Chapter 68
Chapter 62 Clouds and mists are scattered
“Thank you, why do you think I will not be uncomfortable.”
Xu You asked softly.
She raised her face, wet eyes, looked at him quietly, and looked at him deeply.
“…..I am sorry.”
He was a little confused by the burn and didn’t know how to pick her up.
There were no waves on Xu You’s face.
In fact, she couldn’t restrain her emotions, her chest hurts like something was running rampant, she couldn’t help it, tears broke.
Slowly, thanks to this kind of gaze, he lowered his head again.
She looked at him, wanted to say something, and when the words came to her lips, she felt distressed and panicked.
After too long of silence, thanking me and raising my head, I saw her standing in front of him, looking at him without any hesitation.
Watching.
The surface is calm and composed, but he can’t hide his embarrassment.
“Xu Yo, don’t cry.”
The tears on Xu You’s face were not dry, and she kept crying silently. Thanks to her helpless, hesitated to wipe her tears.
Just two steps forward, Xu You took the initiative to approach, stretched out his hands, and wrapped his waist tightly.
The two suddenly got close.
The waist was hugged tightly with both arms, and the heartbeat of thanks suddenly stopped for a moment, and his hands hung in the air, not knowing how to react.
Xu You put her head against his shoulder, suddenly let out her voice, choked with tears. She didn’t expect that when she was 24 or 5 years old, she could easily shed tears in front of someone.
A very selfish thought suddenly appeared in the heart of the thanks.
It’s okay to let Xu You cry like this, anyway, she is also distressed for herself.
Her warm body just snuggled against him, her skin was close, and the distance between her two hearts was very close.
As soon as this thought came out, the pleasure rising from the soles of the feet rushed to the top of the head. His exposed skin even had small lumps.
Thanking her, counting her breath, one, two, three…. The hand slowly went around her shoulder, just hitting it.
Xu You said dumbly, “Thank you.”
He stopped moving and responded with a guilty conscience.
Then, in the quiet living room, the ticking alarm clock was still the sound of water in the kitchen.
He walked back to his senses and heard her ask.
“In the past few years, have you been doing well?”
The thank you replied honestly, “It’s not good at all.”
When the words were spoken, he felt that something was wrong, and explained in confusion, “It’s not because of you, it’s me.”
She interrupted him, “Thank you, have you liked others in the past few years.”
He stayed for a while before reacting, remembering to answer her, “No more.”
“Then who will care for you.”
She spoke softly.
“…..what?”
Xie Ci’s heart twitched, and he didn’t hear clearly.
“I said, if you push me away with these, who will feel sorry for you.”
“………”
Waiting for someone is doing a hopeless thing.
Hopeless and sad, sad and tormented, ups and downs in every minute and every second.
But a person’s life, there are several years that can be wasted to another person.
Is it that only by letting go can each other be free.
It is a relief.
But thank you not reconciled.
He is not reconciled.
Whether it is liberation or freedom of each other, he is not reconciled.
Xu You’s words fell clearly, and instantly broke through his long-suppressed reason.
The heart of the thank-you speech accelerated bit by bit, and buried her face in her shoulder, a kind of relief and aggrieved.
“No, no one cares about me anymore, Xu You.”
“Don’t like others either.”
“If you like others, I don’t know what to do.”
He repeated each sentence until his voice choked.
The thanks hugged her so tightly that she was almost breathless.
For a long while.
She slowly lifted her hand, then slid down his shoulder line, rubbing his back like a comforting child.
His back froze.
But within two seconds, the thank-you speech nudged her contentedly.
How could I like others.
At that age.
Love someone like him.
Her relationship has long been disabled, how can she love others.
—
The body temperature of the thank-you speech couldn’t be lowered, and taking anti-inflammatory drugs and anti-fever medicines did not help. He didn’t want to go to the hospital, so he covered it with two quilts. His body was soaked with sweat, and his forehead was still hot.
“It’s burned to 39 degrees.”
Xu You stood by his bed, shook the mercury thermometer, frowned, “Get up, go to the hospital.”
“…” He pretended to be dead, took her hand, and muttered with his eyes closed, “If I don’t get up, I feel uncomfortable.”
“If you feel uncomfortable, go to the hospital.”
“…”
“If you don’t get up, I’m leaving.”
Xu You took away his hand and made a gesture to leave. Reluctant to thank her, struggling to open the quilt and chasing her barefoot out of the bed.
