Chapter 4: the hero will always lose in the end
§"Talking in Parseltongue"§
§Spells in Parseltongue§
System UI
"Powerful beings talking"
"Normal conversation"
Thinking deeply
"Non-English conversation"
POV Antares Hecate
James, Sirius, and I slipped out of the castle unnoticed,
our steps muffled against the cool grass. As we crossed the grounds, the
imposing silhouette of the Forbidden Forest loomed ahead, its darkness far
deeper than anything I'd experienced before. The night was suffocating, and the
only sounds were the distant rustling of leaves and the occasional hoot of an
owl. This wasn't like the daytime excursions we'd taken with Hagrid or
Professor Kettleburn. No safety in numbers, no daylight to ward off the dangers.
Just us, the unknown, and the knowledge that somewhere in this darkness was a
poacher.
The thought of him unsettled me. A single dark wizard in a
place teeming with dangerous magical creatures—Acromantulas, werewolves, maybe
even Thestrals if you wandered too far into their domain. I'd never been afraid
of the forest before, but now? The idea that someone who'd willingly enter this
place to harm it was lurking nearby made my skin crawl. I couldn't help but
wonder what kind of man it took to do such a thing.
The deeper we went, the darker and denser it became. The
canopy above blocked out what little moonlight there was, leaving us enveloped
in shadow. My grip on my wand tightened. The silence stretched too thin, like
the forest itself was watching us. I glanced at James and Sirius. Usually, they
were full of banter, but now they were unnervingly quiet. It wasn't fear
exactly, but I could tell the forest was getting to them too.
"Don't use Lumos," I whispered. "It'll light us up like a
bloody target for anything in here. Got it?"
No answer. I slowed down, turning back to look at them. "Did
you two get it?" I repeated, my voice sharper this time.
Still no reply.
A knot of unease coiled in my stomach. Were they messing
with me? Or worse—had we been separated already? The forest had a way of
distorting sounds, and with the thick shadows pressing in, it was easy to lose
track of someone.
Suddenly, there was a sharp crack to my left. My instincts
kicked in before I could think. "Stupefy!" I hissed, sending a jet of red light
toward the sound. It struck something, and I heard a loud yelp followed by a
string of muttered curses.
The light from the spell revealed James and Sirius standing
there, grinning like idiots. Sirius had been hit square in the shoulder, and he
was rubbing it furiously.
"Hey! You bastard, that hurt!" Sirius hissed, glaring at me.
"Don't sneak up on me!" I snapped, lowering my wand. "I
thought we got separated. You're lucky I didn't use Expulso or worse."
James couldn't hold back his laughter anymore. "Merlin,
you're jumpy tonight," he said, smirking.
"I'm not jumpy," I muttered, though I knew I was lying to
myself. The forest felt wrong tonight—like something darker than usual was
stirring. Between the poacher and the creatures out here, it was hard not to
feel on edge.
"Sure, sure," Sirius grumbled, still rubbing his shoulder.
"You're lucky I didn't hex you back."
I rolled my eyes. "Fine, whatever. Just no more messing
around, alright? We're in the middle of the Forbidden Forest. There's enough
out here to worry about without you two pulling stupid pranks."
Sirius muttered something under his breath but nodded.
"Fine. No more pranks. But if anyone hexes me again, I'm hexing back."
James chuckled. "Let's just keep moving. The sooner we find
whatever you're after, the sooner we can get out of here."
I nodded, but my thoughts lingered. The forest wasn't just a
dark, dangerous place. Tonight, it felt like it had eyes—watching, waiting.
The dense canopy of the Forbidden Forest loomed overhead,
blocking out the faint starlight. Shadows twisted and danced, making every
movement in the underbrush feel like a threat waiting to pounce. The air was
damp, filled with the earthy scent of moss and decaying leaves. Despite the
heavy silence, the forest was alive with subtle noises—the occasional rustle of
wings, the snap of twigs, and the distant howls of wolves.
James broke the quiet first. "Alright, Antares, what exactly
did you leave out here? Because dragging us into this place, at night, feels
like some elaborate joke."
