Chapter 180 [Secret Night Outing (3)] - R-19!
T/N: This chapter is rated R-19! Read at your own risk.
Smooch.
Ethan’s and my lips collided in the darkness.
The kiss came from such a close distance that I couldn’t even think of avoiding it.
Besides, pinned under Ethan’s body, I wouldn’t have been able to dodge anyway.
‘Well, we’ve kissed before, so this much is fine.’
I had even told him before that this level of kissing wasn’t a big deal.
So, there was no need to avoid this act of our lips meeting.
If this would improve his mood, I thought I could endure the simple act of our lips pressing together.
That is, until the tip of Ethan’s tongue emerged from his parted lips and began licking mine.
Lick.
‘…Huh?’
Lick, lick.
‘Ah, wait a minute?!’
I was considerably flustered when Ethan immediately thrust his tongue forward as our lips met.
I almost lost my senses in the face of the skinship progressing as if he’d lost his mind.
It was absurd that Ethan was using his tongue on only our second kiss, not counting the five or ten times we’d pecked lips. [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]
‘Well, technically, it’s the third time, including the one during artificial respiration, but that’s not the point…’
While I could allow a kiss where our lips simply met, which was essentially no different from a peck, using tongues changed the meaning significantly.
Intertwining something coated in each other’s bodily fluids inside our bodies…
That’s not really a kiss; it’s closer to sex…
Lick, lick.
‘I need to stop him…’
If I opened my mouth to tell him to stop, it was obvious Ethan’s tongue would enter.
Pushing his face away with my hands seemed too blatantly rejecting, and I didn’t think he’d be pushed away easily anyway.
If I did that, he’d probably grab the back of my head and pull me towards him.
But I couldn’t just open my mouth and allow his tongue inside either.
As I was conflicting internally in this situation, Ethan’s hand on my chest began to move caressingly.
Squish.
“Mmph, hng…!”
Ethan slowly circled his left hand on my right breast, squeezing with all five fingers as if trying to grasp as much as possible.
It was a movement that clearly conveyed his desire to grip my breast as much as he could.
The physical stimulation from Ethan’s hand kept inducing moans from me. [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]
Squish, squish.
“Nngh, hng! Hng…!”
Knead, knead.
“Hnnngh, nngh…!”
Endure it. I have to endure.
No matter what, French kissing is really not okay.
Allowing a kiss that’s essentially only done in bed would be no different from actually having sex.
Well, of course, we are on a bed, but it’s obviously not that kind of bed…
Knead, knead.
“Hnng, mmph…!”
Lick, lick.
“Hng, hnnngh…!!”
Ethan’s touch gradually became a bit rougher, and the tip of his tongue persistently tried to delve between my lips.
I had to somehow endure and resist the pleasure to block Ethan’s passionate offensive.
It was like a siege weapon trying to invade a tightly closed domain, and I was the gate trying to block it.
After a few minutes of this standoff between attack and defense…
Ethan slightly parted our joined lips and quietly asked a question along with a ceasefire.
“Wasn’t kissing supposed to be no big deal, Lilith?”
“…K-Kissing to this extent is, of course, no big deal.”
“Really? For something that’s no big deal, it felt like you were desperately sealing your lips shut.”
“…Of course I was. The kissing I referred to was simply lips touching lips, not inserting tongues between lips and exchanging bodily fluids.”
“You didn’t seem to mind during our first kiss.”
“Th-That was artificial respiration, so it couldn’t be helped!”
“…Pfft, hahahaha.”
Though I had only countered his absurd words with simple logic, Ethan’s response was laughter, as if he found it ridiculous.
I really don’t understand what was so funny about what I just said.
“You’re interesting, Lilith.”
“Pardon?”
“A normal girl would be embarrassed about things she should be embarrassed about, but you’re embarrassed about this. It’s interesting.”
“…Provoking me like that won’t work, Young Master Ethan. I-I cannot allow this act. At, at least not now…” [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]
“Alright, I understand. I wasn’t trying to provoke you anyway.”
With those words, Ethan moved his left hand that had been kneading my right breast to near my collarbone.
His hand grasped the top of my maid uniform and pulled it down to my solar plexus.
Whoosh!
“……”
My maid uniform and off-shoulder bra were slightly pulled down by Ethan’s hand.
My two breasts were quietly exposed in the dim darkness.
I wasn’t particularly embarrassed by this anymore. After all, I’d shown my chest to him plenty of times by now.
Besides, they had just been touched several times over my clothes.
“Lilith.”
“…Yes, Young Master Ethan.”
“Lilith, you seem to attach some strange meaning to kissing with tongues, but honestly, I think any kiss where lips meet is just a type of kiss.”
“You’re free to think that way, young master, but my opinion remains unchanged.”
“That’s fine. It doesn’t matter if your thoughts don’t change.”
Squish!
“Hnnngh?!”
With these meaningful words, Ethan now brought his right hand to my left breast.
His hand kneaded and rubbed the exposed mound of flesh on my chest.
The stimulation was much stronger than when he touched over two layers of clothing, and a moan involuntarily escaped my lips.
“You can keep your lips sealed if you want, I don’t mind.”
