After Those Years of Misery

“I…” Lu Xiufeng found that he wanted to be her friend, but he couldn’t seem to find a reason.

Don’t dare to reluctantly, after all, the past memory is too painful for Qiluoge.

I shouldn’t have come to see her rashly today. If I let my father know, he would be scolded to death. If you let Qi father and Qi mother know, you will hate him even more.

He still remembers how he knelt on the ground and confessed and slapped himself on the night of the car accident.

Those memories are not only Zillog’s pain, but also his.

Zillog felt that this man was a little strange, as if he wanted to know her on purpose, reminding her that little boys always treated her like this in school.

But he seems to be past the age of chasing girls, maybe she thinks too much.

After bidding farewell to him, Zillog went to the second floor to find the book he wanted to read.

There is a book bar in the bookstore. She found the book and sat quietly in the book bar.

After ten o’clock, she called Sister Li and said that she would not go back for dinner at noon.

She really didn’t want to go back to the apartment that had brought her countless humiliations. The weather outside was so good and the air outside was fresh.

I just look forward to ending early and leaving early, even if there is no love in her life in the future, she will be fulfilled by other things.

Focusing on the book again, it was almost twelve o’clock, and the gurgling voice reminded her that it was time to eat.

Zilog put the book back, but didn’t buy it. The book no longer needs to be bought, and she remembered everything that should be remembered.

Out of the bookstore, she wandered forward, and stopped when she passed a coffee shop.

This coffee shop is called “That’s That”, which is probably the inspiration for the owner after the ice cream came out.

The reason why Zilog stopped here is because she and Xiao Baiyu met here for the first time. The first meeting with Qiao Yushi was also here. Of course, now I know that it was indeed not their first meeting.

“Welcome!” Yingbin Zilog said, and she glanced intently. Yingbin is no longer the girl from two years ago.

She entered the coffee shop and chose table 22 to sit down.

Just sitting down, a waiter came over with a menu and asked her politely what she needed.

“A beef short rib and a cup of mango roast.” She did not look at the menu and ordered these two items directly. These were the food she ordered when she and Xiao Baiyu first date, and she will always remember.

The waiter wrote the menu and left.

Zillog sat there looking at the crowd coming and going outside the window, thinking back to the moments when he met Xiao Baiyu.

That day, her mother told her that Aunt Wang is a relative of Qiao’s family. Qiao Yushi’s grandma asked her to find a blind date and said all her eight characters. The other party was very satisfied.

How could she believe in horoscopes, but she was constantly nagging by her mother and had to agree to come out to meet.

In order not to let Joe’s bald president look at her, she deliberately dressed up in disguise. (At that time, she took it for granted that the guy would be a bald and big-bellied man, otherwise why would she want to find a wife on a blind date.)

The waiter misplaced the number plate, and she sat opposite Xiao Baiyu.

Xiao Baiyu is very handsome and handsome, with a little sneer in his smile, making her feel flustered when she sees her.

Zilog remembered that she had a mushroom-headed wig, and she wore a tight red floral shirt with the buttons on her neck.

Wearing a green dress, freckles painted on his face, and braces. I deliberately left some vegetable scraps on the braces during dinner.

“Hello, my name is Zilog, I am here to go on a blind date with you. I am 20 years old this year, and people say I am ugly, I think I am pretty.” After she introduced herself, she screamed at Xiao Baiyu Tooth, gave him a chance to see the masterpiece on her teeth.

I still remember the scene where Xiao Baiyu was thundered by her and poured lemonade violently.

Thinking of that, Zillog smiled, and when he smiled, he found tears in the corner of his eyes.

At that time, Zilog felt that Xiao Baiyu disliked her as ugly, just judging people by her appearance, and she was naughty and had the urge to fix him.

“I said, you’re really good, let’s have a relationship!” She approached Xiao Baiyu, he was choked by the water, and coughed violently.

The waiter saw him coughing and saw that his drinking glass was empty, so he hurried over to fill the water, only to find that the seat plate on the table was wrong.

When she changed the number plate, Zilog knew that she had found the wrong partner.

The performance in vain also made Xiao Baiyu watch the excitement, she was a little bit irritated.

I stood up angrily and yelled at him, “Hey, what’s the matter with you? You didn’t come to have a blind date. Why don’t you say, sincerely take advantage of me, right?”

Xiao Baiyu’s eyes widened, and he was so angry that he couldn’t speak for a long time. He was thinking, how much courage he must muster to take advantage of such an incomparably ugly woman?

Seeing him not speaking, Zillog was surprised that he hadn’t said a word from the moment she sat down. Is he dumb?

She suddenly felt very sorry, sat down again, and whispered to him: “I’m sorry, I don’t know if you are inconvenient to speak, it’s all my fault.”

“You’re a dumb guy!” Xiao Baiyu suddenly spoke out of anger, frightening her.