I glanced over my shoulder, trying to look casual. "It's…
nothing major. Just something I need to retrieve."
Sirius snorted, clearly unimpressed. "Nothing major? You
dragged us out past curfew, into one of the most dangerous places on school
grounds, for 'nothing major'? Come on, Antares, spill it. What's so important?"
I hesitated, racking my brain for a convincing lie. I
couldn't tell them about the quest. "It's an old heirloom. Family thing. I
accidentally left it behind last time I was out here during class."
James raised an eyebrow. "You brought a family heirloom to
the Forbidden Forest? Why? Were you showing it off to the thestrals?"
Sirius laughed at that but quickly followed up with, "Yeah,
mate, that's not exactly the kind of thing you take on a field trip. Are you
sure you're not just making this up to mess with us?"
I scowled. "Look, you don't have to believe me. But if it's
lost for good, I'm the one who's going to get an earful, not you."
Sirius shrugged. "Fine. Let's find this precious trinket of
yours. But next time, don't be so careless, yeah?"
We continued deeper into the forest, the oppressive darkness
pressing closer with each step. Every snap of a branch or rustle of leaves made
my heart race. The thought of the poacher lingered in the back of my mind. Who
was he? What did he want here? And how dangerous was he? The Forbidden Forest
wasn't just home to magical creatures—it was home to predators. Wolves,
acromantulas, and Merlin-knows-what-else roamed freely here. The idea of a
poacher wandering this dangerous terrain with clear intent sent a chill down my
spine.
As we trudged along, we passed a small clearing where a
group of hippogriffs rested, their sharp eyes tracking our movements. Further
ahead, a pair of nifflers scurried through the underbrush, their noses
twitching as they searched for anything shiny. Sirius whispered something about
catching one for fun, but James quickly shut him down.
Then, out of the corner of my eye, I spotted it. A lone
Mooncalf had wandered away from its herd. The creature moved cautiously, its
large, luminous eyes scanning the shadows. It was vulnerable, separated from
its group. My stomach twisted.
Before I could say anything, a sharp crack echoed through
the air. A spell shot from the darkness, encasing the Mooncalf in a glowing
net. The creature let out a pitiful cry as it struggled, the light from the net
illuminating the figure of a man in the shadows.
"That's a poacher," I hissed, my voice low but urgent.
James looked alarmed. "We need to get a teacher. They'll
know what to do."
"We don't have time for that!" I snapped, trying to keep my
voice steady. "If we go back for help, he'll be long gone. And if he gets out
of here, he'll tell others how to get into the forest. This could be the first
poacher to ever breach this place—if he succeeds, there will be more."
Sirius nodded, his expression serious for once. "Antares is
right. We can't let him leave. Besides, James, what are we going to say to the
teachers? That we just happened to stumble across a poacher while taking a
midnight stroll in the Forbidden Forest? We'd be expelled before we finished
explaining."
James frowned, clearly torn. "I don't like this. It feels
reckless."
"We don't have a choice," I insisted. "This isn't just about
the Mooncalf—it's about the entire forest. If he gets out, this place won't be
safe for anyone anymore."
James sighed, gripping his wand tighter. "Fine. But if this
goes south, I'm blaming you."
Sirius grinned, his usual bravado returning. "Let's show
this poacher what happens when you mess with Hogwarts."
As we crept closer, the poacher remained focused on the
Mooncalf, oblivious to our approach. His wand glowed faintly, revealing a
rough, scarred face and a cold, calculating expression. My heart pounded in my
chest.
The forest felt alive with malice tonight, each shadow
twisting into shapes my imagination eagerly turned into threats. The air was
thick, damp, and oppressive, carrying with it the scent of decay and soil. The
poacher stood only twenty feet ahead, bent over the Mooncalf still struggling
weakly in the magical net. He didn't notice us yet, his focus locked on
securing his prize.
I gripped my wand tightly, my mind racing. The quest was
clear: kill him. Not incapacitate, not deter—kill. I could feel James and
Sirius behind me, their breaths shallow and anxious. I wasn't sure if it was
the darkness or my own paranoia, but the forest felt more hostile than ever.
