NOVEL NEXT chapter 42
42 – up (1)
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tick tick tick,
The sound of Sylvia-san unbuttoning the buttons one by one resonated throughout the room.
As her hand, which started unfastening the bottom button, goes up, her skin is gradually revealed.
Beyond the silk fabric that loses the tension holding it back and gently spreads over the bed duvet by gravity.
Her immaculate skin, which was as white as silk and must have been much softer than silk, poked out its head.
Her skin twitched as if it were awkward to be exposed to the outside air.
His beautiful skin, which slowly swelled and shrunk in time with the sound of his breath, had well-placed abs and old scars like a painting.
She undid the buttons very slowly, as if she was deliberately teasing me, but only one button remained, revealing her bottom breasts.
In the first place, the clothes themselves didn’t have many buttons.
The button that was left alone could not withstand the pressure of her large breasts, and it came undone on its own with just a hand touching it.
Her large breasts spilled out onto the bed covers.
And at the same time, a very hot, dizzyingly sweet air filled the narrow gap between her and mine.
I didn’t dry it.
He didn’t make a fuss like before.
Of course, I wasn’t excited either.
I was just blankly watching what she was doing.
The atmosphere was quite different from the day she undid her nightgown in front of me.
There was no mischievous smile or mischief on Silvia’s face.
There was no shyness, no timidity, and no apparent determination.
As if it was absolutely necessary, she calmly undid her top over her shoulder and whispered softly.
“Come on.”
Sylvia-san pulled my hair slowly with her hot and sweet skin.
I was led by her hand without any resistance.
Immaculate flesh covers my vision.
Her nose, mouth, and even cheeks were pressed down as if her breasts were covering them.
The scent that filled her nose was dizzyingly sweet, and her body was as hot as the scent.
Guided by the warmth that somehow melted her heart, I slowly let my breath out onto her skin.
“Yes,”
Sylvia flinched slightly, but gently hugged my back with one hand.
Then, with the other hand, he hugged me lightly as if pressing my head and whispered.
“I checked before washing, but still… one more time,”
“…”
“One more time, I’ll look at you.”
As she said that, she slowly lowered her hand that was holding my back.
Her fingers, reaching down to her thighs, tugged at the hem of the tunic handful at a time.
My bloody clothes and undergarments had been soaked in the river she had dug in, so I was naked under the tunic.
However, I did not resist.
There was no such thing as shame.
To feel that way, I am too tired and sick right now.
She slowly pulled the tunic up to my navel.
Her hand stopped for a moment and then slowly moved up from my thigh.
slowly, slowly,
Her hands paused just below my hips.
“Here is the wound.”
“…”
“I will treat you.”
Her body seemed to glow slightly.
It was a light I had seen many times before.
A white light that appears the moment divine power is exerted.
Suddenly, the image of the man whose neck I had ripped off passed by, and I trembled and dug deeper into her arms.
Silvia-san was not surprised by my sudden action.
Rather, as if he had expected it, he slowly patted my head.
“…are you okay.”
“…”
Are you okay?
what the hell is okay?
That person died because of me, but he must have had a family too.
I don’t know why they came all the way to this forest, but they must have heard me exploding the wagon and came to where I am.
It’s like I dragged them to their deaths
no, what the same
i killed it
These are the people I lured and killed myself.
I tried to squeeze her collar.
“oh,”
Oh, she’s already taken off her top.
I was holding her skin tight.
“Ah…Ash?”
“… Mr. Sylvia,”
“Yes? why?”
“…Sylvia-san… did you feel this way too?”
Sylvia-san answered with a slight nod of her head.
“…maybe.”
“maybe…?”
“Because you and I have different situations and lived environments…”
“…”
“I’ve killed people before. Of course, they were always bandits and murderers… So I was used to it to some extent…”
“…”
“But killing an innocent person is different… killing a baby in particular is really…”
She couldn’t speak.
yes,
She killed an entire village.
It was probably a much more serious situation than mine.
Moving the corpses piled up while talking alone, wandering around empty houses desperately matching the names and faces of the dead, carving the tombstones alone, burying them alone…
And he was living there confined to himself.
oh my god.
…that’s crazy
impossible.
It’s not a sane thing to do.
I can’t stand it.
It seems like I’m already dying.
Being a warrior, being a hero,
How much weight should that word, which is only a name that will come up in people’s mouths, have she endured all of this silently alone?
“Was it very difficult…”
“Ash… maybe not as much as…”
It’s a lie.
It must have been many times more painful and painful than what I went through.
Isn’t it a curse that cannot be escaped even by death?
I hugged Sylvia tightly.
Sylvia-san whispered in my ear.
“And, at that time, Ash was not there.”
“…ah,”
“It would have been easier to endure if Ash had been there.”
