Folder of Desire: Dreams Turned Reality

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"A girlfriend? You know. I'm in love with a very pretty girl."

Ryu Inah's expression suddenly darkened at my firm answer.

There was also a tendency to answer more firmly to deliberately gauge her reaction.

She put down the fork she was holding and spoke gloomily.

"… I see. For some reason, it seemed like it was there."

I laughed heartily as I watched her reaction.

"Haha. Why? Aren't you interested in men with girlfriends?"

Then she smiles bitterly, pretending to be okay.

Her sad face was so pitiful that she immediately added her words.

"Hmm. Actually, to be exact, it's not an ordinary relationship."

As I slowly prayed, a slight ray of hope appeared in her pupils.

She asked me with deep anticipation.

"… What does that mean?"

I calmly cut the steak and explained the details.

It was already mentioned once anyway, so there was no need to keep it a secret.

"I told you yesterday, right? I meet quite a few women out there."

She answered, nodding her head hesitantly as if she remembered her.

"… Yes. Ugh. A bit of a dirty message. That's what you do. Yes. I remember."

"That's right. Emotional massage. Women especially like it. However, because they seek sexual pleasure, some lewd feelings arise during the procedure. Whether on my side or the other person's side."

"… That?? that type??"

"Yes. I sleep with most of my customers. My girlfriend knows about it. We even enjoy it together sometimes. That's why I said it's not an ordinary relationship."

"…"

Like any other partner, Ryu Inah looked utterly stunned by the shocking revelation. It was a moral lapse that I, as a modern and civilized person, could hardly comprehend.

For her, a virgin idol who held purity in high regard, it must have been an even greater blow.

"Are you disappointed that I am that kind of person?"

"…"

She had no answer for this type of question.

Fortunately, there were no feelings of disgust or hatred, but it seemed like the shock was not enough.

I quietly continued with my meal while she came out of her confusion.

She looks at me like that with her strange eyes.

Finally she opened her lips again.

"Well, then… Was the massage you gave me like that? That dirty thing."

"Emotional massage?"

"… Yes. Emotional massage. Is that what you intended?"

I decided to answer her question honestly.

I wanted to give her at least some choice.

"That's right. That's what I meant. I wanted you to feel something special after my massage. I also wanted to see you sexually aroused."

"…"

"Actually, there is no need to say it was intentional. As a male, it is instinctive to covet a beautiful woman like Inah. But I did not want to hurt anyone. That is why I am speaking honestly like this. So that you can hear and judge for yourself."

"… Judgment?"

"Yes. Ina, you also felt it. My massage was special. And it was very ecstatic. Isn't that why you are here?"

"… That… that."

"You don't have to make excuses. Ina, just answer honestly. Did you like my message? Sexually??"

"…"

As expected, Ryu Inah couldn't answer.

I guess there wasn't enough time for her to be open up yet.

I decided to wait slowly without pressing for an answer.

"Well, I'm not expecting an answer right away. You have your pride, and as an idol, I know you won't admit it easily. But if you ever feel physically distressed, don't hesitate to reach out. I offer services for situations like that as well."

She purses her lips and looks at the floor.

It must be burdensome for her, who was still a virgin, to discuss such services.

The silence continued like that for a long time.

Before long, she opened her lips again.

"Can I just... ask one rude question?"

"Huh? What is it?"

"Mr. Masseuse… Do you love your girlfriend?"

She asks with a serious expression.

I smiled with a slightly tired face.

"What else can I say? Of course, I love her."

"But… why is the other woman…?"

"Hmm. This is a bit difficult to explain. Shall we have a glass of wine?"

I adjusted the speed so as not to rush.

Even though her throat was starting to burn, she nodded and held out her glass.

─Squeak

As soon as I fill her glass, she gulps down her wine.

I don't know if it was alcohol, but it seemed like she needed some kind of alcohol.

I also wet my lips appropriately and continued explaining.

"Mrs. Ina, I think so. Both men and women live suppressing their desires. Because the other person does not want them. Because social turmoil arises. Because they criticize each other and get hurt. That is why everyone lives suppressing their own desires. ."

"But… Mr. Masseuse…"

"That's right. I don't hold back. I live according to my instincts. Even though I have a girlfriend, I hang out with other women and don't feel any guilt. And I eat like this with Ina. I keep my sinister intentions hidden."

"…"

"I think this is a male instinct. To sleep with as many women as possible and to conquer beautiful women. Of course, society has tabooed this, but if it is done with mutual consent, is there any problem with that?"