Every rustle of leaves seemed amplified, every distant cry of a creature like a
warning meant just for me.
James whispered, his voice strained, "So… what's the plan? Stun
him and run?"
I shook my head, barely sparing him a glance. "We don't have
time for that," I murmured. My voice sounded foreign to my own ears—cold and
detached. "If he gets out of here alive, others will come. The Forbidden Forest
will become a hunting ground."
Sirius stepped closer, his brow furrowed. "Wait, what do you
mean by—"
Before he could finish, I acted.
"Diffindo"
The cutting charm sliced through the air, almost silent
except for the faint hum of magic. It was aimed for his neck, where I knew it
would do the most damage. The poacher must have sensed something because he
turned just in time to see the spell coming. His eyes widened in shock as the
magic struck.
The spell hit with brutal precision, slashing deep into the
side of his neck. Blood erupted from the wound, splattering the ground and
staining the leaves of a nearby bush. He stumbled, his hands flying to his
throat as he gurgled, choking on his own blood. The crimson river spilled
through his fingers, dripping down his chest in thick, glistening streams.
I froze, watching as he crumpled to his knees. His wand
slipped from his hand, forgotten as his body fought against the inevitable. His
lips moved, forming words drowned by the wet, choking sounds coming from his
throat. Blood bubbled at the corners of his mouth, and his skin turned deathly
pale.
Then, with one last shudder, he collapsed face-first into
the dirt, the life draining out of him in a widening pool of red.
For a moment, all I could hear was the pounding of my own
heartbeat and the distant rustling of the forest. My wand hand trembled, but I
kept my grip firm.
Ding
The notification from the Game was loud in my head, almost
mocking. I didn't look at it. I couldn't—not yet.
James's voice broke the silence, sharp and filled with
panic. "You killed him!" His eyes were wide, his face pale as he stared at the
body. "Antares, what the hell? I thought we were just going to knock him out or
something! Merlin, we're going to get expelled. No—no, worse. We're going to
Azkaban for this!"
Sirius wasn't much better. He was pacing frantically, his
hands in his hair. "We're done for. They'll think we're dark wizards. They'll
send Aurors—hell, they'll send Dementors. We're going to get the Kiss for
this!"
Their panic was infectious. My breathing quickened, my
thoughts racing as I looked at the poacher's lifeless body. The blood, still
warm, seeped into the forest floor, the metallic scent mixing with the earthy
smell of the woods. I felt bile rise in my throat. I'd killed someone. I'd
taken a life.
"Calm down!" I snapped, my voice shaking. But they didn't
listen. James was muttering about Aurors, and Sirius was ranting about how
stupid this all was.
"Calm the fuck down!" I yelled, my voice echoing through the
trees. They both froze, staring at me. "Do you think I wanted to do this?" I
gestured wildly at the body. "Do you think I enjoyed it? I didn't have a
choice! If we stunned him and called the Aurors, he'd get a slap on the wrist—a
fine, maybe a month in Azkaban, and then he'd tell everyone how to get into the
forest. This isn't just about us. It's about the creatures in here. The
Mooncalves, the Thestrals, the unicorns—they'd all be hunted down. I did what
had to be done."
James swallowed hard, his eyes darting between me and the
body. "You… you don't even seem upset about it."
I didn't know how to respond. The truth was, I wasn't sure
how I felt. My hands were still trembling, my stomach twisting in knots, but my
mind… my mind felt strangely clear.
Ding.
New Perk Unlocked:
Gamer's Mind
"When playing
a game, one doesn't feel the emotions of killing someone—so why should you? All
negative feelings and emotions are removed to keep the user in a rational state
of mind."
And just like that, the storm of emotions vanished. The
shaking stopped, my stomach settled, and my thoughts became calm and focused. I
could still remember the fear, the guilt, the horror—but I couldn't feel them
anymore. It was as if a switch had been flipped, and all the noise in my head
had been silenced.
