Chapter 92
Chapter 91
Since there was no sound in the corridor for a long time, the voice-activated lights gradually went out one by one.
The light penetrating through the hall was the only light source, and the shadows of the two people were faintly drawn for a long time, and finally disappeared into the darkness.
Gu Qingchi relaxed halfway through smoking a cigarette.
Xie Luyu stood straight on the side, and I didn’t know when he would find him there, so he called out at the end of the corridor.
Gu Qingchi straightened up, put his hand in his hair and sent his wet forehead back.
When passing by Xie Luyu, Xie Luyu suddenly grasped his wrist.
Xie Luyu didn’t use much strength, just because Gu Qingchi couldn’t break free and wouldn’t hurt his strength.
With a little effort, Gu Qingchi released his hand. In the palm of his hand, a cigarette that was about to be extinguished was crumpled into a ball, and there were burn marks on the palm of his hand.
He used to pretend to be a normal life. He pretends that he is normal every day. He has a regular schedule, will go out and arrange things for himself. But after pretending for a long time, he will always show his horse’s feet. You can see the rotten flesh underneath.
Xie Luyu looked at Gu Qingchi and then at the palm of his hand. He wanted to ask him why he did it. Then he stopped and what he said. Gu Qingchi is not stupid. He understands it. He knows it hurts. He just can’t control himself. Things that are more tormenting than pain are always there, and he will have to struggle all his strength just to survive.
Xie Luyu turned and shouted to Xiao Ke over there.
“I have something to discuss with your Gu brother, and I will send it back to you Gu brother later, so go ahead.”
Xiao Ke had a very good impression of Xie Luyu. She answered Gu Qingchi without saying hello, and left after greeted them.
Xie Luyu was quite familiar with this. He pulled Gu Qingchi into a lounge and let Gu Qingchi sit on the sofa, not knowing where he dragged a medicine box out.
Gu Qingchi watched his movements indifferently, and didn’t seem to care much.
Xie Luyu quickly applied medicine to him and then wrapped it up with a bandage.
“It’s not too serious, don’t touch the water, it will be better soon.”
He squatted in front of Gu Qingchi, staring at Gu Qingchi’s eyes, saying every word.
“I know that you work hard to live a good life. It may be difficult, but I need you to know that you can be willful if you are unhappy, you can smoke, you can drink, you can do sports, you can do everything you want to do, this is you freedom of.”
“But you can’t get pleasure by hurting yourself. You can’t touch that line. This is not just for yourself, but for those who care about you, for Xiao Ke, for Ye Li, for your fans, do you know? ? Now there are many fans, they like you, watch your movies, imitate your clothes, you have the obligation to guide them.”
Gu Qingchi looked at Xie Luyu, seeming to be digesting what he had just said. He slowly approached Xie Luyu. When he was close to Xie Luyu by a palm distance, he tilted his head and closed his eyes, and then after a while Opened again.
“It’s the smell of snow.”
Xie Luyu stroked his short hair with his hands, gave a hum, and finally tugged at the corners of his mouth.
“You need treatment. I have to talk to Ye Li. I will tell him everything. I won’t hide it for you.”
Gu Qingchi fell back on the sofa and said yes.
Xie Luyu hadn’t reacted yet.
Gu Qingchi continued.
“If I go to the doctor, if I take the medicine well, will it really get better?”
He obviously looked the same as before, precarious, as if he would be torn apart at any time, but Xie Luyu still felt hope.
Gu Qingchi would not take the initiative to ask for help before, he would only let himself go to destruction before.
Gu Qingchi never went to see a doctor before, as if this way he would be no different from others, rather than an outlier.
Xie Luyu immediately gave him an affirmative answer.
“Yes, everything will be fine.”
He is so firm, almost giving Gu Qingchi the strength to move forward.
Gu Qingchi wanted to become normal.
When Ye Li was notified by Xie Luyu, he was not surprised. He still had a faint feeling like that, but Xiao Ke was taken aback. He always blamed himself for not discovering Gu Qingchi’s abnormality earlier.
Ye Li comforted Xiao Ke with a few words and quickly arranged for Gu Qingchi. This line of business was under pressure, and many artists also had psychological problems, so he was quite familiar with the road.
Immediately with Gu Qingchi, he went to the psychiatric department for registration and was diagnosed with severe depression. This made Ye Li a little unacceptable, and he frowned and watched for a long time.
However, the psychiatric department of the hospital was too streamlined. After Gu Qingchi went there once, he was reluctant to go, and Ye Li changed him to a doctor.
The last doctor I found was introduced by Xie Luyu, a well-known psychiatric doctor, he opened a psychiatric hospital, said it is a hospital but there are not many doctors, all of them are well-known, and there are several foreign experts who charge fees. It is also high, but very humane. One doctor is responsible for several patients, and psychological counseling is very famous.
As long as you feel bad, you can make an appointment with your doctor at any time, even if it is late at night, Ye Li communicated with the hospital and made an appointment.