"Of course it's a problem… Morally..."

"No. Morality is just an illusion. It's just a minimum social safety measure. That's how the system runs smoothly. That's how accidents don't happen. That's why crimes don't happen. We teach it as if it's natural."

"… So you're saying it's okay to cheat?"

"Oh, of course cheating is bad. It's deceiving the other person. But I'm not cheating, right? I get permission to do it all, so how can that be cheating?"

"… Sigh. That's sophistry. If your lover were to be with another man, would you still be cool with it?"

Ryu Inah hits the nail on the head.

As she said, in the end, the point was that she wants to meet only me freely.

If the woman was hanging out with another man, I was definitely going to cut it off.

"I probably won't be able to get over it coolly."

"… Look. It's sophistry."

"Haha. This isn't sophistry. If you really want to ask, isn't that just an abuse of power? I'm not someone you'd regret, so I'll meet you without hesitation. If you don't like it, then we can break up. That's my motto. But if you criticize me for being selfish, I have no defense. After all, in the end, it's the one who regrets dating. That's just the way it is."

At those words, her eyebrows furrowed for the first time.

She seemed disappointed by my irresponsible attitude.

"... I didn't realize you were this kind of person. If you want to keep seeing me, just be patient. I'll meet with whoever I want. You, however, shouldn't. That's the way it is."

"Yes, that's right. Exactly."

When I shamelessly admit it, she lets out a sigh of relief.

"… Is that love? You don't treat the other person with respect at all?"

"No, I treat you very well. I serve you with all my heart when you want. I do everything you ask me to do. Furthermore, I'm even thinking about getting married these days."

"I... I just don't understand. The mr.masseuse. That woman. And the other people you are seeing."

I guess this reaction was normal.

There was no logical reason for modern women to endure being treated like this while dating. Yet, she still couldn't understand why I was able to dominate her in such a way. It was that thrilling, almost suffocating force, an irresistible pull that words could hardly capture.

"It's natural that you don't understand. You haven't slept with me yet. But why do those women stay by my side despite being treated so harshly? Why do they fawn over me, making regretful sounds? Why do they sleep with me? Ina can't help but wonder why she's suddenly so caught up in it all."

When I answered that slightly dismissively, Ryu Inah got angry and started questioning me.

It seemed like her mouth had relaxed after arguing with me.

"Ha! So you're saying we can't break up just because of sleeping together? Because if she breaks up, she can't sleep with you?"

"Exactly. You understood correctly."

"That! Do you think that makes sense? Women are not slaves to some kind of sexual desire!"

"Well, Ina has also experienced it a little bit. How important is your sexual satisfaction?

She also called me because she had frigidity after receiving my message.

Isn't she the one who shed her tears because of her heartbreaking fear?

Her face turned red as she remembered her condition last night.

She protested, stuttering her words.

"Well, well, that's not satisfaction; it's just fear of getting sick! I thought I was coming down with something!"

"Aha, is that so? Well then, should we change Saturday's schedule to a regular meridian massage? Originally, I had planned to give you an emotional massage, along with something a little more... erotic."

"…"

She quickly shut her grumbling mouth. She couldn't bring herself to admit she was tired, as it only reminded her of the ecstatic memories from the past. Her lips were pouting, a clear sign of inner conflict.

I couldn't help but laugh at the sight.

"Now you understand, right? Why is everyone being affected by my abuse of power? You have already been taken in. You can't even feel it unless I touch it. Why are you being so angry?"

I reached under the table and viciously swept Ryu Inah's calf.

She shivered at the cold touch of my shoes.

More precisely, it would have been a feeling of thrilling pleasure.

"… Ugh♥"

"If you don't like me, just cancel your reservation. It won't be hard, right? There are plenty of masseuses out there besides me. Handsome men, rich men, kind men. Is there any reason you'd choose to entrust your body to someone like me?"

─Saaaaak

"… Hmm♥"

She bit her lip with a somewhat annoyed look on her face.

She tried to get up from her seat several times, but her fists were shaking.

Ryu Inah never got up from her seat.

I was the only one who said the right things.

In the end, she couldn't deny the pleasure I gave her.

"Yes. That's how you are a good girl. As a reward, I'll give you a very special massage this Saturday. You can look forward to it."

She closes her eyes tightly, and her body trembles in shame.

But at the same time, her cheeks heated up as she felt a certain sense of immorality.

As expected, her body was honest.