Chapter 29
Qu Shenyu actually had this idea a long time ago. She couldn’t ignore her childhood memories, but every time she saw them now, and recalled the past, it was a kind of torture for her, so she thought, Just leave, anyway, now that technology is so advanced, if there is anything, it’s fine to contact me through mobile phone.
Chen Chuyuan didn’t quite understand what Qu Shenyu was struggling with. She acted recklessly for more than 20 years.
Why would anyone feel guilty about it?
She parked the car on the side of the road, thought about it, and said to Qu Shenyu: “My mother told me that it is difficult for people to be moderate. Either slide to one end or lean to the other end.”
No one can be truly fair, and no one can be unbiased at all, so why should you doubt yourself because of the partiality of others?
At the beginning, the second-child policy was a riot, and many confident peers ushered in the first blow, including many uncles and grandparents in Chen Chuyuan’s family, who couldn’t help but come to attack, but her parents never wavered.
Chen Chuyuan wouldn’t worry about things that haven’t been seen yet, but she asked curiously, and then her mother told her the above paragraph, and they even thought that those rumors had affected her, so they quickly issued a statement to the world in a hundred years. , they all belong to her.
No one is not partial. It is very difficult to have a bowl of water. They can’t guarantee that they can treat two children equally, so they simply don’t give birth.
Moreover, not only themselves, but also the children may not be uneasy about it.
Chen Chuyuan didn’t believe that Qu Shenyu didn’t care about this at all.
But the education they received was completely different. For Qu Shenyu, the idea of resentment because of this kind of thing was probably a traitor in her heart.
After all, it is the parents’ business whether to give birth or not. The boss insists on making trouble. In the eyes of many people, they can only get the evaluation of selfishness.
But who doesn’t have a monopoly on their own family?
Chen Chuyuan tried her best to comfort her: “Actually, there is no need to put on the moral shackles that must be true, good, good, and beautiful. Don’t you think that I live happily every day?”
There is nothing wrong with lowering the requirements for yourself and higher requirements for others. Chen Chuyuan’s willful growth is not only because of her good family background, but also because she really has no psychological burden for her actions. .
She vowed to say the wise saying that she agrees with: “If you don’t follow your heart, you will become unfortunate. If you sympathize with others and don’t pay attention to yourself, you will usher in bad luck.”
Qu Shenyu was silent for a while. She is a very soft-hearted person. People are always good at finding out the problems of others, but they are unable to remain objective about what happens to themselves. She always tells herself that such a decision may affect everyone. It’s all good, but the memory takes up too much space, and it often runs out, making her think, if there is no Qu Shenhao.
But she knew that it was not Qu Shenhao that caused all this, but the parents who gave birth to him.
In fact, no matter what she thought in her heart, Qu Shenyu would not change her decision. She could only imagine that after that, relatives and friends were bombarded by turns, as if everyone thought she had done something ruthless and unrighteous. .
She is just instinctive, seeking a sense of identity.
“Why do you think so much?” Chen Chuyuan felt that Qu Shenyu always likes to make things complicated, she reached out and patted Qu Shenyu’s head, “When you are far away from them, you will realize how easy and happy a person is to be free. When the time comes, Miss Ben will take you to play and keep you, even forgetting their names!”
In an abnormal family environment, you don’t even know how to make people laugh. Isn’t that what Qu Shenyu is like?
Chen Chuyuan vaguely remembered that she was not like this when she was a child, otherwise she would not be able to quarrel with Chen Chuyuan at that time.
She talked to herself for a long time, and then she remembered that Qu Shenyu had never responded to her from beginning to end, and she was suddenly a little unhappy: “Do you think what I said is wrong?”
Qu Shenyu’s hand on her lap was lightly squeezed, and her phalanx turned white because of this. She took a deep breath and said, “Don’t touch my head.”
Chen Chuyuan: “…?” She was suddenly unhappy, “What happened to me? Why can’t I touch it?!”
When the other party said this, her rebellious mentality came up all of a sudden. Not only did she not take her hand away, but she also put the other hand on it, making Qu Shenyu’s hair messy in a few strokes.
An inconspicuous current seemed to rush into the body from the scalp. Qu Shenyu lowered her head and looked up at her after a while. The soft lines on her face were tensed. She pursed her lips and did not speak. Shuiguang, Chen Chuyuan couldn’t understand the expression in his eyes.
“What are you looking at?!” Chen Chuyuan glared at her, not feeling guilty at all, and didn’t feel that she had done something excessive, didn’t she just touch her head? What else could be a restricted area?
As she spoke, she unconsciously rubbed the goose bumps on her hands, wondering why Qu Shenyu looked so uncomfortable.
Qu Shenyu had never looked at her with such eyes before.
Chen Chuyuan became more and more dissatisfied, the more she thought about it, the more angry she became, so she stretched out her claws again.
Qu Shenyu hurriedly grabbed her wrist, but she didn’t dare to let her mess around again. Everyone has sensitive points, but the position on her body is a bit strange.
She carefully observed Chen Chuyuan’s expression. She really didn’t feel that she had done anything excessive, and naturally she didn’t notice anything strange about her. She rubbed Chen Chuyuan’s wrist, opened her mouth softly, and tried her best to keep her voice calm. Line, but the tone is still light: “Hurry up and drive, if you don’t drive away, the traffic police should come to issue a ticket.”
“Who’s to blame?” Chen Chuyuan glared at her, but she still didn’t make trouble on the side of the road, and drove back on the road.
