Chapter 46: The darkness beneath the lights
After several days of family exploration and quiet island wonder, Hawaii had become more than just a tropical escape—it was a sanctuary for both body and soul. The preceding days had been filled with shared laughter, nostalgic reminiscences, and sunlit adventures as Adriano, his mother, and his father immersed themselves in the island's natural beauty.
However, on the day his parents decided to indulge in some much‐needed "couple time," Adriano found himself with an unexpected solitude. A day free from familial obligations was rare for him, and he couldn't help but feel both relieved and uneasy about being on his own. He had barely enough time to catch his breath before he decided to take a long, aimless walk along the beach, hoping the rhythmic crash of the surf would clear his mind before his demanding career called him back.
The morning was bright and clear, with the sun's rays dancing on the gently rippling water. Adriano strolled along the shore, his thoughts drifting between memories of past glories and the pressure of the upcoming World Cup. The weight of expectations—the roar of stadiums, the ceaseless scrutiny of the media, the relentless training—was a constant companion. Today, however, he just wanted a quiet moment to himself, to reflect on what it all meant outside the relentless glare of fame.
As he walked further down the beach, Adriano's attention was suddenly caught by the energetic sounds of laughter and playful shouts. Ahead, a lively game of beach volleyball was in full swing. A group of young women, radiant in their athletic gear and carefree smiles, danced across the sand, chasing a bright, soaring ball. Among them was a familiar figure—Kate. Dressed casually in a light summer outfit that hinted at her innate beauty, she was laughing heartily with her friends, her hair catching the sunlight with every burst of movement.
Adriano's initial instinct was to turn around and continue his solitary walk. He wasn't in the mood for further distractions, especially not ones that might complicate the fragile balance he'd carved out for himself amidst the pressures of his career. Yet, as he tried to slip away, a clear voice rang out, "Adriano!" The call was warm, insistent—a blend of mischief and genuine invitation that made him pause in his tracks.
With a resigned sigh, he turned around. His eyes met Kate's across the sandy expanse. For a moment, he offered a tired smile and a tentative wave, the kind that spoke of polite acknowledgment rather than deep interest. But as he began approaching her, he couldn't help but notice that her friends were exchanging whispers and subtle glances. Their expressions were curious, even amused, as if they were privy to a secret he wasn't yet aware of.
"Hey, how's it going?" Adriano asked, his tone polite yet carrying the weight of his inner conflict. His gaze flitted between Kate and the small circle of women around her.
Kate, ever perceptive despite her own internal uncertainties, tilted her head slightly. "Is this a bad time?" she asked softly, concern threading through her words as she noticed the slight tension in his expression.
Adriano shook his head, a small, rueful smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "No, it's alright. I was just… thinking about some things," he replied.
"Why don't you join us for a bit?" Kate offered, her eyes hopeful as she extended a friendly invitation. "We're just taking a break. It'd be great to have you around."
Adriano hesitated. "I really don't want to intrude on your personal time," he said, trying to balance his politeness with his internal desire to retreat into solitude. But before the conversation could linger, one of Kate's friends—a stylish, confident woman with a mischievous smirk—chimed in.
"Oh, don't be so formal," she teased lightly. "We don't mind at all."
Kate's friend stepped forward and introduced herself. "I'm Sophia Bush," she said with a knowing smile, her voice carrying a hint of playful charm. "And this is Lucy Varagon." The introductions were warm, and the group's camaraderie was palpable—a close-knit circle forged in shared experiences and mutual respect. Two of the other girls lingered nearby, less involved but still part of the cheerful dynamic.
Just then, Lucy, who had been intermittently checking her phone, suddenly jumped up, her eyes wide with excitement. "Hey, it's really you!" she yelled, pointing directly at Adriano. Confused, he raised an eyebrow as Lucy waved her phone in his direction.
"What do you mean?" Adriano asked, a gentle chuckle escaping him as he looked at the screen.
There, displayed clearly, was his football profile—a snapshot of his short yet celebrated career, complete with headlines comparing his skill to that of Messi and Ronaldo, details of record-breaking feats, triumphs over iconic teams like Real Madrid and Barcelona, and an astonishing market value of over 100 million euros.
