I’m not going to die

2 – Raeli Karis

“Are you here? young master.”

When he went to the carriage, he saw Caron waiting in front of him.

I wondered where he was going and he was preparing here.

As I walked, the driver who would escort me and the coachman who would drive the wagon greeted me.

After watching Caron open the carriage door for a while, she stepped inside the carriage.

And Caron followed and entered the carriage.

“…?”

Let’s get into the wagon together. I wanted to start like this, but Caron just stood there, staring at me.

“What are you doing, sit down.”

“Yep.”

The Karon I knew, at least, was thorough, and was characterized by not easily showing emotion to his master.

Typically, you can think of a maid who pursues the perfect style.

That kind of girl was a little different from usual.

I’m not sure why, but I didn’t care too much.

I was enjoying the quiet peace.

It had been a long time since I hadn’t had the urge to kill people.

It wasn’t that there was an enemy trying to kill me.

I closed my eyes and relaxed.

It didn’t take long for me to fall asleep.

**

‘The young master has changed.’

Caron was silent and sat across from Argal.

Bondi maids do not sit together with their superiors inside the wagon.

unless there is a specific reason.

Caron, however, sat inside the carriage and tolerated even Argal, who had to be questioned.

This was different from usual.

‘It’s been strange since this morning.’

As an exclusive maid who greeted the young master every morning and brought him water and clothes, she knew each and every trivial habit and behavior of Argal.

Humans are not machines, so these habits change little by little, but there is always some goodness in them.

But this time, something seems to have changed.

The being inside of it has completely changed.

From the moment I opened the door and greeted her, a strange atmosphere oppressed Caron.

‘Bocchan, where did you go?’

Caron was worried that he might be serving someone other than the young master.

But she had neither the strength nor the courage to reveal that fact.

I watch to see if the monster that took over the body of the young master is inside it, or if it’s just changed.

Argal, who fell asleep with his eyes closed in front of her, looked really calm.

**

Refreshing.

A word like that suited the sensation I was feeling the most.

It was the first sound sleep I had since having ‘immortality’ to fall asleep without any worries or madness that ate up my brain.

I spent a little more time adjusting my clothes.

It was not too far from the domain of the Briten family and Viscount Karis.

It is a distance that can be reached by a full carriage ride for about a week.

That’s why there were only four knights escorting me.

So the abduction of me was also done with ridiculous ease.

Kidnapping a boy as if nothing had happened was as easy as blowing his nose.

Dalgrak- Dalgrak-

The wagon gradually slowed down.

On a flat road, a roadside with traces of people coming and going was revealed.

Even though the estate of Baron Britain was a country estate, the estate of Viscount Karis was quite developed.

It consisted more or less of a city, and great walls surrounded his estate.

The guard saw the pattern engraved on the carriage and got out of the way.

The carriage proceeded smoothly and soon reached the castle.

The butler of the Karis family welcomed us.

“Prince Briten, nice to meet you.”

Rather than possessing the softness and administrative aspects of a butler, he possessed the firmness and heaviness typical of a soldier.

The viscount was a war hero.

That’s why most of the vassals by his side were also soldiers.

“I will leave the wagon.”

“Eat inside.”

I entered the castle with my knight and maid.

The title of viscount was not very high, but it was by no means low.

Correspondingly, the viscount’s castle was not luxurious, but neither was it simple.

The eyes of the castle users gather.

Since it was the marriage story of the young lady they served, it was natural for them to draw attention.

Those gazes stopped when I entered a room decorated with fancy decorations.

“Please wait for a while in the drawing room, I will bring the viscount.”

“I will.”

The wait wasn’t too long.

I see a large man who opened the door and came in.

The scar that runs down from the forehead to the cheek is impressive.

The red-haired viscount sat down with a cheerful smile.

“When did you send the letter, and you came so soon, it’s embarrassing to me.”

“no. Since we promised in advance, shouldn’t we see each other as soon as possible?”

“That is true too! It’s good, I really like it.”

Whatever it is, the sooner the better.

So, the fact that I arrived a little early made Viscount Karis smile with satisfaction.

“Oh, you forgot something important, come here.”

At the same time as those words, a girl who was half as tall as Viscount Karis followed.

Still, it wasn’t that he was short.

It was impossible to compare because Viscount Karis was so big that he was close to a giant.

Pink hair down to the neck.

It was a pale color compared to the blazing red of her father, Viscount Karis, and it was closer to pink.

A clear and confident gaze reflects her personality.

Seeing that your face hardened a bit, did you feel bad about something, or didn’t you like today’s marriage conversation?

The outfit was more like casual clothes that allowed more free movement than that of a noble lady.

It was light enough to hold a sword and practice right there.

In a way, it seemed very rude before the marriage talk.

Viscount Karis was at least a member of the aristocracy, so his expression looking at his daughter wasn’t as good, but he didn’t point it out too much.

Neither did I care.