Qu Shenyu lowered her eyes and smiled, and saw herself now through the rear-view mirror. The end of her eyes was a little crimson, which was not very obvious, but it was not so difficult to detect abnormal.
She looked away casually, although she felt a little ashamed because of her weakness, but luckily Chen Chuyuan didn’t see it.
A strange thought suddenly appeared in Qu Shenyu’s heart. It’s not like Chen Chuyuan has never been in contact with people before, how does it feel like… it’s still not enlightened?
But soon, Qu Shenyu suppressed this idea. After all, everyone knows what kind of style Chen Chuyuan likes, so maybe it’s not that she is not enlightened, it’s just that she is not enlightened.
Driving back home, Chen Chuyuan also forgot about the episode on the road. In addition to the special situation today, she calmed down temporarily, went back to the room, changed her clothes, took another bath, and stretched her arms to prepare to go to sleep.
Today, Qu Shenyu started to be busy early in the morning, and Chen Chuyuan didn’t rest much. He was really tired now.
Regardless of whether she cares about the people at the funeral, it’s not something that should make people feel happy. Although it is a bit malicious, Chen Chuyuan feels that since Qu Shenyu’s parents are not around her, she may have a better life.
These days, she also slowly recalled many things that she had long forgotten. For example, Qu Shenyu entered the college entrance examination alone, and the driver seemed to pick him up; another example, since Qu Shenhao was born, her parents seem to have no longer Had a birthday party for her, not even a coming-of-age ceremony.
Chen Chuyuan doesn’t know the specific reason, but her parents have big plans for her birthday every year. Chen Chuyuan has always believed that whether she cares about a person can’t be seen by just talking about it.
Her mother said that good words are the cheapest when they touch their lips, but there are always people who lack love who will soften their hearts because of a few good words from others, so her parents not only did not treat her materially, they used to go out ‘my best friend’ Love baby’, go home ‘my favorite baby’, talk about love or not every day, Chen Chuyuan got tired of hearing it later.
Perhaps the most unbearable person, Chen Chuyuan just wanted Ms. Chen to come, and she called.
Chen Chuyuan picked up the phone and reluctantly cheered up: “Mom?”
“Maruko, Xie Huan has gone abroad.” Chen Yi told her the result.
Chen Chuyuan’s parents always called her Wanzi, because when Chen Chuyuan’s awareness of beauty was awakened, she was very sensitive to the word “round”.
But if Chen Chuyuan had been in the first grade, he would not have agreed with such a nickname.
“It’s cheaper for him.” Chen Chuyuan was not surprised to hear this result. After all, such a small matter is not enough for a crime, and it is a good result to be able to go abroad.
Xie Huan’s parents estimated that he was still dreaming that the other party would become mature and stable after returning to China in a few years. Even if he didn’t deal with others, he couldn’t do such a thing as cutting the thread himself. However, with Chen Chuyuan’s understanding of Xie Huan, it was gone. The family is so closely watched, and the atmosphere is open abroad, it is really hard to say what the other party can become.
Chen Yi selectively ignored Chen Chuyuan’s words, otherwise what happened? Go beat the other party before they get on the plane?
What’s more, she had another purpose for calling.
“I heard that you are living with Qu Shenyu’s child now?” Chen Yi asked.
Chen Chuyuan was alert: “Why? When did you still care about this kind of thing?”
Chen Yi: “I’ll just ask, why are you nervous? Come back for dinner tomorrow?”
“If you don’t return,” Chen Chuyuan said immediately, “You have to deal with all kinds of things every day, and it would be too much trouble to go back home.”
“Yo, our **** will also be considerate?” Chen Yi said in a strange way, apparently still remembering the trip she took away, and finally said, “The time is free, hurry back, or the old lady will hang herself. show you!”
“The rope you hang on has changed to three colors every year,” Chen Chuyuan complained, reluctantly, “I see.”
“Would you like to bring Xiaoqu back to eat?” Chen Yi asked, and then said, “If you bring me, I’ll ask Aunt Zhang to do more.”
“…No need,” Chen Chuyuan touched her nose uncomfortably, “Why did I bring her back?”
Chen Yi on the other end of the phone didn’t say much after hearing the words. There were rumors outside, and what he heard from the assistant seemed to be the same, but Chen Yi still didn’t believe it.
It’s not that she has any filters for her daughter, but she really doesn’t believe that Chen Chuyuan can do such absurd things.
Although the two have never been able to get along due to personality issues, Chen Yi knows that if Chen Chuyuan really hates a person, it is impossible for them to be able to interact with each other for so long. Deep hatred.
What’s more, although Chen Chuyuan never revealed her emotional state to her family, Chen Yi knew immediately if she had done anything to anyone.
Like a child, falling in love with others is an adult-person-game. When she comes to her, it is a child’s play. She still doesn’t quite believe that Chen Chuyuan can hide her beauty in a golden house.
But Chen Chuyuan is so old after all, maybe she’s really enlightened, it’s better to ask in person, if she really did something to Qu Shenyu…
Chen Yi thought to himself, that’s really a sin.
Chen Chuyuan hung up the phone and put a sleeping mask on herself. She didn’t even think about the questioning she might encounter when she got home. After all, her parents never cared about her private life. Back then, she packaged some elders to persuade them to take care of Chen Chuyuan. , and told her not to mess around outside, they all laughed it off, and now why would they suddenly think of it and care about such a thing.