Chapter 195
It was not his hometown, but he had lived there and had countless memories.
The weapons store owner who is always smiling keeps a cute parrot.
The innkeeper who always snoozes will always leave him a hot roasted chicken leg.
The unforgiving Knight Commander would always punish someone who said bad things about him in private by wading around in the playground for more than a dozen times.
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How long the journey to save the world is, how many enemies he has dealt with, and how many friends he has made. As a brave man, after spending his life, nowhere is his second home.
But he turned it into fly ash with his own hands and watched everything there turn into dust.
The reason is for myself and the ideals of the people who have passed away.
Although he was forced to be pushed to the T-junction of either/or, in terms of the result, what he did may be no different from that of a tyrant.
The only difference is that the tyrants came on their own initiative, while they resisted passively after being forcibly brought here.
Liu Ji did not intend to flaunt his justice. He understood that sometimes, there is no distinction between good and evil in some things.
He just stood on another standpoint and made a choice that belonged to another standpoint.
And Yayin...
She is obviously not on the same side as Liu Ji.
If Liu Ji stands on the opposite side of the world for some reason again, perhaps he will still choose to stick to his ideals. From this point of view, for Yayin, Liu Ji and the tyrant may be equally dangerous.
Therefore, when Liu Ji told Yayin everything, he was mentally prepared. No matter what kind of reaction she made, he would choose to accept it.
Damn...it's like breaking up with your girlfriend.
"so……"
While Liu Ji was thinking wildly, Yayin finally spoke.
"In order to kill God, what are you going to do next?"
"Make some preparations, and then kill the tyrant," Liu Ji said slowly, "Hmm...isn't it a bit too simple? Well, in fact, I don't have much confidence even in this step."
"It doesn't matter, what happens next?" Yayin continued to ask, "What happens after you do it?"
"Then..." Liu Ji thought for a while and said, "If I really do it, I probably need to investigate some things. Well, in fact, I haven't thought about it yet. After all, our previous attempts basically failed. , but I think maybe the tyrant will have some information I need..."
"So, you don't plan to destroy the world, right?" Yayin asked, "In the final analysis, if you want to break this cycle, you are actually trying to save the world, aren't you?"
"Yes, of course I don't intend to destroy the world. I have no grievances against the world itself, so why would I do meaningless things," Liu Ji said. "As for saving the world, no, I have no intention to save the world. , our starting point from the beginning is to avenge ourselves, to avenge the gods who destroyed our lives without knowing it,
Moreover, although the reincarnation of disasters has stopped, the world will be less troubled, but remember Kaga Holy City, even if the reincarnation of disasters does not exist, the world will not be like in the story, without a big villain. The world is reunited, there are no disasters, there are the most people, and there are just more opportunities to choose the future. "
"Of course I understand what you said," Yayin said, raising her head, "So, why do you think I will leave?"
"Huh?" Liu Ji was stunned, "But I once..."
"That's the past, isn't it?" Yayin said, "Now that you've finished talking about what you want to do in the future, you didn't say you were going to destroy the world again, right?"
Liu Ji looked at Ya Yin blankly, a little confused.
He found that he could not refute, but he felt that something was wrong.
While he was dazed, Yayin slowly turned around in the chair, and then leaned gently on Liu Ji's shoulder.
"You think so well of me," Yain said softly, "You thought I would care about those lost lives and the destroyed world, but all this time, except for you, Carly, Snow and the others, I I don’t care about anyone else’s…”
"Eh?" Liu Ji lowered his head and looked at Ya Yin in surprise.
Yayin raised her head and looked back at him.
"You know, if it weren't for you and your special ability, I might have died a long time ago," Yayin said. "Does that mean that if you choose them, I will definitely die? Then if I If I don’t want to die, am I also expecting them to die?”
Liu Ji looked at Ya Yin blankly, and was speechless for a moment.
He knew that Ya Yin was sophistry, but he couldn't tell what was wrong...
