If You Raise Three Idols Well They Will Confess Their Love chapter 223
223 – Final – Confession Attack END
Episode 223
I sat on the terrace and watched the stars.
The stars were shining so brightly that it was difficult to compare them to the sky seen in Korea.
Because we divided our actions with the opposite s*x, distributed our facial expressions and coordinated our gaze.
I have never had a moment where I looked blankly at the sky like this.
Well, because there is no added value in this action.
However, today, I suddenly wanted to look at that star.
I sat on one side of the two chairs at the table, hit the beer can I was holding against the beer can next to me, and drank.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
After repeating the action over and over again, I took the last sip and tried to hit it again with the beer can.
Ta-da.
I looked to the side.
And then I saw Sun Taeyang holding a can and bumping into it.
“Why are you drinking alone? “Leave the other person here alone.”
The man who said that opened the can and drank the whole thing.
“Is there some balance now?”
“…”
After staring at that face blankly for a moment, I smiled slightly and said.
“What about my sisters?”
“Everyone fell asleep.”
“… Wow.”
I said with a little admiration.
“You won 3 to 1.”
“No… Uh… , So.”
With a heated face, he stuttered like a broken robot and gently changed his words by touching his head.
“… Ha, I don’t know either.”
“What is it?”
“How to resolve this situation itself.”
“What is there to solve? “This is the solution now.”
“… This is the solution? “The situation hasn’t gotten worse?”
I laughed and spoke to Seon Tae-yang, who was shaking in distress.
“Have some fun. Starting a harem with three top-class idols isn’t something anyone can do, right? Since I did it voluntarily, there is no pressure. You don’t have to feel tired to maintain it. Hey, isn’t this perfect?”
“…”
“And now that we’ve come this far, Director Seon isn’t the type to run away.”
“… You can’t run away. “I made those kids behave like that.”
“So what should I do? Accept it. A harem.”
Sun Taeyang looked at me, scratched his head, chuckled, and then looked up at the sky.
A sky full of stars.
Instead of looking at the stars in the sky together, I saw the stars in his dark eyes.
And asked.
“Why didn’t you do a regression?”
At those words, Sun Taeyang looked at me.
“… “Don’t you ever feel like you want to erase all these annoying incidents and accidents and start over again?”
This was also a guess. A guess that came from thoroughly analyzing what the reward would be while confirming the words of the sisters, his usual speaking habits, and the existence of a system.
However, it was a very likely guess.
As I suspected, he easily admitted it.
“Yes, there was. Among the suggestions made by the system was a reward called regression. … But, I didn’t want to do it.”
“… Why?”
“I thought, ‘Could I go back in time and replicate everything perfectly? Fixing just a few mistakes you don’t like? … Well I guess I can’t do that. “I’m sure I touched something wrong and it changed.”
“How much will it change if you fix that? Is it that important?”
“It’s important.”
Sun Taeyang said, smiling at me with eyes filled with stars.
“Because what I love is you and your colleagues at this moment.”
“…”
… Yes, that kind of man.
The man I understood was that kind of man.
Stuffy, stupid, and brat-like.
So that…
Thoughts filled my world as if it were sunset.
In that tsunami, my mask was rotting and breaking down to the point that even its existence became blurred.
Mask… , That is, without a single piece of acting that Oh Yu-ri has cultivated all her life.
For the first time in my life, I looked at the man in front of me with a face that had nothing to hide.
Because I didn’t want to cover it anymore.
Sun Taeyang took out a handkerchief from his arms and wordlessly wiped the tears from my eyes.
She thought as she felt that touch.
I am a broken human being that only very few people can understand. I am really, really fortunate that it was that man named Seon Tae-yang who helped me understand.
“You are such a stupid person.”
“Haha… , I already know. Still, I like living like this. I feel fortunate. Furthermore, I like myself like this. Because I think we can be together in this place because we are a country like this.”
“… “Really, really, you’re an idiot.”
He continued to wipe away the tears that continued to flow.
The tears that had been streaming down my frozen wax doll-like face gradually fell into sleep under his touch
We looked at the sky together.
A blue light was rising beyond.
The stars that had been shining as if burning themselves were also being embraced by the light of the sun that was ending the night.
Morning was coming.
“…”
Sun Taeyang said while looking at the sky.
“Yuri.”
“Yes?”
“Why are you here?”
He was looking at me.
“Actually. I may have thought wrong, but I thought there was no reason for you to take the lead in this situation. It’s tiring, difficult, and dangerous, but there’s no gain and no motivation.”
