Even if it's a fake daughter, you have to be brave

After Shen Wu attempted to kill the dog, he clearly felt that everyone in the family was avoiding him.

Except for the eldest brother, no one else even wants to talk to himself.

Shen Wu was really puzzled at first, but he didn't pay attention to it for too long, they were just insignificant people, and their attitude had nothing to do with him.

As the eldest brother said, he has to learn to live alone, and he can live well alone.

First of all, you just need to find something you are interested in.

In order to find such a thing, Shen Wu came to the study at home, planning to look for inspiration from the book, to see if there was anything he was interested in.

But when he got to the study, he realized that there was already someone here, and it was his fourth brother, Shen Jize.

Shen Wu didn't know much about this fourth brother, and he didn't want to know, so he ignored Shen Jize, who had his eyes on him, and searched for the missing interest through the names of books in the study.

But after looking around, all the books are similar, bland and tasteless, just like his current life.

When Shen Wu was about to leave, his eyes suddenly saw "Human Anatomy" on the top of the bookshelf.

Speaking of which, he only understands the structure of dogs now, but he has never understood the structure of humans.

Wouldn't it be easier for him to understand what was happening to him if he knew what parts he was made of?

While Shen Wu wanted to write like this, he reached for the book on the top floor.

It's a pity that his height is still a lot short of the top floor, and even if he stepped on the stool, he couldn't get the book.

Just when Shen Wu decided to give up, a very weak voice suddenly came from the side, with faint hesitation, "Which book do you want to get, I can help."

Inexplicably, Shen Wu heard everything Shen Jize said, and then nodded.

Shen Jize continued to whisper, "Then you come down first, and I will step on the stool to help you get it."

Shen Jize is taller than Shen Wu, not too much taller, but it is enough to take down the book. After getting the book, Shen Jize became serious instead. He stretched out his feet and moved down tentatively, and carefully got off the stool until He breathed a sigh of relief when his feet touched the ground.

Shen Wu felt that his fourth brother was very strange, and his attitude towards him was different from others, but he didn't know what was the difference.

When taking the book from Shen Jize's hand, Shen Wu felt that his nails seemed to have accidentally scratched something. At the same time, Shen Jize, who was in good condition just now, suddenly shed tears in front of him.

Shen Wu didn't understand.

But he thought that this fourth brother should cry because he didn't like him like everyone else, so he had to leave quickly.

Thinking in this way, just as Shen Wu raised his foot to leave, he heard a choked up voice behind him, "Yes, I'm sorry."

Shen Wu's feet stopped.

According to his understanding, the three words "sorry" should not appear in this situation.

According to usual experience, it is reasonable for Shen Jize to yell at him not to come, or to go away.

So Shen Wu stopped, and he asked Shen Jize, "Why did you say sorry to me?"

Shen Jize's tears kept falling like broken beads, but he still choked up and answered Shen Wu's words intermittently, "I may have frightened you by crying suddenly, but... I'm sorry, I can't control it either."

And, it really hurts.

Shen Wu was stunned for a while, and stood there holding the book for a while before saying, "I'm not scared."

After saying this, only Shen Jize's crying was left in the whole study.

Shen Wu stayed quietly, not knowing what he was thinking, until he saw the blood oozing from Shen Jize's fingers began to gather into a whole drop of blood and fell on the ground, hitting the floor with a faint but clear echo , He came back to his senses, endured the embarrassment and asked the aunt at home for a first-aid kit, and returned to the study.

Shen Jize is still crying.

Shen Wu thought that he had wanted to cry before, but he soon suppressed him, so he leaned next to Shen Jize and taught him his experience, "You can ask yourself why you cry, and then you You'll find that there's nothing to cry about."

Shen Wu's inexplicable words successfully made Shen Jize stop crying for 2 seconds, and then the tears continued to drip uncontrollably.

Shen Wu was silent for a moment, and found that not everyone could stop crying in this way, so he could only shut his mouth and silently start to help Shen Jize stop the bleeding.

The wound on Shen Jize's hand is actually very small, it's just the trauma caused by the nail piercing the flesh just now, under normal circumstances, it doesn't matter if you don't care about it.

Shen Wu didn't know why, since when he saw blood dripping from the inconspicuous opening, he felt that he couldn't leave it alone.

But all he could do was take a band-aid with medicine and stick it on Shen Jize's wound.

"Thank you."

Shen Wu stayed by the side for a while, waiting for Shen Jize to stop crying completely before leaving.

In the next week, Shen Wu finished reading the book on human anatomy, and when he went to the study, he met the fourth brother again.

This time, he was still crying.

Shen Wu walked over without squinting, put the book in his hand in a random place, and then began to look for the next thing that might interest him.

He didn't expect Shen Jize to talk to him.

"Are you hiding here too?"

"No, I'm just here to look for books."

After that, Shen Wu didn't hear Shen Jize speak again, until he found another book and was about to leave, he heard Shen Jize sighing to himself, "I want to be like you."

like me?Why?

Shen Wu feels that his life is not worth looking forward to.

"Why?" Shen Wu wanted to know the answer, the reason Shen Jize expected.

"I think you are very strong, even if you are sad and painful, you will not show it, but I can't, I will always cry, I can't bear it, so everyone is unwilling to approach me."

Shen Jize didn't seem to need to answer, he just said to himself, "If I can control myself, I won't be hated."

Only then did Shen Wu realize that it wasn't that he wasn't interested in anything, but that he didn't dare.

He listened to his elder brother and became strong and wanted to live alone, so he restrained himself and everything.

"Sorry, did I bother you, don't worry about me..."

"Fourth brother."

Shen Wu interrupted Shen Jize's apology, and suddenly said to him, "I read in the book that everyone has things they are good at and things they are not good at. If you are not good at restraining yourself, don't force yourself."

Shen Wu had good intentions at first, but he didn't know if his tone and expression were too cold and hard, which made Shen Jize feel that he was mocking him, so he couldn't hold back, and cried again.

Shen Wu looked at Shen Jize who was crying, and didn't know what to do, so he could only stand aside and watch until Shen Jize stopped crying before leaving.