“Hey, why are you like this? Since you are not dumb, why don’t you say that I am in the wrong position. I have never seen a beautiful woman, so if you catch it, you can take advantage?” He has a bad tone, and she is not forgiving.

Responding to him, she stood up and went straight to the bathroom angrily.

The outfit on her body was so uncomfortable, she changed into a lavender dress as soon as she entered the bathroom, and arranged her appearance in front of the mirror.

When she was standing in front of the mirror, the aunt who happened to clean was mopping the floor beside her. When the aunt left, she suddenly saw Xiao Baiyu in the mirror standing in front of the mirror at the door of the men’s toilet.

The eyes of the two people collided in the mirror. Zillog was afraid of being recognized by him, and wanted to leave in a panic. She accidentally fell straight back on the slippery ground.

Seeing her slipping, Xiao Baiyu hurriedly stepped forward to hold her, and in her exclaim, he saw a small red mole on her neck.

“Hey, you let me go!” Zilog yelled, making Xiao Baiyu, who was puzzled by the mole, convinced that she is the dead girl who will make a complaint after teasing him.

“Didn’t you say you want to date me? Let’s do it!” He chuckled his lips and smiled, grabbing her little hand with one hand, his face full of banter.

His smile made her dazed, and at that moment, she felt that the world was full of sunshine, a strange feeling.

Her face was burning with fire, but she was still awake, and quickly found her own voice, and yelled at him: “Who, you…you have admitted the wrong person. Get me up!”

“I won’t? I won’t let you get up! See if you dare to tease people!” He still held her little hand.

“If you don’t let it go, I will shout indecent!”

“You shout!” He teased, but he didn’t expect that she would really shout.

In a hurry, he lowered his head and blocked her little mouth. At that time, Qiao Yushi watched all of this scene.

It’s okay to say love at first sight, or to say a kiss to make love, although it’s not a deep kiss, it’s just that his lips touched her in a hurry, and she was so frightened.

In this way, a chemical reaction occurred between the two people, and the interaction began in a ghostly manner.

Zilog thought, she was also a bit headstrong.

Xiao Baiyu is indeed a very good boyfriend, unlike some boys nowadays who always want to possess girls.

Between them, except for that unexpected kiss, he only held her hand and never kissed.

During the week of dating, he took her to many places to play, watch movies, go shopping, and go to amusement parks. Although the time is short, she is very happy.

That kind of youth should be the normal youth of a girl!

If it weren’t for the family change, she would just quarrel with Xiao Baiyu, and then go into marriage with each other, and then give birth to a baby and spend her life in peace.

Her steak and mango were burned, and with a sad mood, she finished eating bit by bit.

In the afternoon, Zillog went home to see his mother. After eating with his parents in the evening, he received a call from Brother Xiaoyong.

Brother Xiaoyong said that he was going on a business trip, and asked her to come out to chat. She didn’t want to go back to the apartment anyway, so she agreed.

When the two reached the river, they chatted aimlessly in the wind of the river.

With Brother Xiaoyong, Zilog will feel relaxed. He is a good listener and occasionally gives her good advice.

“Is he okay with you? You said you slapped him, did he embarrass you?” Xiao Yong asked caringly.

Zillog smiled bitterly and told the truth: “He doesn’t embarrass me when, but it’s not embarrassing. It’s all I should do. I just don’t know why he thinks I’ve reported the crime, maybe because He doesn’t trust me. By the way, he told me that we had a relationship four years ago. He refused to tell the details. If you know, you must tell me. I don’t want to keep going like this with him, I know. Why doesn’t he trust me or hate me? Maybe I can leave him.”

“Do you really want to leave him?” Xiaoyong has been listening silently. After she said this, he asked her seriously and observed the emotional changes on her little face.

“Yes! I want to leave!” Her eyes were very firm, without any dodge, as if she had made up her mind.

“For Cher?”

“For her, not all for her. I hate Qiao Yushi and don’t want to stay by his side for a minute.”

“Silly girl, I saw him that day and thought he was not bad, not as bad as you said. From what you told me he did to you, you can see that he actually likes you very much. He said You have reported the crime. Maybe there is a misunderstanding. Don’t be too impulsive. After all, you are already with him…Didn’t you want to marry him?”

Yes, I want to marry him, not because I love him, but because I am grateful to him.

She thinks that the person she loves is Xiao Baiyu, although Xiao Baiyu who has only been with him for a week, he is more worthy of love than Qiao Yushi!

“I don’t want to, Brother Xiaoyong, he is Xue’er’s husband. If I could leave him, I would have left him. You said, what can I do to make him despise me and let me go. You used to teach me How can I make him fall in love with me and teach me how men think. Then you teach me now, how to make him hate me!”

“You let me think about it!” Brother Xiaoyong put his fist on his lips, lowered his head slightly, thinking carefully.