Sirius broke the silence, his voice low and uneasy. "You're
bloody terrifying when you're calm, you know that?"
I ignored him, turning my attention to the Mooncalf, now
free and rejoining its pack. At least that was something. The forest was safe
for now. The quest was complete.
But as I looked back at the blood-stained ground, I couldn't
help but think what the game is doing to me.
The forest still smelled of blood and ash, the faint scent
clinging to my robes even as we left the scene behind. My mind replayed the
poacher's last moments again and again: the flash of my cutting charm, the
gurgle of blood, the sight of his body crumpling to the ground. I felt
detached, like I was watching it happen to someone else. But I knew better.
That someone else was me.
"Guys, you know we had to do this," I said, my voice soft
but firm. "I had to do this. If he got out, the forest would've become hunting
grounds."
James stopped in his tracks, his face twisted in something
between anger and disbelief. He didn't respond, just stared at me with a hard,
almost betrayed look.
I sighed and ran a hand through my hair, frustration
building. Turning back to the situation at hand, I'd burned the body and
cleaned up the blood with a few precise Evanesco charms before we left. The
forest didn't hold the same weight of evidence as before, but it still lingered
in the back of my mind—this mess wasn't over.
The walk back was heavy with silence. Sirius and James
followed behind me, their footsteps muffled by the damp forest floor. I could
feel their eyes on my back, but neither of them said a word. The awkwardness
gnawed at me, a stark contrast to our usual banter.
When we finally slipped through the castle's secret
passageways and into the safety of our dormitory hallway, I turned to speak,
desperate to break the tension but stopped myself.
As we reached the door to the dorm, I tried again. "Look, I
didn't want to—"
James cut me off sharply, his tone clipped and cold. "No. Be
quiet." He stepped inside and slammed the door, leaving me standing in the
corridor with my mouth open.
I turned to Sirius, hoping for some kind of reassurance. But
when I opened my mouth, he held up a hand to stop me. "Antares, I get it. I
really do. I understand why you did it, and maybe, eventually, James will too.
But…" He sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. "I'm worried about how fast you
decided to kill him. We didn't even see the guy longer than five minutes. You
didn't hesitate. You didn't even talk to him."
I tried to interject, but he shook his head. "Just... stay
away from us for a while, okay? James needs time. I need time. Night."
And with that, he stepped into the dorm and locked the door
behind him, leaving me alone in the corridor.
The weight of his words hit me like a punch to the gut. I
stood there, staring at the closed door, feeling my chest tighten. My eyes
started to sting, and I realized tears were welling up. My throat burned, and
the first sob was clawing its way to the surface—until I heard it.
Ding.
The notification cut through my grief like a knife, and
suddenly, the tears dried. My vision cleared, and the raw pain in my chest
faded into nothingness.
"Fucking game," I muttered, clenching my fists. "Just let me
cry, damn it."
As if mocking me, another Ding sounded in my head. Just like
that, the anger melted away too, leaving behind a hollow calm. It was
infuriating, yet I couldn't summon the energy to care.
With nowhere else to go, I started wandering. I knew the
prefect patrol patterns by heart—after all, breaking rules had become something
of a specialty for me—so it wasn't hard to avoid them. My feet carried me to
the third-floor corridor, where I paced back and forth, my mind racing even as
my body moved automatically.
Then, I saw it.
A door I had never seen before materialized out of nowhere,
as if responding to my presence. Intrigued, I approached it cautiously. The
door creaked open, revealing a small, private room. The walls were lined with
shelves full of books and odd trinkets, and at the center was a single bed with
clean, soft linens.
I stepped inside, the quiet hum of magic in the air soothing
my frayed nerves. I stood at the foot of the bed for what felt like hours, just
staring at it, my thoughts swirling.
Eventually, exhaustion took over. I lay down, the mattress
firm but comforting beneath me. I didn't remember closing my eyes, but when I
woke, the sun was shining through a small window high on the wall.
For the first time in hours, I felt... almost at peace. But
as I sat up, the memories of the night before came flooding back, and I knew
that peace wouldn't last.
Author's note
Annnnnd
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