NOVEL NEXT chapter 93
93 – First Experience – Version 15
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We are sitting across from each other on the floor, looking at each other.
… It is awkward. It’s been about three weeks since I dumped Soyi that day.
It’s incredibly awkward, perhaps because I’ve been dumped to a level where I can say I’m truly miserable.
“… “Did you get a part-time job for me?”
I didn’t know what to say, so I asked that question. Soyi looked surprised at the unexpected question.
“Huh, huh? Ah… Yes, I saved it. As a decent person. “It’s a woman’s part-time job.”
“Thank goodness. “It’s difficult to work with just one person, Dami Lim.”
“That’s right… “
Static again.
I scratched my head and Soyi stirred the floor with her index finger.
How did Soi end up in our house in the first place?
I do remember what Ara said when I was in the hospital. He said he would bring Soyi.
So, did Ara try to persuade Soyi somehow? What did she say?
… I don’t know.
She could just ask So-yi, but it’s not easy for her to stick to her words.
“… “I heard you were sick?”
“Huh?”
“I heard. You were sick and were hospitalized. “I didn’t hear why it hurt, but was it because of me?”
“Did you hear that from Ara?”
“Yes… “
Soyi nodded honestly.
She asked what Ara and she talked about, and Soyi told her everything about Ara and her and what happened to Lee Yoon-ah.
“Okay. Lee Yuna… “
A deep sigh came out.
Surprisingly, I wasn’t impressed by my biological mother’s unchanging ugliness and how she tried to use me to the end.
Still, I feel uncomfortable that the woman who gave birth to me had such a miserable end.
“… Did I mention his business for no reason?”
My expression wasn’t very good, so Soyi spoke humbly.
“No. That’s what I asked. It doesn’t feel that refreshing… “It’s not that big.”
“… Sorry.”
“No, are you really okay?”
“… Not that one. “Sol didn’t listen to you and I abandoned you.”
Soyi reached out her hand and took my hand. She was crying slightly.
“I’m sorry. You really didn’t know… I hurt you because I was mistaken… “
“No. Soi, because I am the one who caused you to misunderstand.”
I hugged her and patted her back.
“… Besides, it was my fault.”
I confided in her while holding her in my arms. A story about my return.
… A story that if it weren’t for me, her family wouldn’t have fallen apart.
“Um… That means… Uh… “
Soyi seemed to find it hard to believe.
At first, I stopped him by saying that he didn’t have to lie like that, but as the story continued, he looked at me as if I had a head injury somewhere.
When I finished talking, she tied her head as if she was thinking very hard.
“So… “Sol, in your past life, something bad happened to Lee Yuna and her face got burned, and in the midst of all that, I became a lover with you?”
“Yes.”
“… “We broke up because our parents were against it?”
“Yes.”
Soyi asked and I just answered.
Soi placed her chin on her hand and began to think again.
“So… “Sol, you didn’t live like you did in your past life and Lee Yoon-ah cheated on me with my dad, so you’re saying it’s your fault?”
“… Okay.”
I lowered my head heavily.
Her father wouldn’t have died even if I hadn’t returned. Even if Soyi really blames me, I have nothing to say.
“Um… “
“Can’t you believe it?”
“… No. That explains why Sol recognized me. There… “You said this to Ara too?”
“Huh? Oh right? But Soi, do you call Ara Ara?”
Amazing. Could it be that we have become friends?
“… No way. “I just said it informally to you, so I just said it too.”
However, in response to my question, Soyi frowned and denied it, as if she was saying some nonsense.
But for some reason, I got the feeling that she didn’t have bad feelings toward Ara.
“…… “
Soyi fell into thought again.
Her face was lost in more complicated thoughts than before.
“… After all, you don’t want to be next to me like this, do you? In the end, because of me, Soi’s parents…… “
“Sol.”
Soyi cut off my words. And out of the blue she asked:
“Can I leave here today?”
“What… ?”
What does that mean?
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When Hansol came out from the shower, Soyi was lying on the bed first.
After finishing her shower first, she was wearing a white t-shirt and a half-cock that she had borrowed from me.
“That… “I’ll sleep on the floor.”
“What does that mean?”
Soyi got up from the bed. She wasn’t wearing a bra and her breasts were moving naked.
“Then what do you sleep with?”
She quickly looked away. Otherwise, your gaze will continue to stay there.
However, in the corner of the bed where I looked, there was Soyi’s underwear that she had taken off. Not only the top but also the bottoms…
I moistened my dry lips and just turned my gaze towards the ceiling.
“I even said I would sleep here… ?”
Soyi stood up from the bed and stood behind me. Her arms wrap around me.
“Kim So-yi… Ugh… !?”
A chill ran down my spine.
“Um… Hasn’t he grown up yet? “It’s still really big, but last time it was bigger and harder than this.”
“What are you doing…?” “
Soyi’s thin fingers traced the center of my pants.
My object gradually began to respond to the teasing touch.
“Oh… !”
A small scream as if startled. Her hand left mine.
I grabbed her hand and turned around.
“… Kim So-yi, what do you want to do now?”
“Well, what are you doing… I said I would sleep in today. So… “
“So, are you saying let’s do it now?”
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Soyi, whose entire face was stained red, did not deny it. It’s not that I don’t deny it, but it means that this atmosphere is correct.
‘… ‘Is this really the right thing to do?’
I don’t know.
Anyway, we broke up once.
Now all the misunderstandings have been resolved, and there is such a strange atmosphere going on, but anyway, we don’t know whether we can say that we are lovers or not.
Soyi didn’t give me a clear answer before.
When asked if you want to be next to me.
“… “Sol, you don’t like it?”
“…… “
But… How can I refuse this?
How can I refuse you if you look at me so pitifully and lovingly?
“… Soi Kim, let’s talk about it tomorrow then.”
“Huh? What… town!? hahahaha… !”
I snatched Soyi’s lips without any warning.
Much deeper and rougher than usual.
It was as if she had forgotten her gentle kiss that was so considerate to her.
Soyi’s soft and weak tongue could not stand up to mine as it invaded her home and was only trampled upon.
“Ha… Hmm… ! uuup-!”
Soyi closed her eyes tightly and could not come to her senses.
I naturally pushed her onto her back and slowly laid her down on her bed.
And when her head reached the bed, I parted my lips from hers. Soyi, who was barely free, exhaled happily.
“Whoa…” Ha… Sol… !”
“… Love you.”
Whispering her briefly in her ear, I pounced on her.
In this life, it was our first experience of true meaning.
———-
“Sol, let’s break up.”
And the next day, Soyi said goodbye to me.
Unlike that day, her face was smiling refreshingly as she said goodbye.