Chapter 57
Chapter 56:
The world gradually began to dissipate, Lu Bai Jingjing looked at his fingers that began to gradually dissipate into powder—the world was in a state of frozen time at this time, except for him, naturally unaware, but he But as the body continues to dissipate, he can feel the burning pain, the pain seems to penetrate the bones.
That proud and clean-minded young man grew up loved by his grandfather since he was a child. He never suffered any pain or suffered too much, but he shed so much blood just now… Lu Bai wanted to be hit by a truck at the moment how much he must have felt. pain…
“I’ll save you.”
He looked at the young man and said these words softly and firmly.
“And, my family…”
“I will save you.”
When his body completely dissipated, the world finally began to reorganize.
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The sky in the early autumn in the south is still as bright as a piece of glass.
“Bang, bang, bang!”
In the center of Whale Sea, the teenager gritted his teeth and slammed into the dark brown door. The door opened, and Lu Bai smiled at Qin Gu, revealing his white teeth: “Brother Qin Gu, I missed you very much during your time abroad.”
After a few clips, a cool and pleasant voice came from inside: “Qin Gu, what’s the matter?”
The boy was stunned when he heard the voice, as if a stream of light passed through his mind, but he couldn’t catch it. Immediately, he muttered in his heart that he was indeed the protagonist Shou, the voice was so nice. Seeing the young man who looked like snow and ice came out, Lu Bai’s eyes widened and his throat moved – this is, it’s too beautiful.
The cold and pleasant aroma was overwhelmingly pressed into the tip of the nose, Lu Bai froze his body and opened his eyes wide, then he saw the good-looking young man who was holding him to support his body and raised his eyebrows, The beautiful eyes turned into crescent moons: “What’s your name?” After a pause, he seemed to wonder: “Have I seen you somewhere?”
After that, he and the young man named Qu Xueyu fell in love with each other. That young man was so good and so good, he couldn’t help but love him.
He brought the youth to the suburban villa where he often played when he was a child, and brought the youth to his childhood room like a treasure.
In the small and somewhat crowded children’s bed, Lu Bai comfortably hugged the youth’s waist and snuggled into the youth’s arms. very nice.”
Qu Xueyu rested on one arm, he hugged the boy tighter with the other hand, but raised his eyebrows when he looked at the boy, teasing the boy pretending to be suspicious: “Well …where is it?”
The boy’s eyes rolled and said, “Xiao Qu is very good-looking.”
Qu Xueyu pinched the boy’s face, then scratched the other’s itch, pretending to be sad: “Oh, it turns out that Xiaobai just likes my face.”
Lu Bai buried his face in the young man’s arms, his face turned red from the ticklish smile, but he was still reluctant to leave the young man’s arms.
“Hahaha not only likes Xiaoqu’s face-” Lu Bai begged for mercy: “I like Xiaoqu everywhere.”
“I love you.”
The following sentence blurted out. Lu Bai was stunned when he reacted, and then he buried his face deeper, but the tips of his ears were completely red.
Qu Xueyu’s pupils shrank when he heard the hot confession, and after a while, he laughed hoarsely, then turned over and pressed the boy in his arms under him.
What will happen?”
Lu Bai rolled his eyes and smiled, he put his hand around the young man’s neck: “Does it make you want to sleep with me?”
Qu Xueyu: “…”
He took a deep breath, then let out a low hoarse laugh, he leaned over and bit the boy’s lips, but in the end he just held the boy tightly in his arms – he cherished this boy so much, He didn’t want to hurt him when he wasn’t ready.
Lu Bai hugged the young man’s neck, but looked at the ceiling, a helpless smile appeared on his lips, he said: “Xiaoqu, you know, today is Bailu Festival, it’s my birthday .” Because of his birthday, he brought the youth here.
Qu Xueyu: “Yeah.”
Lu Bai: “Actually, I’m very dissatisfied with your gift.” After a while, he pushed the young man away and sat up, not knowing what to look for in the small cabinet by the bedside.
After a while, Lu Bai turned around, put his things into the hands of the young man, tilted his head and said, “You said before that you will help me find anything I want for my birthday, right? Although I have taken your car, I still want one thing.” After a pause, Lu Bai grinned, “I want Xiaoqu the most.”
Qu Xueyu’s pupils shrank, his breathing became chaotic for a moment on the cramped bed, and the paper box and gel-like objects in his hand almost became hot.
After a while, he laughed lowly, his laughter hoarse, he reached out and touched the boy’s face, his fingertips were a little hot: “Xiao Bai, you are really, my baby.”
Soon he pinned the boy under him.
…
After that, Lu Bai and Qu Xueyu squeezed into the small bed, hugging their warm bodies.
It was already night outside the window, and the maple forest not far away was glowing red. A cold wind hit the room, but it was blocked by the window.
The room, the cot, was warm and sleepy. Lu Bai hugged the young man’s waist affectionately, and drank hot black tea with the young man’s hand. The young man smiled helplessly, and put the soft blanket over the young man with the other hand.
