Harmonious Love

The Harmony of Yin and Yang Is Not as It Seems PART1(20)

At some point, Tae Young-won began to reconsider his preferences. Strangely, Mo Yeon’s reactions had a way of stimulating Tae Young-won, whether intentional or not.

However, it was also unpleasant, which was problematic.

What is he thinking?

What’s your real purpose?

“It’s not that, it’s just uncomfortable…”

No matter how much Tae Young-won thought about it, he didn’t think Mo Yeon had approached him out of affection. It was hard to accept, but Mo Yeon’s reactions suggested otherwise.

When he didn’t say anything, Mo Yeon rolled his eyes. He seemed unsure of what attitude to take himself.

It’s ridiculous to watch someone who is completely inept at deceiving others firmly believe they can. Tae Young-won felt a bit mischievous.

“Didn’t you miss me while you were waiting?”

“Uh…!”

Lowering his body, he pulled Mo Yeon’s waist and sat him on his lap. Wearing only a thin t-shirt, Mo Yeon’s awkwardly stiffened body was fully transmitted to Tae Young-won’s hands.

“I couldn’t concentrate at all at school worrying about Mo Yeon. Since yesterday was our first day of dating, I think I was too excited and pushed too hard, so I feel bad.”

“…!”

As if recalling something forgotten, his large eyes, unaccustomed to hiding emotions, widened. Though still slightly upturned, the sharp glare from before was nowhere to be seen.

Unbeknownst to himself, Mo Yeon, having lived hidden behind glasses, was woefully inept at concealing his expressions when bare-faced.

“Sunbae… are we really dating…?”

“How many times are you going to ask? As if you don’t want to believe it.”

Smiling with crinkled eyes at Mo Yeon’s pale face, Tae Young-won buried his face in Mo Yeon’s nape. After a moment, Mo Yeon replied.

“…How could that be? You know how much I like you, sunbae.”

“Right, you were as excited as I was yesterday, weren’t you? Even though you said it was hard. Actually, you came much more than I did.”

As he pressed his lips to Mo Yeon’s nape and collarbone, his hand, which had been fiddling with Mo Yeon’s waist, lifted the hem of his shirt and slipped inside. As he stroked Mo Yeon’s lower back, goosebumps rose.

“S-sunbae.”

“Look at you getting goosebumps from embarrassment. How cute.”

As he whispered lowly, Mo Yeon’s entire body was on the verge of getting goosebumps. Tae Young-won pretended not to notice and continued to kiss Mo Yeon’s nape.

“Haa, I think I’m going to get hard again…”

“…”

At that moment, he felt Mo Yeon’s neck stiffen completely.

Tae Young-won had to make a desperate effort to hold back his laughter.

It was certain that Mo Yeon was hiding something from him, that he had some purpose. He seemed to be under the delusion that he was hiding it very well, but Tae Young-won was becoming increasingly sure.

However, the one problem was that he had no idea what that ‘something’ or ‘purpose’ was. All he had noticed was that Mo Yeon didn’t like him.

That was nothing if not insulting to Tae Young-won’s pride.

Although he knew it would probably be an unpleasant and strange reason, and most likely a waste of unnecessary time, Tae Young-won was curious about that reason.

He desperately wanted to know it.

And until he found out, he wanted to tease this strange junior a bit more.

“Aaaagh!”

At that moment, Mo Yeon suddenly screamed.

“What’s wrong?”

Just as he was about to get excited, Tae Young-won’s brow furrowed deeply. He thought Mo Yeon was just making a fuss over nothing.

Mo Yeon escaped from his arms, lifted his t-shirt, and checked the area, then glared at Tae Young-won reproachfully.

When Tae Young-won had embraced his waist, the sharp part of the belt buckle had not only pressed against Mo Yeon’s swollen and sore dick but had also slightly pinched them. Although it hadn’t caused a wound, it had certainly become a bit more red and swollen.

“Damn…”

Mo Yeon, who had been biting his lips hard, suddenly looked up.

“…”

Tae Young-won’s eyes widened as he met the tearful gaze.

***

“Wait a moment.”

Mo Yeon sat quietly on the bed waiting for Tae Young-won, not knowing where he had gone but sensing he would return with some kind of solution.

And what Tae Young-won brought back was, damn it all, the white handkerchief that had humiliated him yesterday. He couldn’t burn it, so he had hidden it away thoroughly, but somehow Tae Young-won had found it so quickly.

“Don’t! Don’t use that!”

