Beyond The Outline

Chapter 92 92nd

Xu Yaping was speechless by the “Second Personality”. The inner rhetorical question just hit her. She subconsciously escaped, but found that she couldn’t avoid it at all. The second personality is like a bystander perspective, seeing things she couldn’t see, she can’t avoid: “How long have you, you, this situation occurred, and how can you get back to normal?”

Shao Zhan also thought about this question. He speculated: “As long as he wants to come back, I should disappear soon.”

Pretending to be like that.

It is very consistent with the symptoms of a split personality patient.

Xu Yaping: “…”

Xu Yaping has heard stories of split personality. They seem to have their own names: “Do you have your own name, too.”

Shao Zhan’s expression freezes for two seconds.

He didn’t want to answer this question, and finally said: “You can call me… Xu Zhan.”

Xu Yaping is not very comfortable with this name: “Xu Zhan?”

Not to mention that Xu Yaping is not used to it, and Shao Zhan himself is not used to it.

It’s not easy to pretend to have split personality. After Shao Zhan finished, he was afraid that Xu Yaping would ask more and more detailed questions. After sitting for a while, he got up and said, “I’ll go back to the room with nothing else. do.”

Baidu question: My son has a split personality. I saw his second personality today. What is the reason for the second personality?

Answer: Psychologically, the generation of the second personality is related to pressure. It may be caused by external pressure or the patient’s own pressure, which makes him want to escape. What is the conflict between the second personality and the child? ?

Xu Yaping muttered to herself on the sofa: “…stress.”

Did she put any pressure on Xu Sheng?

In the past, she was eager for Sheng Sheng to do more questions and write more papers, always wishing him to devote all his mind to study.

Thinking of this, she suddenly sat upright. Thinking back to the scene that she saw through the crack of the door, the young man sat at the desk with no expression except for writing test papers. She did not stop for a moment. She thought blankly: This Is it the pressure she put on Xu Sheng?

Is this second personality “Xu Zhan” the “Xu Sheng” she expected?

That’s it.

In this case everything is straightened out.

Xu Yaping suffocated her chest—she actually forced the child to be like this.

As the second personality said, instead of encouraging him, she became the first obstacle in the way Xu Sheng wanted to go, and forced Xu Sheng out of the second personality. Xu Sheng is now immersed in writing test papers as she wished, but she is not satisfied at all.

She realized very clearly: It turned out that it was not a pleasant thing to make Xu Sheng what she expected.

Because this is not Xu Sheng.

This is not her son, she doesn’t need a son who does anything according to her ideas.

Xu Yaping sat quietly on the sofa and finally realized how absurd her mother was.

She was also a mother for the first time, so she pretended to plan her life for Xu Sheng as much as possible, and gave him what she thought was “good”. She had unlimited expectations of him, but she never thought about what he wanted.

Shao Zhan underestimated a woman’s divergence and association ability. His nonsense second personality was full of loopholes, but he didn’t expect Xu Yaping to help him round up this statement, and it was so rounded that he found sufficient explanations and reasons for him.

He didn’t know whether his second personality status could help Xu Sheng, thinking that other people’s family affairs would be inconvenient to intervene, but he couldn’t help but intervene.

He knows very little about the entrance exam, but he has seen the sketch on the screen of Xu Sheng’s phone.

I also remember the last time he became “Xu Sheng” when he was sitting in the studio. Xu Sheng grabbed his hand and changed the painting with his hand.

He never said that the Xu Sheng that day was very different from the usual Xu Sheng.

Although Gu Yanwang’s “sleeping lion” was too exaggerated, he seemed to really see Xu Sheng opened his eyes.

No longer is the teenager lying on the table, facing the invigilator with his head all the way, like on the day of the test.

It’s not like being called to the office, with the words “leave me alone” written all over the body.

If Xu Sheng’s world is raining, he wants to hold an umbrella for him.

The next day was really cloudy, even though it was dawn, thick clouds still covered the entire sky, and pedestrians hurried on the road, wrapped tightly by the dull wind.

Xu Sheng didn’t fall asleep all night, didn’t look at his mobile phone, and didn’t know that he had missed the scene of his boyfriend’s car rollover.

Just after dawn, he put on the jacket yesterday and opened the door, and got on the bus in the direction indicated on the navigation. The air was cold, stuffy and humid.

As the bus drove away from the unfamiliar Nanping, the scenery outside the window became familiar, and an illusory and distant voice rang in my ear: “You really want to lock it? Throw it all in?”

“Really stop painting?”

“Don’t, you…”

These voices were interrupted by the broadcast that rang when the bus stopped – “Passengers who are going to get off please be prepared.”

Xu Sheng got out of the car and walked along the road. He walked two streets before seeing the familiar warehouse.

Standing at the door of the warehouse, Xu Sheng remembered that he was Shao Zhan now, without the key, the key was on the neck of “Xu Sheng”.

Xu Sheng stood at the door of the warehouse for a while, clicked in, and saw three unread messages.

Shao Zhan finished the last answer in the evening, adjusted his mood, and then reported the situation to Xu Sheng.

This time, it was too unexpected to roll over in front of Xu Yaping. After the cause, the result was suddenly unknown. Shao Zhan only said in the end: I have something to tell you.

-People.

-See the reply.

However, the message was sent and there was no reply, and Xu Sheng did not answer the call.

