Chapter 48
Chapter 48
Many netizens posted photos of Shi Qingqiu and Wen Qinghan on Weibo today. The two people in the photo sometimes hold hands, but Shi Qingqiu is holding Wen Qinghan’s arm.
The most fascinating thing is that sometimes when Wen Qinghan holds clothes or pants in front of Shi Qingqiu, Shi Qingqiu looks docile, and Wen Qinghan’s plain face has more unusual tenderness. Even when eating in a snack bar, some netizens photographed Wen Qinghan taking advantage of Qingqiu’s time to pick up the condiments, arranging the chopsticks for her, and inserting straws into the drinks.
Among them, a photo of two people biting a straw looking at each other and laughing is the most frequently reposted, including the actors who participated in the recording of “In and Out” with Shi Qingqiu, and they did not forget to advertise the two of them while reposting it. .
They ate dinner outside. After the meal, it was already sunset, the sky gradually darkened from different shades of orange, and the night came quietly.
Shi Qingqiu was sitting in the co-pilot and swiping Weibo, browsing the photos taken today. Many of them were taken while she was talking to Wen Qinghan, and her expression was natural and relaxed. Especially when Wen Qinghan was captured a lot of smiles, it looked very seductive.
She put her phone in, smiled, and said: “Qing Han, will we be too high-profile today? From morning until just now, basically every place we went to was photographed.”
Wen Qinghan drove the car, staring straight ahead, her beautiful thin lips with a smiling arc, “Maybe because there is nothing to worry about now, so she doesn’t look low-key.”
Shi Qingqiu turned to look at Wen Qinghan. Today’s happiness seemed to linger on them, replacing yesterday’s sadness and the panic in her heart. She just looked at Wen Qinghan so quietly, the sweetness in her heart seemed to be mending the hole in her heart yesterday.
Wen Qinghan didn’t go back to Phoenix directly. She drove the car to the middle of the middle school where they had studied, and then showed her ID to the guard, saying that she came to find a teacher to tell the old story, and the guard put them in.
The school is studying at night, but there is no one in the playground. Wen Qinghan took Shi Qingqiu’s hand, and the two walked along the old path from the gate of the school. There were a few cicadas occasionally, which made the class time even quieter.
Shi Qingqiu couldn’t help but peeked at Wen Qinghan a few times before being caught by Wen Qinghan a few times later.
“Just ask what you want.” Wen Qinghan said softly.
“I just want to ask you, why did you come here?” Shi Qingqiu lowered his head to look at the flat path, and walked slowly step by step, giving the task of leading the way to Wen Qinghan, who was holding hands with him.
The sky has completely darkened, but in a campus that has not been stepped into for more than ten years, Shi Qingqiu is greedy for this rare peace. It’s like returning to the junior high school ten years ago. At that time, I was happy and happy every day. Even Wen Qinghan was not as cold as he is now, and would take the initiative to smile from time to time.
Wen Qinghan looked at the teaching building in the distance, stretched out his finger in that direction and asked Shi Qingqiu: “Qingqiu, there is a swimming pool behind that teaching building, and there is a sports field behind it, do you remember?”
Shi Qingqiu looked up. The lights were on in every classroom in the teaching building. She followed Wen Qinghan’s direction and looked to the back of the swimming pool: “Remember.” She raised her lips and said with a light smile: “I I still remember one school sports meeting, the teacher wanted you to run 600 meters, but in the end I felt that you were too mad, and you might not be able to run, so you changed to another person.
At that time, Wen Qinghan was very calm and polite, and couldn’t find any inferiority. The students who admired her were like crucian carp who crossed the river. Even the teacher loved her very much.
Wen Qinghan retracted his hand to look at Qingqiu, his face looked particularly soft in the night, “Facts have proved that the teacher’s decision was correct. I didn’t even ran down during practice. If I really participated in the school sports meeting, would it be worth it?”
From then on, she could no longer run, but every time Shi Qingqiu ran to the finish line, she would wait there and be happy when Shi Qingqiu reached the finish line with other classmates. At that time, because she had known Shi Qingqiu since childhood, she naturally liked to stay with Shi Qingqiu more of the time.
The bits and pieces of these many years have been accumulated and gathered continuously, and they were enough weight in the freshman year, so heavy that Wen Qinghan understood the importance of Shi Qingqiu to him.
