NOVEL NEXT Chapter 80
Chapter 80
The monster girl seemed to have plucked up all her courage, her cheeks were slightly flushed, her cheeks were slightly puffed, her fists were clenched, and she said to Li Yan: “Therefore, I have one thing I hope to ask you. It is not a troublesome thing, that, Human, can you take me to meet Natsume?”
“…!” Li Yan was slightly taken aback.
“Decades, hundreds of years have been like a day to me, but now, I really want… I really want to… look at Natsume again, so please, man, take me to see you Natsume. I won’t cause you trouble, is that okay?”
The monster girl looked at Li Yan nervously and asked.
“…”
Li Yan’s heart was hit once again. The expression of fear of loneliness can’t be pretended anyway. Whether he or Natsume, even now, he can’t get rid of the shadow of loneliness. No matter how the years are baptized, he can understand. The terrible part of loneliness…
Youkai, do you feel lonely too…
He was silent for a while, sighed, smiled and said, “I want to go to him anyway, and I can take you there by the way. Next time, you can visit him by yourself. Is that okay?”
The girl listened to him in a daze, and after analyzing it for a long time, she realized that she had succeeded, and she smiled happily.
“……of course!”
…
As a result, there was a black and white cat with a pair of bright and beautiful emerald green eyes on Li Yan’s suitcase. He followed Li Yan on the second tram to Hitoyoshi.
At first, the Yokai Girl was still waiting enthusiastically to get to Natsume, but gradually the distance got farther and farther, the little cat suddenly realized that the journey was a little farther than imagined…
“Human, I want to ask…” she asked quietly.
“My name is Li Yan, you can call me Li Yan or A Yan.” Li Yan whispered to the little cat beside him.
The name of the monster will not be easily told to others, let alone to humans, in order to prevent humans from misusing the name of the monster. The same is true on the human side, but he does not have the precautionary mentality he had before. What is going on?
However, she gradually felt that he and Natsume still had some similarities.
For example, spiritually.
“…Well, Li, Li Yan, how long will it take for us to go to Xia Mei’s house?” She asked in a shy tone when she called her name.
“It takes about three and a half hours to get there. It’s probably about three o’clock in the afternoon.” Li Yan looked at the phone time and said to her.
“…”
The monster girl stopped talking.
“What’s wrong?” Li Yan asked when she realized something was wrong with her.
“…No, just curious.”
She looked out the window, she definitely wanted to see each other anyway. That time she left in a hurry. If she couldn’t stand the loneliness and waited, then she should go to him…
Let her see with her own eyes, Natsume’s no longer lonely life.
Chapter 58: Li Yan’s Most Repentant Things
For decades, hundreds of years, or even a thousand years, for some monsters, nothing seems to have changed. It also seemed that they were born just to watch the four seasons change, or to welcome a group of new students and send away a piece of the past.
In this way, it feels very lonely.
She didn’t quite understand what she was waiting for? What is the meaning of one’s own existence?
As a monster, she sat on this tree from the beginning, quietly guarding this piece of sky and woods.
Whenever Chunxue came, she stretched out her hand to sense the cold, and in the summer, when the hot wind passed by, it made her feel a little bit of heat…
Until one day, she met him.
Natsume, that’s his name…
She cried together, and repelled each other together, and finally met again after five years. Finally, she seemed to understand a little bit. This is the meaning of life…
The white cheeks were slightly raised, she sat by the window in the form of a monster, looking at the sky that was not the same.
“That one……”
Suddenly, the girl spoke slightly and asked.
With a pair of dark circles under his eyes, Li Yan focused on copying Japanese poems and classic compositions that were not memorized. He raised his head and looked at the monsters beside him weakly, and asked, “Well, what’s wrong?”
“Li Yan, what do you think of monsters?”
The unknown monster girl turned her head and asked with some hesitation.
“…”
Li Yan looked at her with a depressed and tired expression, and gradually had some curious and unexpected expressions.
“Ahem, um, don’t get me wrong. I’m not asking for your opinion, but I’m also curious about how you humans who can see monsters treat us. After all, aren’t monsters very dangerous in your eyes? It’s also weird and scary, isn’t it…”
The girl explained that her cheeks flushed slightly.
“Are you afraid of what Natsume thinks of you?” Li Yan asked.
“?!”
Suddenly, the girl was shocked all over, Li Yan looked in his eyes, knowing that he was right in a word.
“Huh, you guy, don’t think about it, what horror, danger, there is no dangerous kind of human beings, no matter whether it is a human or a monster, it is so easy to distinguish the difference between good and evil… So, rest assured, Natsume is not that kind of person, and he must be looking forward to meeting you.”
Li Yan smiled, put down his pen and notebook, looked at this beautiful girl whose eyes were covered by a paper blindfold, and said, “That person is a person who will never give up when he sees difficulties. A statement. I won’t lose to him at this point, but I’m more selfish. But… This time I bring you here, I’ll take you back in the car early tomorrow morning, but don’t plan to be fun, think you can stay longer. At Natsume’s side for a while.”
The monster girl stared in a daze at the man who would show such a gentle smile when he got along with the monster. Her face was a little worried, but she clenched her fist, but didn’t intend to regret it.
“Thank you… I recently discovered that there are also interesting people like you among humans. It’s really unexpected.” The monster girl said with a smile.
“But, I always feel…probably I can’t go back.” She smiled and looked out the window and continued.
Li Yan was taken aback for a moment. He was looking at the topic again just now, but he didn’t understand it. He looked at her curiously and asked, “What?”
“Uh, it’s okay!!” The monster girl immediately responded nervously.
“…I have decided to go to his side. If he really can’t find time to see me, then I will go to his side…”
The monster girl smiled happily and said, facing the slight wind outside the window.
“Even if you give me another hundred years, how about a thousand years? I want to see the world that Natsume has seen, not just staying in a tree and looking at things I am familiar with. Sooner or later there will be a Individuals need enough courage to do it, so I’ll just cross over when I come. I don’t want to be alone anymore. Now, humans, this is my choice.”
The monster girl’s hair was fluttering slightly, she put her hands on the edge of the window, looked at such a vast world, and said to Li Yan with a happy smile.
“…”