I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 119 Give you Jiangshan (1)

Single-handed.

Xu Jiao always thought that this word could only describe a lonely person, but after being with Zheng Zhiyu, she found that staring at the shadow of her feet in the crowd has become a very happy thing.

Later, they encountered some things one after another, mostly related to the mysterious power of this metaphysics. The two of them did not do that kind of superfluous salvation. Things like justice refer to people who are involved in bad things. , Not the person who makes deals with the devil.

For example, in Xu Jiao’s school, he locked the soul of his newly born child into a doll and used it as his capital for constantly grabbing the anger and beauty of other people, but in the end he suffered a tragic death from backlash.

She is not called innocent.

Those who deal with the devil should think of the worst result from the beginning.

Another example is that monk.

His way is the way of longevity, for which he can take the lives of others without changing his face, paving the way for himself, and God will gradually lead everyone to the final path.

…

“Traffic light intersection.

The crowd was hurriedly coming and going, gray and black shadows crossed the zebra crossing, and the people who came and went were all dressed in glamorous clothes, each dressed in the most gorgeous skin.

But what is inside, only they know.

Xu Jiao glanced over and saw many different aura colors on the faces of people. Some people’s heads were covered with gray and white, some people’s shoulders were dangling with gray shadows lying on their heads, and some people’s heads were very white. The faint golden Buddha light seemed to protect him in the dark.

She withdrew her gaze.

None of that is related to her.

From the side of the road to the other side, from an angle that no one can see, a crimson color broke free from her shadow, quietly covering her back, discussing with her that she should go to the commercial street tonight Which of the newly opened stores has improved food.

With tenderness and pampering in her brows, she slowly responded.

I don’t know which milk tea shop’s music is a little louder, and a calm and nice voice babbles out. After careful identification, I find that it sings:

‘…It doesn’t take too long to get to the destination. The people coming and going are full of kindness. This is the most ordinary day, do you miss it too”

‘I’m not chasing, I’m walking home slowly, I’m wasting my years without worrying…’

Xu Jiao hummed a few words to the song unknowingly.

This is indeed her ordinary day.

But this seems to be the life she and Zheng Zhiyu are going to live.

The evening sunlight shone on the tall buildings, and the afterglow was faintly reflected from the glass on her cheeks, and a crystal clear light fell under her eyes, also covering her face with a jade-like gauze.

A light smile appeared on her lips, and the people behind her inadvertently caught a glimpse of her, and they forced her to temporarily transfer her to the flower shop on the roadside and bought a bunch of pure white fresh lilies with water drops.

When she came out, she was still complaining a bit, because the fresh lily was too expensive, and the red headphone cord was hanging around her ear. People who didn’t know just thought she was talking to her friends.

Only she knows that Zheng Zhiyu is tearing off her earphones, and it is a pity for her to argue for how beautiful the flower is, and what a pity it is to miss the flowering period.

She reluctantly pulled the earphones a few times, and finally succumbed to the evil forces behind her. She quietly smelled the sweet smell of the lily flower’s stamens, and accepted that it was not a loss for herself to pay for the timely blooming at this moment. thing.

She hugged the flowers and drifted away.

The shadow was stretched very long.

At the corner, it seemed to be divided into two, and quickly merged together. There is me in you, and you in me.

Then, that figure was drowned by the vast sea of ​​people.

——End of the full text of “Building No. 18″——”

…

Xu Jiao opened her eyes and realized that she had returned to this false space. I wonder if it was her illusion. The keyboard on the table and the ergonomic gaming chair seemed to be a bit older. Because it was forgotten by her.

She raised her hand and touched the rough leather surface on the armrest of the chair, her eyelashes moved, and her consciousness had returned, but the whole person seemed to be stuck in the dream, and she didn’t react for a long time.

Even if the voice of the system rang in her ear many times:

“Congratulations to the host for the successful ending of “Building No. 18″! The heroine Xu Jiao and her lover Zheng Zhiyu work together to break the villain’s conspiracy, help justice and save the common people, but also present a entanglement for readers. The love story of the world! Be included in the Baihe channel! This is the most perfect story I have ever written in your writing!”

Xu Jiao moved her eyeballs to the left and right, slowly raised her hand and pressed her temples for a long time before making a faint sound:

“Ok.”

The system listened to her incomprehensible voice, and asked in a puzzled manner: “Although the article did not describe the story of you and Zheng Zhiyu later, Fanwai only intercepted the part of your happiness, but I remember that you stayed together until you were old. , And you still left before her…what’s the matter, are you unhappy in love?”

Xu Jiao let out a sigh of relief.

She squinted her eyes, and for an instant she seemed to be back when she was about to leave. Zheng Zhiyu’s pale face that would never grow old smiled at herself, holding her cheeks with her cool fingertips, and said to her:

“Don’t be afraid.”

“No matter where you are, I will come to you, I will be with you forever, don’t be afraid.”

Taking her thoughts back, Xu Jiao looked at the computer desk in front of her again, and she didn’t know what she thought of. She raised her hand to invite the book “Building No.18”, flipped through the ending, and the waves in her eyes were startled, and the breeze calmed down slowly. , The system heard her answer unhurriedly:

“Happy.”

After a pause, Xu Jiao said again, “I am very happy.”

It’s just that there is a bit of melancholy in this happiness.

If you want to describe it, it’s like a big dream. Although a person has woken up, his mind is still immersed in the previous yellow beam dream. The once full happiness has become empty, as if something very important has been lost.