Wen Qinghan took Shi Qingqiu to sit down on a bench on the playground near the teaching building, facing the swimming pool with his back facing the school gate. The summer breeze blew through the tips of their hair, as if returning to a night more than ten years ago. They sat on the playground after evening self-study, watching the girls playing and the boys chasing after them.
“I remember at that time classmates said that the food on the second floor in the cafeteria was delicious, but generally the second floor is only open to teachers. Qing Han, have you eaten on the second floor?” Shi Qingqiu asked curiously.
Wen Qinghan shook his head, “No, I’m usually on the first floor.” After she said, she curled her lips slightly. At that time, she also liked to be closer to Shi Qingqiu.
“Hey, Qing Han, do you remember? At that time, it was a math evening self-study. The math teacher took the computer to pick up the projection and showed us the TV series.” Shi Qingqiu thought about something, touched Wen Qinghan with his elbow. “I don’t remember the name, but I still feel embarrassed when I think of it. It’s the kind of romantic drama with a very exaggerated plot. At that time, the whole class was laughing. He was good, and he wrote lesson plans with great relish…”
Wen Qinghan smiled and replied: “What? Does the math teacher stop letting him watch romantic dramas when he is old?”
Shi Qingqiu bit her lip and smiled, and patted Wen Qinghan’s arm with the other hand, “Where is it? What do I mean by that? Is it okay for me to talk about the drama?”
Shi Qingqiu’s face was even more brilliant under the light, and his eyes seemed to be sprinkled with starlight, which made Wen Qinghan look silly for a while. It wasn’t until Shi Qingqiu’s smile gradually calmed down that she regained her senses, blinked unnaturally, and pressed the corners of her lips slightly.
Wen Qinghan had a reminiscence, and she still moved gently with Shi Qingqiu’s hands. “I remember the math teacher praised you for being unsightly when you were at the school sports meeting. You were soft and weak. Nothing. I thought I could run down 800 meters.”
“Huh? He praised me?” Shi Qingqiu asked in surprise, “When did you say it? Why didn’t I know?”
“You were resting just after running at that time, so you didn’t hear it.”
“No wonder. You remember it clearly, no wonder it’s a top student.” Shi Qingqiu smiled and praised her.
Wen Qinghan did not continue with this topic, her lips gradually condensed a smile, and the smile rose to the bottom of her eyes, looking a little gentle and not losing her rigor in the past: “Qingqiu, you remember that physical education training eighth. At 100 meters, do you always lag behind others by a long distance? I will wait for you at the end every time, watching you run lap after lap, until the end, no matter how many times you run or how many times you lose At the end, I was waiting for you to run over.
At that time I didn’t understand anything, but now thinking about it, I hope I can make you understand something through these things. No matter how many times you lose, I am waiting for you at the end and waiting for you to start again. Until the last time you win and you will never run again, then you will end in me. I say that, can you understand? ”
Shi Qingqiu remained silent, staring at Wen Qinghan in a dazed manner with his eyes open. While the mist in her heart dispersed, it also added a lot of cracks to the crumbling tall building in her heart.
Wen Qinghan chuckled lightly, looked at Shi Qingqiu’s stunned look in his eyes, and said leisurely: “We treat every day as the last day to live. You have to think that this is the last day, so you have to Tell me what’s up to me, otherwise there will be no chance to say it. I still have to think about it, it’s the last day, and be kind to me. In this way, we are working hard to live every day. Where can we be separated?”
Shi Qingqiu couldn’t help but laughed, his eyes were red, and his voice trembled: “Isn’t this just like the end of the world?”
Wen Qinghan stared at Shi Qingqiu, with a soft tone: “I’m just making an analogy like this. It’s okay to get along like that. Then you can think about it from time to time, I am your end point.”
She did not reveal any emotional rhetoric, but the words and sentences were all sound and reassuring, as if the road ahead was paved for Shi Qingqiu, just waiting for Shi Qingqiu to come over, and she was at the end of the road, stretched out He shot and waited for Shi Qingqiu’s arrival.
Wen Qinghan’s fingers finally slowly squeezed into Shi Qingqiu’s fingers. She curled her fingers and rubbed them between Shi Qingqiu’s fingers, and finally stretched out, intertwined, and her fingers interlocked.
