Chapter 49
Chapter 48:
In the distance, there is a snow-capped mountain glowing with cold golden light under the setting sun, but the grassland at the foot of the mountain is almost empty in the evening. Youfeng whispered in his ear, Lu Bai hugged the youth’s waist tightly, and buried his face in the youth’s arms, as if this was a paradise where only the two of them existed.
“Xiao Qu, I miss you so much.” Lu Bai’s voice was a little dull, with deep dependence and intimacy.
Qu Xueyu hugged the other party back, helped the other party straighten the collar, touched the other party’s head and smiled: “What’s wrong?” He could easily hear the abnormality in the boy’s voice, as if that is instinct. Today’s scenes are few, the filming has been finished, everyone went back to the hotel, and the grassland was packaged down by the crew to clear the scene, so there is no one at the moment, he can hold his boy like this unscrupulously and enjoy the moment Gentle.
Feeling the tip of the boy’s cool ear, Qu Xueyu put his hand on the other’s ear, he said, “Want to stay in a tent or a hotel?”
Lu Bai looked up at the young man’s clear eyes and said, “If you live in a tent, is it just me and you, I can do anything to you? What I do to you in the grassland sounds like It’s romantic and captivating.”
Qu Xueyu raised his eyebrows, he said in his heart ‘you have to stay with me in a hotel, and you can do anything to me’, but he still smiled and nodded, then wrapped his arms around the boy’s waist Go in one direction.
This is the tent set up by the crew, the tent is on the grassland, and there is a shallow river not far away. Qu Xueyu has a heavy role in acting, and the hotel is still some distance away from here. When he has too many roles, he simply sleeps in the tent. This afternoon the crew adjusted, everyone went back to the hotel, Qu Xueyu sent away Bo Yangzhi and the others, and waited here for Lu Bai—he originally wanted to take the boy for a walk under the snowy mountains, but it seemed that the boy had something to say to him.
The sun completely sank, and warm lights lit up in the tent, like a drifting boat on the dark and vast grassland.
Lu Bai simply scrubbed his body, and Qu Xueyu took off almost all the clothes on the boy’s body, and tucked him into the thick and warm blanket on the simple bed – it was tightly stuffed With a little wind, he put a cup of hot black tea into the other person’s hand, put a plate of snacks in his hand, and then sat next to the young man, he contentedly took the other person into his arms across the blanket, and said, “While eating Say.”
Lu Bai nodded obediently and took a sip of the lipstick tea: “Oh.” He paused for a moment, and said, “Xiaoqu, I said I’m not from this world. man, do you believe it?”
Speaking out such absurd and earth-shattering words, Qu Xueyu just looked at Lu Bai quietly, the tenderness and love in his eyes still shone – he was not even surprised, for a while, just Rubbing the boy’s hair: “I’ll believe it if you say it.”
Lu Bai’s eyes suddenly became hot, he put the black tea on the small table aside, leaned into the arms of the young man, Qu Xueyu wrapped the blanket on the other side tighter, bowed his head and kissed the young man ‘s forehead.
The night wind blows on the tent, making a hunting sound. Lu Bai felt that the blanket on his body was soft and warm, and the embrace of the young man was extremely comfortable, so he slowly told his favorite young man some past events on such a night.
“It seems like it’s been a long time since I thought of them. In my world, my parents love me too—they’re the most loving people in that world. But one day, they drove Take me to the airport, I got into a car accident.”
“I’ve been thinking that if they loved me a little less, or didn’t have kids like me at all, they wouldn’t have died and would have lived happier.” Didn’t love him that much , his parents wouldn’t just take him to the airport, they didn’t love him that much, his mother wouldn’t protect him at the moment of the car accident, and his father wouldn’t almost subconsciously at that moment After turning the steering wheel, he chose to face the truck with his own body.
If there is no such a child as him, his parents will not die at all, and he will definitely live a happier life.
The icy pool of blood seemed to be far away from him, but in retrospect he seemed to be able to reach the **** stickiness. It was dark and cold in the crushed car, blood everywhere.
“Live, Xiaobai, live happily…”
That was the only last word his mother left him.
The boy said those words in a calm tone, but Qu Xueyu felt that his heart was being torn by the calm sadness contained in those words, and the language had lost its meaning, so he hugged the boy even more Hold tight and kiss his forehead again and again.
“After I came to this world, I still have the original memory,” Lu Bai said: “The parents in this world are very kind to me, but I don’t want them to love me. I always feel, love me Such people will be unfortunate.”
So before the age of five, Lu Bai did not cry, laugh, or speak, and resisted all the approach and closeness of the Lu family, and refused to establish relationships with everyone. This is actually a kind of post-traumatic stress disorder. Naturally, the Lu family did not know what the child had experienced in his “previous life”. They took him to the doctor anxiously and received a diagnosis of autism.
They poured more love and care into that child and asked nothing in return. When the child was five years old, he finally rushed into Mingyan’s arms crying and called his mother, Mingyan hugged the child tightly and cried into a ball, and Lu’s father was beside him with red eyes.
“When I was five years old, I fell from a high step, my mother caught me but fell to the ground, she was a painter, at that time her hands and arms were scratched with blood , but she was busy asking me if it hurt.” Lu Bai said, “Xiao Qu, I always make people who love me sad.”
The moment he called out “Mom”, he seemed to think of that sentence again in his ear – “Live, Xiaobai, live happily…”
After coming to this world, the world told him that he must go through the plot, otherwise he will be punished, and the plot of this world hides the correct answer that he can survive.