It was then that I realized how foolish I was.
At least, I have her.
But she had no one.
Alas, my God.
Miss Sylvia.
“How… how did you persevere? That long time… alone…?”
“…I don’t know. I don’t really remember.”
“…?”
“I tried not to feel, not to think, not to realize.”
“Sylvia-san…”
“…of course, not that it felt short. It was long.”
“…”
“It was really, really long… a day felt like a year and a year felt like a hundred years.”
“…”
“That’s why I don’t know the date, it’s so hard to count… I really feel the time doesn’t move when I count… It’s so horrible… I didn’t count part of it.”
“…”
“…But, I’m fine now.”
I could tell without hearing the next words.
Because I am.
“Ash… do you remember what I said before?”
“…?”
Sylvia-san gently put her lips on my forehead.
A groan echoed throughout the room.
I raised my head and looked at her.
Sylvia-san’s red eyes were stained with an inexplicable affection.
“Perhaps, you are a reward bestowed upon me by the goddess.”
no.
I’m not that great
It was funny how she, a hero, could only find happiness by being with someone like me.
It just seemed like a really bad joke.
It’s a rough analogy that the only reward given to her for her achievements was me, but it was as if the annual salary she received after working for a government agency was nothing more than a teddy bear.
Are you really good with it?
only?
like me
I looked at Silvia-san without a word.
She smiled faintly.
Looking at her face, it didn’t seem like she was lying.
How, while enduring this kind of pain alone… I wonder if he only wants someone like me.
Her hand moved slowly again.
He avoids my ass and climbs up on his side.
The hem of her tunic caught lightly on her wrist, and slid up her wrist.
Her hand, which had risen to my chest, stopped for a moment, and then began to slowly pat my back this time.
Her hands were very warm as she carefully touched her wide back, as if she would not miss a small wound.
My bare legs exposed in the air were cold, so I approached her.
Sylvia-san stiffened with a slightly surprised face.
“ash?”
I clung to her with my bare body.
Of course, it wasn’t that he had any lustful thoughts or ulterior motives.
It was just cold, just… scary.
I don’t know how she managed to hold on for close to four years.
Even when she’s by my side, I’m so scared and afraid,
I’m sure I’ll have a terrible dream today,
She couldn’t understand how she had survived without anyone.
I slowly approached her.
It’s already close to the point where you can’t get any closer, but you’re still getting closer.
Kkuk kuk, I press my bare body against her bare body.
I wanted to feel the warmth of Sylvia’s hot skin with my whole body.
Mr. Sylvia hugged me without asking further.
My whole body is tightly squeezed.
A strong force that was incomparable to what I had hugged tightly held her and me together.
Her red eyes slowly open and close.
At that time, it seemed as if the light of the world disappeared and reappeared.
Her ruby red eyes were the only light I could see.
I wanted to get closer to that light.
I wanted to enter the light.
I wanted to bathe in her warmth, which would make me forget this pain and fear.
I slowly approached her face.
“ah…”
She closed her eyes.
I closed my eyes too.
A hot sigh escapes her lips.
It’s weird.
Even when I breathe, it seems to pull me in.
I slowly put my lips on hers.
“Ah, yup,”
side,
light kiss,
Silvia-san suddenly opened her eyes wide and looked at me.
I pushed her chin up with the crown of my head and rested my forehead on her collarbone.
Her large breasts hugged my lower chin.
I said slowly.
“no.”
“…what?”
“It’s not like compensation… it’s not like that.”
“…”
“This is because I want to do it anyway. I… I’m doing it because I need Sylvia.”
I raised my face again and pressed my lips lightly against hers.
The soft texture was pressed down firmly, and then it fell, leaving behind a bit of moisture.
“therefore…”
At that moment, Mr. Sylvia grabbed me by the shoulders and quickly turned around and pressed me to the bed.
Suddenly, the view changed to the ceiling.
Before long, she intervenes in that field of view.
Holding me by the shoulders, she climbed on top of me.
“Sylvia.”
Without saying a word, she slipped her hands under the tunic that came up to my chest, then slowly lifted it off.
I raised my arm without much resistance.
A tunic passing over her head obscured her view for a moment, then she was seen again.
I wasn’t wearing a single thread, and she, too, was exposing her large, bare breasts.
She looked down at me with red eyes.
Not only her eyes, but her face, her exposed collarbone, and even her upper chest below it were all red.
“Open your mouth.”
She said that in a firm tone and held my cheeks tightly.
Her blonde hair flowed down and tickled my face.
I opened my lips slowly.
she is coming
Ahh.
Please, may this time comfort me.
May you save me from the sins I have committed.
May her rough breathing cover the sound of those who died because of me resenting me.
I longed for it and closed my eyes.
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