Lucy grinned widely, almost theatrically, "you're one of the hottest football stars in Europe! Look at this—records shattered, trophies won… you're practically a living legend at just 18!" Her tone was playful, and she relished the attention of sharing this moment with her friends.
Adriano laughed, shaking his head. "That's a bit of an exaggeration," he said, his tone light yet modest. "I'm just a guy who loves playing football. It's not all glitz and glamour—it's a lot of hard work, too."
Kate, visibly surprised by this revelation, let out a small, soft laugh. "I didn't realize you were so famous, how is it like being a star and enjoying the fame? " she asked , her eyes reflecting both admiration and a hint of wistfulness.
Adriano replied solemnly, " It's not something all rainbows and butterflies, it has its burdens. I tend to focus on the game rather than the outside factors."
Sophia leaned closer to Kate and whispered with a teasing smirk, "You really have the best luck—running into a superstar like him even when you least expect it."
Kate only shrugged, a fleeting blush coloring her cheeks, as if to say, "We're only acquaintances," while her eyes lingered on him with a mixture of curiosity and something unspoken.
As the conversation lightened, Lucy piped up again, "Hey, can we take a photo with you? Just a quick selfie?" Adriano's expression softened further, and with a polite nod and a genuine smile, he agreed. The small group gathered around him, capturing the moment on Lucy's phone, their laughter mingling with the sound of the surf.
After a while, as the game of volleyball resumed and the sun began to dip a little lower, Sophia casually invited Adriano to join her and the others back at their villa for a refreshing drink. "We'd love to continue the conversation there," she suggested, her tone warm and inviting.
But Adriano shook his head gently. "I'm afraid I need to get back," he explained. "I promised my parents I'd be back in time to help with dinner. Plus, I have some things to prepare for the World Cup. I can't really spare much time right now."
There was a brief moment of understanding among the group, and Kate, noticing the slight disappointment in his eyes, hesitated before speaking. "Maybe… would you like some company on your walk? I can walk with you for a bit, if you don't mind."
Adriano paused. The offer was unexpected— perhaps even an olive branch for the earlier awkward encounter. He looked into her earnest eyes and hesitated, his mind racing between the comfort of solitude and the potential for a deeper conversation. Finally, he nodded. "Sure, why not?" he replied softly.
They strolled along the shoreline together, their footsteps leaving fleeting imprints on the wet sand. The atmosphere was gentle, the only sounds the soft rush of the tide and the distant hum of conversations from the volleyball game. As they walked, Kate broke the comfortable silence.
"Was it my imagination, or were you trying to avoid us earlier?" she asked, her tone laced with a mixture of teasing and genuine concern.
Adriano let out a soft sigh, his gaze drifting over the endless ocean. "It's not that I was avoiding you," he explained. "I just… sometimes I need to clear my head, to think without distractions. With everything going on—the World Cup, my responsibilities—it's hard to find moments of quiet."
At the mention of his career, Kate's smile faltered, and her usually bright demeanor dimmed ever so slightly. Noticing the change, Adriano turned to her with concern. "Hey, what's wrong?" he asked gently.
Kate hesitated, her eyes dropping to the sand for a moment before she spoke in a low, almost vulnerable tone. "This vacation—it was supposed to be my escape from everything," she admitted.
"After that big photoshoot last year, when I first got a taste of fame, all the offers started coming in. But they're all the same now—swimsuits, lingerie, even some… nude shoots. I wanted to be taken seriously as an actress, to show people my talent beyond just my looks. But now, everyone sees me as an object, and even my family… they can't help but criticize me."
Her words were soft, almost lost in the sound of the waves, yet they carried the weight of deep-seated sadness and frustration. Adriano listened intently, his earlier reservations fading in the face of her raw honesty.
"Was it wrong to pursue my dreams?" Kate continued, her voice barely above a whisper. "I wanted to be more than just a pretty face. I wanted to act, to express myself, to be respected for my talent. But now… now I feel trapped. Every opportunity seems to force me into this image, this role that I never really wanted."
Adriano paused, taking a deep breath as he considered his words carefully. "Kate," he began slowly, "I'm not here to judge your choices or tell you what you should do. But let me ask you—are you okay with being seen only as an object? Does fame, in all its glittering promises, mean more to you than your self-respect, your dignity?"
