chapter 31
31 – 5.5 Faberde Abduction-Dream.
A while has passed since Trainee A came to this world.
Recently, trainee A’s class attitude is not good.
I don’t know what he’s been doing all night alone in his room, but looking at the puffiness under his eyes, I thought it might not be a good thing.
She watched her apprentice with displeasure.
When her trainee A looked up and saw herself, she turned her head away as if nothing had happened.
“Hmph. Did you know that seeing things like that would make a difference?”
Faverde was angry.
If I had to borrow childish rhetoric to express it, she was upset.
She wasn’t narrow-minded enough to pout because her trainee A had a bad attitude in class.
Just. It was because trainee A had been strangely avoiding her recently.
I don’t even say hello in the morning, which I used to do every day.
Even if I talk to you from this side, the answer is Eoyoung, Booyoung.
We didn’t talk at mealtimes, and we didn’t even talk about cheap romance that we used to tell from time to time.
‘If you have a complaint, say it in words.’
The first time Trainee A felt that she was avoiding him, she tried to talk.
But as usual, he avoided the conversation, saying, “What’s the matter?”
My stomach feels stuffy like I ate a hundred sweet potatoes.
Is it the same horn as usual? The guy who greeted me every time, talked to me first, and talked to me at mealtime..!
Anyway, Trainee A’s attitude these days has been very arrogant.
I’m not doing this because I’m curious about what’s behind the scene where the main character weeps only belatedly after the death of his enemy, fiancé, and terminally ill count.
Feelings of Her Life Being alone for decades, she was inexperienced in human relationships, so Dyers’ changed attitude was hard to understand.
Did I train too hard?
Are you being too harsh?
There was no time to be messing around with her like this.
By nature, she is cool and pursues speed, and she is used to drawing conclusions quickly.
He started to distance himself.
“It’s the same this time.”
When he was called [Hell Instructor] In his lifetime, the students always kept a distance from him.
‘That person is the devil himself. You force your own standards every day. The classes are insanely strict.’
‘Honestly, I’m sick of it. Every time I see his face, I’m scared to death.’
‘…I hate to see it. That devil…’
“…….”
Students with potential are sharpened and polished like a sharpened blade. That’s it.
Because I have lived with that educational philosophy all my life, I don’t know how to approach students kindly.
…It worked better. Because Trainee A is a person who will disappear soon.
It’s very unfortunate that he distanced himself in the first place, but he might have done what he should have done instead.
Trainee A is just a student. He won’t be much different from them.
Although she knew that her expression was distorted, she tried to ignore it.
If that side ignores it, that’s all if this side also confidently ignores it.
An eye for an eye. To this is
“Demon…”
For Faberde, a bit of sadness coming from deep inside his heart was greater than reason as an instructor.
As a result, trainee A turned his head and ignored the conversation.
Either way, he focused on her training without paying attention to her at all.
The more that attitude continued, the more misunderstood it was, and they treated me the same way.
I didn’t mind it when other students ignored me, but it was very intense for trainee A to ignore him.
I don’t know why it’s so different.
“Your push-up posture is wrong! Do it right, trainee A!”
“When are you going to finish this? The slugs will be faster than you! Run!”
“What are you going to achieve with such a weak subject?
“…….”
She deliberately spoke harsh words to her, but her trainee A only looked at her for a moment and completed her training without saying anything about her.
I shouldn’t be like this. This wasn’t what i wanted
If you tell me something, I’ll try to solve it somehow.
If you say it was a joke, even now, I’m willing to accept it.
He doesn’t even look at himself.
As if even interest has disappeared.
‘…It’s over.’
Being immature in human relationships means that you may lose someone dear to you.
In the end, it must be that this is the only relationship. He chose to distance himself.
In that case, it is also the instructor’s responsibility to respect that choice.
Once a relationship has gone wrong, it cannot be easily reversed.
Even if I try, it’s useless. Because it won’t change
I won’t talk to him anymore for private reasons.
After all, there was no conversation between him and her until the day’s work was over.
He even went home right after training.
So I have to walk alone.
The road we walked together every day is infinitely long and feels heavy.
Why is that?
“Was the weather this cold?”
Sobok Sobok. The sound of weak feet trampling the snow echoes.
What used to be a cheerful sound now sounded like an unpleasant cacophony.
Snow fell on the bridge of my nose and melted quickly. Coughing at the same time
“Heh…Puhechwi!”
She walked towards the house she didn’t want to go to, her shoulders shaking.
It’s still cold, but even her runny nose comes out of her cough.