“…”
“So I wanted to ask you why you had to do this.”
“… “What did I do?”
“That harem was all suggested and created by you.”
“… By any chance, do you want to talk about where responsibility lies? Hmm… , I apologize for that. I made a mistake because I acted on my own, right? … But what can I do? Finally, we arrived here. Please accept it calmly.”
I spoke playfully, as if I were a friend to him on a regular basis.
“To be honest, even if you are cooperative, you will have a hard time maintaining a harem with three older sisters.”
Then the sun looked sad, shook its head, and said.
“I don’t want to blame myself for the situation in front of me right now. Because that’s something I just have to face and bear. And because I understand that everything you’ve done has been a way for me, Winter, Fall, and Summer. … It may be a bit extreme, embarrassing, and indifferent, but in the end, it’s the same.”
He was a truly soft man.
The kind man looked at me with sadness in his eyes and said.
“… However, the fact that you, who put in so much effort and helped me and everyone else, got nothing. “I thought it would be a little sad.”
“…”
“What are you hoping for? “If I can give it to you, I want to fill it.”
… Why did I make this choice? Or what did you hope for?
“…”
Gaeul also said this on the plane.
‘… Yuri, why are you doing this?’
I couldn’t answer at that time.
At that moment, I couldn’t even figure out why I made this choice.
Because it was something that should never have been done based on calculation and reason.
I couldn’t explain my actions with logic.
Yes, I was that kind of person.
A person who only moves when he can explain things.
However, if it was related to Sun Taeyang in front of me, I could change very easily.
I didn’t know the reason.
But now I felt like I knew.
Han Eun-byeol, who was holding a bloody fire extinguisher, said.
‘Chunja, you will never be able to □□.’
Noise struck.
It seemed like my head was blocking me from thinking about that word.
She thought it was nothing and was not important, but she was mistaken in thinking that it was.
Because the defense mechanism inside me thought it would be a stigma and a curse.
And only now did the noise disappear and I accepted those words.
‘Chunja, you will never be able to love.’
That’s because that statement is wrong.
“I have a wish. But why don’t you think of that reason as a reward for raising me well?”
“You may not know about the other three, but I didn’t raise you. Instead, you helped me, right?”
“Hehe, well, that’s right. … I had a hard time being influenced by my older sisters. “I feel proud that he made it this far without suffering mental illness, such as confessing while attempting suicide on a railing or threatening to commit suicide with someone on a light plane.”
“Well, it’s not like I’m going mentally ill. Those kids conveyed my emotions to me, so why would I get mentally ill? I was embarrassed at the time, but it was unexpected, so it was natural. So it wasn’t that big of a deal. … Because it is a common occurrence, it is also called a confession attack.”
“What kind of confessional attack is that? What the sisters did should not be expressed with cute words like confession and attack. If I were to express it, it would be like confessional terrorism.”
“No, it was still the kids doing it, but it was a bit of a terrorist attack…”
“This guy really can’t do it. “I’ll tell you.”
I just grabbed his head and pulled it.
And then we kissed.
He flinched in embarrassment, but I never let him go.
After the first kiss of my life, which seemed long yet short, I spoke to Sun Taeyang, who was looking at me with a blank face, without being able to control the smile that appeared.
“This is a confession attack.”
Sun Taeyang cracked like a broken robot, as if he was experiencing cognitive dissonance.
And he spoke without being able to hide his embarrassment.
“Wait a minute, what is this… ” . “Eup!”
To be precise, I was trying to say.
I held his head again and kissed him before he could finish speaking.
This time, I mixed it with my tongue.
Paha.
I said, kissing him to the point where I couldn’t breathe.
“I told you that you would have to go through some trouble to maintain a harem with three older sisters, right?”
His rigid eyes, his, his looking at me, his red cheeks, his slightly trembling lips, everything about him was so, so cute. Also, it was lovely.
So I smiled and spoke the brightest I have ever seen in my life.
“That’s too bad. There were actually four people.”
“So now…”
“I like it.”
“…”
A screwed-up person who cannot embrace the emotion of love.
Since I thought it was me, I thought that a person named Oh Yu-ri should not be next to him.
The person who should be by his side is as much love as he sends… No, I thought it had to be someone who would love him much more than that.
And I thought he already had three people like that.
But now I won’t give up because of those thoughts.
It doesn’t matter how much love the sisters have.
It doesn’t matter whether she saw the future, death, or regression.
It doesn’t matter that I’m a broken person who is born with little to no emotions.
“I love you!”
Because this feeling will not be defeated by anyone.
-Complete-