Chapter 58
When did she and Shen Fei first meet?
Maybe Shen Fei would think it was during the casting, or in the canteen that day, but Zhang Ruonan knew that the first time she met Shen Fei was on his first day when he entered the company.
Shen Fei left the company.
That sunny and cheerful smile still lingers in her heart.
But she still lowered her head when she wanted to go in, so Shen Fei didn’t see her. The second meeting was not in the canteen or on the day of casting, but with Gu Jian The day he came to the company for the first time after the broadcast.
She was also in the company at the time.
But I didn’t have the courage to go up and talk to him.
She can only play soy sauce in other dramas, and Shen Fei has become a popular fried chicken. This gap in Shen Fei’s status makes her, who already has low self-esteem, dare not hope for a possibility with Shen Fei.
Be careful when dreaming.
Until the company starts to promote actresses.
She became one of them.
And playing a very important role in Shen Fei’s project made her feel very happy, but it also made her very stressed, so she always wanted to do something on the set… She was not pretentious or squeamish.
When Zhang Ruonan entered the entertainment industry, she actually just wanted to film well.
But she also knows that the entertainment industry can’t just focus on filming.
If you think so, then there will be no filming.
She is looking forward to love in her heart, but she doesn’t expect love in the entertainment industry. She only needs someone she likes silently in her heart. Whenever she is in a bad mood, thinking about Shen Fei can make her feel better.
If Shen Fei talks to her.
It can make her happy for days.
Especially on the first day of filming, he gave lectures and taught everyone how to reconstruct the characters and how to use their expressions and emotions correctly. That was the happiest day since she joined the company.
She knew that she must have lost control of the way she looked at Shen Fei.
Fortunately… the same goes for other girls.
She felt lucky and a little disappointed in her heart. Fortunately, her little thoughts were not discovered. She was disappointed because she was too ordinary and ordinary among the girls who liked Shen Fei.
In addition, she has a sensitive personality and low self-esteem.
So he never got in front of Shen Fei, but watched silently. As long as he was acting, Zhang Ruonan was guaranteed to be there.
Look at his acting skills and his looks.
Also look at his cheerful and sunny smile on that bright afternoon.
She never expected the two of them to have any stories.
Because she knows she doesn’t deserve it.
Just watching and liking it silently like this, she was already very satisfied.
If Reba hadn’t appeared…
She knew at that time that Reba and Shen Fei were classmates, so she was the only girl in the crew who could get into Shen Fei’s RV, so she didn’t feel any surprise.
Until yesterday afternoon.
During the rest time of the crew…
Reba found her and told her to go to the RV to get something and asked her to wait for her below. Then that kind of sound came from inside, and Reba’s voice was so hot that it subverted all three views.
Why are you kidding me?
Leave it in my beaker.
Chinese chef clearing snow and so on.
The person she had a crush on was cut off by Reba, and said such burning words, and even asked her to listen below. God knows how broken she was at that time, hiding alone with her eyes red from crying.
It took a whole day…
She finally convinced herself that Reba and Fei Ge were classmates and it was normal for them to be together. She should bless them. After building up her psychology, Reba would let her go this time…
She was calm A lot.
Then Reba gave her a critical blow, exposed her little thoughts, and said that she would take her to the RV. At that time, she was shocked and had no idea what Reba was thinking.
Brother Fei is her boyfriend, and she actually lets her go up?
That’s why I asked her if she was serious?
After getting a positive answer.
Her first thought at that time was not to refuse.
It was also not expectation…
She was afraid inside.
It’s not that she’s afraid of talking to Shen Fei, that’s what she dreams of but can’t get.
But she was afraid that she was not worthy…
She was afraid that Shen Fei would dislike her.
Then Reba told her the secret about Brother Fei. Her physical fitness was too strong and she couldn’t bear it alone. Reba knew that she liked Shen Fei and was she willing to accompany him with her…
Of course she was willing. But I was embarrassed, so I could only run away.
But when Reba went up, she remained the same, keeping her promise and watching over her from below. She didn’t leave until the noise was over, and then drank water alone to regain her mood.
“I will be like Reba~‖ ”
Zhang Ruonan was secretly happy:”When Reba comes down later, ask her what Brother Fei thinks. If… he still dislikes me, then show he looks forward to the next opportunity.”……”
From the beginning to the end… she never thought that Shen Fei wanted to sleep with her.
Instead, she thought it was Reba who took the initiative to come to her and asked her to help release Brother Fei’s pressure, because she never thought that Shen Fei would have any thoughts about her.
After a while Reba came down.
