didn’t know that Qi Yue had left. Leaving this school, leaving this city, even leaving this country.
When she went to Qi Yue’s dormitory, all Qi Yue’s things were still there, but those classmates had clearly told her that Qi Yue would not come back again.
She went back to the dormitory with tears and trembling hands. She opened WeChat and found Qi Yue. Under the long list of messages that had been sent but did not reply two days ago, she said the same sentence over and over again: “Xiaoyue, they said you are gone. , Said you don’t want me anymore, come to school and let them see if you haven’t left.”
There is an exclamation mark in front of each sentence, and WeChat reminds her: You are not his (her) friend, please send friend verification first, and the other party can only chat after verification.
She thinks that she can have a dull and happy relationship, which is not the envy of everyone, but at least she feels very stable. She can be with the people she likes, do some ordinary things, and spend this ordinary life. She doesn’t need too strong background and wealth, as long as she likes her heart.
But what did she do wrong? Everyone knows, only she is kept in the dark. Back home, she stared out the window with tears, and Yao Rui hugged her distressedly after rushing to comfort her.
“Why did she leave? I did something wrong, or something happened, why did she leave me alone…why…”
If she did something wrong, she can correct it, but why should she leave her alone? Why, not even give her a reason. Why did you once like to hug someone close to you so easily, and then leave her so easily?
She cried for a long, long time, and she seldom cried when she was a child, as if she lost her heart all at once. It was as if someone took a knife and pierced her heart fiercely, and then dug it out. The one who did it was Qi Yue.
“Don’t leave me… don’t… don’t…”
Shi Qingqiu’s crying brought back reality from her dream. In her dream, she was crying out of breath, and when she woke up from her dream, a small piece of the pillow was soaked.
Her movement awakened Wen Qinghan, who had never been too far away from her before, and she stretched out her hands and hugged her in her arms. The steady heartbeat just came close to her ears. This was the peace of mind and support that Wen Qinghan brought to her. She opened her eyes, tears in her eyes and flushed with tears.
“Qingqiu, I’m here, don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid.” Wen Qinghan softly soothed, and after feeling the strength of her lower back tightening, she lowered her head and kissed Qingqiu’s forehead softly, “You’re just dreaming, it’s okay. Yes, I am here, I am by your side, don’t be afraid…”
The heart was beating extremely fast in the chest cavity, Shi Qingqiu was still in shock, panting and hugging Wen Qinghan’s waist, and kept muttering: “Qinghan…Qinghan…don’t leave me…don’t…”
It seems that only by chanting this name can the anxiety in the heart be suppressed, the cold body can be warmed, and the floating soul can have a place to stay.
When Wen Qinghan hugged Qingqiu’s trembling body tightly, with warm lips against her cold forehead, then he touched her face, a short distance from her, and looked at each other, “Qingqiu, it’s all gone, just now It’s just a dream, don’t be afraid of anything, I am here. You are with me now, no one can hurt you, don’t be afraid.”
There were still tears on Shi Qingqiu’s eyelashes, she looked at Wen Qinghan’s tender face, and the panic in her heart was completely calmed down. She put her hand on the back of Wen Qinghan’s stroking her, her lips moved, and her eyes were full of strong attachment and unabashed fragility.
Wen Qinghan asked softly: “Qingqiu, believe me or not?”
Shi Qingqiu nodded without hesitation.
“Then don’t be afraid. What you dream of is the past a long time ago. The pain is no longer there. Now I am with you. I am not holding a knife in your hand that can be turned at any time, but The armor you wear. You can worry that this armor will no longer be shiny after a long time, but you must remember that I will never become a knife.”
She was serious and firm, every word and every sentence fell on Shi Qingqiu’s heart, so gentle and powerful.
When Shi Qingqiu’s eyes were still wet, tears came again, but compared to just now, she was full of tenderness and expectations at the moment, and her heart was beating freshly, just for the person in front of her.
“Qing Han, let’s not separate, don’t…” Shi Qingqiu muttered and repeated it over and over again, telling it to Wen Qinghan as well as telling it to herself.
This is the first time Wen Qinghan heard that Qingqiu told her not to part with such affection. She raised her lips and responded warmly: “No, your contract will expire when we go back. You don’t need to always When we travel far, we are together every day. We are each other’s wives, and we can’t leave or separate.”
“Hmm…” Shi Qingqiu smiled, she quietly looked at Wen Qinghan, and she was nestling with Wen Qinghan both physically and mentally.
“I will pour you a glass of water, and then let’s go to sleep, otherwise you won’t be able to refresh yourself tomorrow.”
Wen Qinghan dried her tears and let go, got out of bed, poured water, and put it on the bedside table. When she went to bed, Shi Qingqiu helped her up, and while handing her the water glass, she said, “A Xiao told me about this. The two-day movie is more difficult to shoot, sometimes it’s not enough after repeated shooting several times.”
The dry throat was moisturized by the water, Shi Qingqiu’s throat became more comfortable, and when she spoke, she also became clearer: “Well, because there have been more martial arts scenes recently. Qinghan, don’t you drink it?”
“Who said I didn’t drink it? Can you finish drinking this large glass of water?” Wen Qinghan smiled and glanced at the water glass that Qingqiu handed back, and naturally reached out to take it, and then drank the remaining water in the glass. , Put back the cup and looked at Shi Qingqiu.
The latter had already blushed and lowered his head, fingers twisted in the quilt. This was the first time that they had such no gaps, one drinking the water left by the other. It’s plain, natural, and comfortable.
Wen Qinghan stretched out his hand to bring Shi Qingqiu into his arms, and asked in a low voice, “Let me hold you to sleep, okay?”
Shi Qingqiu bit her lip and didn’t answer. After pushing Wen Qinghan, she got into the bed. Wen Qinghan lay down immediately, took the remote control of the air conditioner to check the temperature, and then covered the quilt to prevent the cool breeze from entering through the gap.
Then, Wen Qinghan hugged Shi Qingqiu who closed his eyes while facing him, rubbed his chin on Shi Qingqiu’s forehead, and for the first time before going to bed, he was able to tighten his arms and said softly, “Go to sleep, no matter what. You will see me when you wake up, don’t be afraid…”