Chapter 201
201. His Last Words To His Children
Now, before the Happy Family Festival,
Here are two comparisons,
One is Liu Shi crying and begging for Yu Shuying’s forgiveness. Her tears are real, her grievances and regrets are real, and her grief is real, too.
One is Yu Ye, lying on the hospital bed, just saying with hope, I can finally leave, I’m finally going to die,
when will you die,
It’s not that I don’t want to live,
but no expectations,
The torment of the disease is too severe,
His daughter kept accusing him,
How do you let him live?
He has been in the shadows all his life,
This life has been bitter and tormented,
How do you let him live?
Now,
on the show,
The guest Zhang Cihai looked at it, and he said softly.
“Liu Family!!!
“What are you regretting here?”
“How much you paid, how much he paid.”
“He is now, Yu Shuying has been accusing him, and he has been listening silently in the audience. 99
“Is he angry, is he scolding?
“You can condemn here, and regret here,”
“But what about him!”
“He just wanted a good death.
Zhang Cihai’s voice was really sad at this moment,
And this moment,
The other guests spoke in succession,
Guest Chen Cheng sighed: “You are really hard-boned in your life, you have never been soft-spoken in your life, even now you just think about dying well, you are good! 99
Guest Poetry House, the station manager Xu Hong also said: “His life is really pure, he has no resentment to express, he is just calm, no wonder he can write such amazing poetry, because he is such a clear and clean person. 55
Chen Xuejian also sighed: “Hey, this life really interprets my father! 35
Chen Shuaiwen also sighed complicatedly: “How can people at the bottom have such spiritual depth, how can they have this kind of spiritual depth.
And this moment,
Douyin barrage is all,
.
“Have you ever seen such a person, who has been resented by his daughter for so long, he didn’t say anything, or said he had no strength, he just wanted to die well.”
“His life is really clear and sad, he just wants to die well,
“For him now, death should be the best, he has not received any love in his life.”
And at this moment the playback screen continues.
Under the attention of the old neighbors, Yu Ye smiled and walked silently to 034, Building 12, in front of his house,
Open the door, the dust will fly,
enter, close the door,
shabby dust, messy,
But the room is still set up,
He was sitting on the sofa, smiling, looking at Xiao Shuying’s bedroom warmly, his eyes were gentle light,
As if at this moment, the daughter is still there,
He took out the pen and paper in his pocket,
I started writing to myself,
“Xiao Shuying, I know you are very busy, and I may be dying.”
“It may be leaving, it’s alright, don’t cry.
“You are the best child, don’t cry.
“You have to believe that I didn’t walk into death, I just walked out of time.
“Those who look up at the starry sky will eventually return to the starry sky.
Yu Ye said and began to write,
[Xiao Shuying, you were originally a very dark rise, like in a place where you can’t see your fingers, in such a dark place, only one person is groping forward, you must know that the world is difficult, in this kind of darkness Don’t be afraid to move forward, I have paved the way for you, you boldly move forward]
[Also, I’m a little sorry for you, because there are fireworks outside, the neighbors and neighbors have a strong smell of rice, and their family walks hand in hand, and you can only watch from the balcony, your father can’t give you the warmth of the family]
[Xiao Shuying, don’t be gentle people, because they have experienced a lot of hardships, they decided not to let others be as sad as him, this blood flow thoughtfulness, they call it gentle, so child, I don’t want You are gentle, and I don’t want to see you cry because of suffering】
[There is also Xiao Shuying, I don’t know when I will leave, but don’t cry, don’t cry, what are you crying, I will feel distressed at that time]
[Also, I want to have a good relationship in my next life. I have no chance in this life. I don’t know what it feels like to be in love, and I don’t know what it feels like to be a family reunion, but I want to experience it once. Life is really too bitter , I want to have a good and happy experience once]
[So Xiao Shuying you, you have to be good, don’t let you worry about you after you leave]
[By the way, my tomb is still there, don’t be sad when you see the epitaph. Actually, I wrote it very happily. I really like quietness. Except for you, I like all other quietnesses, because since you were three years old, My brain is full of buzzing sounds, not once quiet]
this moment,
Yu Ye is so gentle
He spoke softly and wrote
And at this moment, he put the note away, put it in Xiao Shuying’s bedroom, and put a copy in his pocket,
Then he stood in the living room,
In this lonely room, where the sound of my heart can be heard quietly,
Yu Ye suddenly wanted to sing,
I don’t know why, I just want to sing,
So he spoke,
this moment.
a cappella,
As if all his tiredness was singing,
Borrow a midnight street, dim yellow light,
Illuminate the bumpy road with a pair of silhouettes,
Borrowing an inch for three or nine days, the fierce and warm sun,
Melting into this vast world is piercingly bright,
Borrow a melody from the past, melodious,
Sing this unspeakable cappella,
this moment.
is hoarse,
is clear,
It is also with a voice under the warmth of time, which makes people unable to help but quiet the Lord, and live in a sad silence,
Until this moment, Yu Ye sang again from the balcony,
The man who was blown away by the wind said that he did not love deeply,
The man who is drenched in the rain says he will not be cold,
How many people will be covered by the boundless night,
He wrote it into his eyes, he dared not admit it,
But there is always that earnestness that never goes away,
There are always tears that the heavy rain can’t wipe away,
One day the sun will be angry at a certain early morning,.
A rainbow, two people……
clatter,
this moment,
Yu Ye finished singing calmly, he seemed to sing out everything in his heart
But this moment,.
He turned around and looked at Xiao Shuying’s room,
As if schizophrenic again, he said again,
.
“..Xiao Shuying, you have to be good in the future.
(Nonuo is good) “Don’t cry, what are you crying for?”
“I’m not afraid of anything in my life, I’m most afraid of you crying.”5
boom,
this moment,.
On the modern show stage, .
Yu Shuying watched him sing with trembling, this song she had never heard before,
She looked at the lyrics,
[The person who was blown away by the wind said that he did not love deeply]
[The person who got wet in this rain said he would not be cold]
[How many people will be covered by the boundless night]
[He wrote it into his eyes, he dared not admit it]
“How….how sad is your heart to write this kind of lyrics,””
“you,”
Yu Shuying looked at the lyrics and really felt his heart split open.
Especially the screen scene, the man said five years ago, Xiao Shuying don’t cry, I’m most afraid of you crying,
And now on the hospital bed of the show, Yu Ye is weak and facing death, but his voice is also saying: Xiao Shuying is crying, don’t cry, I am most afraid of you crying.
Everything is overlapping..shop.