Chapter 561
Chapter 561 Don’T Go Any Further
It’s almost a dead end.
Nanako sat there for a long time, eyes full of emptiness.
After seeing Lynn’s thousands of years of memories, she could fully understand the piercing pain in his heart.
Is that why he doesn’t want to face himself?
Because no matter whether the choice is or not, it is absolutely a completely unacceptable reality for him.
But later!
Why did he suddenly go to the ordered world again, and once again launched the final slaughter of the gods as the reincarnation God King wanted to see? !
Nanako stared at the screen hastily.
She wants to find out!
He believed that Lynn must have found a way to break the game! He believed that Lynn was definitely not the type to give in!
Because he has been resisting all his life! I keep trying to drag my destiny into my own hands!
Then this time!
He will also be successful!
“Disappear…disappeared!”
Nanako murmured as the truncated memory screen suddenly appeared.
Just like the fragment that appeared when he erased the memory of the ring in the Divine Kingdom of Fate, the memory of this period of time after learning the truth of the matter from the God of Karma seems to have been deliberately erased by himself. went.
And when the memory picture appeared again, it was already the time period when he returned to the God King Realm with a gray head.
And during this time.
What he did, and the reason for such a huge change in his heart, were all erased by himself.
Nanako stared blankly at the Lynn in the picture.
Full of white hair, his expression is almost indifferent, almost like a cold machine.
And from that time on, he changed his previous style and began to harvest the gods of the gods more intensely.
Rational, cold.
Until the camp where the God of Light and the God of War are completely harvested, until the King of Space God King Jiang arrives, until the final Ragnarok.
Then he frantically opened the door to the abyss of disorder, fighting the space god king alone.
Until he exiled his own godhead in the crazy laughter of the space god king…
“I can’t ask…”
Nanako stared blankly at the godhead in the picture passing through Lynn’s fingertips, looking at the distance that was so close but hard to reach.
Space Godhead… was exiled…
And that means that the path that Lynn has taken will never be completed.
He will never be the firstborn.
Because even if he reaches the end, after lacking a crucial part, he can’t achieve real perfection, and he can’t become a real first birth!
Nanako slumped to the ground muttering.
After paying such a huge price, after almost slaughtering the entire God Realm, and even almost subverting the entire orderly world, fate once again played a joke on him.
When he was closest to the finish line, his path was cut off again.
“But why…”
Nanako got up from the ground in a daze, his face full of despair.
“Why do you have to go to that end…”
“Since you know that after reaching the end point, you must face the existence you least want to encounter, why do you keep walking…”
The surrounding darkness shattered little by little.
The memories that flowed from 5,000 years ago are finally in line with reality at this moment.
Nanako woke up, looking at Lynn lying haggard on the bed in front of him, eyebrows down.
She couldn’t help lying on his chest, letting out a suppressed low choking and sobbing.
Is this the darkness you said you will face at the end?
Is this the fate you said you had to fight alone?
I know you are painfully unwilling to make a choice.
So why are you still fighting for it?
“If he will appear when we get there, let’s stop here and don’t go any further…”
Nanako lowered her head, her long hair hiding her face in the darkness, she grabbed his hand tightly, and drop by drop of crystals fell on his chest from the darkness.
“Let’s just stay here… forget all those things…”
“Fate, Manipulation, Firstborn, Violet, Hometown…”
“Let’s forget about it…”
“Let me build you a new home here.”
Her choked sobbing drifted far away in the mage tower and in the abyss of disorder.
“our home.”
…
past. Now. future.
It seems that all peace is fleeting, and it seems that every time you feel you have captured happiness, it slips away from your fingertips.
Why are there always so many disputes and tricks?
Why can’t it be really ordinary? Forget all those unhappiness and obsessions?
Time flies by.
Or perhaps in this chaotic abyss, there has never been a concept of time.
It was as if they had suddenly forgotten everything, as if they had suddenly returned to the winter spring valley they were familiar with, and returned to the small courtyard where they lived in seclusion by the sea thousands of years ago.
The sky is no longer the endless dark void, blue and clear.
The warm sunlight poured down.
The yard in front of the Mage Tower is full of green grass and full of bright red flower buds.
“Teacher, today I made a very delicious cake, yes, it’s your favorite strawberry cake! Although my cooking skills have always been bad, I always make it for me to eat, but since After today, Nanako will definitely study hard!”
“Ah, yes, when Nanako fell ill in the past, all the disciples pushed Nanako out to sunbathe like this, and he could lie down for an entire afternoon, with a nice smelling fluffy blanket and a warm pillow. If If you want to eat something, just say a word, and the disciple will bring the hot food to Nanako and feed Nanako spoon by spoon!”
“Yeah, that’s right! Now it’s the other way around! It’s my disciple who is ill, so you can call this master as you like, whatever you want to eat! Just say a word!”
“Of course, it doesn’t matter if you don’t want to talk, because Nanako is with the disciple and can be called whenever you want!”
In the garden, Nanako wrapped his arms around his neck, closed his eyes, and pressed against his chest.
It had been a long time since the last time I saw his memory.
It has also been shaped by Nanako, and it is more and more like a home.
Isolated.
There is a quiet pastoral with a blue sky, there is time and company that tends to be eternal, and no one will ever disturb it, and it is always peaceful.
And during this time.
The fusion of her soul with the other half has also gradually accelerated, and she has more and more memories of the past, past experiences.