NOVEL NEXT chapter 77
77 – IF Gaiden 2: A prize for polite children (1)
They said that curiosity kills cats, obviously.
My father-in-law said so.
Know the fraction, and curiosity only brings danger.
I didn’t want to believe those words, and in the first place I believed that the moment I could endure would never come,
I never thought the moment would come when those words would really help.
This rabbit, I will admit.
It’s not someone I carelessly look at, and I shouldn’t even think about doing that.
Even though it’s a rabbit, it’s more than a rabbit, no… Do people like this exist?
The one who is crazy in love and wants to devour his or her spouse whole?
My family had a hard time finding love,
How strong love can make a rabbit so desperate and greedy.
And how far can a rabbit so greedy go to win love?
…I’m not supposed to know, obviously.
When that moment comes, I can’t predict what will happen to me.
But on the other hand, I’m really sorry.
If she’s a bit of a judo-ri person,
Clearly, at least a little bit
Even just a little…
I could have shared a part of the love that drove her crazy…
I want to be loved too.
It’s the love you never received from your parents.
But seeing the rabbit trembling and rejoicing at the love given by others,
How could I not wonder about that.
However, if I am curious beyond this, I’m sure Michelle… will not leave me alone.
i know. I just understood in my heart.
If I, too, were told that someone would force me away from this gracious master,
Although we haven’t met in a while,
no, I do not want. I don’t like it.
Oh, I hate it enough to bring tears to my eyes…
“Kuh, huh…”
“Uh, oh my, Mr. Felter. Are you okay? You-“
“Ah, uh… Ah, nothing, kek, nothing, nothing! I’m sorry!”
That would be strange. It’s going to sound weird, for sure.
But I just felt it.
I probably wouldn’t dare to accept Master’s love.
You can’t even have the heart to receive it.
It’s indecent.
It will be a nuisance to her. It would be a huge pity.
If it’s love so precious, if it’s such an important feeling,
The moment someone tries to take it away – you’ll feel the same surge of anger and sadness I just felt, right?
I haven’t even received love yet, and I’ve only received warm attention and consideration, but this is how it is.
We are already mixing our tongues and bodies with him, and even sharing that ‘love’ with each other.
Shouldn’t I dare intervene?
So let’s stop.
I shouldn’t even have these feelings.
I have to give up, I have to stop
how to do?
I envy her, I envy her. I envy you so much that I can’t stand it.
If only I had fallen into slavery before her,
If I had been able to see you first,
I shouldn’t have felt these feelings…!
If I didn’t know, if I didn’t know this warmth, if I didn’t know this warmth,
If that was the case, I would have been able to live my life without knowing this kind of pain…!
***
“…Ellie, what happened?”
“I-that’s…”
“Oh no, nothing! Nothing!”
I don’t want to trouble her in this way.
I shouldn’t be in the way.
To my master, for that purpose in the first place, so,
As long as you understand these feelings, you shouldn’t expect anything more than this.
What I can do, I understand.
Helping her love must be my job. That’s right.
And the master gives her advice so that she can easily accept her love.
That’s my job.
If I’m not happy,
If I can’t be that person
And if you struggle to get happiness and you won’t reach it,
I’d rather help someone who deserves that happiness, and watch it by my side…
Could that be my role?
Is my role a stepping stone to help others grasp the unreachable?
I hate to admit it, but if that’s my role, I’ll do it.
May I be happy and someone else unhappy,
In this situation where all three of them might be unhappy,
If I can just hold on to it and make the other two happy…
“It’s nothing, it’s just because I’m crying. I don’t know what to do with you caring for me like this.”
Nodding, I bowed my head to the owner, and then to Michelle.
“And thank you for caring about me, Michelle. I look forward to seeing you again.”
“Ah… no, Mr. Felter. I just… did what I was supposed to do.”
She seemed perplexed for a moment.
Did I think the reason I cried was to make her in trouble?
Not at all, I’ve already abandoned that kind of heart a long time ago.
I may not be able to actively do something, but I will try to connect the two of you.
So, you can stop worrying…
“You’re really okay, right? If you have anything to worry about, please let me know.”
How warm he is, so it’s not unreasonable for Michelle to fall in love with her master.
I can feel the sincerity in every action.
However, the part that is not aware of the actions
My heart keeps beating at the fact that those actions are so natural.
That’s why I’m going to buy resentment from Michelle-sama.
in that ignorant part. How toxic that kindness that captivates women is.
great. Shall we fix it properly from now on?
“No. Because there is none! That, me, what should I do now?”
“Now we have to go buy clothes. Shall we simply buy some clothes and supplies for Mr. Felter and go home? And most of all, it’s the day we welcome a new member… A special meal?”
Don’t look at me and talk.
Can’t you feel Mr. Rabbit keep looking back and forth between you and me, master?
“Um… how about Michelle…?”
Now, naturally, you have to give her the initiative.
This favor is undeserved of me, I’d rather keep it simple –
“Okay. I think it’s fine.”
ah?
Why, why did you allow it? What do you think?
Why are you smiling at me like that?
What does that eye smile mean, Michelle?
***
It was a much cuter cat than I thought.
know the subject,
I have eyes,
More than anything, I never thought I would be able to clean up the relationship like that in such a short moment.
But at the same time, it’s a bit tight…
How much I have noticed and lived, even at the moment I received his love, instead of accepting it lightly, I think of spitting it out and putting it in front of me politely.
How can he look at me and be restless even at the moment when he puts that sweet love into his mouth?
Even in this moment, in this moment when I’m allowed to eat it, I can’t be comfortable.
You’re so much better than I thought, and I’m so sorry.
At least I grew up in a house where there was love, but you didn’t even have that?
There’s nothing there, and I’m sure I’m attracted to it – even though I still look like a child,
Why are you putting up with everything so much?
Thank you, of course, but this…
It just makes me feel uncomfortable. I’m just getting worried
If I had behaved more ferociously or more viciously, I would have tried to pressure you as much as I had, because I was determined.
By the way… I surrendered like this,
If you just look at me with a lot of hair, I can’t be rough with you.
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Rather, did he want to embrace you, who has been living with his breath for so long?
I want to let you know what a great person he is.
But, understand.
I can’t lose him
As much as his love I must have.
I must be the only one he loves, and I must have all my loving actions and heart.
but…
Seeing what you do, if you don’t just look at me and fall down,
If you understand the whole situation and are trying to do yourself right,
Baby cat, I’ll gladly let you get the love you never got.
Although I may not be the perfect family for you,
At least I can help you enough to tell you what warmth is.
So show me. how sincere you are
If I understood how intoxicated I am by his warmth, how much I admire his kindness, and how intensely I desire it,
And if you truly understood that it was I who stood by Elie Michel and who deserved that love,
Show me your attitude in the very moments and days ahead of your future purchases.
I’m young, but if you’re a woman, you would know. You will probably feel and understand instinctively.
How defenseless, how unaware, how responsible he is… but so weak.
That disgusting figure of trying to avoid responsibility for that love while giving love to someone.
Don’t be fooled by it, and show me that you understand that I am his rightful mate.
In that case, instead, I will directly be the one who gives you warmth.