“Don’t worry, I won’t do it like yesterday.”

He lightly took away the blanket and set it aside, then folded the handkerchief, dampened with cold water, wider than yesterday. Then, before placing it on the affected area, he examined it from various angles and muttered in a worried voice.

“It’s really swollen. Everywhere else is white and soft like usual, but just the glans is redder and bigger than yesterday. It must have hurt, Mo Yeon.”

“…”

Mo Yeon felt a bit confused by Tae Young-won’s nursing.

It was already shameful to be half-naked like a pervert while Tae Young-won was fully dressed to go out, and he didn’t know what this situation was all about. Mo Yeon was busy covering his reddened face with both arms.

“Don’t be shy. I’m just trying to calm it down.”

“…Can’t I just go home and do this myself?”

“We’re dating, I can’t just let you do that.”

The real reason he felt like dying was that he felt his dick might start to rise little by little as Tae Young-won kept looking at it like that. He clenched his fists and bit his lips, trying his best to hold back.

“If you don’t like it, should I just apply some medicine?”

“It’s fine.”

In the end, Mo Yeon pulled Tae Young-won’s hand and volunteered for the cold compress himself.

As the ice-cold object touched the sensitive area, Mo Yeon bit his lips. The sudden drop in body temperature even made his thighs break out in goosebumps. The near-erection also gradually subsided.

Yes, this is just calming it down with a cold towel.

But it was still a bit suspicious.

“Sunbae, is this really helping it calm down…?”

“Yeah, it looks like it’s shrinking from the cold, doesn’t it?”

‘It’ referred to the testicles. Mo Yeon was shocked when Tae Young-won slipped his hand under the handkerchief and started fondling them.

“Why are they so small? This feels really weird.”

“S-stop it. We agreed not to touch…”

“These don’t hurt, right? I’m just doing it because they’re really cute. They’re like toys.”

“Urgh!”

Tae Young-won gripped the testicles hard as if playing with slime. Mo Yeon, feeling dizzy, grabbed Tae Young-won’s wrist with both hands.

“You should be gentle…!”

“Sorry, I got carried away and really thought they were toys for a moment.”

Tae Young-won relaxed his grip and continued to fondle the round testicles. Mo Yeon looked down at the scene with a face on the verge of tears. Should he be thankful that at least the handkerchief covered the sight of someone else’s hand gently touching his testicles?

Meanwhile, Tae Young-won’s eyes seemed somehow familiar. Mo Yeon asked in bewilderment.

“…Do you like these too?”

“I guess so…”

He was genuinely interested in Mo Yeon’s testicles. Those seemingly crazed eyes were similar to when he discovered the lack of hair.

Tae Young-won’s hand gently caressed the small, firm testicles that were tightly drawn up, occasionally poking at the perineum. Each time this happened, Mo Yeon was on high alert, wondering if Tae Young-won might try to steer things in a different direction.

“Honestly, until yesterday I never even thought about wanting to touch something like this, but it’s really firm and soft. In the past, I would have thrown up just at the suggestion of touching it. You’re really something, Mo Yeon.”

“Ah, really…”

How could this person keep mentioning that he had turned gay because of him, making it impossible to even tell him to stop touching? Mo Yeon’s conscience was pricked repeatedly.

Is this person really homophobic?

‘But I guess this is natural for couples…’

Having never been in a relationship before, he wasn’t sure, but judging from Tae Young-won’s behavior, he wondered if this was how everyone lived.

It was truly unbelievable and strange, but after all, he and Tae Young-won were in a ‘lovers’ relationship…

At this point, Mo Yeon opened his mouth once again to both avoid Tae Young-won’s suspicion and solidify his own position.

“Sunbae.”

He met Mo Yeon’s gaze without saying anything.

He was going to say he liked him again. But then, a thought suddenly struck him, and Mo Yeon spoke while lowering his eyes. He felt it would be easier for him to speak more sincerely.

“…I’m really happy that I can be with you again, sunbae.”

“…”

“I mean it.”

At that moment, Tae Young-won hesitated.

This statement was 100% sincere. Although this wasn’t the form he had hoped for, still, anyway.

“…”

Somehow feeling the gaze continuing, Mo Yeon awkwardly raised the corners of his mouth. He had hoped it would be a good appeal in its own way, but Tae Young-won gave no response for a long time. Then he just smiled slightly.

“Don’t worry too much. I’ll send you home today.”

Although being sent home was what he wanted, it was still an inscrutable response.