"Do you always feel that something is wrong?" Yayin said as if she had seen through Liu Ji's thoughts, "Want to know why?"
"Why?" Liu Ji asked.
"Because you care about them so much," Yain said, "and you may be the only one left in the world who still cares about them."
"But I took away all their lives with my own hands," Liu Ji said.
"Yeah, it's such a contradiction. It's precisely because you took away their lives with your own hands that you are the only one who still cares about them." Yayin let out a breath, "And the people in half the world on the other side of the desert , most of them don’t even have anyone who cares about them anymore..."
Liu Ji blinked, then rubbed his eyebrows, and said slowly: "Sorry, I'm a little confused..."
"Actually, it doesn't matter if you can't figure it out. There are many things in this world that people can't figure out," Ya Yin said, gently pulling Liu Ji's shoulders and letting him rest his head on her legs.
Liu Ji's mind was still in a mess, and he didn't think much about it. When the soft texture touched his cheek, Liu Ji realized what happened.
Sure enough, was he the one who thought too much?
I thought that after telling everything, I would become alone again, but I ended up being the one who was comforted.
Ha...
But...
He really didn't have anything to be confused about. This road was originally chosen by him.
Guilt or inability to forgive oneself, for those who are already dead, it has no meaning.
He is the perpetrator.
For the victim, any apology is of no value, and no matter how high-sounding the reason is, it can't excuse him.
He should have thought all these things clearly when he made the choice.
The origin of that world was obtained by the collective sacrifice of the brave men of all generations in that world. If he had to make this choice again, he would do the same thing.
"Tsk, I'm really too stubborn, I," Liu Ji rubbed his forehead.
"No, it's not your fault. No one would feel good if they had to tell this memory in person," Ya Yin gently stroked Liu Ji's hair, "But I'm very happy that you are willing to tell me all this..."
"I'm so scared," Liu Ji murmured, "I'm really afraid that after I tell you all this, you will run away in fear, and then I will become a human again..."
"No, at least you will still have your potatoes," Ya Yin said.
"Ah, haha, that's right," Liu Ji smiled, "No, you're not really going to leave, are you?"
"Ah, who knows," Yayin looked down at Liu Ji's eyes, "Oh, by the way, don't you want to know what Lim said to me?"
"Oh, yes," Liu Ji suddenly remembered, "It seems that there is such a thing..."
"Then, look over there..." Yayin said, pointing to the direction above Liu Ji's head.
"Over there?" Liu Ji raised his head in confusion and looked up.
At this moment, he suddenly felt a soft touch on his lips.
It was like a dragonfly touching the water, fleeting.
However, at that moment, Liu Ji felt his brain go blank.
He stared blankly at the girl in front of him, and couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.
"Well, that's what he said..." Yayin gently twisted the long hair beside her ear with her fingertips, her cheeks slightly red, and her voice was as thin as a mosquito's hum.
Liu Ji was stunned for a long time, then smiled bitterly: "Ah, this is really..."
"What, what are you doing..." Yayin shrank back slightly, looking a little flustered, "Well, well, don't misunderstand, this is just..."
"I didn't misunderstand, I just felt... No, nothing," Liu Ji said, supporting himself on the chair and getting up.
"Ah, I, I'll go first..." Yayin was about to get up.
But before she got up halfway, Liu Ji's hand had already wrapped around her waist and hugged her into his arms.
"You, what are you doing?" Yayin looked at Liu Ji with a flushed face, using subtle strength as if to push Liu Ji away.
"I said, I didn't misunderstand, but you seem to have misunderstood," Liu Ji said, holding Yayin's waist with one hand, gently supporting the back of her head with the other hand, and slowly kissing her.
Yayin's eyes widened for a moment, then slowly closed, and her hands that pushed her no longer exerted force, then slowly raised and hugged the person in front of her.
The wind and sand blew by, and the stone-carved windows floated gently and slowly closed together.