“That’s the worst.”
I can assure you that today will be one of the worst days.
Her eyes grew darker and darker.
So I carefully opened the doorknob.
“Tada.”
My darkly colored eyes caught the light and instantly brightened.
Trainee A, who was so cold, is standing in front of him holding a bouquet of flowers.
The table in the living room, which usually looked empty, was full of food that looked hot.
In the room, I could see letters made of balloons that he himself decorated.
Happy birthday to my disciple.
“What, what?”
I couldn’t accept the current situation.
What’s going on? What are you doing?
Trainee A held out a bouquet of flowers to himself.
There’s no way there’s a flower shop around here. It must have been handmade. The more I thought about it, the more beautiful it was.
“It’s a surprise. Happy birthday, master.”
I still couldn’t say anything while holding the bouquet.
The disciple smiled slightly and continued.
It is a rare smile that is not easily seen.
“It was written that today is my birthday on the album, so I couldn’t talk because I was in a hurry to prepare. For some reason, I didn’t seem to be in a good mood.”
“Uh, uh…?”
“Always a strict teacher, but I like such a teacher. You are my only support and a person I am proud of.”
“……”
I couldn’t say anything.
“It’s a little flawed that he complains about side dishes every time. It’s nice to eat carrots these days.”
…Does he know?
Every single action like this makes it difficult for the teacher.
That each and every one of these actions becomes strangely emotional.
After the disciple came, the world is no longer dark.
I don’t know. Because I don’t know for sure, I can chin chin this kind of daytime behavior.
“Now then, slowly…”
“What are you doing here?”
I threw the bouquet he gave me to the ground.
“…Um?”
“Did you think I would be happy with just this?”
I couldn’t stand it any longer.
I pushed the bewildered disciple into the room and locked the door.
“If you come out before I ask you to come out, I will never see you.”
“…The food is getting cold…”
“No. Never come out. Never.”
“……Didn’t you like it that much? Got it.”
The disciple’s sullen voice bothered me, but now, I didn’t have time to pay attention to it.
I cherished the bouquet that had fallen to the ground. Fortunately, the warmth remains.
I headed to the table with the precious gift in my arms.
I see a bowl full of curry.
There was no carrot, only meat.
In an instant, tears came out.
“Huh… Ghh… Uhhh… Hhh…”
I hold my breath as much as possible in case I hear a sound. At the same time, tears like chicken droppings fell drop by drop.
“I’m glad…”
He thought he had come to hate himself.
I believed there would never be a relationship like this anymore.
No.
I pretended to be cool, but in fact, this relationship is very precious.
It is so precious that it cannot be exchanged for anything.
I tidied up my seat properly and called my pupils back to eat together.
The juicy tender meat and turmeric powder stimulate the esophagus.
Delicious..! Really, really delicious.
After eating curry without saying anything, the disciple laughed again.
“It looks good because you ate well.”
It was embarrassing, but it didn’t matter.
Because just sitting here and hearing his voice was enough.
The party is over and it’s time to go to bed.
Just before falling asleep, he told me the back part of the story that he had been curious about.
“When the young lady sees that her fiancé is dead, she pierces her heart with a knife and commits suicide. She falls on top of him and dies together.”
I shouldn’t have listened. What’s with all these endings?
As I glared at him in dissatisfaction, I opened my mouth again.
“Then the teacher will change.”
“…Me?”
“Yes.”
Hmm…
“I will avenge my fiancé instead of committing suicide like a fool.”
“Nice choice.”
With that said, he was about to leave the bedroom.
I hurriedly grabbed his hand.
I don’t want to miss it.
If I miss him right here and now, no more.
“…Um?”
“Oh, sleep here tonight.”
“Anyway, that’s a bit.”
“Today’s birthday.”
“……That’s nasty.”
He got into the bed as if he couldn’t help it.
Then he turned his body in the opposite direction to lie down.
It was a natural thing to do as a teacher and disciple, but I felt sad for some reason.
I held his hand tightly with a sense of repulsion.
In order not to miss it.
Because I don’t want to miss it.
“Sleep well.”
.
Faverde woke up.
“…….”
Instinctively, I turn my head to look for him.
No.
There is no Dyers.
No matter how much I search, there is no Dyers.
“Dyers, I…”
There is nothing more stupid than missing someone who doesn’t exist.
“I miss you so much…”
Faverde lay helpless and carefully hugged himself and the statue he had modeled after him.
The statue no longer had any warmth.
She lay down as if dead and went back to sleep.