chapter 30
30.Hayangi(2)
Hayangi(2)
“I love you so much that I hate you so much. To the point where I want to tear it apart.”
No matter how good the condition of Hayangi was saying those words, the only thing I could say was that the taste was gone. His eyes widened, he felt as if he was going to stab him at any moment, and his breathing was rough as if he had developed an anxiety disorder.
“Koo hoo hoo. I know that? I know that it’s not my feelings, but if the state of being unable to deny it continues, my brain goes a little tasteless. Am I the only one who has had this kind of experience? This was the first time I cursed my smart brain. If I had been a little less smart, I would have lived comfortably without feeling this sense of incongruity….”
The emotions created by the system may be naturally accepted by ordinary people, but it seems that Hayang felt a strong sense of incongruity from the point of view of a genius.
He must have felt like a guinea pig having his mind modified in real time by someone. Just imagining it is terrifying. Eh, Watashi, why are the tears… ?
“Even if you want to run away, you can’t go far because of the bugs in your brain. Kim Si-woo pretends to be for me, but I put off killing this insect, and I say that it’s good for that damn thing… f*ck!!!”
– BANG!!!
While talking, he slammed the table as if he had lost his temper, drank the remaining coffee and handed me an empty cup.
“Give me another drink!”
Yes, coffee with juice has an excellent sedative effect, so drink as much as you like. When the cup was refilled, Hayang immediately poured the coffee into her mouth. Seeing that he didn’t care even though it would still be hot, I felt like he was pretty pissed off.
“Haa~ Sorry. I was so annoyed that I got excited.”
“No. It was a lot of trouble.”
“Sister….”
I couldn’t help but worry about this. Even if it was a little twisted, he was in a state of going to stab Kim Si-woo. It was an angle that would turn a child into a criminal if he did something wrong.
“Murder… No murder.”
– Puck!
“Mister! What are you talking about without notice!”
“This is practical advice….”
– Puck puck!
“Notice!!”
“Sorry. My mouth was light.”
“Aha~ It’s okay. I also have no intention of killing him. If it continued like this, I really could have used all the methods to kill it, but now I’m free? Just get it out of my sight and I’ll be satisfied.”
You said you wanted to kill me just now, but did you end up thinking about that? Fortunately
“Still, I’m satisfied with throwing that bastard’s life to the bottom….”
“Wait wait wait.”
It’s just that he didn’t do it physically, but he seemed overflowing with thoughts of social obliteration. I didn’t like him either, but I had no intention of ruining my life on purpose. Fundamentally, he too was brought into this world. It was just a life sucking from one to ten after being selected by the system, but Kim Si-woo did not create this problem.
Although he showed a sinister inside, such as secretly maintaining Hayang’s slave life, he did not cross the extreme line of murder or rape.
There was no need to touch it anymore because it was self-destructing without losing its abilities anyway.
Hayang doesn’t know about the system. You may have vaguely noticed, but in the current situation where you don’t know properly, the direction of hatred has no choice but to turn towards Kim Si-woo.
“Anna, I have something to tell you about that….”
“Yes, I have something to tell you.”
“Huh?”
“I lived because I couldn’t die like that, but a week ago, everyone lost their abilities and the monsters disappeared, and memories started to come back. And you came to mind.”
“I remembered you saved me. Real memories that are completely different from those that were implanted as Siwoo Kim’s slave. But you know what’s funny? The memories that were implanted were more plausible than the fact that you saved me.”
If the original story had been, it would have been a normal story of a wizard selling White on the black market. I, who popped out of nowhere, distorted everything, so if it makes sense, the original story will definitely make more sense.
“It was like saying that this is a story that really should have happened and that memories with you didn’t exist.”
When Hayang looked at me as if he was really curious, he continued talking.
“You… What the hell is it really?”
……………………………..
Where should I start? How far should I reveal it?
I had already thought of saying things about myself. But there were things that it would be inappropriate to tell them all about.
That you are beings in a novel? It seemed better not to say this. It is a shocking sound to the listener, and what I felt after living in this world for decades is that this place is very realistic to simply dismiss it as a world in a novel. It was safe to say that it was not a created world, but simply a real world with superpowers.