Squish!
“Hah, hnngh?!”
“But I won’t let you stay that way. I’m really angry at you today, Lilith.”
Knead, knead.
“Hnnngh, hng…! Haaah…!”
“If you just open your mouth obediently, I’ll be a bit gentler in exchange.”
With these words, Ethan immediately brought his lips back to mine.
As his face blocked my view, I instinctively sensed danger and tightly clenched my lips shut again.
Ethan seemed to have expected this reaction and calmly pressed his lips against mine again.
The hand on my chest pressured me with even stronger stimulation than before as if trying to make my lips part with moans.
Squish, squish, squish.
“Hnnnngh! Hng! Nngh!!”
Knead, knead, knead. [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]
“Hnnngh, hng! Mmph… Hnng…!!”
Ethan’s rough touch directly on my bare skin kept forcing out my instinctive sensations.
It was a natural reaction, given that he was stimulating the largest erogenous zone on my body.
Lick, lick.
“Hnnnnngh…!!”
Meanwhile, Ethan’s tongue persistently licked my lips, refusing to give up.
As I was trying my best to suppress my moans and somehow keep my lips closed, this time, an unbearable pleasure pierced through my body from the nipple of my left breast.
Pinch.
“Hnnnnngh…?!”
Ethan now attacked, focusing on stimulation that was hard to resist, having apparently figured out my weak points.
I almost involuntarily let out a moan at the pleasure of him rubbing my nipple between his thumb and forefinger and pulling it outward.
“You’re enduring well, Lilith. Usually, just pulling your nipples like this makes you moan loud enough to shake the room.”
“Hnng, hng, hnng….”
“Alright, if you dislike it that much, I can’t help it. Then I won’t be stubborn today either. I’ll stop, Lilith.”
“Hng, hnnngh….”
…Is it over?
Contrary to what I expected, Ethan removed his hand from my chest rather easily.
And at the same time, he pulled his tongue that had been licking my lips back into his mouth and slightly pulled his head away.
I quietly felt relieved in my mind, thinking I had somehow gotten through this.
…Until I felt the pleasure of my nipple being pulled again, this time from the opposite breast.
Tug!
“Hah, HAAAAAAAH?!”
An intense pleasure suddenly hit me when I had let my guard down, thinking I could finally rest.
Because I had relaxed the tension of trying to suppress my moans, the pleasure transmitted through my body even more strongly as a backlash.
As if he had been waiting for this reaction, Ethan’s head tilted and overlapped his lips with my parted lips.
Plop.
“Hahnnngh?!”
Lick, lick.
“Hnng, mmph…! Hnnngh…!!”
Ethan completely covered my lips with his and pushed his tongue into my mouth.
I felt a moment of anger at his actions as he licked the inside of my lips and the front of my teeth, exchanging saliva and breath.
‘After saying he’d stop…’
For a moment, I had the impulsive thought to bite his tongue hard due to the feeling of betrayal after trusting him.
But the kiss exchanging saliva had already begun, and there was no point in resisting further here; it would only build unnecessary resentment.
‘…Well, I was in the wrong.’
Since what Ethan wanted was apparently this French kiss, I just went along with what he wanted.
If he could be appeased by some breast touching and kissing, that was getting off easy.
Even though French kissing is typically done just before sex, strictly speaking, it’s still just a type of kiss.
It’s definitely not sex or anything like that…
Lick.
“Mmph, mmm.”
Slurp, slurp.
“Hnng, hng…. Hah… Hnggh….”
A deep exchange of saliva and breath occurred inside our mouths.
Several minutes passed from the moment Ethan and I began sharing our first deep kiss.
All the while, his hand on my chest didn’t stop, kneading to his heart’s content until he was satisfied, and only then did he slowly part his lips from mine.
Smack.
“…Phew.”
“Hah, hnng…”
Our lips separated slowly with a sticky sound.
Thanks to the full moon’s light shining through the window, the viscous fluid stretching between us also glistened.
“You said you didn’t like it at first, but once we started, you didn’t resist.”
“…Once it had already begun, I thought there was no point in avoiding it further.”
“…Are you angry, Lilith?”
“I was just surprised by your brazenness in saying you’d stop and then pressing your lips to mine again, young master.”
“Don’t misunderstand. I usually don’t lie to you, Lilith. It’s just that today, since you deceived me first, I lied just this once. You can understand that much, right?”
…How unfair to use logic and facts.
I could only respond with silence to Ethan’s entirely reasonable statement.
To me, Ethan smiled and spoke as if offering reconciliation first.
“So, from now on, let’s not lie or deceive each other, Lilith.”
“…I understand, Young Master Ethan. I’m truly sorry about today.” [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]
“Good. I’m just glad nothing happened to you, so that’s enough for me.”
“Since I’ve been out in the night air, I’ll take a quick bath and return to bed. Young Master Ethan, you can go to sleep first without waiting for me.”
“I’ll wait, so hurry back after washing up.”
“…Understood.”
In the end, our relationship had inadvertently taken another step forward.
If this keeps happening, it’s going to be really bad…
T/N
Hello! Axiomatic here.
Thanks for reading this chapter! See you tomorrow for the next!