He originally planned to deal with it negatively. For him, it is meaningless to live. Even if he can really survive and return to the original world, his parents are no longer there.
But knowing that he was so valued by his relatives in this world, he can no longer treat life and death so selfishly and casually. Whether to stay here or return to the original world, he is only eligible to choose after he can win and survive. So after that, he began to sort out the plot instilled by the “world” in his mind, and began to think about how to live.
These memories have always existed, but before seeing this notebook, I don’t know why they have been ignored by him – he even almost forgot why he came here.
And now, both the real plot of the original book and the bizarre plots in his mind have collapsed completely.
Lu Bai’s hand clasped the young man’s shirt tightly—for some reason, he felt a strong unease. The completely broken plot, his tampered memories, the sudden appearance of the notebook, and the weird paper airplane all made him feel strongly uneasy.
Qu Xueyu felt the boy’s emotions, he frowned slightly, and patted the boy’s back lightly: “Xiao Bai.” He crossed the bridge and tip of each other’s nose, and finally put his lips on the boy’s lips. He said, “Trust me, loving you is a happy thing. I love you very happily.” The boy’s family—he said the other world Family members and family members in this world will also be happy.
Lu Bai’s eyes suddenly turned a little red, a smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, and he murmured to kiss the young man again, and a sentence gently melted between their lips and teeth: “Xiao Qu, you are so kind.”
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Lu Zhi sat in the office, pointed his finger on the desktop, and said, “How is it?”
The secretary pushed on his glasses, a light flashed in his eyes, and said, “Chen Ming has contacted Young Master Qin.”
Lu Zhi sneered, and said: “How boring is it to only send people into the game, it’s uncomfortable to enter the game after you’ve been punished. When I was fourteen, I started to frame my nephew, and then Prescribing medicine and doing things to my nephew’s car, it’s not too much for me to send him in and find someone to take good care of him?”
The secretary corrected: “Boss, this matter has nothing to do with you, he broke the law, Chen Ming reported him, that’s all. You are a good citizen who abides by the law.”
Lu Zhi: “Hehe.”
The secretary said, “It’s just that Ms. Xiao…”
Lu Zhi glanced at him and said, “My eldest brother does seem to be gentle and seductive, but do you really think he is a good gentleman? He is famous, and my eldest brother is the most like him in our family.” Speaking of which, he didn’t know what to think, his face darkened for a moment and he shook his body, “cough” and said, “Xiao Bai is the best of my eldest brother, my eldest brother. If you are angry, don’t think about it.”
The secretary twitched his brows and asked, “Boss, I’m very curious, why did Ms. Xiao and her son have a relationship with the Lu family in the first place.”
Lu Zhi smiled and sighed softly, “Because my sister-in-law is a really good person.” He raised his eyebrows and looked at the secretary, saying, “You are not the story of the farmer and the snake. Can’t be clearer? That’s how things are in this world, and sometimes good people always get hurt.”
Mr. Secretary looked directly at Lu Zhi with deep eyes.
Lu Zhi shrugged and began to talk about the past: “At the time, she was my sister-in-law’s friend, her husband died unexpectedly, and her husband’s relatives became vampires to steal their mother and son’s property, it was my sister-in-law I helped her, and later, in order to allow her and her son to recuperate, my sister-in-law took their mother and son into the house.”
Father Lu still loves and pets him so much that he can’t wait to give him the stars in the sky. But her Xiaoyang is a healthy and lovely child, but she can only drag her sleeves and say that she envy Xiaobai’s father and that she also wants to have a father like Uncle Lu.
The woman and her children lived in the Lu family for a few years. Even if they moved out later, Mingyan found them a nearby house so that she could take care of them. It was also during the days when he lived in the Lu family that Xiao Yang met Qin Gu.
Ming Yan is a sensual and free-spirited artist. When her relationship with Lu’s father faded, she divorced naturally, but Lu’s father and Lu family still regard her as a relative.
The woman learned the news, but she had her own thoughts. She thought that Mingyan had already divorced the other party. People like Lu’s father would not stop looking for a wife. Lu Bai was a sick child who also needed to be taken care of by a stepmother. It was a logical thing for her to be the stepmother, and it was the best of both worlds. In this way, she has a husband she can rely on, her son has a good father, and finally she no longer has to envy Lu Bai.
The woman had such thoughts, but she did not look for Mingyan. She was quite clever and found Lu Bai who was a child at the time. With a spoiled innocence on the face, she looked at her every word and said mercilessly: “Aunt Xiao, I don’t want a stepmother with white eyes like you.” Xiao Yang heard it clearly. That’s why he was framed later in Chunming – he jumped into the pond to blame the young man who had spoken evil to his mother, and hinted that the group of young people around Qin Gu who were imagining justice at that time were most afraid of Lu Bai. black.
Mingyan and the Lu family still knew that the woman had found Lu Bai alone. At that time, Lu Bai followed the woman’s son to Chunming to find Qin Gu, but was brought back in a coma. Only then did she know that the woman she had helped from the beginning to the end bit her hard, that she had coveted her husband when she was just divorced, and even hurt her most beloved son. She completely tore her face and broke off the relationship with the woman. The Lu family warned the woman, and the woman took her son out of the country.
“Now,” Lu Zhi nodded at the table again and sneered: “The white-eyed wolf is back, and he is still thinking of messing with my nephew. And that kid from the Qin family is also an idiot. Don’t listen too much to Xiaobai’s words, let Xiaobai approach him.”
oh my little angel~
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Wood Man; 1 bottle of Sanjiu Super Sweet Acridine; thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!