“Don’t you go.”
In the middle of the night.
The two finally arrived at the hospital. The thanks followed Xu You, like a giant moving baby, and didn’t want to leave her at all.
When Xu You went to pay for the medicine, the boss sat unhappy on the bench.
After a few seconds, his eyes looked in the direction where she disappeared.
The nurse who helped him hang water took a bag of drips and laughed and teased, “Is that your girlfriend?”
Thanks to his eyes drooping lazily, not wanting to talk to her.
After waiting for a while, Xu You hasn’t come back yet. The thank you words were exhausted, looking around, I always felt that my heart was not settled.
The little nurse hung the medicine bag on the iron rack, “Wait until the first bottle is almost finished, ask your girlfriend to call me.”
“…Hmm.” He replied absently.
Before leaving, the little nurse said, “Seeing you are very clingy to her, you two have a really good relationship.”
When Xu You came back with the medicine, she saw that the water had been hung up, and sat down beside him.
The thing was put aside casually, and there was a little distance between the two. This made the remarks a bit dissatisfied, but he was embarrassed to say it.
Endured it for a long time.
There are very few people in the infusion room at night, and the air is full of the smell of disinfectant and alcohol. Xu You was tired after a day of tossing, leaning back on the chair, bending his knuckles and rubbing his forehead.
After the meeting, a little movement came. The person next to her moved slightly and approached her.
Xu You raised his eyes and looked at him with a tired look, “Still hanging the needle, don’t move.”
“Then why are you so far away from me.” He was arrogant to her because of his illness. That way, faintly, the unreasonable appearance of the past has a tendency to resurge.
With a silent sigh in the bottom of my heart, Xu You still sat down a little bit according to his wishes.
The thank you words smiled softly.
He touched it slowly with his hand, and then habitually held it.
She didn’t struggle.
She was a little awake, and she held her weak boneless hand with thanks, her palms were sweating from tension.
“Xu Yo, what you told me just now is true.”
After resting for a while, he lightly bumped her arm with his elbow, and the tone of his movements was very natural.
“What are you talking about?” she asked.
Xu You lowered his head, folded his hands and placed an advertising sheet on the floor, looking sideways attentively.
Thanks secretly staring at his eyes, and I thought it was really good-looking.
Then he sat upright, looked straight ahead, and glanced at him secretly. After a few seconds, when the line of sight moved over again, it happened to collide with her.
Xu You: “What are you going to say.”
After being arrested, not only was he not ashamed of his remarks, but he also said confidently: “You don’t give me face at all, you know, and you deliberately asked me.”
“……”
A man is the most prone creature in the world to push his nose on his face, and this sentence really came true when he put it on his thank you words.
Xu You finally knows now.
She was speechless for a while before she said, “I really don’t know what I said.”
Thanks in a hurry, gritted his teeth and raised his voice, “You guy, why do you have such a bad memory.”
“……” Xu You wanted to laugh again, but didn’t know what to say.
“You get a good injection, stop talking, take a rest.” She persuaded him.
“I have never seen someone so untrustworthy about you.”
I don’t know why, I became sulky, and he was still muttering, “You just said clearly—”
“Say what?” She teased him.
He looked like “I’m going to fight it out,” and said angrily: “You said you will hurt me in the future.”
“…Did I say it?”
Xu You thought for a while, she didn’t seem to say that.
“You absolutely said it.”
Thanks to her utterly, looking at her seemingly amnesia, she said negatively: “Forget it, I’ve never seen someone like you who doesn’t speak credit.”
“…”
She lowered her eyes, flipped her fingers, and quickly folded the paper in her hand. Xu You raised the little rose in his hand and handed it to the side, “Thank you, let’s take your time.”
Although I missed it for a long time, there is still time.
So don’t worry.
Thanks, his eyes drooped, staring at what suddenly appeared in front of him.
After pressing for a while, he still opened his palms.
The little rose fell down and hit his hand lightly.
Xu You’s lips were pressed, and the small pear vortex was looming. She stretched her hand behind her head, brushed down the hair rope, and draped her thin, straight hair over her shoulders. She circled her hands and re-tied the loose hair.
Xie Ci closed his hands slightly, paused for a while, and suddenly leaned forward and pecked Xu You’s face.
The kiss was impartial and landed on the pear vortex, at the corner of the lips.
She was caught off guard, and her brain crashed for a moment.
