Apocalypse: My sister has a system

(First person pov)

I look at my sister who waiting for a kiss and i can't kiss her not just becouse she is my blood related sibling or I don't want to, the truth is, I feeling shy, nervous,embarrass all the at same time and I don't like this because its not like me, that not my real personalty,

My real personalty is like strong , sigma, alpha male but that all changed since last night, becouse of that dream, no saying dream is not right as I know that's the memories of my past life . No it's not I'm girl in my first life, I'm guy in my first life too.

It just my past world, gander value was reversed like guys behaves like girls and girls behaves like boys or maybe this world have reverse gander value.

Well I don't know anymore all I know my personalty is messed up. Now I'm behaving like sissy, ln my past life i lived 28 years and in this life I am 17 year old, but I clearly remember my first life memories as I just lived yesterday.

Sweetheart, what are you thinking. " As I am busy in my on thoughts my big sister asked me.

' Nothing... " I replied. While staring down on bed not meeting her eyes.

Than what about kiss, I'm still waiting.." my sister asked as I become more nervous .

Sis can we drop the idea about kiss.. " I asked trying to convince her becouse I don't want to cheat on my girlfriend, as in my past life what I hate the most is scumbags girls who cheat behind the back of their boyfriends and this world has a reverse gander moral value so I don't want become like those girls or if I follow my first life logic should not I become whore.

Why, Don't you want to know system name and why you blushing so much?, " as i am thinking, i heard my sister voice asking me question, while touching my left cheek with her palm. I looked up see her face has a smile and her eyes gazing at me with curiosity.

Fuck! Blushing, who's Blushing, I'm not Blushing. " I said loudly and slap her hand trying make her to not touch me but she don't budge. Exactly how strong she is , I thought in my mind.

Lucas, you know you're behaving like girl, who's crush flirting with her. " my sister said with teasing smile playing on her face.

I feel an overwhelming urge to find a hole and bury myself. Ok ! Stop with this nonsense, come down Lucas come down, be man of this world, just ignore your past life memories. " I said loud in my mind try to ignore those memories, but that don't help as much as I tried to forget it I remember them more, in this life I don't have dad, I don't even see him, however in my past life, I had a both mom and dad, my lovely parents they love me and doted me so much and here I am, I died in accident while car racing with my stupid friends, I never going to drive in this life.

I miss my parents I thought about them as there tears begin to flow from my eyes.

What happen, you don't has a fever again, right? " She asked me as she touched my forehead with back side of her palm.

No you don't has a fever are you hurt some where tell me, " my sister asked has she hugged me while gentle stroking my hair.

Should I tell her about my first life memories, well she tell me about her system so maybe she will believe me too.

.I miss my parents. " I said as i stoped crying.

You miss mom, she sleeping in her room want me wake her up. " She said puzzled expression becouse she knew I just meet her in dinning room at dinner time.

No, I'm not talking about mom, " I said as I stopped crying while my sister wipe away my tears with her hand.

So, what parents, you talking about? " my sister asked as she make me sit between her legs hugging me from behind, her arms wrapped around my chest and my back pressing her boobs.

Not again, I sighed. Ok , Lucas don't think, anything dirty. " I said in my mind.

Now tell me why you cried. "My sister asked as she buried her face in my neck, inhaling deeply, making me tickle.

He..Hee stop it , you're tickling me! " I said as I'm giggled.

She stop after minute, as I start telling her about my past life memories that come to me last night, I tell her regarding my first life especially about my family and world's reverse gander moral value.

So you where a girl in your past? "My sister asked me with creepy slime playing on her face .

NO, I'M A GAYE!, even in my past life. " I said loudly with angry face and looked at her.

Alrigh!t alright! , There's no need to get angry my sister said as she patted my head .

"Hmph" Are you not paying attention? "I asked as I pouted as I noticed my actions, sigh ,I'm really behaving like girls of this world, " I thought .

Of course I'm paying attention to my little brother. " my sister said as she rubbed her soft cheek on my mine face .

So you're saying in your past life you where a boy, who behaves like girl. " my sister said while she tried to stop her laugh.

You doing this on purpose, right? " I asked as I tried get away from her .

Ok I'm sorry let me correct my self so you're saying this world has reverse gender role from your first life. " my sister said as she tried to be serious.

Um..." I give a nod.

Ok! Now very important question, how you going to behave , like girl or boy? " my sister asked.

What do mean girl or boy. " I asked my sister with angry voice I don't know why I feel angry.

Sorry, I mean which world boy your past or this. " my sister said rubbing my head.

Why should I behave like boy, I'm going to be man of this world, I will become gigachad. " I said as puffed out my chest.

Hahaha.... " I don't know why my big sister burst into laughter.

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Sayonara.