Cannon fodder to save the male god

Chapter 20 Extra Story (The emperor can't be affectionate, but he is moved)
I am Xuanyuan Mo, the future emperor of Xuanyuan Kingdom, and the future of Xuanyuan Kingdom will be handed over to me in the future, so as an emperor, you can be affectionate, but you can't be affectionate.

This is the way of being a king that my father taught me when I was very young.I did live up to his expectations and have always performed well.

Until I met Mu Si, that woman can be said to be the catastrophe of my life.

When I first saw her in the woods, the reason why I saved her was because I recognized her identity as the daughter of the Mu family, so I asked Wuyue to save her.Because this just happened to repay the kindness I owed to the Mu family.

It's just that she didn't expect that she would disown her relationship with the Mu family later, saying that she would pay back the kindness she owed herself.

At that time, I didn't take this woman seriously, so it didn't make much difference whether the Mu family owed me or not, so I just let her go.

In the later days, she would often pretend to be inadvertent and always appear in front of me frequently, trying to get my attention in front of me.

I didn't say anything to stop all of this, I just watched her trying hard to express herself in front of me every time, and I secretly felt funny in my heart.

I know she wants to be close to me, not because she likes me.

I have investigated her and know that she will do this in order to use me to avenge her, because of the power I have as the king of a country.

In fact... If I had encountered this kind of person who harbored ill intentions towards me and wanted to take advantage of me in normal times, I would have executed that person long ago.

But I don't know why, but for her, I feel like I can't even have such an idea.

It may be because the memory of seeing her dying in the woods that day was too clear.There is a huge gap between her who was cute and soft when I was a child, which makes me feel faintly moved by the silhouette, and I can't bear to hurt this woman again.That's why he has been tolerant of her.

At the beginning, I always thought so, until one day, when I went to see her when she was sick, she looked very fragile and pitiful, and kept calling the name of the third prince Zhao Qing in her mouth.

I admit, I felt deep jealousy and sourness in my heart at that moment.In fact, when I first rescued her who was seriously injured, I also heard her call Zhao Qing's name, but at that time, I didn't feel anything in my heart.

This time, I felt deep sadness and jealousy.I suddenly realized that I was in love with this woman.

Maybe when we first met, I felt different about her.That's why I, who was usually so cold and ruthless, suddenly moved with compassion and rescued her.

I'm jealous of the man she loves and hates, and I'm jealous of the man who didn't know how to cherish after getting her love, and seriously injured her almost to death.

If she hadn't met me, she would never have had a second way of life in that environment.

Whenever I think of this, boundless anger rises in my heart.I know that I'm starting to become irrational. For a woman, I'm starting to act like a foolish king.For her, I began to suppress and avenge the Third Prince desperately, regardless of the cost.

Originally, if I encountered such a thing in normal times, I would definitely win.It's a pity that my mind is in a mess because of a woman, and I am too emotional a lot of the time.

In this way, I also began to gradually lose the trust of my courtiers.Before I knew it, they started to form cliques in private, and even united with outsiders to plan how to kill the queen, a monster who brought disaster to the country and the people.

It was too late when I knew the truth, and she and I had already fallen into Zhao Qing's trap.At the last moment when the arrow came over, I tried my best to push her away, but I couldn't escape
When I woke up again, I had already returned to the small forest where I met her for the first time, and my guards were protecting me from the enemy's pursuit.

In the blink of an eye, I knew that I was reborn, and as expected, I only took two steps and met her again.

I rescued her back as I did in my previous life, but I didn't give her any chance to get close to me, and left her alone in that small courtyard to recuperate.

She seems to be a little different from her previous life, her eyes are no longer full of hatred and Zhao Qing, her eyes will have many other things, the maid I found for her, Xiaobai, Wuyue, and even me Sometimes I see my presence in her eyes.

At that time, I was extremely flustered in my heart, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, but I didn't dare to think about it.

He was only busy dealing with the third prince secretly.In my previous life, I promised to avenge her, but in the end I broke my promise.Although she never asked again in this life, I still decided to keep my word and help her get revenge.Although she doesn't know.
I didn't expect that Zhao Qing would be a woman, a woman would be so vicious and ruthless, scheming people's hearts to deceive her feelings.At the moment when I knew the truth, I was extremely angry in my heart.

So when Zhao Qing was sent to the frontier, I was robbed by someone and thrown into the dirtiest and most humble Xunlefang, where I waited on those rough men and hooligans every day.

Doesn't Zhao Qing like to play with people's hearts and feelings? Then I will let her be played with by people all her life, and she will be the most despised local ruffian, a peddler.

We live happily in this life, and I feel very satisfied with such a life.

Although I vaguely know that she may not be her anymore, but I don't want to delve into it, I just want to grasp the happiness in front of me
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