Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Chapter 228 Paying for Your Mistakes



"Even though you said these things to me today, I still have to pay for my mistakes. If I don't take the initiative to stand up and take responsibility for the mistakes I made, then Yichen will never forgive me As a mother, for me as a mother, how important it is to be forgiven by my son. In my eyes, I don't expect how rich and wonderful my life can be, and I don't expect whether I I can go back to the Zhang family and live with him, and I don't expect him to be with me in the future. I just hope that he can forgive me as a mother for what I owe him, because all these years, under his care In my eyes, I abandoned him. I admit that it was my mistake. I shouldn’t have abandoned him so selfishly and went abroad alone. Over the years, I have been reflecting on myself all the time. Is there anything wrong with doing this? In my eyes, I didn't see my son. I only regarded my own freedom as more important than my own family and my own parents. I never thought about him at all. At that time, I only It is enough to think that I can live a happy life. How could I have thought that my child would also need the company of this mother. Maybe it is because of this that he hates me to the bone. He has not called me for so many years Mom, the only time I heard him call me mom, in the end, because of what I did, this hope was completely shattered. I have done so many wrong things, and no one has held me accountable. I am very grateful, but people You must learn to grow, and even if you learn to grow, you must first dare to bear the mistakes you have made." Xia Jing said to Ran Zhihan: "Zhihan, in fact, I have already seen that you really have him in your heart. , you loved him deeply, you even gave up your life for him, but in the end it was because I threatened you with your parents that I pushed you to where you are today, do you know? When you rushed out to block your parents In front of you, when I saw the knife directly into your heart, I knew that you are a strong person. Auntie said a word to you from the bottom of my heart, whether you are a commoner daughter or not, I will not I look down on you, because I was born as a commoner myself, and I will not look down on a commoner. The only reason why I wanted to separate you from my son was because I was afraid that you would not be able to become a good housemate in the future, and that you would hold him back and let him He, who is recognized by the world as the emperor of the world economy, is ridiculed by others. You know, for him, he doesn't care about anything, but for our family, he can't, because his future reputation represents the whole world. The family represents the Zhang Group, and the grandpa represented, you should be very clear in your heart how much his grandpa loves face."

"I know, I know that grandpa cares about face very much. If grandpa didn't care about face, he would not have sent me to study abroad. Of course, he sent me to study abroad for my own good. He wanted me to continue to study myself and put myself To cultivate an elite who is beneficial to society, nothing is more important to Grandpa than Yichen. In his heart, Yichen is everything to him. He can have no company, no dignity, lose his own face, and even He can abandon his own principles, but he can't lose his precious grandson. Auntie, in fact, what you did is not heinous. The only thing you shouldn't do is that you shouldn't hurt your son again and again. In his eyes, his grandfather's happiness is his happiness, and even my status is not as good as his grandfather's. I have lived with each other for 20 years, do you think this relationship can be replaced casually? For more than ten years, grandpa could do nothing for him, and worked so hard to bring him up, but as soon as you came back, you wanted him to recognize you, the parents who abandoned him, how could you let him accept it? Everyone will have a rebellious period, although his rebellious period has long passed, but in her heart she is still not reconciled, you just abandon him like this, and then come back when you say it, and think about it as soon as you come back, let him call you mom and dad , Didn’t you think at the time that this is actually a difficult answer for a child who has been abandoned for so many years? You have never lacked anyone’s love, and you have never been sorry to anyone, even if I lie down today Being motionless here has nothing to do with you, and you didn’t feel sorry for me. The only person you’re sorry for is him, because you abandoned him and made him suffer, don’t you know? When I met him in the valley At that time, his hands were covered with blood, the blood on his hands was scratched by branches during the training process, bloody and shocking, he didn’t cry, he was still smiling at me, that’s why, I like it His strength, because her strength surprised me, among the boys in the city, who can be as strong as him? Who can be as goal-oriented as him?"

Xia Jing heard what this girl said to herself, and she thought it made sense. Over the years, she knew how big a mistake she had made, what she had lost and what she had gained, when she looked back Only then did she realize that all this has long been in the past, and it is irreparable. Even if she wanted to make it up, she couldn't make it up. She knew that the love owed to a child is irreparable, but it was precisely because of this that she thought about it. How to choose a good wife for her son, but she still chose the wrong way of expressing her love for her son. She will let her son mistake her for a bad person again and again. responsible mother.

"Thank you for telling me so much today. Hearing your words made me feel more comfortable, but at the same time I was also very sad, because I only learned from your words that he has endured such torture over the years. He suffered a lot of grievances, but as a boy, he forcibly endured it. There was no one around him, and his parents were not by his side to accompany him. It's really not easy for a person to live strong until now, don't worry, from now on, I will never hurt him again, I will never do anything to make him sad again, I will treat him well, I will I believe that I will be able to find a correct way to express love, I will definitely be able to let him accept me as a mother again, and I will definitely be able to hear him calling me mother in my lifetime!"

After Xia Jing finished speaking, she left the ward and walked out. The conversation between her and Ran Zhihan in the ward was overheard by Zhang Yichen, Mr. Zhang, and Zhang Zhentian outside the door. None of them thought that Xia Jing would After saying such touching words, could it be that Xia Jing really changed her mind?

Ran Zhihan looked at the back of Xia Jing leaving, he suddenly felt a little lonely in his heart, she had never been sober like now, she got her favorite, she understood how much her lover cared about her, but she To choose to give up.

The three Lei Jian brothers learned that Ran Zhihan had been injured by a knife, and the three of them hurried to the hospital. When they arrived at the hospital, they saw Ran Zhihan lying on the hospital bed. Her face had recovered a little blood, and she no longer looked so pale and feeble. , he knew that Ran Zhihan was already recovering, and their hanging hearts could finally be let go.


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