He looked into her eyes, his voice earnest and unflinching. "Fame and Hollywood glamour might seem beautiful on the surface, but beneath that shine lies an abyss of schemes, manipulations, and lies.
It's so easy to get lost in the stardom—where every smile hides an ulterior motive, and every compliment might be just another trap.
At the end of the day, you have to be able to look at yourself in the mirror and feel proud of who you are and what you do. If you can't do that, then maybe you're on the wrong path."
He paused, allowing the weight of his words to sink in before continuing, "You are a beautiful, intelligent, and kind person, Kate. The fact that you can realize this much proves it. You should value yourself more than what the world currently sees. I believe you can do better—if that's what you want. But it has to be your choice, your path to follow."
For a long, quiet moment, Kate stared out at the endless blue horizon, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. The raw honesty in Adriano's words had cut through the pretense and forced her to confront her inner turmoil. "I…I never thought of it that way," she murmured, her voice trembling slightly as she absorbed his advice. "I guess I've been so caught up in what others expect of me and a false reality, that I lost sight of what I really want."
Adriano offered her a gentle smile. "Sometimes it takes a moment of clarity—when you're alone with your thoughts—to see the truth. I know how hard it is to balance ambition with staying true to yourself.
I've been fighting that battle too, every day, with every match, with every decision I make. It's not always possible to make the right decisions."
"Sometimes I wonder," Kate confided, her voice trembling slightly as she looked into his earnest eyes, "if the price of fame is worth it when it means sacrificing who you are. I feel torn between following my passion for acting and succumbing to the shallow demands of the industry."
Adriano's expression softened. "I get it. The world loves to reduce us to images and labels. But you are so much more than the roles they try to cast you in. You have dreams, aspirations—qualities that define you, not the way you look on a screen or in a magazine."
They continued walking in silence for a few minutes, the only sounds the soft hum of the ocean and their measured steps on the warm sand. Finally, as the sun began to dip lower in the sky, casting long, golden shadows along the beach, Adriano spoke again. "I'm almost at the villa," he said softly, "I have to go back."
Kate's eyes met his, filled with a mix of gratitude and sorrow. "Thank you, Adriano," she whispered. "Thank you for listening—and for reminding me that there's more to life than what everyone else expects."
He paused at the edge of a small path leading back to the villa, then turned to her. "I wish you all the best, Kate," he said, his voice steady and sincere. "Take care of yourself."
Kate nodded and replied, " You too. I'll be watching you play," her gaze lingering on him as he slowly walked away, leaving behind a trail of footprints in the sand and a quiet promise of change in her heart.
As Adriano disappeared into the gentle twilight, Kate remained standing there for a long time, contemplating his words and the unexpected encounter that had challenged her perceptions of fame and self-worth.
The next day, as the first light of dawn crept over the horizon, Adriano and his parents prepared to leave Hawaii and return to Brazil. A part of him wished he could linger a little longer in the island's serenity, but the call of duty was relentless. Upon landing in Brazil, the familiar tropical heat greeted him as he navigated through the crowded airport. At the airport, amidst warm embraces and promises to return, Adriano helped his parents settle in and bid them farewell as he won't be able to see them regularly. Not to mention he had to return to Portugal and catch the team flight. He only came to Brazil early to settle his parents.
Adriano took the next flight to Portugal directly. As Adriano made his way to the arrivals area, where the bustle of international travel mingled with the excitement of homecoming. He was no stranger to these moments—the weight of the world's expectations balanced by the quiet strength of personal resolve. With a deep breath, he steeled himself for the next phase of his journey.
Adriano made his way to the staff office of the Portugal team. The atmosphere there was charged with anticipation and an undercurrent of excitement—news had spread quickly about the arrival of their star player, and there was a palpable energy as everyone prepared for the next big challenge.
Inside the bustling staff room, Adriano was greeted with warm handshakes and congratulatory words from coaches, trainers, and some fellow players. Cristiano , Bruno Fernandes and some others would be arriving the next day.
Amid the chatter about tactics and strategies for the upcoming matches, there was an unspoken understanding that every player, including him, was now stepping into a new chapter—one where personal struggles and public triumphs were intertwined.