Back To the Past To Fall In Love

Chapter 61:

Because he felt embarrassed, Xu Ziran stumbled and sang this song, but he finally sang it. In the last sentence, he laughed shyly.

Qiu Yurou glanced at Xu Ziran’s expression, and couldn’t help laughing with her.

Her eyes were still a little dry, and there was still the bitterness in her heart, but somewhere in her heart, a little bit of sweetness slowly oozes out.

She didn’t want to understand why she was crying just now.

If it’s just because Shen Feiyao said excessive things, then this is not the first time, and she should be used to it.

However, at that moment, she suddenly couldn’t bear it. Now that she thinks about it, maybe it’s because she was in front of Xu Ziran this time.

In any case, she didn’t want to be said like this in front of Xu Ziran.

Would Xu Ziran mind? What kind of person does Xu Ziran think she is?

Because of the panic in my heart, I had to hide in the room to calm myself down, is it really too weak?

These turbulent thoughts in her heart gradually calmed down in Xu Ziran’s singing.

Qiu Yurou smiled and clapped, “You sing really well.”

However, Xu Ziran felt that the singing of this children’s song was against her reputation, so she changed the subject and said, “Eat the cake, eat it, eat it.”

Qiu Yurou lowered her head and did not move.

Xu Ziran couldn’t guess what Qiu Yurou was thinking at this moment, so she could only sit beside her and look at the other person’s face.

The blush on the face has not completely faded, the eyelids drooped slightly, so the eyelashes covered the eyes, and it was difficult to find any clues from the changes in the eyes.

Xu Ziran thought: How could he think of Qiu Yurou as an ordinary shy girl at first, the other party is so talented in concealing his thoughts.

When thinking like this, Qiu Yurou finally spoke. She said, “Actually…Actually, I also prepared a present for you.”

Xu Ziran was a little surprised: “Huh?”

Qiu Yurou looked up at Xu Ziran and bit her lip: “But it’s so childish, I can’t figure out how I prepared this.”

Xu Ziran originally thought that it was unnecessary for Qiu Yurou to make a gift for her, but now hearing Qiu Yurou say this, she became curious: “What is it?”

Qiu Yurou seemed to struggle for a while, but finally stood up and took out three small pink pieces of paper from the drawer.

She handed it over hesitantly, and finally said, “See for yourself.”

Xu Ziran took it over curiously and found that each piece of paper had words written on it – the first one was “Massage Voucher”, the second one was “Chat Voucher”, and the third one was “Universal Wishing Voucher”.

Xu Ziran couldn’t hold back and laughed.

When she looked at Qiu Yurou, the other party had already turned into a boiled shrimp. She didn’t dare to look at Xu Ziran, but secretly aimed at Xu Ziran’s reaction with her eyes.

Seeing Xu Ziran smiling, she was not sure what the other person’s smile represented, so she looked sad and worried.

Xu Ziran said, “It’s very interesting, you really have an idea.”

Qiu Yurou looked at Xu Ziran, as if to determine whether the other party was speaking politely or the truth.

“Then I put it away, it should be able to be used within this year, right?”

Seeing Xu Ziran’s expression as usual, Qiu Yurou finally calmed down, nodded and said, “Yes.”

Because Qiu Yurou only brought the cake in, she had to go out to cut the cake.

When the two went outside, they saw Aunt Chen sitting on the balcony and sighed. When they saw them come out, they finally breathed a sigh of relief and said, “Oh Rourou, it’s not sad, we’re not sad.”

Qiu Yurou whispered “I’m sorry”.

She felt that she had screwed up in such an uncontrollable mood, and suddenly became depressed again.

Xu Ziran was aware of Qiu Yurou’s mood and thought about it. When Aunt Chen went to get the knife, she raised her hand and rubbed Qiu Yurou’s head.

“It’s not your fault, okay?” Xu Ziran said.

Qiu Yurou put her hands behind her back and twisted them together.

After that, until Xu Ziran left, Shen Feiyao didn’t come out either. Originally Xu Ziran was thinking about whether Qiu Yurou should give Shen Feiyao a cake, but after seeing Shen Feiyao’s expression, he didn’t say this in the end, he just said something to Qiu Yurou when he left: “Some things are different from another angle.”

Qiu Yurou watched Xu Ziran leave, and the smile on her face gradually faded.

She glanced at the last piece of cake left on the table, in fact, she knew what Xu Ziran had not said.

After thinking for a while, she knocked on the door of the master bedroom with the cake.

The door was not locked, and after hearing the sound of “come in”, Qiu Yurou opened the door by herself.

The sky was getting dark, and in the dim room, Shen Feiyao sat on the floor and raised his head against the bed.