Xu Sheng leaned back against the warehouse door and lowered his head to type.

Xu Sheng: I also have something to say.

Xu Sheng: When meeting and chatting, bring the string of things around your neck when you come.

When Shao Zhan arrived, it had been an hour since Xu Sheng had sent a message. The location was attached to Xu Sheng’s message. The location was near the studio he had visited before. As soon as he got out of the car, he saw “self” squatting from a distance. At the door of an abandoned warehouse.

This season and this kind of place, there are often wild cats. Xu Sheng’s dressing style is very different from Shao Zhan’s. He pulled up his large coat and hat, covering most of his face, only showing a little chin and nose, surrounded by him. Cat.

The cat was not afraid of him, Xu Sheng squatted with his wrists on his knees, and moved his fingers to tease him from time to time. Xu Sheng lowered his eyes and then stretched out his hand to hook it. The cat ran away with a “meow”, and then a shadow was cast in front of his eyes. There was something more in the palm of the outstretched hand: “…”

Shao Zhan let go, and the black string key fell in Xu Sheng’s palm: “This?”

Xu Sheng hooked the black rope and let out a “um”.

Shao Zhan’s figure has nothing to do with the word “slim”, but Xu Sheng can wear this feeling. He got up slowly with a black rope between his fingers and opened the warehouse door with the key.

The door opened slowly, and the warehouse was dark, full of painting tools and paper.

“Show you a place,” Xu Sheng opened the door and said, “…Your boyfriend’s secret studio.”

Compared to the studio, this place is more like another world of Xu Sheng.

Xu Sheng hung the key around his neck, as if he had come thousands of times, stepped up in three or two steps, sat in front of the easel, turned over the stack of drawing paper on the cuff, and said: “At that time, I had a fight with my mother. , She asked me to throw these things away, I didn’t throw them away.”

Shao Zhan suddenly forgot to tell him about the rollover. He also forgot to say that he got up this morning and opened the bedroom door to confront Xu Yaping, who hadn’t slept all night.

After Xu Sheng finished speaking, he raised his head, and his broad hat fell down: “The answer I owe you yesterday, I will make it up today.”

The disobedient temperament in his bones has never changed. It’s the Xu Sheng who knowingly runs rampant on the review stage under the scorching sun: “I won’t give up.”

It’s not that I don’t want to, but I don’t.

Xu Sheng didn’t sleep well last night. The whole person looked very sleepy, but his eyes were very firm: “If you don’t agree, I will paint with her behind my back. If there is any problem, then I will talk about it.”

The seventeen-year-old boy has pure emotions, likes always vigorously, and always has no hesitation in wanting to win stars.

Outside the warehouse.

At the same time when Xu Sheng said the words “I will not give up”, the gloomy sky that had been going down last night finally reached its extreme, and there was a violent gust of wind, and a thunder light flashed through the center of the entire black sky. Daoguang is like the fireworks that flickered in the night sky last night, illuminating the entire city in an instant.

At the same time, there was a muffled thunder from the sky, which was so familiar to both of them that they could no longer be familiar.

“Boom!”

Xu Sheng: “…”

Shao Zhan: “…”

Is that what they think.

Thunder shrouded the sky above the city, and there was another “boom”!

Then Xu Sheng clearly felt the thunder and lightning break through the entire sky, and slashed straight at their warehouse, because he was as if electricity had passed through his whole body, and he lost consciousness.

Xu Sheng’s speech on “Don’t Give Up” was only halfway through, and he was stupefied by this thunder.

But this time the situation is different from before.

This time it was really raining. The rainstorm poured down outside, which quickly wetted the street. The raindrops hit the top of the warehouse, knocking on the ground and “clanging”—this scene and the rainstorm more than a year ago gradually overlapping.

The consciousness of the two of them gradually separated, the world began to rotate, and the world turned around. Xu Sheng and Shao Zhan heard a word from far away in time and space at the same time.

“If there is a choice, can I not be Xu Sheng.”

“If there is a choice, can I not be Shao Zhan.”

This is their own voice.

“Who can I become?”

“What do you want to become?”

Xu Sheng saw that all the surrounding scenery was rapidly fragmented, and he skipped many scenes before his eyes. The first scene that appeared was that on the day of school, he squatted on the wall and ran into Shao Zhan standing under a street lamp.

Countless fragments were shining, and he and Shao Zhan seemed to be in a grand fireworks. He wanted to raise his hand to touch Shao Zhan who was near Chi Chi, but it was fleeting, but at that moment he suddenly found the answer.

After Xu Sheng realized that he had resumed his activities, he moved his fingers, lowered his head and saw his hand: “We, have you changed back?”

“Returned.”

Shao Zhan took off the black rope necklace, put his fingers through Xu Sheng’s soft hair, and put his fingers on the back of Xu Sheng’s neck, helping him put the key on: “If there is no accident, Lei should never appear again. .”

This thunder confirmed all Shao Zhan’s previous speculations, why did he exchange bodies with Xu Sheng? Because I don’t want to be myself anymore.

Why change it back?

Because they accepted themselves, or rather, it was because they met each other that they found themselves.

As if to confirm his words, the thunder stopped outside and the rain weakened. Pedestrians on the street outside the warehouse were obviously not affected by the thunder. They just complained about the muddy puddles on the street and continued to walk towards the station under the umbrella. This is an uncommon day, everything returns to its original position.