I’m on the Road To Probation Paranoia

Chapter 122: The Real World (7)

“It doesn’t count.” Bai Han subconsciously wanted to deny it, but in retrospect, it really wasn’t such a wonderful memory.

Bai Han didn’t want to talk about the task world, especially Du Ruanlan.

Bai Han felt irritable for no reason, and said perfunctorily, “It’s quite a special dream, but it’s just a dream. After I woke up, I forgot all about it.”

Bai Han feels that forgetting is the best result for her, but when she thinks that if she really does emotional elimination, the two sisters will become completely irrelevant people, she is a little bit Hesitating, resisting from the bottom of my heart.

As if… she wanted to bury those two in her heart.

It will neither affect your normal real life, nor completely forget this experience…forget the two sisters.

Can do inner peace.

Bai Han involuntarily raised his eyebrows, the center of his brows tightened, and several deep grooves were formed, which could trap flies.

“His…” The cheeks stabbed and Bai Han took a deep breath.

“Sorry, I hurt you?” Du Ruanlan asked lightly.

Her voice sounded weird, but she couldn’t tell what was weird. If it was before, Bai Han must have asked it out of nowhere.

But since Du Ruanlan told her that she has someone she likes, Bai Han has a clear sense of boundaries towards Du Ruanlan, and will deliberately avoid many things that Du Ruanlan does not take the initiative to tell her , Although it is very likely that it is nothing but a very common thing, Bai Han is reluctant to inquire about it.

If Du Ruanlan is inconvenient to tell herself, it seems that she has overestimated the relationship between the two, and it is inevitable that she will be sad and lost. Even if Du Ruanlan reciprocates, he really considers himself a good friend who can talk about everything, but… The thought of Du Ruanlan talking about her favorite person, Bai Han’s mood is also very anxious, more like her throat than if she didn’t tell her.

Simply avoid talking about it, and deceive yourself as if there is no such thing.

It was thrown on the wife’s face, but the wife is a fool and sweet, as long as the husband hides it a little, he can cover it up with a few flawed rhetoric, and he will even accuse the other party of speaking ill of the husband when he is reminded next time, emotional intelligence And IQ seems to have been pressed to the ground and rubbed hard.

Bai Han didn’t understand very much before, but now, she seems to understand a little.

No one can wake up a person who is pretending to be asleep – maybe the wife is not unaware that her husband has cheated, and she may even know it earlier than anyone, more clearly, but she pretends I don’t know, deceiving others is also deceiving yourself, as if you don’t mention it and don’t remember it, you can pretend that there is no such thing.

Fairy tales will never write about the married life of a princess and a prince, so everyone thinks of their happy and loving life after marriage. And himself, like a princess in a fairy tale world, can live a happy and happy married life with the prince.

I could have avoided facing all these ugliness at all, be a foolish deceived, and happily continue to live in a false but beautiful fantasy.

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Can’t continue to decorate peace, maintain superficial harmony, forced to face the **** reality, face-to-face with the husband who lost his disguise and forced to expose his ugly face, accepting his own dedication and sacrifice is meaningless Yes, even the most ridiculous wives will naturally become angry and clumsily make up for themselves.

She was not deceived by her husband’s clumsy lies, but allowed herself to be immersed in the beautiful dream she weaved. She deceived everyone, including herself.

The current Bai Han is like facing someone’s cheating husband outside, as long as she thinks that Du Ruanlan doesn’t have someone she likes, then she really doesn’t.

Even though she noticed that Du Ruanlan was in a different mood, Bai Han didn’t ask, she changed the topic lamely: “How do you know I’m back from a business trip?” She didn’t touch anything outside. The living room was not in a state where there were people in the room at all, but Du Ruanlan seemed to be sure that she was at home, and she was completely knocking on the door aggressively if she didn’t enter the room.

After getting the medicine, Du Ninglan pinched her chin and looked at her carefully for a long time.

Although her gaze was right on her cheeks, her eyes were a little dark, and Bai Han’s scalp was numb when she looked at it. Can twist to the Pacific Ocean.

Her eyes swayed back and forth involuntarily, for fear that she would meet Du Ruanlan accidentally.

Bai Han felt that she had watched it for a century, like ants crawling around her body, she shivered.

Du Ruanlan released her hand, lowered her head to pack the medicine box, and said in a low voice, “It just feels like you are at home, come and have a look.”

Are you a radar?