He said, “Xu Yo, don’t let me wait too long.”
Waiting for Xu You to relax, she remembered raising her hand and wiping her lips.
Just after putting down his hand, the words of thanks came up again, lip-to-lip-printed accurately. As if dissatisfied with her actions, he pinched her chin with one hand and stopped a little longer this time.
After a meeting, thank you, suddenly took the initiative to back away.
Xu You turned to look at him.
He hissed, frowning tightly, keeping his eyes closed, and raising the arm where the injection was given, “Xu You, look at the needle, is it coming out.”
Thanks for being dizzy and disregarding the image at all.
“……”
Xu You hurriedly got up, only to find that there was blood backflow at the end of the infusion tube.
It should have been too intense just now, and I didn’t pay attention to it, and the needle was involved.
She ran to the nurse’s desk to call someone.
After the visit, the thank-you note kept aside his eyes and dared not look at it.
The nurse helped him tear off the tape on the back of his hand and rectified it again. The nurse is a bit older, and he is still giving lessons, “I can’t get a shot, I don’t know what I’m doing.”
Xu You stood aside, a little embarrassed, and did not dare to speak.
After the old nurse left, she murmured her thanks, “Fuck, so **** fierce.”
Xu You: “…”
—
After that day, when I was not too busy at work, Xu You reported the topic and sat in the office every day to check the information.
After Xie Ci recovered from his illness, he became more restless.
There was something in the garage, but he couldn’t guard her every day, but he had phone calls every day.
Occasionally, she was busy with work and didn’t see it, and thanked her for not calling her phone hot.
One day, during the noon break, I went downstairs with Zhang Lili and ran into Li Zhengan in the lobby. The smile on his face was very kind, and he greeted Xu You.
She couldn’t avoid it, she could only raise her hand, “What a coincidence.”
“Are you two going to eat?” Li Zhengan asked Xu You while looking at him.
She seemed to be in a daze for a while, but didn’t hear it.
“No, I’m going home, Xu You has something in the afternoon.” Zhang Lili on the side helped her explain.
Xu You looked outside, then moved back, and she nodded.
The two of them came out of the building.
The sun is very big, Zhang Lili holding an umbrella, and Xu You talk to the parking lot while walking.
“Who do you have a date with in the afternoon.”
“It’s not a date.” Xu You took the phone out of her bag, “dining with classmates.”
“College classmates?”
“No.”
“High school classmates?”
“Ok.”
Fu Xueli came to Shanghai to play and contacted Xu You a few days ago and wanted to invite her to have a meal.
In recent years, high school classmates reunions, Xu You rarely go there, and it has been a long time since he saw his former friends. So she thought for a while and agreed.
The time is today.
“Then how are you going? Did you drive?” Zhang Lili pressed the drive lock and made two beeps.
Xu You shook his head, “No need.”
As soon as they finished speaking, a Land Rover parked beside them began to honk its horn.
Xu You raised his head in response. Seeing one of the car windows lowered, Song Yifan shouted at her cheerfully, “Xu Yo!”
Immediately afterwards, Fu Xueli pushed out the door sideways, and her red high-heeled shoes fell to the ground.
She has bright features and is wearing a white chiffon dress with wavy chestnut hair draped over her body.
Before he had time to react, Xu You opened his mouth slightly, and was embraced by Fu Xueli who came by.
In the car, Song Yifan sat in the car, looking at the two people outside. He didn’t understand the friendship between girls, so he could only shook his head, and deliberately asked the thank-you who was sitting in front of him, “How about Aci, are you envy?”
“what.”
“Don’t pretend to me, I don’t know what you think.”
“…Oh.”
“Don’t pretend to be calm, brother, you said Ren Fu Xueli hugged Xu You so upright, and then look at you…” He didn’t continue.
Thanks and opened the window on one side, with his elbow resting on it. His cigarette was still between his fingers, his eyes looked at Xu You, he took a puff after a while, and then slowly exhaled the smoke ring.
The person not far away turned his face slightly. She is wearing a white top and black pencil pants today, which is soft and loose.
There is a clean and gentle smile on his face.
The car was quiet for a while.
He rolled his Adam’s apple and unbuttoned a button on his shirt.
Watching silently, watching. I really couldn’t stand the thank you words, so I stuck my head out of the car window and shouted.
“—I said, Fu Xueli, you’re endless, get in the car.”