I Was the Tutor of the Northern Duke’s Eldest Son.

“….”
“….”
“….”
“What do you want to say?”
“…. I’m sorry.”
Kyle is completely bowing before me in apology.
He genuinely looks remorseful, unlike his usual self.
It’s not just meaningless words; he’s actually bowing.
“Ha….”
So many thoughts are swirling in my head.
On a typical morning like this, this wouldn’t have happened at all.
It makes sense since there’s rarely been anything between us that deserved such an apology.
But… this time, it truly couldn’t be helped.
Really.
If it were any other time, I wouldn’t be this angry…. But today was different.
Really.
“Ha….”
“….”
Kyle, in an unusual state, is bowing on the floor without saying anything.
Well, that’s understandable.
After all, Kyle is young, and I was also going a bit crazy.
Of course, the reason I was so disoriented was entirely Kyle’s fault, but I wasn’t completely innocent either.
If I had said not to, Kyle probably would have stopped.
“What do I do now…”
It’s not an immediate danger.
Yeah, the odds aren’t overwhelmingly high, only three times….
“…three times….”
“…!”
What should I really do?
Since this world isn’t modern but rather medieval fantasy, it’s really… confusing.
Well, to be precise, there should be ways to find a solution.
After all, the history of contraception is long.
And, with magic being a thing… there must have been plenty of options.
But the problem was that we hadn’t been considering that at all.
“…Kyle.”
“Yes….”
“Buy contraceptives.”
“…Yes.”
What’s done is done… There’s nothing we can do.
Well, there’s nothing we can do about it.
After all, it’s been a while since the deed was done.
Since we did it just last night… at the very least, it’s been over five hours.
For what we just did…. I guess I should go find Louise or visit a healer, and if a sudden situation like this arises again….
“No matter what, I didn’t expect it to happen so suddenly… ha…”
“…I’m sorry….”
This time, I really couldn’t help it.
So, I keep exhaling my frustration.
“First… let’s go wash up. Maybe there’s a way to get it out with my fingers.”
“…Yes.”
The situation was frustrating in many ways, but for now, I decided to move to the bathroom with Kyle.
After all, there’s surely something left inside.
Today isn’t an urgent day, but I can’t help but worry.
“…But it’s not like I actually produced anything!”
“…I’m sorry.”
“It wasn’t an urgent day, but still… not saying anything about it was really wrong.”
“…I’m sorry.”
While I didn’t feel bad, the problem arose after everything, when the morning came, and I sobered up.
It wasn’t supposed to be a dangerous day, but just in case… really just in case…
“Ha.”
It’s seriously dizzying.
*
“But, I really feel like I’m experiencing too much.”
“…That’s true.”
“How many times did I reach climax just from your fingers?”
It was genuinely absurd.
Had that event not occurred yesterday, I might have enthusiastically gone all the way with Kyle.
Of course, it was practically foreplay, but I only had Kyle’s fingers graze a few times, and I completely lost it.
Really.
If Kyle hadn’t done that last night… I would have gone for it in full.
It was also thanks to Kyle that I was scraped inside by his fingers.
“Ugh….”
Anyway, for now, the immediate crisis was extinguished.
It wasn’t a dangerous day, so this should suffice.
Really.
“Next time we do this, we absolutely have to have contraceptives ready, got it?”
“…Yes.”
“I’m not angry at you; I’m just saying this because of you.”
It was a slightly awkward thing to say, but it was the truth.
I wasn’t upset.
It was just that it had been an intensely frustrating morning.
“All of a sudden, it’s not even a year since the Duke got married, so we can’t just have a baby. Besides, you’re going to have to take over everything Dad does soon.”
“That’s… true.”
“Then it’s obvious you’ll be busy, and I’ll be busy helping you.”
I knew about the Duke, or rather, my father’s wandering tendency.
Kyle knew too.
That’s why I was even more worried.
“In such a situation, if we suddenly created an unplanned child… it would be really tough, right?”
“Yes.”
“That’s why I am saying this. Don’t be too gloomy. Got it?”
“…Yes, I’ll be careful.”
Kyle said that and embraced me.
If it had been in the morning, I would have told him not to do that since I was still disoriented, but now… well, I just went along with it.
After all, I had just moments ago given in to Kyle’s hands, so why would I refuse such a hug all of a sudden?
Plus, I had extinguished a pressing crisis anyway.
There was really no reason to react negatively.
