Chapter 40
Chapter 40 Go to the movies today
In the end she naturally lost sleep.
With her eyes open, she looked at the ceiling in the dark, and then she seemed to be asleep, with memories passing by in front of her eyes, she remembered a lot, sad and helpless.
When she woke up she found the door was open.
I was shocked and found that there was a person sitting on the sofa next to the bed.
When she saw the incoming person clearly, she was stunned.
Han Shen sat on the sofa, dressed in black home clothes, or the same set last night, I don’t know if he sat for a night without a bath, or just that set of home clothes.
He faced her, the outline of his face faintly drawn out, silent and quiet.
The two did not speak and were silent.
Then he seemed to perceive that she was awake, got up and walked over, and as he bends, the distance between the two of them suddenly got closer.
The space suddenly became crowded.
Xu Yizhang was stunned, his thoughts returned to his mind, looking at the handsome face in the dark, his breath was full of his breath, with the smell of alcohol and a faint fragrance.
“What are you doing?” Her voice was soft.
“It’s dawn.” Han Shen said.
Xu Yizhang glanced at the sky, didn’t know what to say, and gave a soft “um”.
“Go to the movies today?”
“watch movie?”
“Yeah.” He nodded, “Watching a movie.”
Xu Yizhang wanted him to stay away, but he was too close. She felt that as long as she spoke, the heat would escape.
This situation was weird and ambiguous, so she stretched out her finger, touched his chest, and pushed him farther away, “Okay, I’ll brush my teeth first.”
As she brushed her teeth, she wondered how to get along on the next journey.
Speaking of that last night, he apologized to all who should apologize, but made her feel that she was too **** to care about the grief of the previous life.
People are so heartbroken, she can’t just sprinkle salt on his wounds so indifferently, right?
She even regretted this trip.
I wanted to say goodbye, but I didn’t expect to make her feel guilty.
Now it became more awkward to get along with him.
She spit out the foam in her mouth and said to herself in the mirror, “Hurt Let it go, he hasn’t been sorry for her in this life, so let’s get along with him and try to have a better time at the end.”
As for the future, she has no plans, probably there won’t be any intersections after this time.
They were out in the afternoon, and Han Shen first took her to the hot pot restaurant for lunch.
He showed her the menu, then he held his chin and watched her order, “You order.”
Xu Yizhang felt that the look in his eyes was strange and eager.
I was still apologizing yesterday, saying that I would let her go and let her pursue happiness.
Looking at her scorchingly today.
It’s **** ridiculous.
Is what he said true?
Xu Yizhang wondered if he was hallucinating, flipping through the menu stiffly, and then said: “You order what you want to eat.”
“You seem to have put on makeup today.” Han Shen’s attention was on her face.
Xu Yizhangxin said: Don’t you want to make a good impression?
But you can’t be so frivolous, just say: “Today is in a good mood.”
“Make-up to say goodbye to me?”
“…No.” She replied against her will, staring at the menu, “What do you want to eat?”
“Don’t you know everything?” He looked deep, “I like to eat, I don’t like to eat, you know all of them.”
Xu Yizhang choked, “Then I will order it casually.”
Then she ordered a few randomly.
He kept looking at her during the meal, and Xu Yizhang was very uncomfortable. She took a bit of the watermelon and said, “Can you eat your own? Don’t keep staring at me.”
Han Shen said sadly: “There will be no chance in the future.”
Xu Yizhang: “…”
It was this sentence again, every time he said that, she was ashamed to hurt him.
In the end, she could only endure his gaze to finish the meal.
After that, I watched a movie.
I was watching an old film that was re-released, Mind Catcher.
Both of them like to watch movies, and they can talk for a long time when they encounter good movies that can’t be met. Of course, most of them are Xu Yizhang talking.
Although the mind catcher is famous, Xu Yizhang has seen it for the first time.
Han Shen sat next to her. There were no people in the cinema, probably because the old movies were not very popular.
At the beginning of the film, Xu Yizhang was attracted by the screen.
Originally, she thought it was another genius discovery film.