“Qing Han, I…” Shi Qingqiu bit her lip and looked down at their clasped hands. Suddenly she didn’t know what to say, but the crack in the tall building in her heart stretched a lot. She knew that she could not bear the separation, but now she was even more unable to resist Wen Qinghan.
“Okay, we’ll go home after sitting for a while, otherwise the students will be over and we won’t be able to go out with too many people.” Wen Qinghan squeezed his head and said nothing more.
Both of them were silent on the way out of the school, and they drove back to Phoenix without saying anything.
Still like last night, Wen Qinghan parked the car in Wen’s garage first, and then sent Shi Qingqiu back. The night tonight is no different from last night. The stars are shining in the night sky, and the summer breeze is not as hot as it was during the day because of the slight cooling in the night.
Once again, they stopped under the street lamp near the gate of Shi’s house. Shi Qingqiu didn’t want to go back, and Wen Qinghan didn’t make a sound. When she couldn’t stand the silence, Wen Qinghan reached out and took Shi Qingqiu’s hand.
Wen Qinghan said, “Qingqiu, I’m going to work tomorrow.”
“Well, then go to bed early tonight.” Shi Qingqiu nodded, moving his fingers slightly, and then holding Wen Qinghan’s hand back.
Wen Qinghan smiled silently, and then asked her, “Did you remember what I said in school?”
Shi Qingqiu was taken aback for a moment, and then slowly nodded. She and Wen Qinghan were still staring at each other. At this time, Wen Qinghan’s eyes were moist, ice-free and cold, soft and focused.
Her heart was trembling softly. She persuaded herself that they walked together because of a promise. Even if they want to accomplish what their true lover wants to do, their essence is still the same. is a friend. Even if they kissed or hugged in the future, it would be out of the **** of family after a long time together.
But now she can feel it very clearly. The kisses and hugs she wants to give Wen Qinghan are not out of a friend’s mentality.
Because of such self-knowledge, what she immediately endured was not sweetness, but fear and panic about the past. She didn’t dare to bet them all again, betting that they would be able to live a lifetime if they had love, betting that they would not be bored with each other, betting that there would be no separation between them.
Once she was defeated, how could she dare to expect a complete victory?
The eye sockets that were red and swollen from crying last night became faintly painful again. Shi Qingqiu lowered his eyes and stopped looking at her, gently shook his head and murmured: “Qing Han, no, no…”
Shi Qingqiu’s fragility and helplessness easily touched Wen Qinghan’s heart. Since she was a child, she has not been close to too many people. When she grows up, she does not interact with people of different ways. Her state of mind has long been different from ordinary people. same.
But this particularity never worked in front of Shi Qingqiu. Her heart was so soft that she finally let go, but slowly and firmly hugged Shi Qingqiu.
Her voice became darker, and the tenderness rang in Shi Qingqiu’s ears, “Don’t be afraid, don’t avoid me, your end is me, and your bargaining chip is me. Remember what I said? Even if not necessarily Will win, I will go all out, because I have a half chance of success, and I will not regret that I did not work hard in the future.
Qingqiu, I don’t know what our future will be like, but I don’t want us to regret it when we grow old, and ask ourselves why we haven’t tried it before. Qingqiu, by then it will be too late…”
Shi Qingqiu couldn’t help but hugged Wen Qinghan’s body, eyes pressed against Wen Qinghan’s neck, tears flowed down her, her heart trembled, and her eyelashes trembled, “Qinghan, let me Think about it, let me be quiet…”
How to do? She asked herself what should be done countless times in her heart. She wanted to run away desperately, no longer see Wen Qinghan and no longer contact her, and cut off all the feelings that had grown up now. But it’s too late, it’s really too late, they are already married.
Wen Qinghan lowered his head, was silent for a long time, and said softly: “Okay, then you go back and have a good rest, and I will see you before I leave for the crew.”
Shi Qingqiu closed his eyes, held back his tears, let go of Wen Qinghan, and turned back, staggering undetectably.
Just like last night, Wen Qinghan watched Shi Qingqiu leave, watched the door opened and closed, his eyes focused.
She told herself over and over again in her heart that even if I lose, I have no regrets, but if I win, you will be the most precious treasure for the rest of my life.