“Ugh… well, it still feels nice like this.”
“….”
“Seriously, don’t be gloomy or anything.”
Kyle was really overdoing the remorse thing.
If it were any other time, I would have brushed it off casually, but today he looked remorseful in an intense way.
“Okay? Got it…?”
“…I got it.”
“Good. A man shouldn’t be overly insecure.”
While being embraced by Kyle, I gently patted his back.
Being overly insecure didn’t suit him… and well, the situation was pretty much resolved?
Of course, it would be wise to visit Louise shortly.
“But… Kyle, are you really a stallion? When you released inside, it really felt… wow.”
“…Was it?”
“Seriously! It felt like something was splashing around inside….”
I used to think all those claims were fictitious, but it genuinely didn’t make sense.
I never expected that I would feel anything while he climaxed inside.
I knew the volume was substantial, but that it could be felt to such an extent… truly…
“When you just scraped it out, a lot came out. Imagine that suddenly getting shot inside. You’d really feel it, right?”
“Um… I don’t really want to imagine that….”
“Ah.”
I guess that makes sense.
For me, it was direct experience, but Kyle… well… being a guy, he probably wouldn’t want to imagine being released inside.
Naturally.
“Then let’s stop imagining about it.”
*
“Uh… your brother did that…?”
“Well, it was a bit of a mishap. Just… a momentary lapse in excitement.”
“Wow… I never thought he’d do that….”
“Well, Kyle is a man too.”
Today, I was chatting with a cute young lady.
Since my previous conversation with Adela, I found myself talking to her more frequently and had become a bit accustomed to it.
“…Not all men are like that, right?”
“Hmm… maybe?”
Adela seemed to have a strong infatuation with some unknown person.
Perhaps, she had certain fantasies about men.
In reality, the male species often think with what’s between their legs instead of their brains.
Considering she had always been in a castle and had little interaction with boys her age, it was understandable.
“That person would never do that!”
“…Hmph.”
How cute.
Her fantasies about men seemed… profound.
Like a girl who’s obsessed with shoujo manga.
“But isn’t that kind of nice?”
“Yes?”
Adela expressed pure confusion at my statement.
Well, she hadn’t met many men, and she probably spent more time with women.
That made sense.
“During the day… a bit timid and always treating Adela gently… the kind lover…”
In fact, I was mixing in many of Kyle’s traits.
He usually did show a somewhat timid side, right?
Of course, at night… he could be quite assertive.
“Suddenly, becoming a beast and unleashing his desires… ha…”
Kyle, in a heightened state at night, suddenly came to mind.
In many ways, he was quite impressive… yes.
“…Will he absolutely never do that?”
“Do you really think so?”
“Y-yes….”
“Exactly who he is, I don’t know, but during the day, he seems so kind that you might mistake him for timid… yet at night, he….”
“Haah…”
It seems like that fits Adela’s preferences as well.
Which makes sense… after all, the whole “gentle by day, a beast by night” trope has been popular for ages, right?
The man who was gentle during the day turns feral at night.
In fact, this is a characteristic that many men secretly adore.
A woman boss who’s tough and excessively hysterical during the day, but at night, she’s begging beneath them.
I suppose… this is a story many would enjoy.
“…That might not be so bad…”
“Right?”
Look at that.
The girl in front of me, who’s not even an adult yet, seems to be enjoying it!
Of course, I did wonder if it was right to be sharing this with someone who’s not even of age… but well.
I wasn’t saying anything bad, right?
“Of course, it’s more than fine even if it doesn’t happen.”
“…Sofia, you’re more feminine than I expected.”
“…Huh?”
Feminine?
Why is this coming up out of nowhere?
Coming from Adela, no less.
“I didn’t know you were like this. You were my brother’s private tutor before, so it was natural to think you were a bit more rigid.”
“Ah….”
That makes sense.
Well.
I suppose I have changed a bit since then.
After all, I married Kyle.
I had gone through life experiences… well, “wisdom” feels too old for me, but my quality was different now?
“You feel a lot friendlier now, and I think I understand a bit why your brother likes you.”
“Is that so?”
“Yes, you used to only wear formal clothes, but now you wear pretty outfits, and we’re even talking about girl stuff, so it feels even more like it.”
“Haha… I’m glad to get closer to you, Adela.”
It felt a little overwhelming since Adela seems to view me as an incredibly nice person.
But still, it felt good.
After all, this was the first time I was getting close to someone as cute as a younger sister.