Harmonious Love

The Harmony of Yin and Yang Is Not as It Seems PART1(3)

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The partner who seemed to be crossing the line finally started showing obsession.

So Tae Young-won immediately ended the relationship. After barely comforting his crying partner all night and taking them home, he felt extremely tired.

Staring blankly at the ceiling, he craved a cigarette more desperately than sleep.

So when he got into the elevator, Tae Young-won realized someone was staring intently at his crotch.

Usually, he would have ignored it, thinking it was ridiculous, but unfortunately, Tae Young-won was in an extremely sensitive state compared to normal.

It was also the first time he experienced another man openly lusting after his dick.

He seemed familiar somehow.

The slightly upturned eyes that had been coveting another man’s dick in broad daylight now looked at his face with a feigned expression of surprise. He was so taken aback, he couldn’t even laugh.

“You should be careful where you look. You’re making people misunderstand.”

“…Misunderstand?”

Blinking with wide eyes, it was an innocent look that showed no trace of the lust he had felt moments ago.

“It seems like a male is eyeing my dick, and it’s ruining my mood from the morning.”

Though he knew it would be cleaner to pretend not to know and move on with that level of feigned innocence, he was a man who had no immunity to blatant insults, neighbor or not.

“I might understand, but let’s not make it obvious. It really pisses me off.”

“…”

“Actually, I don’t even understand.”

He’s not interested in people who approach him recklessly just based on his appearance. Of course, he equally disliked those high-level pretenders.

Rather, any interest that might have arisen would cool off coldly when he sensed the other’s interest. It was amusing to imagine their disappointment when he revealed his true self, and fundamentally, Tae Young-won didn’t find such people entertaining.

Moreover, it’s surprisingly comfortable to deal with someone you don’t have to hide your true colors from. Tae Young-won freely expressed his displeasure whenever his young gay neighbor glanced at him.

Above all, he had no interest in sleeping with men. Even if their face was exactly his type, looking sharp and haughty.

Then one day, something happened that he couldn’t just ignore and move past.

When the gay neighbor from next door pounced on his lips in front of the elevator and ran away, the trace he left wasn’t just a dirtied handkerchief.

“Even my erection stopped, you bastard.”

“…”

Tae Young-won’s dick, trapped in his pants, was undeniably erect.

***

The fact that he got an erection because of a man.

For a while, that was more important to Tae Young-won than the truth of the universe. He had to spend days in confusion.

And shortly after, Tae Young-won found out quite anticlimactically that his gay neighbor was Mo Yeon.

‘…Does he think I’m an idiot?’

Honestly, after leaving such an impact, there’s no way he wouldn’t recognize him just because he put on a pair of glasses.

There were many things Tae Young-won didn’t tell Mo Yeon, but that was the most important fact of all.

So, Tae Young-won couldn’t accept that he got an erection when a man pounced on his lips just because his face was somewhat his type.

Tae Young-won felt he had to hold Mo Yeon responsible for this. But no matter how much he racked his brain, he couldn’t think of a good way to do it.

Tae Young-won observed Mo Yeon stalking him and pondered deeply on how to handle this.

From what he had seen so far, Mo Yeon was by no means a threatening stalker. Everything he did was clumsy and transparent, and the more you watched, the more ridiculous it became.

“Mo Yeon, want to do a group project with me?”

From the moment he impulsively asked and Mo Yeon naively followed him home, it was like that.

No matter how little interest he had in others, and even though he couldn’t have imagined that a junior from the same department would be the gay neighbor next door, this case of constantly hovering around him was an exception.

So, it was increasingly mind-boggling how naive this socially inept person was.

Tae Young-won really wondered if this strange junior thought he wouldn’t recognize him just because of a pair of glasses, so he decided to watch and see how far it would go while being kind to Mo Yeon.

“But Mo Yeon, why aren’t you drinking your coffee?”

“…”

Of course, he found some enjoyment in the process.

“How is it? Tasty?”

When he asked, looking at the reddened face, Mo Yeon nodded while covering his cough with his hand.

“…Yes.”

“Right? To be honest, I didn’t expect much since it’s inside the school, but it tastes better than I thought. They must use good beans.”