Or is it a woman’s sixth sense, so accurate?

Bai Han complained for a while in his heart, but he didn’t bring it out on his face, nodded and said “oh” lightly.

The two were speechless, and there was only a slight crashing sound from Du Ruanlan packing the boxes.

But the quietness is not like the harmony and tranquility of the two of them spending afternoon tea time together before, one reading a book on the balcony, the other working in the living room, but a sense of embarrassment floating in the air The faint electric current stabbed Bai Han to restless and breathless.

Bai Han can’t wait to go downstairs and run two laps, shouting a few times to vent the inexplicable depression in his heart.

She just opened her mouth, but her stomach roared a few times out of time.

Bai Han: “…” The tips of his ears turned red, and he wanted to lie down again and return to the place where he fell.

“I fell asleep when I came back? Didn’t eat anything to make a cushion?” Du Ruanlan glanced at Bai Han and stood up, “It happened that I bought vegetables and made your favorite gold Baked corn and sweet and sour tenderloin, what else do you want to eat?”

She hurriedly stood up to stop her: “No, there are still quick-frozen dumplings and glutinous rice **** in the refrigerator, I’ll just cook them and eat them…”

Getting up too violently, Bai Han felt the world spinning for a while, his eyes were black, and he was about to fall to the ground with his head down.

Bai Han’s heart skipped a beat as if he was facing a terrifying black hole.

Du Ruanlan frowned: “Tired of this business trip?”

Bai Han shook his head and nodded, contradictingly said, “It’s okay.”

Du Ruanlan said disapprovingly: “No matter what, I can’t get over it with my body, knowing that I have low blood sugar, I have to remember to add some sugar from time to time, how can I go back and turn around? Sleep, what should you do if you have symptoms of palpitation, shortness of breath, and shortness of breath when you fall asleep? It’s very dangerous.”

Probably seeing Bai Han’s face is very bad, Du Ruanlan didn’t say much, went out for a while and came in again.

The house was filled with a warm and sweet smell of cocoa, Bai Han took a breath, and saw Du Ruanlan holding the mug she used. The mug is large and printed with a three-dimensional Mario pattern. There are two in total, hers is Mario wearing a red T-shirt, and the one Duran Lan uses is only wearing a green T-shirt.

The mug was steaming hot, and the mist blurred Du Ruanlan’s facial features and expression, Bai Han stared at her coming over.

Du Ruanlan put the cup in her hand: “Drink first, I’ll cook later.”

Bai Han held the cup, looked at Du Ruanlan’s back, lowered his head and took a sip.

Bai Han smacked her lips, and tasted that it was not made of ordinary cocoa powder, but made of her favorite piece of chocolate melted in hot milk.

Mellow but not greasy, Bai Han took several more sips, blood poured into his brain again, and the symptoms of dizziness disappeared immediately.

Du Ruanlan is Du Ruanlan… They are them, how can they be mistaken for one person?

Bai Han shook his head vigorously, and his head was about to fly out.

She thought, Du Ruanlan still has this kind of chocolate, but… her feeling has changed, she always hooks chocolate and love, she can’t be the same as before, just want to Said, no matter how much, the lion dared to open his mouth.

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I don’t know if I was distracted or if Du Ruanlan really didn’t go out for a long time, it felt like only a few minutes before Bai Han was called out to eat.

As soon as she walked out of the door, she was stunned.

Is this still her home?

Before going to bed, the living room was still full of dust, how could the window be so clean, like a new home.

Bai Han took a slight step back, stepped out of the door again, blinked hard, and reassured that he was right.

Du Ruanlan came out of the kitchen carrying the dishes, just when she saw her shocked and stupid look, he greeted her to come over for dinner, and explained: “You were sleeping when I came over, so I will take the room After a simple cleaning, I saw that you couldn’t wake up, so I knocked on the door.”

Bai Han suddenly remembered that she had not checked the time since she left the mission, and she did not know how long she had slept.

Looking around, seeing such a huge workload, she should have slept for a long time.

She glanced back at the wall clock in the living room: “Five o’clock?”

Looking at the sunset outside, the sunset glow was like fire, and it didn’t look like it was five o’clock in the morning.

Du Ruanlan sighed and said, “I came here at noon yesterday.”

“…” No wonder he slept with weak hands and feet and a splitting headache. It turned out that he had slept for almost a day and a night.