When she saw Qiu Yurou, she looked surprised: “Rourou, it’s you.”

Qiu Yu said: “Do you think it will be cumin?”

Shen Feiyao didn’t answer.

Qiu Yurou walked over, put the cake beside her, and sat down herself.

The two sat side by side with a cake with a small fork in between.

After a long while, Shen Feiyao picked up the cake and took a bite.

She looked surprised: “It’s really delicious, how can Xu Ziran be so powerful at such a young age.”

When Qiu Yurou heard this, she pursed her lips and laughed.

She actually didn’t want to smile in front of Shen Feiyao, but because the other party praised Xu Ziran, she also thought of Xu Ziran, so she couldn’t restrain a proud smile.

She wanted to put away the smile quickly, but the smile remained on her face for a long time, and it took a long time to gradually fade away.

“Yeah, she’s really amazing.” Qiu Yurou said.

Shen Feiyao looked at Qiu Yurou’s expression.

At least she knew that at the moment when Xu Ziran was mentioned, Qiu Yurou was sincerely happy.

And when she saw her daughter’s smile, she couldn’t help but laugh.

After laughing, she was stunned.

How long has it been since she felt such happiness?

Because it was too long, she couldn’t remember it, she only vaguely remembered that it might be when she was a student.

She always thought she was smart enough to be smug enough throughout her school days.

She feels that she has not made a missed choice, because each choice is both realistic and in line with her own heart.

The best tutors are selected for postgraduate entrance examinations and Ph.D. studies, and marriage and children at the most suitable age are investigated.

It seems right, it looks right.

But no, looking back now, she never followed her own heart, but the most suitable time.

Does she like Qiu Mingtai?

Like it, she has always liked the smart and wise person who is high in her eyes, but this kind of like is not enough to support her to take on a family for the other party.

She doesn’t want to get married.

Although she was at the most suitable age for marriage at that time, and she had someone who was simply too high for others, she knew in her heart that she didn’t want to get married, she didn’t want to have children, and she wanted to embark on a further career.

However, it is the most suitable age.

If you miss the present, maybe there will never be such a good opportunity again.

Not to follow her own heart, but after weighing the pros and cons, she entered the palace of marriage.

But deep in her heart, there has always been a more real self, silently crying.

So everything she did later, escaped from this family, was obsessed with her career, and forced Qiu Yurou to do better – these things may have just come from the resistance that she regretted.

But one step is wrong, one step is wrong.

– A fan of the authorities.

She remembered what Xu Ziran said to her just now.

“Some things, if you do something wrong, you do it wrong. What can be corrected from the source is scientific experiments or program data. Life is not like this. Life can’t go back, and we can’t peep into the future in advance. We can only keep exploring and moving forward. Fix mistakes.”

“Mistakes are difficult to correct. We all know this, but there is no way. Things always have the worst possibility, but there are also good possibilities. You are just a fan of the authorities. When you think you are using your reason to control your behavior, you have already There’s only emotion left.”

“…Do you want to look at it in a different way of thinking?”

Shen Feiyao thought that this girl was not giving her advice or seeking something from her, although she used questions in her words and kept saying “we”.

In fact, the other party was ringing the alarm bell for her.

Change your way of thinking.

She always thought that she was thinking rationally, and ended up messing up everything. Now, what if she only followed her inner feelings?

She has been unhappy for so long, and has been oppressed by this heavy shackle for so long. Do you also want her daughter to be oppressed like this?

If you’re happy, why not do it?

It’s boring to even live, it’s the most boring thing.

Shen Feiyao said, “Xu Ziran is at school, isn’t he very popular?”

Qiu Yurou looked up at her mother blankly.

Shen Feiyao said with a smile: “Her type of big sister was very popular in her school days, right? There were people like this in our school back then, but they weren’t as pretty as classmate Xu…”

The sunset is beautiful, spilling into the room from the window.

The dust floats in the air, surrounding the mother and daughter who are talking softly, quiet and tranquil.

Xu Ziran sneezed three times on the road.

When she was wondering if she had caught a cold, the system dinged to remind her that she had received the reward.

Xu Ziran: “???”

Could something new have been done without her knowing it?

Xu Ziran opened the system panel and found that he had completed the task of [Acquiring the Favor of Key Persons].

Xu Ziran’s face was blank.

Why did I salivate just now and didn’t finish it, but now I’m enjoying the scenery on the way home, and I’m done?

Recently, the system’s judgment criteria have become a mystery.

Thinking like this, Xu Ziran shrugged and began to sum up whether his current stats were enough to buy things in the mall.

Although the sun had set, the air was still humid and sultry. Amidst the disturbing cicadas, Xu Ziran ushered in a long-lost summer vacation.