“Yes, *cough*, it’s really delicious.”

“I’m glad it suits your taste too, Mo Yeon.”

He stared at Mo Yeon, who was trying to suppress his cough, with narrowed eyes.

He wondered what expression he would be making if that awful pair of glasses hiding his face were removed. If it weren’t for those, he could have seen how embarrassed and flustered he was from time to time.

Honestly, it’s undeniable that Mo Yeon’s face is his type. If you strip away the shabby appearance, quite striking features emerge. The pale white skin and long eyes with slightly upturned ends don’t look fierce or sharp at all, probably due to the large pupils. The cool appearance was due to his somewhat shaded expression and tone.

He thought he would surely feel disgusted if he saw him naked, but when he barged in during a shower recently and saw him protecting his face first while naked, he almost burst out laughing.

Actually doing it, it wasn’t as hard to tolerate being deceived as he thought. It was just a bit funny.

However, contrary to his expectations, Mo Yeon’s naked body that he encountered when barging into the bathroom didn’t disappoint him. Though he couldn’t see properly, since it wasn’t a muscular body, the thin lines of the naked form weren’t unpleasant to face. It didn’t seem very similar to his own body.

But fortunately, Mo Yeon, whom he closely observed for several days under the pretext of group projects, was just another man no matter how he looked at it.

Mo Yeon was unexpectedly the type to soften up to those who treated him well. He was basically wary, but not the type to indiscriminately bare his teeth at everyone.

Moreover, he seemed to quite enjoy physical contact. It was unexpected that he was gay and quite sexually forward, but Mo Yeon seemed to especially like small physical touches.

After building up some trust, when he deliberately brushed hands and created an atmosphere, Mo Yeon would focus on the sensation with a blank expression, forgetting even to deceive him. Watching this, Tae Young-won felt a strange feeling.

The more certain it became that Mo Yeon liked him, the more Tae Young-won should have lost interest in Mo Yeon. He should have been so put off that he didn’t even want to touch him, especially since he was gay.

‘He’s cuter than I thought, why does he live like this?’

But the problem was that Tae Young-won started having such thoughts while spending time with Mo Yeon.

And Tae Young-won found quite a lot of satisfaction in playing mean tricks on Mo Yeon. It seemed to be because he could be a little more honest in front of Mo Yeon.

He realized it was serious when he took off Mo Yeon’s glasses in front of the lecture hall.

He wasn’t angry even when Mo Yeon got mad at him for playing a trick, despite having deceived him first. At that moment, Tae Young-won couldn’t take his eyes off Mo Yeon’s trembling figure, with his ears and nape flushed red as he tried to cover his face.

Although it was quite vexing that Mo Yeon pretended not to know him for a day afterward out of anger, it was another pleasure when Mo Yeon immediately accepted his apology when he hugged and comforted him.

“But it’s kind of strange, you were the one hitting on him instead. I’ve never seen you do that before.”

It was around that time that he felt the gravity of the situation.

Tae Young-won quietly thought while petting a cat.

At this rate, he might really become gay because of that strange guy…

Making him pay for his sins was just an excuse, and despite citing various reasons, in fact, he had only one purpose.

He wanted to confirm one last thing. Whether the arousal of his dick that day was truly just a coincidence.

The talk about his heart being troubled and wanting to get revenge was all just nonsense he spouted to Mo Yeon.

His real goal was to confirm that his dick would not become erect.

And. Because of that damned curiosity again.

Recalling his dick that had once again stood erect, Tae Young-won sighed as if he had a headache.

“Haah.”

On the bed, Mo Yeon was naked and incredibly embarrassed. That sight made Tae Young-won’s heart race even more.

He had a feeling that someday this damned curiosity would seriously mess up his life. He should have just not checked.

Mo Yeon got an erection once, and he got an erection twice, so in the end, he failed at getting revenge too.

“Ha, so why is there no hair there…”

So why is there no hair there, he asked. So.

…Ah!

Regardless of whether the person next to him was staring with wide eyes, the moment his mind was filled again with the image of that hairless area, he irritably ran his hands through his hair. Despite the murmuring around him, he was in no state to care about such things right now.