Bai Han put down the cup and sat opposite Du Ruanlan.

The aroma of the food came to her nostrils. She looked at the table full of her favorite food, and unconsciously moved her index finger so much that her mouth could not hold her saliva.

Bai Han asked: “Aren’t you going to eat?”

Du Ruanlan: “I’m not hungry for now, you can eat first.”

After staying in the nutrient solution for so long, and eating nothing after coming out, Bai Han’s stomach is about to be flattened, especially with such a delicious meal in front of him, Bai Han can’t wait to incarnate immediately To be gluttonous, all the food in one mouth goes into his stomach.

She picked up her chopsticks and first took a piece of meat from the belly of the steamed sea bass, squinting her eyes.

The fish is tender and the sauce is delicious and delicious.

The sweet and sour sauce is even more unique, sweet and sour, and the taste buds were immediately stimulated and sobered up. She almost kept stuffing the second piece of sweet and sour pork, and re-experienced what it means to be delicious.

Seeing that she likes to eat, Du Ruanlan also smiled a little: “Eat slowly, no one will rob you.”

Bai Han didn’t have time to respond to her ridicule, her mouth was full, and she felt that Du Ruanlan’s craftsmanship had taken a big step forward.

In fact, her cooking may not be as delicious as that of a restaurant chef, but every dish she cooks is very suitable for Bai Han’s taste, and it is completely tailor-made for Bai Han.

Bai Han thought sour as she ate, and didn’t know if she would have a chance to eat Du Ruanlan’s dishes again in the future, even if there were, she would definitely have to adjust the taste of the dishes for someone .

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She slumped on the stool and leaned back while eating.

She originally wanted to put the dishes in the kitchen, but she was so full that she couldn’t straighten her waist, so she had to give up.

Du Ruanlan also told her to eat less, but Bai Han didn’t listen at all, and she couldn’t help it, at this time, she frowned fiercely when she saw Bai Han’s discomfort: “Eating so much at once Too much, how can the stomach take it?”

She regretted it extremely. In order to let Bai Han eat different kinds of dishes at one time, she made a lot of dishes.

Du Ruanlan was afraid that she might have a problem, so she took a plate of hawthorn pills: “Eat some to help digestion.”

Bai Han didn’t reach out and exhaled, “Put it aside, I won’t be able to eat it anymore, I’ll eat it when it digests a bit on its own and makes room for it.”

Du Ruan Lan: “…”

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While Du Ruanlan was washing pots in the kitchen, Bai Han answered the phone.

It was a call from a colleague from the company’s emotional clearing department, asking why Bai Han didn’t do emotional clearing yesterday.

Is it not voluntary?

Bai Han was puzzled, and said casually, “I was too tired yesterday, so I didn’t bother to go up, I’ll go in two days.”

“Miss Bai, in view of the high level of your task and the serious emotional backlog, we suggest you come over as soon as possible.” The colleagues over there are very dedicated, “Are you free today? Time can come, we will make an appointment for you.”

Miss Sister’s voice is very gentle: “You can do it when you come, it will be very fast, it will not delay your time.”

“Today…” Bai Han said hesitantly, “I may not have time today, I will go in two days, I will definitely go in two days.”

There will be money for you there, and for the sake of your own interests, I still hope that you will come over as soon as possible.”

Payment? Haven’t they been beaten already? Did you get the documents yourself?

Bai Han licked his lips, always feeling that this colleague was faking and frightening himself, in order to deceive himself into the company.

Have you been working so hard these days?

As long as the notification is in place? It is difficult to persuade the success of the commission.

Bai Han said, “I really have something to do. I’ll go when I’m free.”

It just so happened that Du Ruanlan packed up, walked out with a shake of the water in her hands, and hung up the phone in a hurry as if she wanted a **** from a tiger behind her, and asked, “What’s wrong?”

“Company.” Bai Han’s heart was in a mess, and his tone was inevitably a little irritable.

Du Ruanlan wiped the water off her hands, sat on the sofa next to her, and asked, “Company? What’s the matter?”

Bai Han said, “I didn’t just come back from a business trip. There is a report I haven’t handed in. The company is urging me.”

“Are you in a hurry?” Du Ruanlan hesitated and said, “I have nothing to do today, I will take you to the company, hand in the report and come back?”

“No.” Bai Han didn’t even think about it, and refused.