“Little song, why do you love me?”
In the dark of night, Lu Bai snuggled into the young man’s arms and fell asleep, mumbling this question.
The young man hugged Lu Bai and closed his eyes. When he heard the unclear question, his lips curled up, as if instinctively. He replied, “No reason. Xiaobai, I will always love you. on yours.”
Lu Bai buried his face in the other’s arms and hugged the other’s waist tightly: “Oh.”
Qu Xueyu wrapped the boy possessively into his arms like a beast, but patted the boy’s back lightly, as if coaxing a vulnerable child.
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Lu Bai thought that such days would continue forever, until one day, the young man died and his family died in a fire again.
The moment the young man died in his arms, the lost memory was brought back into the cage again. Only then did Lu Bai realize how bad and cunning the exchange between this world and him was.
There is always a way to save them. But at the same time as the world restarts, his related memories are emptied at the same time. Only when the young man dies, the world returns to stillness, and all his memories will be returned to the cage.
He and the youth, and even his family, are stuck in this nightmarish cycle, and he has to face the death of the people he loves over and over again until he collapses – unless, he can save them.
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The sky and the earth are dark and time stands still.
Lu Bai hugged his knees, curled up on the small children’s bed, and hugged himself tightly. Outside the window is a still fiery red maple forest, like blood and fire.
He is cold and he needs someone to hold him…
“Father, mother, aunt, Guan Guan, second uncle…”
“Xiaoqu…” He curled up like a homeless child, murmured his lover’s name, but no one answered.
“click”
Suddenly, there was a sound from the bookcase.
Lu Bai was stunned, not knowing what to say, he sat up abruptly with tears on his face.
Everything on the desk and bookcase remained still, but there was a notebook lying on the ground, apparently just fell from the bookcase.
Lu Bai’s eyes widened: everything here was still, but this notebook—he didn’t know what to think, he stumbled out of bed and opened the notebook.
Looking at the writing on the notebook, Lu Bai’s pupils shrank: This is the notebook he brought from the original world. It is the record when he first came to this world. in the room…
If this notebook is not affected by this world, nor is it affected by the reorganization of the world – the photo in the notebook slipped, Lu Bai picked it up, and was startled when he saw the head portrait on it Red: These are the parents of his original world.
“Dad, Mom, are you reminding me?” he murmured.
When he reacted, Lu Bai gritted his teeth and wrote down some words with a pen.
“Myself, when you see it, please save Qu Xueyu and your family, they will die. Your lover’s death is unknown, and your family will die in a fire .” His ditty died this time in a falling object, and his family still died in a fire.
Writing to the end, but accidentally stroked one more stroke, but Lu Bai had no time to pay attention, the burning pain began to spread in his body, and his fingers had begun to dissipate again…
Third time.
The young man he loved is still dead, and the Lu family is still burning in a fire.
When regaining his memory, Lu Bai opened the notebook frantically, but the words he had written disappeared, leaving only the scratch – Lu Bai opened his eyes, the world He removed his reminder, but left that scratch. Does that mean that the world will only remove reminders about his ditty and the fate of his family, but not irrelevant information?
What if it was more subtle?
So Lu Bai wrote another sentence in the notebook with trembling hands:
“Your lover and family will die.” As long as he knew it in advance, as long as he paid more attention, he could always avoid it.
After finishing writing, Lu Bai’s mind flashed a light, and he wrote the words “Ruanjiang wine” in his notebook. This is the role played by the youth, and his ditty loves this role, but dies before completing the role.
If, the world will not cover “Ruanjiang wine”…
Fourth.
The reminder disappeared, but the three words “Ruanjiang wine” did not disappear.
Lu Bai half sat on the bed and curled up, as if there was still the body temperature of the youth on it.
He bit the tip of his tongue and used his precious time to review this “reincarnation”.
His ditty died during the filming of the movie, and the Lu family was still burning in a fire, and the fire made him feel a little weird for no reason.
I don’t know what to think, he frowned suddenly – Xiao Yang’s mother seems to have been to his house not long before the fire.
This kind of thinking is mysterious, but the thoughts in Lu Bai’s mind can’t stop.
He wrote: “Save Ruan Jiangjiu. Pay attention to Xiao Yang’s mother.”
…
Fifth.
Only the words “Save Ruan Jiang Wine” were left on the notebook.
Lu Bai was still able to save his Xiaoqu. Without memory, he had already noticed that something was wrong, but he still couldn’t make it in time-his Xiaoqu had an accident when he was not with him , the Lu family, still burning in a fire.
Lu Bai’s face was expressionless, but his eyes were completely red. He bit the tip of his tongue and the blood came out – if you want to save them, you need a more careful plan.
Not the first time, he has undergone three world reorganizations, and two of the three reorganizations seem to happen by chance – maybe the details.
The first thing is that he will definitely bring his ditty here to visit the maple forest, and he will also bring his ditty into this room.
The second thing is that Xiao Yang’s mother will definitely go to Lu’s house on October 20th.
Lu Bai gritted his teeth and wrote another word in the notebook.