There were just a lot of situations that were set by the system. The novel itself, which I read in the first place, may have been one of the tricks of the system.
“I am not from this world.”
“Yes?”
“Huh?”
I didn’t have the talent to speak, so I just hit it with a stone fastball. I decided to tell only the facts that can be conveyed in the simplest way. There is a system that protected Kim Si-woo. And I, who was called by that system and rolled for 15 years. Kid, White, and Yellow, who met in 15 years. Finally, the story of summoning the demon king and breaking his head.
“The final goal of the system was the death of the demon king. If it had been the way it was, Siwoo Kim would have gotten stronger and caught him, but I intervened and destroyed it. The system that achieved the goal also disappeared.”
The actual goal is actually Kim Si-woo’s happy life, and the demon king is additional, but it was good to wrap this up plausibly. However, it would be better to say that they are the best party members to catch the demon king rather than saying that they were chosen as members of the harem party for Siwoo Kim’s happiness.
“The purpose was to fight, so why did they even put feelings of love into it? It’s really disgusting.”
“Isn’t that to prevent betrayal and to increase the bond between the parties?”
“Hmm….”
I was sweating at Hayang’s obvious question, but somehow I got over it.
“It’s all thanks to you until the end… you saved me.”
Hearing my words to the end, Hayang shed tears. If I hadn’t broken the devil’s head, Hayang would only have a hopeless future. Whether he completely lost his mind and became a member of Kim Si-woo’s harem or tried to kill Si-woo Kim, who wouldn’t even stick a knife, there would have been no answer.
“You have been like that for 15 years….”
The little boy next to me was also in tears. Indeed, it was a story of a series of high school students that cannot be heard without tears.
As soon as I entered this world, I was shot in the balls by the system, and the little boy who was my first relationship in this world forgot me and was immediately taken to the army, rolled for 10 years, forgotten again, and suffered from obsessive-compulsive disorder, protecting Kim Si-woo… When I thought about it again, it really seemed like something.
“Don’t worry, Mister. I will always be by your side.”
“Huh. That’s right, I’ll be by your side too. You can still bring your luggage and be right next to you! There seem to be a lot of rooms here. Can I choose my own?”
“Yes?”
“What?”
Come to think of it, Hayang came in with a big bag when he came home. Could it be that it was a household item?
Hayang, who proudly declared that he would live in his own house, began to walk around the house and look around the rooms.
“Hmmm. Daehyun’s room is here… So what about the next room? Ah! Or merge?! I think I’m fine, what do you think?”
“No sleep!!”
Seeing Hayang acting as if it was an established fact that he already lived here, the little boy made a face like a yakcha and tackled him.
“Why does my sister live here? She has no reason to live!”
“I am of mixed Korean and English blood, but I have no foundation here? Siwoo Kim Slavery is over now, and the dormitory is closed, so you have no place to live, right? At this rate, I am homeless.”
“Then live in my house! Why do you want to live at your uncle’s house!”
As the kid said, there is a kid’s house right next door, but he didn’t seem to care about it.
“Ex. Nope? I want to live in Daehyun’s house?”
“… Eh?”
The little boy hardened at the infinitely honest stone fastball.
“You still don’t know? This is a work piece I don’t want to come all the way here and bounce. Jung Dae-hyun, I like you. So I’m going to live in your house and make you like me.”
“Abbeobobobeber.”
Not only me but also the little boy were properly stunned by Hayang’s honest confession. I never imagined that I would receive such a direct confession of love.
I’m happy, but I’m ashamed, and I don’t know how to react.
“Woah, England… !!”
The little boy who was barely released from the stun interrupted.
“You said you couldn’t go to her hometown! It’s okay to live here, but shouldn’t the house be heard?”
He forced himself to somehow increase the distance between me and Hayang. However, Hayang immediately shook her head.
“Ahahahaha~ Yuri. Anyway, that’s not okay.”
“Why? Why not!”
“It’s not yet time to go to England. There is still one left.”
“…Ah!”
The last victim of the curse of the system.
“Until we rescue Maria, she will be in Korea.”
Yellowy was still staying with Kim Si-woo.