Let’s not say that she hasn’t decided whether to do emotional cleansing or not, but that she has not told Du Ruanlan about the nature of her work, although it is not a disgraceful job, but when I think of Du Ruanlan Ruan Lan may know that she is in the game world with other people… She doesn’t want Du Ruanlan to know.

After speaking, Bai Han realized that he had overreacted, and Sansan explained: “The report hasn’t been written yet, and I don’t know how long it will take to write it. It’s not good for you to wait for me.”

Du Ruanlan said: “It’s okay, I just have a little thing to deal with.”

Bai Han pursed his lips and said, “Then you go.”

“…” Du Ruanlan stared at her.

Bai Han said embarrassedly, “It’s not an urgent report, I don’t want to work overtime today.”

After she finished speaking, she inadvertently raised her head and glanced at Du Ruanlan, and suddenly found that the other party’s face was a little strange, and before she thought about it, she heard Du Ruanlan ask her first: “What, what’s the matter? What? Need help? ?”

I don’t know if it’s Bai Han’s illusion, Du Ruanlan seems to want Bai Han to work overtime, and asks Bai Han why he didn’t go to the bottom of the story. Rest early.

Bai Han felt irritable for a while, his tone was tough, and he blocked back: “No, no, it’s nothing, just a little tired, I want to rest for a few more days.”

Du Ruanlan opened her mouth, probably because she was afraid that she would be really angry, but in the end she didn’t say anything.

She took a step further, the thorn on Bai Han’s body was a little harder, she took a step back, Bai Han was a little guilty, his eyes were evasive and dare not look at Du Ruanlan, otherwise he will definitely find Du Ruanlan’s His eyes have been following her closely, the desire and greed in his eyes are scary and scary.

She had nothing to do, leaned back casually, and pressed her hand on the remote control that was casually placed on the sofa.

She quickly turned on the TV, and a third-party voice sounded, which more or less eased the unnaturalness between the two.

Social news was being broadcast on the TV, a channel that Bai Han would never watch before, but in order to avoid talking to Du Ruanlan, she stared at the TV screen without blinking.

The male anchor introduced a criminal case with a dignified expression, saying that a girl in an art school couldn’t stand her boyfriend’s overpowering desire, such as seeing her talking to other boys It is said that she is flirtatious, seduces others, wears a little less and says she is immoral, and she is a sexist in her bones, and she cannot even tolerate her staying away from her line of sight for more than two hours. Phone bombing, once she went to the toilet without her mobile phone, her boyfriend came all the way to check the post, saying that she went to open a room with someone else, so he proposed to break up.

The girl’s limbs are bound and her mouth is blocked. In addition to being insulted and intimidated by her boyfriend every day, she has to listen to her boyfriend’s “affectionate” confession to her, saying that he also loves her too much She is gone, I can’t live without her.

The girl was frightened and frightened, and was tortured and abused severely. After a few days, she went.

Talk and laugh freely, and even insult the corpse several times.

When the girl’s parents were notified to take the girl away, the man stopped him frantically, shouting where are you taking my girlfriend, and let others take his wife with tears in his eyes Give it back to him, as if the girl is really alive, it’s terrifying.

Soon, the male anchor starts broadcasting the next news.

Du Ruanlan’s face was not quite right from now on, she glanced at Bai Han thoughtfully, and suddenly asked, “What do you think of that man just now?”

“Huh?” Bai Han was stunned for a moment, then came back to his senses, “What do you think? Don’t watch it!” She really didn’t like watching news, so she changed the channel again, this time it was a public participation A variety show, applicants challenge several consecutive water activities, and finally reach the end point is victory, and they can get prizes.

Water activities are not easy, there is a time limit, most people did not succeed, and they also contributed a variety of strange drowning postures. It was very interesting. Bai Han watched with relish and joy.

After listening to Du Ruanlan’s question, he obviously didn’t take it to his heart or think about it. He opened his mouth and said, “People with psychological problems like this should stay away as soon as possible.”

Du Ruanlan’s expression froze slightly, her nails slid across the sofa, almost digging out a hole.

Bai Han kept his eyes fixed on the TV screen, his mind was ups and downs with the jumping of the person who was passing the level, and he did not notice that Du Ruanlan heard her answer, the dark pupils changed It was eerie and strange, like the tranquility before the storm, her right hand clenched slightly, as if she was holding something and didn’t want to let go.

The author has something to say: Thank you for the little angel who threw the mine:

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution:, 10 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!