…
Sixth.
It’s still the same room.
Lu Bai quietly looked at his pale self in the mirror – if he wanted to save his Xiaoqu, he needed to make himself in the state of amnesia believe in the real existence of “Ruanjiang wine”, only he truly believed in this If people really exist and fall in love with him, he who has amnesia will really protect him – protecting Ruan Jiangjiu is protecting Qu Xueyu.
He majored in psychology at university. Although the effect of self-psychological suggestion is not so strong, but with the blessing of world reorganization, even if these suggestions have a little effect when he amnesia, he can see hope.
Lu Bai looked out the window, the still maple leaves were as red as blood, and his brows slightly wrinkled, maybe the warning effect in the maple leaf forest would be better. After thinking about it, he tore off a page of the notebook and wrote it, then walked out the door.
After returning, he looked at himself in the mirror…
Seventh.
The psychological suggestion works, but the content of the suggestion to myself does not seem to be strict enough.
He needs to be by his side since Xiao Qu came to Whale Sea—although most of the accidents happened during the filming of that movie, but there is also a low probability that Xiao Qu was experiencing life in a bar .
He has to accompany him and protect him from then on.
As for the fire in the Lu family, he could almost confirm that the culprit was Xiao Yang’s mother.
Lu Bai quietly looked at himself with a pale face and thin cheeks in the mirror. He recalled the fate of Ruan Jiangjiu in the movie and everything he had experienced. After starting to weave, he would hint to himself. plot.
…
The eighth time.
Lu Bai’s eyes were red, but a small smile finally appeared at the corner of his mouth.
This time, just a little bit, he saved his Xiaoqu and his family… As long as the psychological hints are more thorough, and the notebook is used more cleverly.
…
Ninth.
Lu Bai tore off a blank piece of paper, wrote a sentence, and then made a paper plane and stuck it in a tree—he had already confirmed that when he was walking with Xiao Qu, he would definitely rely on On this tree and dangling it quite boringly – he just wanted to pick a leaf for Xiaoqu, and then the paper plane would fly to him under force. In the autumn of Whale Sea, there is almost no rain this time of year, and there is no need to worry about it getting wet.
After doing all this, Lu Bai looked blankly at the handwriting left on the notebook several times before, then tore off those pages and pressed them under the bed.
He turned to the last page and wrote a few words: “She, fire, family.”
Afterwards, he tore off a blank page again and wrote: “Please send it to the Lu family on October 20. -Lu Bailiu.” After that, he removed this book except the front There is no other notebook for records and final keywords. Put it in a reliable servant’s room, and then put the note on the notebook. After the world restarts, the servant will see it and send him the notebook according to his request.
He can only think of this way, when it comes to Xiao Yang and his mother, the world is even stricter than the information related to Xiaoqu. Then he had no choice but to leave her alone and let the servant send him the keywords on that crucial day.
“She” who came to Lu’s house on October 20th will set fire to hurt her family. That’s what these keywords are trying to convey.
He knows himself, and when he sees these words, he will definitely pay attention; on Xiaoqu’s side, with those psychological hints and the reminder from the maple tree, he will not be afraid and concerned…
Lu Bai felt the scorching stinging pain, looked at his fingers that were beginning to dissipate, but a bright smile appeared at the corners of his mouth
He will save him, he will save them.
He wants to meet his Xiaoqu again, his family is still by his side, no matter how many times he comes again, he will always fall in love with his Xiaoqu, and his family will always love him.
With these constant things, what is there to be afraid of…
At the foot of the snow mountain, on the grassland, and the cabin. After receiving the news from Lu Zhi, Lu Bai knew that he had saved his family.
The moment the fatal roof beam fell, he finally grasped the young man’s wrist in time.
When the warm blood slid from the eyebrows, Lu Bai had a tearful smile on his face.
He stretched out his hand laboriously, and stroked the young man’s closed eyebrows under the broken wooden shavings-finally… he saved you.
Darkness and dizziness struck, Lu Bai finally closed his eyes reluctantly.
He seemed to be walking on a long and dark road. Along the way, the young man he loved held his hand tightly. In the place where he was close to the light, the young man stopped and looked at him, his eyebrows curved, as if there were stars in his eyes.
“Xiao Bai, did you see it?” The young man pointed to the warm and bright light: “Go.”
“What about you?” Lu Bai clutched the young man’s fingers in panic.
“Little fool,” the young man smiled, reaching out and rubbing the young man’s hair: “Didn’t you save me? I’ll wait for you in the light. Go, Xiaobai, go there , you will see me again.” Although, I was unwilling and regretted not being able to accompany this young man on the darkest road.
“I love you.”
The moment he let go of the young man’s hand, Lu Bai heard the young man behind him say so.
“I love you too.” He turned around and faced the youth with a tearful smile: “When I wake up, I will be able to see you for the first time, right? ”
Qu Xueyu reverently kissed the boy’s fingertips, his smile full of softness: “Of course.”
So Lu Bai turned around reluctantly and walked into the light.
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