Zhang Ruonan walked over and said softly:”I’m going to see the door. I won’t leave until your voice is gone.”……”
“Hahaha, why are you so cute? Reba smiled, rubbed her slightly chubby face, looked at her and said softly:”Come to the RV with me at noon tomorrow. Brother Fei has a very good impression of you and said if you don’t want to, forget it.”……”
“I, I am willing.”
Zhang Ruonan lowered his head and whispered.
His heart was beating very fast…
Shen Fei had too many choices in the crew. Among the actresses in the crew, no one would refuse such a thing. She originally thought that Shen Fei would comment. She asked her for a moment and then said whether she agreed or disagreed.
But she never expected…
He would actually say that if she didn’t want to, forget it.
What if she didn’t want to?
She had never thought about this problem, so she felt sweet in her heart, even though he was because Although he has a lot of needs due to physical reasons, he is still so respectful and never forces others.
And he seems to have a good impression of herself.
This makes her extremely happy.
“I know……”
Reba laughed at her look:”So I agreed in advance for you. You should also know that there are many women in the crew who want to walk into Fei Ge’s RV like me.……”
“Classmate Bei Weiwei, classmate Xiaoling”
“Xiaoyu Yaoyao and the others actually have the same idea.”
“As for why I chose you? That’s because you are clean, simple, and well-behaved, so behave well tomorrow. The others will be gone after the crew is over, but you will have the opportunity to stay with Brother Fei all the time.……”
Hearing this…
Zhang Ruonan looked up instantly and opened his eyes wide:”One, stay with me all the time?”
“you are not willing?”
“I do.
She quickly said:”Of course I am willing, I am particularly willing, but, am I really able to do it?” I’m not good-looking, I’m still a new actor, there’s nothing special about me……”
“Stop, stop talking. Reba pinched her little face:”Simple, clean, and well-behaved. These are your advantages. Advantages that no one else has. So, Erxi, you must work hard.”……”
“Um……”
Zhang Ruonan nodded.
Then he asked in a low voice:”Well, how should I refuel? I don’t know how.……”
“Hahaha……”
“It’s okay, Fei will do it.”
Reba was so cute that she was so cute. She wasn’t pretending to be cute.
She really didn’t understand…
The two of them talked a lot in private. In the afternoon, Shen Fei was still working hard to catch up with the progress. Zhang Ruonan was still watching on the side. During the break, Shen Fei smiled at Zhang Ruonan and waved his hand.……
“Fei Ge.”
Zhang Ruonan trotted over.
Feeling nervous and excited, he stood in front of Shen Fei with his head lowered.
Shen Fei looked at her and smiled:”Don’t keep your head lowered all the time in the future. When you go to the company for an interview for the first time, lower your head. Keep your head down. I still kept my head down when I saw you in the company after Gu Jian was broadcast.……”
“You still keep your head down in the cafeteria”
“In other words, you held your head up during the interview with the crew.”
“If you are not ugly, why do you keep your head down? You are no worse than other actresses. You are actually very good. It’s just that you didn’t realize it yourself. Don’t keep your head down in the future.……”
When Shen Fei was talking…
Zhang Ruonan couldn’t help but tremble slightly.
It turns out he remembered himself.
It turns out that at that time, he also knew himself.
It turns out that he has always known about this little transparent person who secretly had a crush on him.
This feeling made her want to cry.
When she heard Shen Fei say not to lower her head, she raised her head and looked at Shen Fei. His appearance was still shocking, but his temperament was not as sharp as when Gu Jian was first broadcast.
Instead, he became much gentler and calmer.
She raised her head, and the light in her eyes made Shen Fei feel like his heart was stabbed. He had only seen that kind of light in Reba, and Shen Fei immediately understood that she didn’t want to sleep with him.
She likes herself.
And the time should not be short
“My RV after the shoot”
“It’s just you.”
Shen Fei smiled and touched her head, and then continued to shoot. Zhang Ruonan stood stunned for a while, then left the shooting scene, and then approached Reba.
This matter cannot be hidden. Reba.
If it weren’t for her…
Zhang Ruonan knew that she would never have such a chance.
Because she would not dare to move forward, there would be no chance. She told Reba what Shen Fei said to her.”I didn’t expect it to happen suddenly.……”
Reba looked at her and laughed
“Second happiness”
“Tell sister, how long have you liked Fei Ge?”
Reba knows her man too well.
The only people who can make him treat him differently are not Sister Mi, Master Liu, and BABY. They are just long-term friends who make Brother Fei happy and spoil him no matter what. He ca n’t leave. It enters his heart.
There is only one kind of person who can make him treat him differently, and that is someone who is clean, who really likes Fei Ge, not because of his fame, and who still wants Fei Ge to be interested…
This The species has almost disappeared since Feige became popular.