Gu Qingchi insisted on going to see the doctor by himself. The psychology clinic is in the city center, but the location is very good, surrounded by villas, with good greening, and very quiet. This place has a lot of money.
At the front desk is a pretty little girl, with her face facing the sky, like a student. She flicked her braid behind her head. She was very enthusiastic when she saw someone. Even if Gu Qingchi was wearing a mask and a hat, she looked suspiciously armed. It can make her wary. She wants to share her biscuits with Gu Qingchi as soon as she meets. She smiles at Mimi when she is rejected. She is enthusiastic but not embarrassing. After helping Gu Qingchi to see the appointment, she also greeted Gu Qingchi with greetings. For a while.
“Go inside and go to the innermost room. Are you afraid of cats? If you are afraid of cats, I can **** you in. There is a little fat cat likes to run around inside.”
Gu Qingchi declined. Although it was a clinic, it was decorated very homely. From time to time, there were pots of green plants. When he walked to the place, when he was about to knock on the door, a man just pushed out the door. Gu Qingchi was about eight meters tall and not short. , The man was a little taller than Gu Qingchi and went straight to 1.9 meters.
He leaned down and apologized, his voice low.
Gu Qingchi’s body suddenly stiffened.
The other party has some doubts and said with concern.
“Are you OK?”
Gu Qingchi shook his head, he entered the door, and the man went out.
The two intertwined for a brief moment.
When the door closed, the tall man turned his head wickedly.
Gu Qingchi also tilted his head, his profile is faintly visible. His eyes are very good-looking, and the tail of his eyes is up, with a touch of charm. But his eyes are colder and he can’t see any emotions. The two of them stared at each other until the door closed.
The man’s heart throbbed inexplicably. He always felt that his eyes were familiar, but they shouldn’t be like that. They were so cold that they were hollow. Instead, the eyebrows were crooked and filled with broken light. He shook his head and squeezed the documents in his hands. Went out.
The front desk at the door saw him greet him. He came frequently, and the front desk was already familiar with him.
“Brother Gu Xie, have you got Madam’s report? I like the cookies that Madam brought me last time. Don’t forget to thank Madam for me!”
Gu Xie also showed a little smile, Mrs. Gu and he both liked the little girl.
“Well, Madam is still wondering why you didn’t call her aunt. Last time I kept mumbling that you called Madam too strange.”
The little girl at the front desk frowned and became seriously annoyed.
“Ah, can’t it, madam is so good-looking, making auntie my conscience trouble.”
While talking, she forgot about it, and happily told Gu Xie about her new discovery.
“A visitor just came here. My eyes look good. I think she looks a bit like Mrs. Gu. She should look good, and her surname is Gu, but the wife is always the most beautiful. If the wife has a daughter, someone can inherit it. She looks beautiful.”
The little girl is full of pity.
Gu Xie reluctantly saw her goodbye. When he got in the car, he still couldn’t help thinking about the person whom he met at the doctor just now. Even the doctor said that Mrs. Gu had improved a lot and made him happy. Come down.
Gu Qingchi sat in front of the doctor and took off his mask, obviously feeling a little depressed.
The doctor did not ask Gu Qingchi to do any tests or ask any questions. Gu Qingchi had already done professional tests in the psychiatric department of the hospital before, and the diagnosis results were already with him. This saved him a lot of effort and the tests were indispensable, but Now this is more conducive to him gaining Gu Qingchi’s trust.
He also did not ask Gu Qingchi to trust him, be friends with him, etc. That is something that a novice who writes according to the book will do. A normal person will not easily trust a person who has just met recently. Why do you ask for a patient like this?
Especially when the patient is likely to be more sensitive and vulnerable than ordinary people.
It takes time and patience to approach a stray cat.
He chatted with Gu Qingchi, the topic jumped, as if thinking of what to say, try to avoid asking questions to understand Gu Qingchi. This is a high probability that Gu Qingchi will be repulsive. If you have to ask Gu Qingchi any questions, then he too He would mention his own situation and even laugh at himself. If he observes any rejection or abnormality in Gu Qingchi, he will immediately change the subject.
“I noticed that you seemed to have eye contact with Mr. Gu Xie just now…”
The doctor spoke slowly.
When Gu Qingchi heard the name Gu Xie, he suddenly gathered the fingers that Xuxu had placed on the seat.
“Mr. Gu Xie is a serious person. I don’t like to make eye contact with him, but you are brave and don’t reject the initiative to have this kind of communication with others, right?”
The doctor praised Gu Qingchi without hesitation.
Gu Qingchi relaxed his fingers again and said seriously.
“Sometimes I don’t like it.”
By the time Gu Qingchi finished this meeting, Gu Qingchi’s rejection of seeing a doctor had been reduced a lot. This conversation was so comfortable that he even began to look forward to the next meeting.
After the doctor sent him out, he returned to his seat and quickly wrote about something.
Finally, after summarizing the files, he sighed.
“Like Madam Gu, they are all too sensitive people.”