The system is not accustomed to Xu Jiao’s emotions. After a while, she said, “You…Look at the previous worlds, these people with the same face as the heroine in your heart will eventually fall in love with you. You might meet again in this world, so don’t you feel sad?”

Xu Jiao curled her lips, not knowing what emotions crossed her eyes.

When she heard this naive speech, she said unhurriedly: “I’m sad because I will meet again in the next world.”

Because the other party finally fell in love with himself.

Next time, will that person continue this dream?

Is it making her dream deeper?

Still can’t wait to do something when there is improvement?

Xu Jiao thought, she should like it a little bit more, that’s why she thought of this. She felt a little uneasy and depressed, and she needed to calm down.

“I’ll rest for a long time.” She said to the system.

Just half a day.

She recollected this dream one last time, and then went to meet the new task.

…

at the same time.

In another space.

The same silence spreads here.

The system held back for a long time, and finally couldn’t help but say: “You…have you come back?”

The female voice replied quietly: “I’m back.”

“When you come back, you always have to ask me how much the Creator’s affection for you has risen, why are you so inactive this time-ahem, let me tell you the good news! This time the Creator is kind to you? The gain has gone up by 50! 50! This is 50 points! If this trend goes on, you can start making a wish with 100 points! Don’t you expect it!”

Compared to the system’s flat and passionate weird tone, the woman seemed to be much calmer. The anger and dissatisfaction that Xu Jiao had previously discovered when Xu Jiao was unmoved, as well as the anger, faded from her.

She is very quiet.

There is no joy of being close to the goal.

The system wanted to say something more, and she spoke again: “Very good.”

She said: “This is 50 o’clock, I have been waiting for a long time.”

The system pointed out: “But you don’t seem to be happy.”

The woman calmed down for two seconds, and then asked: “Really? Have you ever heard a saying? A person wants to lie to deceive another person. The more you want to be believed, the more true the lie must be. What kind of lie is the most true. Really?”

System: “Huh?”

She gave the answer: “The lie that can deceive yourself is the most true.”

There was silence again in the space.

She smiled very lightly. The emotions in the laughter were too many and too mixed, and disappeared quickly without being discerned. She looked down at herself, and after a long, long time, she spoke again:

“The next world…”

Having said that, she stopped for a moment, as if she was struggling with what she was doing.

The system asked her: “What do you want in the next world?”

She replied: “According to my original plan, when the Creator really fell in love with me, I must give her all the sufferings and hardships I have experienced in her writings, so that when I finally sit on an equal footing with her, I can enter her sight. At this time, I must have her feel this feeling of struggling with fate no matter what, I want her to also experience the feeling of being trampled on and dominated, I want to be her destiny, I want to be her god… But …”

The system picked up: “But you fell in love with her?”

Her rebuttal came so quickly that even the system did not respond: “I didn’t.”

After a few seconds, she repeated: “I didn’t, I just…”

“Just… think of a kid.”

“I once taught that kid to respect and love himself, not to believe in other people’s feelings easily, and not to soften heart easily because of blood or other relationships. I think if she is the child I taught, she will be so indifferent at first. Playing around, I should be sad.”

The system couldn’t understand her twists and turns like talking to herself, and just asked: “Then what do you want?”

She was rarely confused: “I don’t know… I’m a bit… I don’t know how to treat her anymore.”

System: “You are still very kind.”

She said: “Perhaps, I found that she has portrayed the characters in her pen the most, that is, no matter what kind of suffering she has experienced, she will always maintain a positive and positive mind. After all, I was also created by her…some things, I can’t get rid of it.”

System: “Then you decide with your heart.”

This time the woman was rare to refute. She thought for a while, and then nodded: “Okay, that’s it.”

…

Xu Jiao opened her eyes again.

“let’s start.”

The system was shocked at how quickly she adjusted her mood: “Are you… alright? Don’t you need to remember anything?”

Xu Jiao smiled: “What do you remember? I am not a sweetheart who is dead and widowed. Is there anything to be sad about? I talked about a good relationship, no matter what happens in the future, at least it used to be beautiful, I should be happy— —Okay, the next world.”

The system said to her: “Okay, the random selection starts, ready to transmit…”

A sense of dizziness came.

Xu Jiao opened her eyes as much as she could, and found that there was something about rebirth in a book that was lit up with golden light…

Xu Jiao: “…?????”

She was shocked: “Does Fanwai count? Does this count as my work? Your system is too unattractive, right? You won’t have to traverse my diary and my graduation thesis in the future, right?”

The system was ashamed for a few seconds: “Well, what you said makes sense, I will fix this bu.”

Xu Jiao: “?!”

Is this system getting worse?

The dizziness stopped. She was about to swear, but she noticed a pain in her throat.

Xu Jiao’s opened lips had to collect the sound. She opened her eyes with difficulty, and her eyes first fell on a bright cold light, which was…a long sword.

The sword is very sharp, and her appearance can even be clearly reflected on it.

The sword was facing her neck at this moment.

Xu Jiao found herself holding the hilt of the sword, and standing in front of her in a black clothed person, her beautiful face was awe-inspiring, and she was obviously good-looking, but the asura-like aura on her body overwhelmed everything and made people overlook her beauty. , I just remember her terrifying aura.

The star of the other party was full of chill.

It’s like looking at ants.

As long as the long sword in his hand is one step forward, it can pass through Xu Jiao’s neck and send her back to wherever she came from.

Xu Jiao was not caught by the aura, looking at this familiar face, there was a very shallow pain passing through her heart, but she ignored it, and now she was in a fear of death.

Cold sweat ran down his ears and into his neck.

The clothes were wet.

They looked at each other, and for a while, no one spoke the first sentence.