Even Though I Was Reincarnated I Am Suffering Because of Yanderes

28 – 28 – Advice.

Yesterday seemed really crazy.

I really couldn’t hold back my anger.

But now I regret it.

Because I kept thinking of the expressions of my family who looked at me and the people who were by my side.

After coming to my senses and waking up, seeing their faces…

Because I was so embarrassed, because I had no shame.

I asked to be left alone.

Good people who cared about me listened to my stubbornness.

So now I am alone in the room.

“I’m sorry everyone.. I’m sorry..”

“ Fuck you. ”

” Crazy goddess bitch. “

“ Shit world.. Shit bitches..”

” Hahaha… Hahahaha….”

I stayed alone in my room and kept muttering to myself.

Still, I am holding back as much as I can from yelling and getting angry.

I think it was a good idea to tell everyone to leave.

Words that can make someone angry or more worried if they hear them..

I kept saying quietly to myself.

If I keep going like this, I think I will develop autism and become a bad person..

” Should I just die.. “

Ah. That will work.

But.

I had no choice but to hesitate.

I selfishly…

More than worrying about those left behind who will mourn my death..

“ … I don’t want to die. ”

After experiencing death so much, I was foolish.

Because I don’t want to die, I am hesitant to even commit suicide.

I want to live.

“ What did I do wrong.. ”

To the crazy bitches who drowned me, I can understand if I did anything wrong.

But there is nothing at all.

“ It’s unfair. ”

Yes, even if it is unfair, you cannot kill yourself.

It sucks, but I want to survive somehow.

But… Is that possible?

” Haha.. Really what should I do?.. “

Someone might ask why I am so worried or scared.

He is the second son of Archduchy Frigid, and as a guard knight, Grace, who is said to be a descendant of the dragon, is by his side.

There are enough people to protect me and they are strong.

Because there is a strong shield, you can usually feel at ease.

However.

Even though he was born into the Namgung family, one of the most prestigious families in the martial arts world, and had a grandfather who was the strongest…

I was killed by crazy bitches.

Because I couldn’t feel completely at ease.

I tried to become stronger and not get involved with women.

But my efforts so far have been useless.

The Grace and Prince Frigid families who are protecting me now…

In the end, we probably won’t be able to stop Lee Hye-young, the crazy bitch who is said to be a hero.

A warrior summoned by a goddess.

No matter how I look, all I can see is my future.

Are you saying I am the devil?

“ Ha.. That’s nonsense.. ”

I wish it were that way.

Why? There are many stories of the devil king defeating the hero.

“ Ugh.. ”

The moment when you think it might light up again

Knock knock

Who are you? I asked to be left alone.

“No one should come in..”

Before I even finished telling him not to come in.

Rattle!

I couldn’t help but be surprised when I opened the door and saw the person coming in.

” My beloved younger brother!! “

“ Brother, brother? ”

Why is my brother out there?

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.

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” Are you really, Brother Allen? “

The person who opened my door and came in was Allen.

She is my older brother who ran away from home a long time ago to run away for love.

” Ah! As expected, you are my younger brother. Even after all these years, you still recognize me! “

” No.. There’s no way your younger brother can’t recognize you..”

There is no way you can’t recognize it.

Contrary to me, the only person with a always smiling face and silver hair, the symbol of our Frigid, is my older brother Allen.

“ It may be a cold tone, but it feels like you are considerate of others! After all, he is my younger brother! ”

“ Brother! Men are not allowed to hug each other! ”

Poof!

Just moments ago, I was so tired that I couldn’t even exert any strength in my body, but when he tried to hug me, I naturally gained strength in my body to avoid him.

“ Can I become a woman? ”

As I avoided Allen, he smiled and playfully asked me.

” … I don’t like that either. “

” Of course it’s my younger brother Edward! Ha ha ha! “

He laughed out loud as if he had expected my answer.

“ Phew.. ”

He is a truly unstoppable person.

I was so depressed that I was going crazy just now, but maybe it was because I was happy to see my older brother after a long time.

I laughed without realizing it.

This laughter was not a despairing laugh that sounded like a scream in the night, but a sound that came out of sheer joy.

“ It’s nice to see the smiling face of my beloved brother! But why is your face so gaunt? ”

” … Something happened. “

I didn’t want to talk about the reason, so I answered briefly.

Is it really that noticeable?

Well, I haven’t washed or eaten anything properly since I collapsed yesterday, so it might seem that way.

Actually, I didn’t want to drink even a glass of water, but because Camilla begged…

I took a few sips.

My family, including my mother, what sin are these people guilty of?

Actually, I don’t want to keep showing myself like this.

But I can’t control my emotions properly.

I’m not a child, and even though I’ve been alive for a long time, including my past life…

Lee Hye-young, who ended her first life, is having a hard time maintaining her sanity because of that crazy bitch she is.

