chapter 31
31 – Radioactive Garbage Recycling Garbage
It is very difficult to change a person’s character.
Even if you know deep down that it’s problematic and needs to be changed, it’s not really easy to actually put it right into action.
This is because humans are basically animals that do not like change and have the instinct to seek immediate convenience first.
However, the existence of a human being that is difficult to change like this…
Extreme change was not entirely without a way to go through.
An event big enough to shock the human spirit…
When you experience it, the metal that has the name of the personality that has been so resistant to change changes its appearance like steel that has gone into a flame and melted.
The process is obviously painful and painful, and in severe cases, humans cannot overcome it and eventually become mentally exhausted or even lose their lives in severe cases.
However, if you overcome such painful times and finally succeed in refining your new self…
Humans will be able to obtain the change they have longed for.
Do you succeed in changing and live a different life than before?
Or do you die inside it like a butterfly that couldn’t get out of its cocoon?
It was entirely at the will of the person, and no one could be sure of its outcome.
And… at this moment…
– Pajik!
-bang!
In the middle of a bloody battlefield…
Like a worm floundering in a cocoon, she is still lost,
He was still wandering, trapped in the web of anguish.
“… ”
“hey! What are you doing?”
Yujin’s urgent voice came from the side.
However, while listening to this, she…
Najisun, an S-rank hunter, was just staring ahead with a stunned expression while holding her weapon, the black spear, in her hand.
The Abyss running towards you right in front of your eyes
Their pure fighting power, which had an appearance reminiscent of a rhinoceros, was not even close to Jiseon’s toes to put it coldly.
Although it was a mid-level Abyss with strong power, considering Jiseon’s fighting method and her superpower, they were in fact only bland enemies belonging to the position of superstar.
But.. nevertheless, Ji-seon showed no signs of wielding a weapon or trying to use his abilities.
No, rather, at this moment, she was just silently watching the abyss rushing towards her in front of her eyes, feeling like a doll with no ambition.
“Najiseon! What are you doing! Wake!”
Right after that, Eugene hurriedly shakes her body and shouts at her.
At the urgent voice of her colleague, Ji-sun was able to turn her attention to the situation that was happening in front of her eyes for a very short time.
“… uh?”
“Oh no! Wake up and focus on your mission! If it’s your ability, those guys are one shot!”
“..Ah..Uh..Yeah..Okay..Uh.”
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Ji-sun manages to regain her senses at Yu-jin’s words and straightens her weapon.
And then. She aimed the tip of the spear at the abyss running towards her, as if aiming a gun.
and..
-Pajijik!!!
“Kueeaek!”
“Chur uh uh!”
The next moment, a line of electric shock extended from the tip of her spear, and the Abyss exploded into pieces the moment it hit.
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Just a while ago, when they ran towards the formation with terrifying momentum, they turned into mush, but…
Seeing Jiseon like this, Yujin put on a not-so-bright expression.
‘..As expected.. I don’t think it can go on like this..’
*
‘Why…why did it end up like this?
Watching the situation in front of her eyes, Sena felt a burning sensation in her stomach.
After Lee Jin-hyun left and Choi Han, the new assistant, left scarily after the one-month reserve period, the replacement race continued.
The adjutants who had stayed here for the past few months continued to change every month due to various minor pretexts, and in this situation, of course, the 28 guild’s normal missions became virtually impossible.
Even if he barely manages to take the time and proceeds with the mission by half-threatening his adjutant, the best is only B-class.
In the end, Senna, who couldn’t stand such a miserable misery, forced the A-class mission this time, but the decision came back with what could be called the worst result.
The Hunters of the 28th Guild returned after barely finishing their A-class missions.
It was an A-class mission that had been completed without major problems like everyday life until just a while ago, but this time the results were truly devastating.
Among the hunters who participated in the operation, there was not a single person who was not injured, and even one A-class hunter was diagnosed with hospitalization for half a year.. In fact, he was discharged.
In this way, while receiving the worst report card in history among A-class missions that had been carried out so far, the guild master Senna, who pushed ahead with this mission, finally began to recognize the seriousness of the situation.
Unlike the first time when there was a problem with basic weapon inspection, this time she was in a situation where she had finished preparing as thoroughly as she could, and even though she was reluctant, she followed the orders of her adjutant as much as possible and started the operation. came
However, the result left only scars and glory, and the name of the 28 guild was once again disgraced.
‘Fundamentally, the biggest problem is that the adjutants try to get out of the way by any means when they come to a new place. First of all, I have to deal with it from this point no matter what.’
So, Sena tries to find a solution on her own.
However, even in the midst of this, there was one fact that she could never admit to, even though it was clear that it was the root cause of this incident.
Adjutant Jinhyun Lee.
The starting point for the 28th guild, which had been on a winning streak, to fall like it is now, was after he was kicked out of this place by Sena’s hand.
However, for this part,
Senna couldn’t accept this no matter what.
‘We became like this because that guy disappeared? There’s no way that would be the case.. He didn’t look that good, and his work was slow, and he always threw up at my words. There’s no way our 28 guild… the best hunter guild in Korea, which I’m leading, could have become so pathetic!’
It didn’t matter what the realistic possibilities were.
The important thing is, she was never wrong.
Even if there was a problem, it was only the fact that it was not her fault, but the fault of the people around her and the environment.
So far… just like the life she’s been living.
‘This must be because all the guys called adjutants who come here are sloppy guys. Now that it’s like this, I’ll have no choice but to put the story upstairs myself. Even if I have to speak directly to my father if necessary…’
*
In a dark, deep room…
In a forgotten place that hardly anyone visits now…
Najisun, an S-class hunter, was shedding tears while crouching.
Various papers and notes piled up in the room.
And the little things he left behind.
Among the only traces that person left behind,
Even though time has passed, she still does not disappear,
No, on the contrary, as time went on, I was struggling with the guilt that began to reveal the truth more and more clearly.
‘I… I… was a fool… just because he accepted my feelings casually… that didn’t mean I could treat that person as I pleased… but… but I… a guy named me…’
She had never been able to control her emotions.
In addition.. even though she knew it was wrong, she did not sincerely try to fix it, and simply dismissed it as an uncontrollable disease and left it unattended.
However, her complacent attitude eventually came to an end.
She had let go of the first person she had a crush on,
Now this was coming for her with so much pain and regret.
‘What should I do?.. at this rate… at this rate, I really can’t do anything… without oppa… without Jinhyeon oppa, nothing like me…’
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Ji-seon feels even more desperate as she recalls the pathetic battle that took place today.
Na-sun herself knew better than anyone else that she was in a very dangerous situation right now, even though she didn’t get into a major accident at the last moment due to Yujin’s actions.
The evil she committed against Jinhyeon and the guilt she felt for it.
If this isn’t resolved… she was feeling keenly that she would never be able to live a normal life.
That moment when Ji-seon was suffering in deep despair and pain…
In her eyes, she saw a picture frame hanging on one side of Jinhyeon’s room.
A frame with a single message written on it, not a picture.
In it… the following words were written.
-When you’re frustrated, move first-
“… ”
For Ji-seon, a word that seemed to touch his heart.
The moment she saw it, in Ji-seon’s heart, it was very faint… However, to her trapped in the darkness, it started to feel as if a point of light was coming in that seemed too bright.
‘okay. Rather than staying like this… that would be much better. I would rather go to the place where Jinhyeon oppa is in the time to struggle while suffering. Then I bowed my head and apologized to my brother..’