It seems that Young Ae came here with the determination to break the marriage talk.

I don’t care.

If the target is someone I tried to kill with my own hands.

“Lady Raeli Karis.”

A curse given to immortality.

The madness that came with it.

The madness swallowed my emotions, and all that was left behind was my vengeance to kill the beings who made me this way.

The Karis family was on the verge of revenge.

It was the result of annihilating anyone who had anything to do with those who gave them immortality.

Since I visited this place and was kidnapped, it was a natural process and ending.

In reality, it turns out that the kidnapping that day had nothing to do with the Karis family… .

“Nice to meet you.”

However, I greeted her by calling her name without thinking deeply.

There is no need to put your heart into things that haven’t happened.

Now that I’m back… .

I became a Confucius from an innocent aristocratic family.

“…Nice to meet you.”

She replied in disapproval.

If you think about what happened with her and me, not much comes to mind.

My memory wasn’t accurate, and I didn’t really have anything specifically related to her.

Is there any particular reason why you hate others anyway?

Raeli doesn’t like me, so that’s probably why she’s trying to break up the marriage.

Marriage is a marriage that collapses easily even if only one dislikes it, and it couldn’t be established if the other did not want it.

Unless the two families inevitably have to be connected.

After the meeting with the young lady, Viscount Karis naturally left.

He said that he had work, and left with a perfectly reasonable excuse.

Apparently, since I was a guest, Raeli didn’t like it that much, but she stood up from her seat with a face that said she would guide her.

“Follow me.”

I walk after her.

The castle wasn’t grand, but it was dignified nonetheless.

There was only a quiet atmosphere in the small and quiet castle.

The young lady seemed to hate me, but she was faithful to the guidance.

It shows a quiet garden, and we walk together in a small flower garden in front of the castle and breathe in the cool air.

The gaze moved to the young lady’s waist.

I don’t know why, but she was wearing a real sword.

In the first place, the clothes are light enough to withstand high-intensity movements.

If you look at it differently, it looks like you’re armed to fight someone.

Even so, it wasn’t that he was wearing armor and was heavily armed.

It can be said that at least the conditions for fighting are met.

At some point it came and stopped.

There was no particular reason.

One by one, I remembered what had happened here and what kind of disaster had occurred.

Such a big thing happened, but I’m even more amazed that I completely forgot about it.

As I stood still, the young lady turned around and looked at me curiously.

The two red eyes trembled quietly.

Have you ever heard of what you had planned?

The feelings of concern were so intact.

Since this day, one of her eyes has been shattered.

There were more misfortunes and disasters.

It was almost as if he had been punished for doing so himself.

“Anything?”

“…anything.”

Even though I knew the outcome, I didn’t bother to change it and moved forward.

What the regressor should fear most is that the future will change.

It would be even more terrifying if what I knew could no longer be known through a trivial act.

For now, I just let it flow.

If you change it, you can change it later.

**

Raeli Karis.

She hated the weak.

She loathed those who were frightened by the slightest thing and ran away.

Because I was taught that way by my father.

He was a born knight who was honored for his merits in the war.

Raised by a knight father, the young lady practiced the sword and worked hard to become a great knight.

That’s why her disposition also disliked the weak who were not suited to the battlefield.

A coward who runs away before he can draw his sword, a weakling who cannot kill an ant by stepping on it.

Confucius named Argal is very similar to those elements without a mistake.

A boy who seemed so innocent and so kind.

In fact, it’s elements that other young girls would be crazy about, but to be honest, she didn’t like it.

A strong person who will lift his head up and overcome any adversity or adversity.

that was what she wanted

“Father, do I have to see him?”

“The Britten family is geographically a place to be connected. Raeli, besides, isn’t Argal such a bad groom?”

It was not wrong.

He’s handsome, kind, and considerate of others.

Seriously, there was no one like him.

Quite a few aristocratic men could be considered even more special considering that they treated women’s bogies as their property.

Even if Viscount Amman Charis didn’t like Argal’s personality, it was only natural that her only daughter’s husband would just want to be nice.

If so, Raeli had her own way.

The forest near the viscount’s house was sometimes haunted by monsters.

In fact, it’s a phrase that can’t really be established that monsters come from homesteads that should be safer than anywhere else, but the monsters that come out are weak, and Raeli herself has even caught them.

It was also a place frequented by knights of the Viscount’s family for training.

What would happen if I showed that monster to that Gongja?

If she runs away, she will abandon her attachment to Argal.

If he told his father about this, Viscount Karis would not want to marry a man who abandoned his young daughter in a dangerous situation and ran away.

If she tries to fight with her even a little bit, if she dares to step out, he will change her mind too.

Even if they are weak on the outside, they are strong in dangerous situations.

It was much better than those who usually pretend to be strong or strong.

– Krrr…

After passing through the vast manor and arriving in the forest, a green-skinned monster appeared.

It was a goblin.