“ Yes! There must be a reason! This guy knows all the facts! Ha ha ha! ”

After hearing my answer, Allen shook her one finger and said with a smile:

No, if you knew, why are you asking? You knew more than that?

“ Did you know? Then why are you asking? No, more than that, you left the family, so how do you know? ”

“ Ow! This guy left home! I didn’t leave the family! ”

” Ah.. Yes.. “

Oh, yes, I guess so.

Thanks to you, the uproar at the time wouldn’t have been the usual uproar.

How did I survive and come here?

While I was thinking this, Allen continued.

“ Ow! That hero… No, it’s because of that crazy bitch, right? ”

“ … You really know everything. ”

Has someone been released?

Or was he watching from afar?

Seeing that the warrior was described as a crazy bitch, it seemed like he definitely knew exactly what happened.

“ Yes, actually, I secretly attended to congratulate my beloved brother on his debutante, but because of that damn bitch, all of his plans were ruined. ”

I don’t think Allen really abandoned his family.

I don’t know what measures he used, but he kept hearing about Frigid and was there to congratulate me…

Really, Hyeyoung Lee, if it weren’t for that bitch, she would have had fun reuniting with her older brother, Allen, after a long time.

Thinking about it makes me really angry.

Now that I think about it, there are a lot of things I regret.

Why did you attend the debutante?

Even if her mother, Camilla, asked her, she would have just laid down again this year.

No, it would have been better if I had attended the debutante before that…

“ Brother. I should have listened carefully. ”

Yes, she said as a child she should have listened to Allen’s advice to make her love early.

Even if she is not in true love, if she is with a reasonably good person.

If I hadn’t attended the damn debutante, I wouldn’t have met that crazy bitch..

” Yes, didn’t I tell you? Your appearance shines even brighter than this brother. So, crazy people have no choice but to get screwed like this..”

“What do you mean, ‘crazy bitches’ got it wrong? “

You crazy bitches.. There is only one hero?

What is Allen saying?

“ Oh my.. She’s more beautiful than this guy, but she seems to have no tact..”

“What is that..”

I was going to ask Allen what he wanted to say.

Party!

“ Anyway, wow! ”

” Yes? “

I couldn’t ask questions because he clapped his hands loudly and called me back.

” Won’t you listen to my advice this time? I think I can solve your problem. “

“ … Yes, brother, tell me.. ”

If it were someone else’s words, I wouldn’t have wanted to hear them.

Is it because I haven’t seen him in a long time?

Or perhaps it was because she was the person with whom I had the most comfortable conversations since I was young..

Because I was still looking for a solution, I wanted to hear what he had to say.

” This guy knows everything. “My younger brother is so proud and kind… I can’t bear to say it…”

I don’t know if it’s nice, but…

It is true to say that one has strong self-esteem.

“ Wouldn’t you like someone to protect you? ”

“ That, that! ”

Ah, I thought I had hit the nail on the head without realizing it, so I was going to ask a question.

Tuk!

Pat, pat..

Allen placed her hand on my head and stroked it as she continued to speak.

“ And you think our Frigids are not enough, right? ”

” … “

I couldn’t answer Allen’s question.

Because it is true this time too.

Lee Hye-young, no matter how strong Freegid was, it seemed insufficient to stop that crazy bitch.

” That’s right. “

“ I have no intention of insulting my family.. ”

I tried to make her excuse to Allen, who had already left the house, but this time, Allen continued her words with an expression of understanding.

” Yes, of course I know how you feel. And.. That the hero cannot be easily stopped..”

“Did you recognize me too?”

No, even if it’s not Allen, anyone who looks at that bitch’s actions will only see her as a crazy bitch.

I don’t understand why the goddess summoned such a bitch as a hero.

This is why I thought she did well in choosing not to believe in the Goddess Labinus religion.

” Yes, I don’t know because my younger brother has lost his mind, but ever since his debut, that bitch…”

After that, Allen told me the entire incident from when I lost consciousness and fell down.

The fact that it was Grace who first defeated Lee Hye-young, who continued to bully her during the debutante after I fell.

The fact that he became stronger than before as he glowed like crazy at night.

” Haha.. I guess there really is no way. “

After listening to the story, it seems like the slash that Grace used to finish last night was really her last chance.

‘ Goddess, the year the Pope started.. ’

I don’t think there is a real way.

But what advice does Allen have for me?

My older brother is not stupid.

Because he was so capable, it was said that in a world where men and women were reversed, he might be able to inherit the Frigid family as a man.

But Lilith was a woman, she was capable, and since Allen left her house, she could not be the next head of the family.

Now that I think about it, I thought she may have left on purpose to give up her position to her capable younger brother, but she knew that Allen really liked women, so I shook her head and denied it. .

