I am a villain, why are there always people chasing me?

"April 2016, 5

He confessed to me.

I thought we were just good friends, and I knew he wouldn't say such things rashly. But he said this to me suddenly, which caught me off guard. I didn't know how to react, so I ran away..."

"April 2016, 5

The picture of him confessing his love to me was hung on the confession wall.

Most people are attacking him, saying he is a txl and disgusting. I want to defend him, but isn't this the truth? Those who speak up for him are criticized to pieces, and some extreme people even retaliate offline. I know his life will be more difficult than these people, but I don't know how to face him, so I finally chose to escape..."

……

"April 2016, 5

I have been deliberately avoiding him for many days, but I still met him today.

He was bullied.

Those people seemed to be his roommates, but not all of them, because there weren't so many people in his dormitory. I looked at his pretty face covered with bruises and purple marks, and even his white arms were scratched by some sharp weapon. I wanted to ask him why he didn't call the police, but when he looked at me by chance, his eyes were full of indifference and coldness. I watched him get up with some difficulty, pick up his textbooks and limp away. I didn't even have the courage to help him and send him to the school hospital. What should I do? "

……

"April 2016, 6

I promised not to pay attention to him, but it seems like a habit and I can't help it.

His face is still scarred. I don't know why he didn't seek help from anyone when he was bullied. Where is his counselor? Does no one care about his life or death? No, there is still someone... Tan Weixi has always been by his side, so I am not qualified to be a 'good friend' at all..."

"April 2016, 6

He seemed to have had a quarrel with Tan Weixi.

I had just finished class and happened to meet them when I went to the back garden to relax. His mood fluctuated greatly. It was the first time I saw him so angry. Even when I ran away or when he was bullied, he had never been like this.

Tan Weixi was also very angry, his eyes were red, he just threw down a word, and ran away without looking back. After that, when Tan Weixi saw him again, he either pretended not to see him or just took a detour. He was alone again..."

"Tan Weixi?"

Yun Baize gently pointed at the name with his finger, thinking that this might be a breakthrough.

"Why don't you continue?"

Yun Baize turned around and found that Luo Jiewen had stood behind him without him noticing.

"This part was torn off." Yun Baize spread out the diary and showed it to Luo Jiewen, "Then there are two whole pages at the back filled with 'I'm sorry' written in various colors and sizes."

"Tsk, so boring. The gossip suddenly stopped at the climax. It was as uncomfortable as eating s."

Luo Jiewen sat down on the chair, folded his arms and snorted in dissatisfaction.

"Maybe there is something he doesn't want others to see."

Yun Baize smiled. It was becoming more and more interesting.

"...

１７ Mar ２００４.

It has been a year since he left us forever, and the unhealthy atmosphere in the school has become more and more serious. But recently, some strange things have always happened. Some students dropped out of school for unknown reasons, some students disappeared inexplicably, and the surrounding dormitories became empty. Even my dormitory is left with only me and another roommate. It's strange to say that I haven't seen Tan Weixi for a long time..."

The diary breaks down again from here.

"April 2019, 6

I graduated and will leave here forever tomorrow. I found a satisfactory job and also had a beautiful and gentle girlfriend, but I don’t know why, I always feel anxious...”

"April 2019, 6

Why! Why can't I leave this school? ! Why have I become my freshman self again? ! ! If it weren't for this diary, I would have almost thought that I was a freshman! "

“I don’t know which month or day it is in 2019.

Why did I write like this? Because I feel that the flow of time here is not right! I just wrote one word, and the teacher said the get out of class was over. I just felt sleepy, and my roommate called me to get up for the morning class! And I feel that the teachers and classmates around me are not right! I always feel that their smiles are a bit creepy, and sometimes when the teacher comes to class, there is always an unknown red liquid on his face and lips. I dare not think of the worst, my heart beats too fast, I can only take a glass of water and drink a few gulps to calm down.

The water is red too!

I saw my classmates around me all showing weird smiles, they made noises as if they were having a carnival, and then I saw my body gradually becoming alienated until it became unrecognizable.

It turns out that I am just like them, I am also a monster..."

"I don't know when, but I met another boy who confessed his love to me. I was a little annoyed and threw the confession letter he handed to me into the trash can. Sure enough, the next day, he was cyberbullied.

He was not him, but he experienced the same life as him, and he also died. The difference was that this person was not accompanied by Tan Weixi or me from beginning to end.

I was in a daze for an unknown period of time, and everything went back to when I just started college..."

"...

I have gotten used to not writing dates, because I don't know how many times this has happened. Living the same old days and watching 'him' die again and again, I began to doubt whether I should really exist in this world. Until one day, there were some new faces in the school.

They were something that had never happened before! Maybe I could finally leave this damn place!

But the result was not what we expected. They smelled so good that I couldn't help myself and wanted to eat them up one by one. The students around me had the same expression. But it seemed that something restricted us. Only when certain conditions were met could we have a good meal. Of course, if we couldn't beat them, that would be another matter. Even if we couldn't beat them, with so many 'people', no one would notice if there were fewer of them. "

"...

I seem……

I saw him..."

The diary ends here.

Yun Baize played with the small notebook in his hand with an unclear expression.

Since we can live here, it means that the owner of the diary should have disappeared completely.

The question is, who is this "he"? Where did the disappeared "Tan Weixi" go? Is he still experiencing the "reincarnation" mentioned by the diary owner? What stage has he reached? To find out what happens next, please watch the next episode!