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"Ah, what a pity, it was discovered," Lim put down the telescope in the attic in the distance.
"It was discovered a long time ago," "Missa" smiled and shook his head, "It seems that someone didn't expect this development."
"Ah...ah..." Callidora's cheeks were red, and she was stirring the shaved ice cup in her hand at high speed with a spoon for some reason.
"So, you really anticipated this scene?" "Missa" asked, "I always feel a little weird, if you don't tell her that, wouldn't this happen?"
"Yeah, so did you see it or not? Is it because there is a prophecy that there is a future, or is there a future that there is a prophecy? Who knows?" Lim smiled and looked at "Missa", "Well...but, how to say it, some things are really boring when you know the ending, so, you guessed right, I was talking nonsense."
"As a result, it has come true now?" "Missa" shrugged.
"Yeah, I don't know if it's true," Lim let out a long sigh, "I'm more concerned about what they're talking about. It doesn't look like they're talking sweet nothings. It feels like there's some deep hatred..."
"You didn't foresee what they'd talk about?" "Mass" asked in confusion.
"I'm just foreknowledge, not omniscience," Lim spread his hands, "I just peeked into the future for fun when I was in the crystal, but now that I'm out, the future is starting to change gradually, and I can't see all the details."
"Oh, that's good. If you really know everything, I'll feel like I have no privacy," "Mass" nodded.
"Hey, why do you make me sound like a peeping Tom?" Lim protested.
"Well, that's not what you said," "Miss" shrugged.
"No... Well, okay, I admit that I do see too much sometimes," Lim said helplessly.
At this moment, the door behind them suddenly opened.
The breathless Mowent appeared at the door and said weakly: "Ah, you are all here, when are we going to eat, those kids seem hungry..."
"Ah, yes, it seems that it's time to eat..." Lim said, glancing at the stone window not far away, "Well, I thought I could eat something different today, but it seems that I messed it up myself?"
"Ah? Hey, who are you?" Mowent only noticed Lim at this moment and asked in confusion.
"Huh? Haven't I greeted you yet?" Lim looked at Mowent, "You... um, interesting, it's you."
"Ah? What are you talking about?" Mowent looked at Lim with a confused look, "Do we know each other?"
"My name is Lim, a, um, fortune teller?" Lim said, "Now I think we know each other, Mr. Mowent."
"Huh? Fortune teller? Huh?" Mowent looked surprised, looked at Lim, then looked at "Mass", and finally cast his eyes on Kalidora.
"Oh, by the way, it's time to cook," Kalidora came back to her senses and put down the shaved ice in her hand, "Then I'll go cook, you wait a moment."
As she said, she walked to the door, took Mowent's hand and went out, whispering as she walked: "Hey, let me tell you, Yain and Liu Ji..."
"Click."
The door closed.
The two people in the room looked at the direction where the two people left and were silent for a few seconds.
"Oh, it's good to be young," Lim suddenly sighed.
"Yes," "Missa" nodded.
There was another silence.
Then, "Missa" took a deep breath and said, "You know what he said..."
"Same here, this whole desert is your eyes and ears, isn't it?" Lim asked back.
"Hey, this is really..." "Missa" smiled, "He should have said that to us, right?"
"Yes, obviously," Lim smiled, "but I knew it a long time ago."
"That's right," "Missa" sighed, "The world on the other side of the world, I thought it was just a legend, after all, no one should be able to pass through the barrier deep underground..."
"Maybe it's only him," Lim shrugged, "Then, what do you think? About the ranch, the hero, and... you know."
"How should I know, I can't leave here," "Missa" spread his hands, "The key is you...ah, I think, you came out with him, probably don't need to ask."
"Well, yes," Lim let out a sigh, "Although I am very grateful for this ceremony, at least it gave me a good memory..."
"I think there may be many such heroes," "Missa" said.
"Yes, there must be a lot of them," Lim said, "Then why did all the heroes in that world unite to fight against all this?"