Now there is a wild one
“More than a year.”
Zhang Ruonan said softly:”From the first moment I saw him in the company,……”
“Then I understand. Reba pulled Zhang Ruonan and said with a smile:”Brother Fei must have noticed it, so I want to give you a perfect memory, not with other people. Among the other people……”
“including me.”
Zhang Ruonan looked at Reba in surprise.
“Don’t look at me like that. She pinched Zhang Ruonan’s baby-fat pretty face and said softly:”You are no longer the same as those people. Maybe we will be together in the future, but definitely not at your time.”……”
“Brother Fei likes you too, silly girl.”
Zhang Ruonan laughed.
Then she wiped her eyes, and then laughed again.
But this time she did not lower her head again. The warm sunset reflected in her tearful eyes looked so bright. At this moment She is confident and beautiful.
The shooting ended today.
Reba took Zhang Ruonan’s hand and said softly:”¨〃 Now it’s my turn to look after the door for you. When you come down again, we will be good sisters, different from them.……”
“Um.”
Zhang Ruonan nodded.
On the other side…
Zhang Tianai looked dumbfounded when he saw Zhang Ruonan walking into the RV.
“Why? She pulled Huang Mengying and said softly:”Obviously it was me who came first. Reba doesn’t care that she came first, but why can Zhang Ruonan be in front of me? Wait… What is Reba doing?””
“Is she watching the door?”
Zhang Tianai was dumbfounded.
“Do you understand now? Huang
Mengying said softly:”Zhang Ruonan is different from us. She is the same as Reba… No, she is also different from Reba. She should be second only to Reba.”……”
“Because she is a little yellow flower?”
“It’s more than that. Huang
Mengying smiled and looked at Zhang Tianai:”Sorry, I’m still a yellow flower. Even if I get in the RV, I can’t let Reba go to the door. I don’t have such a big face.”……”
“Not that capable”
“Have you ever noticed Ruonan? I have noticed that she is almost always present when Fei Ge is filming. She is not there to show off anything, she just likes to simply watch Fei Ge.……”
“She likes Fei Ge’s sincerity. Zhang
Tianai:”Tah, I like it too, and I really mean it.”……”
Fans love idols.
Can anything be more sincere than this?
“Different. Huang
Mengying said softly:”I also like Brother Fei. I’m jealous of his looks, body, and his popularity. I hope I can give my body to someone like Brother Fei.”……”
“Is this like it?”
“Of course it is……”
“But you and I both know this kind of liking, and the kind of liking I told you is completely different. Ruonan and Fei Ge entered the company at the same time, so she should have liked Fei Ge by then.……”
“So how do you compare? Zhang
Tianai smiled:”I think it’s the same. I also liked Fei Ge before he became famous. I (who have good money) would like to be a dog for Fei Ge, and I would also like to be Fei Ge’s RBQ.”……”
“It’s just that she is relatively clean.”
Huang Mengying shook her head.
“You still don’t understand. She looked at Zhang Tianai with a smile and said helplessly:”From the beginning, you were just greedy for Brother Fei’s body. Why do you like him?” Have you never really liked someone?”
“The one with light in his eyes. Zhang
Tianai thought for a while and nodded:”Yes, but that was all in the past. I didn’t understand anything at that time and gave myself to others casually. Now I regret it to death.”……”
“It would be great if I could give it to Brother Fei.”
Huang Mengying couldn’t laugh or cry.
“I’m not asking you this. What I want to say is that Ruonan is like this. She is not chasing Fei Ge’s fame, she is not getting anything from him, and she is not even greedy for his body in the beginning.……”
“She just likes Fei Ge”
“Do you understand now?”
“This is not the key. After all, Fei Ge is such an outstanding person. There have been countless girls like this since he went to school. The key issue is that Fei Ge accepted her kind of love.……”
“This is the key.
Zhang Tianai was silent for a long time after hearing this.
Then he said softly:”Then I’ll sit one more person in the back row. Don’t run in front of me.”……”
“I won’t.
Huang Mengying smiled:”I am a gift from Sister Mi to Brother Fei. After Sister Mi sends a message to Brother Fei, I can go to his RV. Unfortunately, I only give it to Brother Fei as a gift.”……”
“Luckily I’m a long term gift”
“And I do it willingly”
“I’m luckier than you…”
After saying that, he stood up and walked towards the bus.
“They all have backgrounds, right?”
Zhang Tianai muttered. She also wanted to give it a gift, but unfortunately there was no backstage, so she had to give it herself and wait for the order. In this damn entertainment industry, everyone is a relative.
Can this be fair?.As a fan, why is it so difficult for her to sleep with an idol?.