In the end, it was discovered that it was a psychology film in which the male protagonist had a talent for mathematics, but because he was hurt since childhood, he closed his heart and no longer opened up.
Xu Yizhang looked at it, and suddenly saw his shadow in the film.
Of course she is not a problem with her native family.
But…
In the previous life, she closed her heart because she suffered from an unfortunate and lonely marriage. She felt that she no longer trusts marriage or the good things.
She said that she didn’t want to get married, because getting married is not good and will only add 80% of life’s worries.
But in fact, does she really need emotional sustenance?
Maybe her maturity has made her more wiser than before, and she understands the coldness and reality of the world better, but loneliness is inevitable.
In the film, the professor asks the male lead, you have talent, but you have no experience. Even if you are clever and insightful and maintain the surface perfection, no one has walked into your heart. You can’t feel the eagerness and beauty, so just close yourself. After a lifetime, will you really have no regrets and regrets?
Finally, the classroom said to the male lead: “It’s not your fault, it’s not your fault.”
The male protagonist was born in an unfortunate family and was abused. It is not his fault, not his fault.
When Xu Yizhang watched the hero cry, she also cried, empathizing.
In the last life, she was unhappy, so in this life, she must guard that “unfortunate memory” and close her heart to finish this life?
Maybe then, she also had certain problems, right?
Because of disappointment, I closed myself down, didn’t expect the other party, didn’t care about the retaliatory choice, didn’t understand… But the fact, was Han Shen really that hateful in his last life?
She instinctively felt that she needed to be quiet.
So she said to Han Shen, “I want to go back and have a rest.”
“Are you okay?” Han Shen looked at her pale face with a worried expression.
Xu Yizhang shook his head.
Then they went back to the hotel. Xu Yizhang lay on the bed and couldn’t calm down, so he took the cell phone to check the science of science and studied it for a long time.
The sky gradually dimmed, and she also filled her stomach with an analysis.
Thinking ignorantly, she probably had a cognitive problem, because she recalled the last life of Han Shen, but she couldn’t find anything hateful about him.
Although he was too busy to meet a few times for a month, he didn’t seem to have any bad habits, he didn’t cheat, and he didn’t feel sorry for her. He was busy struggling for this little family every day.
His mistake is at best being a bit busy? And snub her?
But he seems helpless. If he doesn’t fight, how can they get a better future?
Xu Yizhang put down the phone and looked out the window blankly.
So it’s because of gathering little and more separation, lack of communication, and several disappointments, which made her sketch a hateful Han Shen in her heart?
She counted her misfortune on Han Shen, so she hated her more and more, but at first, didn’t she insist on marrying him? Obviously he has said that his conditions are not suitable for marriage at present. It is because she wants to struggle to make their marriage fall into economic instability and dire straits…
After dissecting her arbitrariness, she finally came to a conclusion that she asked for it herself.
If she had listened to Han Shen and waited for a year and a half to get married, maybe they would have lived a happy life in this life.
Hell and heaven, between one thought.
“Yi Zhang.” Han Shen opened the door of her room and looked at her who was not in her mind, with a worried expression in his eyes, “Are you okay?”
After watching the movie just now, she has been in a state of being stunned.
Xu Yizhang looked at him blankly for a while, and then his thoughts returned. Looking at him at this moment, he didn’t seem to be so disgusting anymore, but instead filled her with guilt.
She said: “It’s okay, what’s the matter?”
“It’s almost nine o’clock, you haven’t eaten dinner yet.”
She glanced out the window and reacted, “Ah, yes.”
“I ordered a takeaway and came out to eat.”
*
A few minutes later, the two sat at the dining table to eat.
This time Han Shen didn’t keep looking at her anymore, maybe because she looked wrong and didn’t want to upset her.
Xu Yizhang hoped that Han Shen could say something to her.
It may be guilty.
It may also be a sincere desire to talk to him.
Finally, when Han Shen packed up the takeaway, she was silent for a while, or said, “Sit down and have a chat?”
Han Shen lifted his eyes to look at her.
Xu Yizhang said, “Is there any wine here?”
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