Anyway, Allen held up two of her fingers and said,

” There are two ways. Wow. “

“There are two things? “

There are two ways to solve this shitty situation?

“ Yes. But in my opinion, I don’t think you’ll ever agree to it, so I’m not even going to say anything. ”

” … Please tell me anyway. First of all, let’s start with that one. “

Actually, it seems like they are saying there is only one way, but I decided to listen just in case.

“ You can’t be angry, okay? I said you would never say yes? ”

“ Yes, brother. ”

What is it? Why aren’t you telling me?

Don’t say it.

I glared at Allen, asking him to tell me quickly.

” …Marry a warrior. “

“ Brother!!!!!!!!!!! ”

Hey! You fucking crazy bastard!

Withdrawal of the message.

This guy is incompetent and thoughtless.

He’s not my real brother! I’ll kill you!

” Ugh! Look, this guy said it before! “

When I got angry and raised my fist and tried to get up, he urgently dodged back and said,

” Huh.. Huh.. Yes, you did.. I’m sorry. “

Oh, that’s right. I told you I would be angry. Still, even if I crossed the line, I crossed it too hard.

” No, no.. I shouldn’t have said it in the first place, it was my fault for saying it. I’m sorry. “

Allen also knew that fact, and she actually apologized to me.

“No. Brother, then what is the second one? “

Okay, let’s listen to the next method.

” The second time is similar to the first. “

” Is it related to the hero? After all, it’s about subjugating heroes, right? “

If it is similar to the first, it would be a story related to a warrior, but is it still about beating that bitch?

But apart from that crazy bitch getting stronger, I think it will be difficult for political reasons as well…

” … Unfortunately, that is not the case. “

“ Then what is it? ”

Then I wanted to know what it was, so I asked him.

Then the words that came out of his mouth were:

” Get married. “

“ No, brother! I said I didn’t like that earlier!..”

No, this guy is the real one.

As soon as I heard about his marriage, I tried to get angry again.

” With the princess. “

“ … Yes? ”

I couldn’t help but stiffen when I heard who I was getting married to.

“ If Frigid’s power is insufficient, wouldn’t it be okay to increase its power? ”

Yes, you just need to increase your strength.

“ If Frigid and the imperial family join forces, even if it is a warrior supported by the church. ”

If two of the three major powers of the empire join forces, there is no way the other can win.

“ I will not be able to arbitrarily interfere with you. Especially even if that hero is crazy about wanting you. ”

Yes, common sense tells us that it would be impossible.

But.. That crazy bitch is not normal..

“ No matter how much the goddess bestows protection and cares for the warrior. ”

There is no way we can stop that crazy bitch who has become a warrior who even received the goddess’ protection.

” One of the sins written in the Goddess’ Bible is to steal someone who is already married or has a lover. “

” Yes?.. Was there such a sin? “

This is my first time hearing this story.

In fact, as I said above, because I am an atheist, I had no interest in Labinus, the goddess who rules over this world, Isania.

I don’t know if it was because of her influence in her first life on Earth, but she didn’t pay attention to this world, even if she was really a goddess interfering with it.

” Yes, because this sin is called a very serious sin. “

The biggest sin is NTR!

“ Even if that crazy bitch goes crazy, the Pope will stop her. ”

I thought she was just a crazy goddess, but she made one good sin.

” Moreover, if the other party is the imperial family, the conversation is over. “

Union between Frigid and the imperial family, and sin.

Okay, I think it would be possible to combine these three things, right?

“ No matter how oblivious you are, if you look at the reason why this imperial debutant was held at this Frigid and the princess’s actions, you will naturally know that she has feelings for you. ”

” Well, I know that.. “

I am not the main character of any Japanese animation, and of course there are some actions I showed in my debutante, so I can’t not know.

And because I received a tip from her mother before the banquet, I had it in mind to some extent, but because of Lee Hye-young, everything became a mess.

“ All you have to do is agree.

” Thank you, brother. That’s a really good method. “

Ah, I think I can finally see the path now.

As expected, my older brother is a great person.

But..

“Hey bro?..”

I looked at Allen’s face and called him.

“ Huh? Why are you doing that, my brother? Didn’t you say it was a good method? ”

I think Allen thinks I’m trying to give a different opinion to what he’s saying..

That’s not it.

“Why is your face so swollen? No, if you look closely, there are bruises in other places as well.”

Looking at his face now, it looks quite swollen and bruised.

It seems like there is a lump on my head.

Did you fight a monster on the way?

“ Huh! Don’t try to find out! Oh, if you find out, your brother’s life will be in danger! ”

“ Yes? ”

Allen was embarrassed by my question and did not give me the answer, so I had no choice but to ask a question.

No matter how I look at his injured face, it looks like he risked his life and death in a fight with someone. Will he be okay?

I felt grateful to Allen, whom I had not seen in a long time, who came to me for advice while overcoming such a situation.